¡¶The long night will soon dawn¡· Work related Renamed The title of the new book - "Long Night Will Bright", comes from the mental journey of the blind girl Xia Youyou, which also coincides with Qiu Sheng's mental journey. Hmm, a cool title ? When I woke up in the morning, I found that the editor Xingye had posted a long paragraph, saying that the version of the report had increased again. I excitedly clicked on the backstage, and then lay down again in disappointment, shedding tears. Liar, do you only report it when you promise to become popular? Why only 4,000 collections, give me at least 40,000, bastard! After being disappointed for a while, I continued to read the news from the editor. There is no problem with the content, but in order to prevent the impact of dimensionality reduction, two modifications and one representation are still required. One is to change the title of the book. Oh! I can finally use the title of the book I prepared at the beginning! Before opening the book, in order to prevent no one from reading it, I reluctantly refrigerated this title and replaced it with a popular title. Now it is finally time for it to see the light of day again! I happily sent the title of the book to the editor, and when he praised me, the editor gave me a screenshot of Yang Ma's TV series with the same name. I was stupid on the spot. Although there are some twists and turns, the title of the cold storage is finally used, which is gratifying. The second is to modify a category of descriptions, each of which only involves changes of a few words or a dozen words. I saw a few words in one place, at most it was only one or two hundred words, and I immediately agreed, and I realized it afterwards. I will look for these words in Chapter 30 after I go home! The last indication is to post a single chapter, so there is this chapter of complaining (not showing off the new title). ?Wait, the posting chapter should be for me to respond to disputes, right? No, it seems that I have misunderstood the meaning, so I have to do something to make up for it. But what I want to respond to, I have finished talking about it in the last chapter! What should I do, I held my phone and fell into deep thought. By the way, I heard one more thing! I heard that some people think that Qiu Sheng broke into a minor's home? Although I didn't specify my age, I wrote that Qiu Sheng met Xia Youyou three years ago and felt that she was fifteen or sixteen years old. How could she be a minor now three years later? Go back and finish elementary school! Wangtian ing, this should be fine. If I had known that the last single chapter was written one day later, I could write one less. Personally, I don't like to insert a single chapter suddenly when I read the main text. Faced with this kind of situation, I just swipe through it quickly, without any fluctuations in my heart or even feeling tired, and the same is true for the author at the end of the chapter. So I try not to speak in the author's words, and every time I publish a single chapter in the main text, I feel uneasy. "Won't someone get tired of paddling and then scold me in their hearts?", I put myself in the reader's perspective, and then I became sad, and I will definitely be scolded. The thought of being scolded not because of the book itself, but because of something else, made my sadness deepen. In order to be scolded lightly, let's end this chapter quickly. Originally, I wanted to add a main article immediately after the single chapter to bribe the tired readers, but now I am outside and can't type. The title of the book has been changed. I am afraid that some book friends will worry, so I sent it out first. ? Finally, I would like to thank Xingye, the editor-in-chief of the theater, for encouraging me to try this not-so-network theme, and for arresting me to code words at the beginning of last month when I was only concerned with collecting materials. Short story theater is a good attempt, hoping to open up a new path and inject new blood into the web, although it is very difficult. The recent incident has caused trouble to Xingye, everyone in the audit department, and readers of this book. I would like to apologize here. ?In order to save you and me from tossing, I will try to speed up the update speed, and cut off some of the material collection time for codewords. After a while, I moved the two single chapters to the work related, and I would like to say sorry again to the book friends who just want to read the book carefully. Damn, I just want to write a book. Some miscellaneous talk about works If you feel the need to say something, just say it. When I heard that Qidian was going to open a short story theater, I wanted to write this book, mainly to try the writing method and content that were popular in the publishing industry but completely forgotten by the Internet in recent years. Mainly for the sake of trying, nothing else, nothing else to do. A novel with a total of more than 100,000 words, even if according to the benefits given by reading the article, from 30,000 words to v, the subscription price doubles, it is destined to not make much money. As for the copyright, it is even more illusory. The copyright can't be sold, let alone this book can have tens of thousands of subscriptions? Counting on it might as well count on the fat on my belly to run away from home. What I thought before I opened the book was that if I screwed up, this book would die suddenly, or if no one read the content, this book would die suddenly. My attempt ended disastrously. What I didn't expect was that the vvip version of the real-name report came before the violent death. To be honest, I still don't know how to report by real name. It's really hard work. The reason why short stories are different from long stories is that they can write story emotions that cannot be expressed at all in long stories. The point of view of long stories is not as pure as short stories. To write this feeling. This is a rare opportunity to try. I think so. I have been prepared for the failure of the attempt, but if the failure is due to reporting, then I will be very sad. This book is the story of marginalized people, the story between Qiu Sheng, who has weak emotions and falls into the whirlpool of meaninglessness, and Xia Youyou, who has closed himself and is alone. The story of Youyou opening her heart, not the erotic story of a nymphomaniac breaking into a blind girl's home. Just as "Snow Country" is the illusory and vain love between Shimamura, Komako and Yoko, rather than Shimamura's extramarital affair; "White Night Walk" is the relationship between Ryoji and Yukiho, rather than the criminal life of two troubled children; "Letter from a Strange Woman" is a girl's pure and even pious unrequited love, not the self-report of a voyeuristic stalker. The sun is separated by the shadows, they stare out of the shadows, they step into the shadows in order to pass through the shadows and touch the sunlight, they may or may not have touched it, but they are definitely not to sink in the shadows. I hope that everyone's eyes can look beyond the shadows and look at their footsteps in pursuit of the sun. That's what this book is about, and that's where the beauty lies. Volume 1 Chapter 1, Accidental Intrusion If it is discovered, my life can be declared over, right? Breaking into a private house may not be a very serious crime, but what follows are accusations from neighbors, discussions from classmates and teachers, and disappointment from parents and relatives. From the perspective of interpersonal relationships, it is no different from death. What's more, there must be expulsion from school that will follow. How will the police take me? handcuffed? Cover the handcuffs with clothes like on TV, and take me away from one left and one right? The good old lady on the third floor and her grandson will definitely lie on the window and watch. But even knowing the serious consequences, even though the scene of social death flashed clearly in his mind, Qiu Sheng's feet still stayed where they were, he wanted to stay, and Qiu Sheng also wanted to agree with his decision. Qiu Sheng quickly reviewed his life, and there was nothing particularly regrettable, nor was there anything particularly expected. If so, stay. This never-before-seen feeling is worth pressing down on his meaningless life. He breathed a sigh of relief, the decision has been made, and the next step is to follow that decision and work hard. It would be bad if you were found out, so with the awareness that you will be found out, try your best not to be found out. He slowly squatted down and sat on the cold floor tiles. Compared with standing, sitting was more stable and it was not easy to make a sound. In case you accidentally make a noise, the door is right next to it, and two seconds is enough to open the door and escape. As long as the scene of rushing out of the door is not seen by others, you will not be caught. Having made a plan, Qiu Sheng looked towards the living room. On the sofa, there was a girl with short hair lying down. She was the reason why Qiu Sheng wanted to stay even if he pressed his life. The girl is very beautiful, but just being beautiful is not enough for Qiu Sheng to make such a big bet. What really attracted Qiu Sheng was the transcendent experience that the girl made him feel. The girl supported the sofa with her right hand and sat up. She seemed to be tired of listening to love and affection on TV, so she reached out to touch her thigh and got the remote control. She didn't lower her head, she rubbed the surface of the remote control with her fingertips, identified the buttons, and pressed the channel +, and she stopped and listened for a while every time she pressed it. After two minutes, she found the program she wanted, which was a nature documentary. The host introduced the African grassland in a straight voice, from the weather to the trees to the animals and plants. This documentary is perfect for the summer weather. The girl hung her feet down, her toes drawing circles on the ground, and she was looking for her slippers. Of the two slippers, one is inside the circle she drew, and the other is hiding under the sofa. The girl couldn't find the one under the sofa for a long time, sat down angrily, and kicked the found shoe under the coffee table. She walked towards Qiu Sheng with bare feet. Qiu Sheng didn't move, the girl walked past him and entered the kitchen. In front of the kitchen counter, she touched the glass with her left hand and the hot water jug ??with her right hand. She picked up the glass, with the edge of the cup close to the spout, slowly raised her right hand, and poured the water from the hot water jug ??into the glass. She put down the kettle, walked quickly past Qiu Sheng, and lay back on the sofa in the living room. She didn't look at Qiu Sheng the whole time. Because she can't see. The girl's eyes are brighter and more beautiful than most people's, but they can't see anything. This is what Qiu Sheng experienced not long ago. He stood in front of the girl, and he could even feel the girl's breath, but the girl didn't notice him. It has been half an hour since Qiu Sheng accidentally entered the girl's world. During this half hour, the girl didn't notice Qiu Sheng's existence at all. She lay on the sofa and tossed and turned. She ran past Qiu Sheng without any be on guard. This gave Qiu Sheng a strange feeling¡ªhe seemed to be a transparent person. This is a feeling that he will never experience in his daily life, and it is a feeling that is beyond reality. So he didn't choose to leave, but stayed. He looked at the girl. The girl's hair is black and soft, hanging above her shoulders. She has a petite body, and she seems to be habitually curled up, squeezed into the corner of the sofa, like a frightened cub. This is the girl's home, what is she afraid of? Is it the roar of a lion coming from the TV? Or is it the darkness in front of you? Her eyes are fixed on the TV, is it a habit left before she was blind? Qiu Sheng thought of the posts he had read before. It is said that blind people do not see the world in darkness. Darkness is also a kind of vision. Blind people have no visual experience, and there is nothingness in front of their eyes. Of course, here we are talking about people who are completely blind. If it is just an ordinary visual impairment, then there is a fog in front of your eyes, and you can still feel the light, which means that the light is greatly reduced.Weak. What kind of situation is a girl? Does she see nothing at all, or can she see light? Qiu Sheng wanted to verify it. After all, it was related to his safety, but he couldn't think of a detection method for the time being. As long as you don't go to the balcony, and be careful not to block the shiny things in front of the girl, it will be fine. The noise of children came from outside the window, and a gust of wind blew in through the window, dispelling some of the heat. It is now 5:45 p.m. on June 1st. Since the local education bureau postponed the dismissal time of elementary schools and stipulated that homework must be completed at school, there have been more noisy elementary school students in the community in the evening. They talked loudly about today's Children's Day activities, and discussed where to find so-and-so. The girl turned down the volume of the TV. She lay on the sofa with her knees bent, as if she was listening to the voice downstairs. Her right hand is under her head, her left hand is on her chest, her hair is scattered on her cheeks, and her expression cannot be seen clearly. Qiu Sheng looked at the open window, he only felt that the voice of the primary school students was noisy, but for the girl, the vitality contained in the voice probably made her miss it. "Let's go!" A jingling car bell rang downstairs, and the elementary school students rode their bicycles and left here. Qiu Sheng stood up, and slowly walked from the door to the living room, where he sat down by the TV, where he could clearly observe the girl. The girl remained motionless, with no expression on her face. If her eyes hadn't been blinking, Qiu Sheng would have thought it was an exquisite doll. Five minutes later, the girl touched the remote control and turned on the TV louder. In the strong voice of the narrator, Qiu Sheng fell into recollection, how he entered the girl's house and fell into the current situation. Volume 2 Chapter 2, Bear Key In the morning, he woke up from the rental house as usual. There was one class in the morning and two classes in the afternoon, both of which were 90-minute long classes. He woke up a bit late, and he was dragging his feet while washing, so it was almost too late. He hurried out and hurried to the school. When passing by the flower bed downstairs, he picked up a key. I was going to leave the key at the gatekeeper, but unfortunately, he walked through the back door of the community. Usually there is only one security guard standing guard at the back door. The security guard probably went to buy water or go to the toilet. There was no one in the pavilion, so he had to take the key to the school. . It was an ordinary commercial house key with a teddy bear hanging on it. The class was very boring, because he didn't get a good seat at night and couldn't play with his mobile phone, so he tinkered with the bear doll on the key to relieve his boredom. On the whole, the little bear does not look like a bear, but a fantasy creature with a bear head and a human body. Qiu Sheng fiddled with the bear's hands and feet, and found that the bear's hands and feet could move. It took him a short class to successfully master the technique of making the bear stand on the table. He tried to make the little bear stand on his head again, probably because this position was not considered when designing the doll, no matter how hard Qiu Sheng tried, he couldn't succeed. Tired of playing, he let the little bear sit on the table and fell into deep thought. The more he played with it, the more he felt that this little bear pendant looked familiar. In the afternoon, seeing the sunny path outside the window, he finally remembered about the key. Three years ago, he picked up this key. It was on a remote road in the community. A middle-aged man and a woman walked with a girl. The girl was fifteen or sixteen years old, holding a white blind key in her hand. cane. When Qiu Sheng passed by, the girl took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and the key fell on the ground. He picked it up and returned it to the girl. The reason why he still remembers this incident is not only because blind people are rare, but also because this family lives in the same building as himself. He is on the third floor, and that family is on the top sixth floor. At that time, he just moved here and liked to hang out in the community. He often saw this family of three and greeted the parents. Two years ago, after he came back from summer vacation, he never saw the family of three again. There was an old lady who often went in and out of the room on the sixth floor. A few months ago, the old lady disappeared. Every few days in the evening, there would be a The middle-aged women went upstairs with big bags and small bags. Qiu Sheng thought it was the family that moved out, but now that he saw the familiar bear key, he felt that he might have guessed wrong. It may also be that the family of three gave the bear pendant together with the key to the subsequent homeowner or tenant. Knowing the owner of the key, he went straight to the sixth floor after school and knocked on the door. There is a doorbell on the left, but Qiu Sheng has never seen any doorbell that works. The dull knocking sound floated down the corridor, Qiu Sheng waited for five seconds, then bent his hand again. Before he could knock, the door suddenly opened and was about to bump into Qiu Sheng's face, so he took two steps back. "Auntie?" A girl in blue pajamas and pajamas opened the door. She opened her eyes and stared at Qiu Sheng's face. Qiu Sheng was surprised, isn't this the girl from three years ago? She didn't move away? She looked directly at Qiu Sheng with those eyes that could not see the slightest blindness and were brighter than ordinary people. When Qiu Sheng met the girl two years ago, the girl always wore sunglasses, and this was the first time he saw her eyes. How can such a pair of divine eyes be blind? The girl's eyes recovered? Soon he found out that he had made a mistake, and the girl didn't see him at all. Seeing no one answered, the girl put on the outdoor slippers at the door and walked out. The corridor was narrow, and Qiu Sheng was in surprise. When the girl approached, he hurriedly turned sideways. The girl's shoulders brushed his clothes and walked by. It was so dangerous, I almost ran into it! The girl took two steps, probably thinking that there was no one outside the door, and turned back to the house. She moved in and out very quickly without stopping, facing the girl who was rushing towards her again, Qiu Sheng only had time to back away in a hurry. By the time he realized it, he had already stood in the living room, and the girl closed the door. Trouble. Qiu Sheng covered his forehead, and his temples bulged and ached. Do you want to explain? He was afraid that when he opened his mouth, the girl would yell indiscriminately, after all, he was at the girl's house now. That series of events was too coincidental, he wouldn't have believed it if he had been, he must have suspected that he broke into the girl's house intentionally. He looked around, and it seemed that the girl was alone in the house. He decided not to make a sound, and opened the door by himself when the girl was not paying attention. Soon, the girl turned on the TV, and the sound of the TV series was enough to cover the door.?, but Qiu Sheng didn't leave. The scene where the girl walked in front of him and couldn't find him even when she got close to him made him feel strange. The voice of the commentary on the side stopped abruptly, and it was time for the advertisement. The girl turned off the TV, touched the right pocket, and then touched the left pocket. There was nothing she wanted in both pockets. She sat up and fumbled beside her. . Qiu Sheng glanced at the mobile phone at the girl's feet. After the girl lay down, the mobile phone slid out. By the way, can blind people use mobile phones? The girl got the phone, and Qiu Sheng walked behind the sofa. After pressing the power button, a synthesized human voice came out of the phone, the voice was speaking so fast that Qiu Sheng couldn't hear what it said at all. The girl swiped her finger up to enter the main page, and the synthetic human voice sounded again. Qiu Sheng concentrated his attention, and with the help of the content on the screen, he understood the voice. "Music, double tap to open." So it turns out that the mobile phone is used with the help of the function of reading the screen text. With the sliding of the girl's fingers, the synthesized human voice read out every word. The girl clicked a playlist, picked up the earphones on the coffee table, put them on, lay down again, and closed her eyes. have you slept? Qiu Sheng knew the earphones the girl was wearing, which were Sony's noise-canceling models, and he also had one. The noise reduction effect of the earphones is very good. As long as he speaks softly, the girl will never hear the sound of the door opening. The fact is the same, Qiu Sheng opened the door and walked out, then closed the door again, the girl did not respond. Standing in the corridor, Qiu Sheng sighed, he looked at the scenery outside through the window of the corridor, he was still thinking about the girl, he couldn't stay for long, he just remembered that the girl called "auntie" when she opened the door, she My aunt may come over. Putting his hand into his pocket, he touched a hard object, which was the key to the little bear. Give it back to her tomorrow. Walking to the third floor, Qiu Sheng first opened the door with the door key, and then used the room key to open his own door. There are several universities near this old community, and many houses are rented out to college students. The house in the community was originally two bedrooms and one living room. College students rarely had the financial resources to rent a whole house, so they remodeled it, removed the kitchen and living room, separated five rooms, and rented them out separately. Qiu Sheng rented one of the two innermost rooms, with a bed, wardrobe, desk, and a small balcony. After taking a shower, he lay on the bed, and before going to sleep, he was still thinking about this wonderful experience in his mind. Volume 3 Chapter 3 Peeping June 2nd is Wednesday, one class in the morning and one class in the afternoon, Qiu Sheng got up at seven to wash up, and left the house at seven forty. As soon as I arrived downstairs, a message was sent from the group that this morning's class was cancelled. It is a good thing not to have class, but he has already gone downstairs, Qiu Sheng didn't know whether he was happy or regretted for a while. "Are you in class?" asked the three old ladies gathered downstairs. "I was supposed to have a class, but I just received a notice that the class has been cancelled." Qiu Sheng replied ordinaryly. "Can the class be canceled? This school is really irresponsible!" The old ladies were filled with righteous indignation. "Yes." Qiu Sheng responded with a few words, and went upstairs. Behind him, three old ladies chatted about their grandchildren. Their voices were loud. Thanks to them, Qiu Sheng developed a good habit of going to bed early and waking up early. It's just waking up early, not getting up early. In order not to let his early waking up be meaningless, he took the key and went up to the sixth floor. Knocked on the door three times, Qiu Sheng waited, but there was no movement inside the door, he knocked three more times, but there was no answer. not at home? Still sleeping? Qiu Sheng increased his strength, and the knock on the door was loud. After waiting for half a minute, it was still quiet. Logically speaking, he should leave and come back when he is free next time, but the scene of last night flashed through Qiu Sheng's mind, and he unconsciously and obsessively took out the key. He was also very surprised that he actually made such a move. Out of the psychology of watching the excitement, he didn't stop him and watched his palm move. For a moment, he stood at the entrance. Taking off his shoes and holding them in his hand, Qiu Sheng looked around, the curtains of the balcony were wide open, the cool morning breeze was blowing in from the window, and the snack bags on the coffee table made small noises. The girl is not in the living room. Qiu Sheng walked inside, one of the two bedrooms had the door open, and the other had the door closed. The girl was lying in the bedroom with the door open. On the double bed, the girl looked even petite. She was lying on the edge with her eyes closed and earmuffs on her head. Not noise-canceling headphones, but thick sound-isolating ear cups. It must be the voice of the old lady below. Qiu Sheng thought. Because he was wearing soundproof earmuffs, the girl didn't hear his knock on the door. He walked to the girl's bed and looked at the girl's sleeping face, which was much softer than the emotionless, even cold expression during the day. Moving his gaze down, Qiu Sheng's gaze swept over the girl's entire body. The girl kicked off the quilt, and her pajamas stuck to her body. Really defenseless. If he wanted to do something, it was as easy as pie. For example, do something that makes a girl blush and her heart beat faster. After looking at the girl's slender neck for a while, Qiu Sheng looked away. Although he feels that life is lacking in fun, he doesn't want to go to prison just yet. Sitting on the floor next to the bed, Qiu Sheng put his hands on the bedside table, rested his chin, and looked at the girl. At nine o'clock, the girl's legs bent, then her body swayed, and her eyes opened. Qiu Sheng stood up, in case there was an emergency and it was too late to respond. The girl who just woke up was a little confused. She sat up, took off the earmuffs, and stretched a lot. Putting the earmuffs aside, she hunched over and rubbed her eyes with both hands. The bright light shone on her body, and her curled up body and slightly unhappy expression were clearly imprinted in Qiu Sheng's eyes. Qiu Sheng was unmoved. Compared with the girl's appearance, the special feeling she gave was what Qiu Sheng wanted. Putting down her hands, the girl shook her head left and right, her eyes swept over Qiu Sheng's body, which made Qiu Sheng's heart beat faster. The girl's eyes are so agile, he always feels that those eyes can see things. When her gaze caught Qiu Sheng for the second time, the girl suddenly lowered her head, her brows were furrowed, as if she was thinking about an important matter. Qiu Sheng's heartbeat became more intense. what happened? Did she discover something? She wasn't completely blind and saw her own shadow that shouldn't appear? The girl reached out with both hands and touched the edge of the bed. She got out of the bed and walked towards Qiu Sheng with bare feet. Qiu Sheng tensed his body, what should he do? dodge? But if she dodges, the girl sees the shadow move, isn't she more sure of her existence? The girl stood in front of him and stretched out her hand. At this time, I can't control so much anymore, Qiu Sheng moved to the left and reached the door. If the girl found something unusual, he would quickly run to the living room, open the door and escape. The girl's hand touched the door of the closet, her expression did not change, she touched the door and moved to the left, her shoulder hit the wall lightly. she turnsIn the direction of ??, he moved steps to the right and touched the door frame. Qiu Sheng got out of the way and watched the girl walk out of the bedroom and into the bathroom. It's not that I was discovered, but after waking up, can't tell the difference between south, east and north? He looked into the bedroom. The girl's mobile phone was placed on the bedside table. Even if the girl really found him, she was acting just now, and she couldn't call the police immediately. The sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, Qiu Sheng took the opportunity to open the door and walked out. For the next week, Qiu Sheng sneaked into the girl's house at eight o'clock every morning, and the girl wore earmuffs every time, without exception. For this reason, Qiu Sheng skipped a lot of classes. Fortunately, a friend helped to cover it up, and the teacher was not strict, so he hasn't found out yet. It's nothing even if the teacher finds out. Qiu Sheng thought. He only missed the first class in the morning. This kind of class only has two classes a week, and the teachers are all indifferent. At most, the usual marks will be deducted. If he works hard before the final exam, he can pass the written test. Even if you make a mistake in the written test, the make-up test is still safe. Even reporting criticism, notifying parents, and punishing him is not something worth caring about for Qiu Sheng. He just wanted to sit beside the girl and observe the girl and the world as a transparent person. Opening the door, Qiu Sheng skillfully took off the slippers, put them in a small satchel, walked barefoot into the living room, and into the bedroom. The girl wore earmuffs as usual, but her posture was a little different today. The bed is oriented east-west, she is oriented north-south, and she is in the middle of the bed. This is not the only time. In the past week, Qiu Sheng has seen girls in various orientations. Apart from those lying in the middle of the bed, there are also those who are upside down, along the diagonal, and even sleep on their stomachs, with half of their bodies on the bed. , with hands and feet hanging over the edge of the bed. That time, the girl woke up and fell a big somersault. She picked up the pillow and slammed the bed hard. This is just a girl's daily life, but Qiu Sheng found it interesting. Probably because he is not using an ordinary perspective, but a strange, transparent perspective. Just like many people like situational games ? Volume 4 Chapter 4: Transparent People Observing Secretly Sitting in front of the built-in wardrobe, Qiu Sheng stared at the girl on the bed, expecting what surprise she would bring him today. Did you crawl five laps on the bed and couldn't find your phone? Or can't find the door by feeling the wall? Or hold the charger, can't plug it into the socket for a long time, and hit the wall with anger? The sound of sparrows chirping came from outside the window, and it seemed a little cheerful in the bright morning light. Qiu Sheng became alert suddenly, he stared at the sparrows on the clothes rack outside the window. He couldn't understand the sparrow's words, didn't know the sparrow's likes and sorrows, why did he just feel the chirping cheerfully? Tracing back to the source, the sparrow's happiness is because he feels happy, and he feels happy because he looks at the girl on the bed. Understanding this, Qiu Sheng was a little surprised, how long has he not felt this way? He had almost forgotten the emotion. Happiness and sadness together make up a person's life. And these two emotions alienated Qiu Sheng four years ago. Many people have had this feeling, in the noisy cicadas in midsummer, or in the foggy silence in the middle of the night, after a busy day, or after a leisurely day, sitting in a quiet or lively environment Inside, a void without warning launched an attack from an invisible corner, quickly broke through their defenses, and occupied their hearts. What is the meaning of such a life? Is such a life really happy? The empty horse bandit forced people to ask such questions. Are you happy with heavy study or work? The answer is of course no. But lying down with nothing to do, watching videos with a mobile phone, and playing games with a keyboard, is it happy? The first answer that flashed in my mind was affirmative, but when I carefully thought about where the happiness was, the happiness became unreal and unreal. Fishing and games can't bring real, unadulterated happiness. Even while playing the game and touching the fish, the thought of "what am I doing" will arise. Qiu Sheng had this kind of doubt in the first semester of his third year of high school. At that time, he was at the age where he liked to get to the bottom of the matter. Whenever he had time, he would recall this feeling. Thinking about it now, if he had thought less at the beginning, maybe his life would have been completely different. In the second semester of the third year of high school, the empty horse bandits came more and more frequently. They either came from the creaking sound of the electric fan, or from the distant cheers on the playground, or emerged from the silence. Qiu Sheng stayed in his heart for a long or short time, leaving no small traces every time. The numb wind blowing from the rigid life in the third year of high school flattened the emotional valleys in Qiu Sheng's heart, the valleys became plains, and the empty horse bandit was like a tiger with wings, finally occupying Qiu Sheng's heart and building a thick city wall. Thanks to their blessings, Qiu Sheng's grades dropped rapidly. If it weren't for his extraordinary performance in the college entrance examination, he would fall below the repetition limit set by his parents and retake the third year of high school. It doesn't matter to him himself, it's okay to re-read the third year of high school, anyway, whether in college or high school, they are doing meaningless things, there is no essential difference. However, it is better not to re-read or not to re-read, meaningless and easy or tiring. The girl turned over, interrupting Qiu Sheng's memory. He turned his gaze to the girl, watched her take off her earmuffs, stretched her waist, and began to touch her side. As far as the arms could reach, the window sill was not touched. The girl was silent for two seconds and touched the top of her head. Qiu Sheng played the detective game in his mind, analyzing the girl's psychology and past information based on the girl's actions. The girl realized that she was sleeping on her side. Judging from the speed of her reaction, sleeping on her side did not happen once or twice, and she had already experienced it. After confirming the position of the edge of the bed, the girl sat up and got out of bed carefully. She didn't wear slippers, and the slippers were still in the living room. One was hiding under the sofa by herself, and the other was sent under the coffee table by a girl. Didn't that aunt get her slippers? Qiu Sheng thought. Normally speaking, when I see my niece walking around the house barefoot, I will definitely ask about it and then help to solve it. The relationship between the girl and the aunt is not good? Or did that aunt not come over this week? The sound of flushing water sounded, and today's girls are extraordinarily fast. Qiu Sheng glanced at his phone, he was in a daze for a long time, it was already ten o'clock. Following the girl who came out of the bathroom, Qiu Sheng came to the kitchen. The girl opened the refrigerator, and there were more ingredients than what Qiu Sheng saw two days ago. There were only a few eggs left in one drawer, sliced ??bread changed from one pack to three packs, and ingredients such as winter melon, green vegetables, and meat were all cut. Next to the refrigerator, a new bag of rice stood there. This is undoubtedly the evidence that the aunt has been here. The girl alone cannot buy these supplies, and Qiu Sheng has never seen the girl come out in the past two years.?. Since my aunt has been here, why is the girl still barefoot? Auntie ignores her? Qiu Sheng thought of the girl's parents, where did the couple go? Qiu Sheng searched the memory of talking with them, and the couple was worried about the girl's sudden loss of vision, but they were not too depressed, so they wouldn't leave the girl alone. Did you go out to work? The old lady who was there before was the girl's grandma or grandma. The old man hurt his feet or waist by climbing the sixth floor every day. He is temporarily recuperating in the countryside, and the girl's aunt will take care of her? Click¡ª¡ª The girl turned on the gas stove. When seeing this scene for the first time, Qiu Sheng was surprised for a while, but now he is used to it. He searched afterwards, and there were many videos of blind people cooking. The girl picked up the oil pot next to it, poured it into the pot, and then took the egg and knocked it skillfully on the side of the pot. The corners of Qiu Sheng's mouth curled up. The egg didn't hit the edge of the pot at all, but brushed against the edge of the pot and fell directly to the ground. The eggshell cracked, and the egg white splashed onto the girl's feet. The girl stood still, her eyes were blind, and she could only judge what happened based on her hearing. Qiu Sheng took two steps forward to observe the girl's expression. The girl's face, which was not gentle at all, turned cold again. She threw the wooden shovel in her hand on the kitchen counter, and left the kitchen with heavy steps. interesting. Qiu Sheng glanced at the stove that was still on, leaned on the refrigerator, and observed the girl who left. The girl sat on the sofa for a while, probably to calm down, washed her feet, and returned to the kitchen. She turned off the stove, took the mop from the balcony, and mopped the floor. Finally, the mop was put into the small pool on the balcony and rinsed briefly. The girl returned again. She stood in front of the stove for a while, probably thinking whether to eat fried eggs or not. For a moment, she succumbed to her sense of taste and took out a new egg. This time she knocked it carefully on the kitchen counter without making any mistakes. The problem was in the next link. The omelette needs to be turned with a shovel. The girl searched all over the kitchen counter, but couldn't find her small wooden shovel. Qiu Sheng looked at the window sill, and hid the wooden shovel angrily dropped by the girl. The girl never thought of the possibility of the wooden shovel jumping onto the window sill. She searched twice and touched the ground again, but found nothing. After closing the stove, the girl picked up the pan and flipped it over the trash can. The charred fried eggs fell into the trash bag. Without fried eggs, the girl's breakfast is left with bread, ham and tomato sauce, and a box of pure milk after the meal. It's pretty healthy to eat. The question just now flashed across Qiu Sheng's mind, why did the girl stay in this house alone? He is not in a hurry to search. Observing girls is his only entertainment, and he will lose a lot of fun if he is too hasty. If he continued to observe like this, one day the answer would appear naturally. However, it is hard to say whether the answer to the mystery appeared in front of him first, or he first appeared in the police station. Getting into the game is a bad thing, but it is nothing compared to the only fun he has. If the girl can be observed in the prison, then he will definitely apply for entry. He took out his cell phone, it was already half past ten. On WeChat, his friend urged him to go back to school, but the teacher said that he would call roll in the next class. Looking at the wooden shovel by the window for the last time, Qiu Sheng left the girl's house amidst the noise of the TV. Volume 5 Chapter 5: The Past of the Observed The sound of the TV is very loud, for ordinary people, it is enough to cover the sound of closing doors, but Xia Youyou is not an ordinary person, as a blind person, her hearing is better than ordinary people. The word "outstanding" is not used properly. Xia Youyou is blind from birth and has passed the period of rapid development. Her hearing is functionally the same as that of ordinary people, but she focuses more attention on the camp of hearing than ordinary people. Vision, hearing, and touch are the most commonly used senses. Xia Youyou lost her vision, and the three attention forces were only devoted to two sensory camps, so she was naturally sharper than ordinary people. The sound of closing the door was small, and although she heard it clearly, she couldn't tell what it was or where it came from. Is it on TV? Or outside the door? Ever since her world became a black mist, there were more unknown voices. She didn't pay much attention to it, but turned down the volume of the TV. The TV was chattering, she didn't know what was playing, she didn't pay attention to it at all, a familiar touch came from the sofa, wrapping her around. After losing sight of her eyes, she began to be afraid of the quiet environment. There was nothingness in front of her eyes. If she couldn't hear anything, she would doubt her own existence. Only in the morning, she wanted to be quiet, the voice of the aunt downstairs was too noisy. Her eyes started to go blind in three years. There was no reason, she didn't hit her head, and she didn't get any dirty things into her eyes. But if shampoo is also considered dirty, then there are still some. At the beginning, she just felt that the world was much darker, and she thought it was the bad weather. In her opinion, a sunny day in summer is like a cloudy and rainy day without sun. Until one day, she was walking in the park with her parents, and the two children looked directly at the sun longer than anyone else. The two children just looked up for two seconds, and they all shed tears, and she looked up for a long time without feeling anything. To her, the sun in the sky is just a slightly brighter street lamp. Amidst the voices of the children praising her for being great, she shed tears in panic. Parents immediately took her to the hospital. The young doctor in a white coat looked at the materials for a while, and then went out to invite an elderly doctor. At that time, she knew that the situation was not good, but she didn't expect it to be so bad. After returning home, her parents discussed with her for a while without telling her, and took her to hospitals in several cities. The doctor said it would get worse, and it did. After returning from Shanghai, her father bought her a blind cane, taught her to turn on the visual impairment function to use a mobile phone, and rushed to apply for a guide dog for her. Because of the eyes, she was already very scared, and her father's actions made her panic even more. Why teach her this? She can still see, she can walk, she can still use her phone, she just doesn't see as clearly. The guide dog was not applied for, and my father and mother began to collect information from various institutions, not a hospital, but a school for the blind. She cried a lot, and her father and mother gave up the idea of ??sending her to that kind of school. Papa and Mama personally taught her about life as a blind person. Walking with a blind cane, using a mobile phone with eyes closed, walking around the house blindfolded, doing housework by feeling She realized that her eyes could not be healed, and at the same time as blind fear struck her, her parents' actions also terrified her. Why use a blind cane? She can walk on her mother's arm. Why do you need to use your mobile phone by yourself? If you want to hear anything, just ask Dad to tune it. Why do housework at the risk of knocking hands and feet and cutting fingers? Why train her on the premise that a blind person lives alone? Her eyesight was getting worse and worse, and soon she couldn't see the figures of her parents clearly. She felt that she was left alone, in the foggy wilderness, with no one around, and frightening noises came from the fog. One night, she had a dream of falling into a deep well. The water in the well was cold and the inside of the well was pitch black. When she opened her eyes, what she saw was a blackness that was more terrifying than the inside of the well. Kicking against the wall is like touching the wall of a well. She forgot that this was home, and burst into tears, and her mother rushed into the room and hugged her. She broke her little finger, and after a week of rest, she continued to practice living alone under the care of her parents. Thinking about it now, her parents' decision was correct, but at that time she didn't think about the future at all, only thinking about her own affairs. It was because of this that what happened later. Thinking of this, tears welled up in her eyes. She covered her eyes, don't cry, crying is useless. After a while, she finally stopped crying, she should go to do the laundry. When she lowered her feet, the cold touch of the floor tilesWhen it came, she thought of the disappearing slippers and the disappearing wooden shovel, and burst into tears. There was no comfort, no help, everything was just as she felt at first, she was left in the wilderness shrouded in black mist. There are no terrible beasts in the fog, no sweet wild fruit, only herself. After crying, she wiped her tears and threw the change of clothes in the bathroom into the washing machine. The position of the buttons of the washing machine was memorized by her parents, and there is a rule for which button to press and how many times to press each time. The buzzing sound overwhelmed the sound of the TV, she turned off the TV, and took out something from the bedside table under the TV. This is a calendar, which was her favorite thing ever. The numbers on the calendar are raised, and she can know which cell is the number by touching it with her fingers. She didn't learn Braille, but her father learned to teach her, bought clips, pens and paper, but encountered her resistance, her father dismissed her resistance to using a blind cane and doing housework, but did not dismiss her not learning Braille Decide. With screen readers, Braille is not a necessary life skill. She turned the calendar to June and placed it by the bed. Volume 6 Chapter 6: The Transparent Man Doesn't Move Qiu Sheng opened the window and saw the aunt downstairs chatting loudly, so he felt relieved. Although he had no resentment before, he inevitably had some opinions on the noisy aunts, and hoped that they would leave here as soon as possible, or move the chatting time to a later date. But now, Qiu Sheng hopes that the aunts will do this every day, if possible, develop a few more aunts. In case something happened to the original three aunts, it would not affect the noise every morning. The girl on the sixth floor must be sleeping with earmuffs on. He closed the window and walked outside. A roommate happened to open the door. He nodded at the other person, and the other person nodded at him as a greeting. Although they have met many times, although they are only one wall away, they have never communicated and do not want to communicate. At first, the two of them greeted each other early, not knowing who nodded first, so they saved words. Walking into the corridor, Qiu Sheng pretended to forget something, and hurried back. When the roommate disappeared downstairs, he listened in the corridor for a while, then walked upstairs quickly. He was just listening to see if there was any movement upstairs. He is on the third floor, the girl is on the sixth floor, and there are two families on the first floor. Except for the one opposite the girl's house, which is empty, the other houses are occupied. There are four families in total. If the four families found him going upstairs, although they would not think that he broke into the girl's house, they would leave seeds of suspicion after all. If the girl found him one day and called the police, the police would lock him in. Stepping on the ground of the sixth floor, Qiu Sheng heaved a sigh of relief. He knocked lightly on the door, waited ten seconds and knocked again, and waited another half minute to make sure it was safe. Just as Qiu Sheng imagined, the girl slept on the bed wearing earmuffs. Today her posture is neither lying down nor prone, but curled up hugging the quilt. The thickness of the sound-proof earmuffs is not small, and the head will be pressed when sleeping on the side. The girl does not have a pillow, but rests on a soft quilt, which alleviates this feeling. Sitting in his usual seat, Qiu Sheng observed the girl. The girl was wearing a set of navy blue short-sleeved shorts today. The clothes were loose and should be pajamas. She is facing the balcony, her arched back shows her curves. Qiu Sheng suddenly wanted to step forward and slide his fingers along the curve. It's not out of lust, it's just a simple, sudden idea, like seeing a sculpture with a perfect curvature and can't help reaching out to touch it. He looked away to look at other things in the room. There was no pillow on the bed, and the pillow was lying on the ground. I don't know if the girl's sleeping position was too frenzied and she kicked the pillow to the ground, or if something went wrong with her last night, she vented her anger on the pillow. In addition to the pillow, there is another difference. On the bedside table next to Qiu Sheng, there was an extra desk calendar. One page of the desk calendar has the dates of the entire month, and each date occupies a small grid. There is also a lunar calendar in the small grid, and the table can show the day of the week. A cross was drawn in the small grid before the eighth date, and Qiu Sheng guessed based on experience that the culprit was the black pen next to the desk calendar. Was it drawn by a girl? How did she draw so accurately? You can't hear the position of the small grid. Qiu Sheng looked carefully, and it turns out that the date in each small grid is protruding, and the number can be felt by fingers. Is June 8 today's date? So a cross is drawn in front of it. From June 1st, Qiu Sheng's attention was almost all on observing the blind woman. He stared at the small grid of number eight. 8, the sixth day, Saturday. Saturday is a holiday, and he can observe the girl here for a whole morning. The girl lay still, and from experience, she would wake up between nine and ten o'clock, and now it is seven fifty-five, and there is still more than an hour. During this period of time, Qiu Sheng usually recalls some things from his childhood. Outside the girl's room, Qiu Sheng never thought about recalling the past. If he was bored, he would do some boring things, such as watching short videos or reading novels. Short videos and novels are things that can attract attention. They are not suitable for watching while committing crimes, so I can only think about things now. This is the conclusion that Qiu Sheng came to after thinking about it. In fact, it may just be because the atmosphere here for the girl is suitable for recalling the past, just like the chair is suitable for putting clothes. They piled up on their own. The vibration of the mobile phone interrupted Qiu Sheng's thinking. He turned off the sound and the vibration of the software outside of WeChat. This is because someone was chatting with him privately on WeChat. "The teacher is about to roll the roll. I hid the roster, and it may take a few minutes. Come here quickly!" It was Qiu Sheng's "friend" who was urging him to go to class.? Staring at this news, Qiu Sheng was puzzled, there was obviously no class on Friday morning. He scrolled down the screen, Tuesday, June 8th. Why is Saturday on the desk calendar? "Where are people? What's going on with you recently?" ?My friend was in a hurry, so he made a video call, Qiu Sheng turned off the phone, and typed back: "Let him order." It's too late to go to school now, he made excuses like this. In fact, he hadn't thought of going to school at all. "Awesome!" A friend sent an emoji of a cow holding a beer. Putting away the phone, Qiu Sheng picked up the desk calendar. Why is Saturday written on this desk calendar? The answer to the mystery was soon revealed, and Qiu Sheng turned to the beginning page of the desk calendar, which was from two years ago. Why is something from two years ago put up now? Maybe I found it when I was packing up old things, so I took it out and played with it. He glanced at the girl, saw that the girl hadn't moved, and looked through the desk calendar. On the July page, he found a small hole. The hole was poked in the 15th grid, about the thickness of an ordinary pencil. It's a special day? is it birthday? We will know when that day comes. Qiu Sheng put down the desk calendar, propped his chin, and stared at the girl. At 8:45, the girl changed from lying on her side to lying upright, and she opened her eyes. This time is a little early, probably because of discomfort lying on the side. The girl sat up and fumbled around. She found the phone and tapped the screen. "Eight forty-six." The synthetic voice announced the time. A week ago, Qiu Sheng couldn't hear the sound when the girl was operating the phone, it was the time chime. The speed of the voice is very fast, Qiu Sheng would have adjusted it so fast. Even with such a fast voice, the girl's operation of the mobile phone is still slower than ordinary people. Ordinary text that can be scanned at a glance, it takes a long time to read it in voice. After getting out of bed, the girl touched the wall and walked towards the door. Not far in front of her is the pillow she dropped. Qiu Cheng stared at the pillow and thought, maybe the girl would step on it. Even if a discerning person steps on something rashly, there is a high possibility of falling, let alone a blind person. He didn't move, and a fall was nothing. He came to commit crimes, not to be a volunteer. The girl stepped on the corner of the pillow and stepped out safely, with Qiu Sheng following behind her. Volume 7 Chapter 7: The Transparent Person Watches with Cold Eyes In the kitchen, the girl stood in front of the kitchen counter with no expression on her face, she didn't know what she was thinking. Qiu Sheng guessed that she was missing her small wooden spatula and fried eggs. After half a minute, the girl made up her mind. She took the eggs out of the refrigerator, turned on the stove, and cracked the eggs in the pan. Without the small wooden shovel, she still has a long iron shovel. Qiu Sheng thought to himself, can a shovel also work? The material of the shovel is not the key point, of course it may also have some influence, the most important thing is the length of the shovel. The iron shovel is as long as a girl's upper arm, while the wooden shovel is only slightly longer than a palm. Just like the feel of a dagger and a long sword are completely different, the feel of a shovel and a wooden shovel are also completely different, not to mention that the girl can't see it, and she relies on intuition to make spatial judgments. The short wooden shovel is fine, but the long shovel is in her hand. On the ground, without special training, she couldn't judge the position of the shovel at all. The shovel hit the kitchen counter, knocking over the soy sauce bottle, and the black soy sauce dripped down the kitchen counter to the ground. The girl was startled, she didn't know that the soy sauce bottle had fallen, and only heard a crisp sound. She turned off the fire, and carefully reached out to touch it, and the soy sauce stained her hand. There was another charred fried egg in the trash can, as well as facial tissues soaked in soy sauce. Taking down the pan, the girl put on a small pot and cooked the noodles. Most of the soy sauce was spilled, and there was still a small part left. The dark soy sauce was scattered in the white noodle soup. Qiu Sheng doesn't like noodles, but because noodles are the most convenient and there are many noodle restaurants, he ate a lot. From his experience, this noodle is not delicious. The girl finished eating the noodles, put the bowl in the sink, and walked to the balcony. Qiu Sheng followed her slowly. The balcony was not big. There was a sewing machine and a cabinet. On the cabinet were incense burners and Buddha statues, and incense beside it. The cabinet is on the left side of the balcony, opposite is the mop pool, next to the mop pool is the washing machine, and four steps ahead of the washing machine, there are five pots of plants. Qiu Sheng doesn't know many plants, and these five pots happen to be all known to him. There are probably not many people who don't know prickly pears and succulents. One pot of cactus, four pots of succulents. The soil of the five potted plants is a little dry and cracked, it seems that the girl didn't take care of them carefully. Next to the mop pool is a watering pot, which is an ancient long-spout style. The girl picked up the pot and shook it, and there was water in it. The longer the thing, the more difficult it is to grasp the distance. The girl squatted down, touched the flower pot with her left hand, and held the handle of the flower pot with her right hand, and moved the spout above the succulent. The watering pot is made of iron, there is half a pot of water in it, and the weight is not small, and the girl is very laborious to hold the pot. Her hands trembled, but fortunately the water in the pot was not full. Feeling almost done, she moved her left hand up, touched the spout, and then touched the position of the flower pot. She kept adjusting, and finally moved the flower pot to the top of the flower pot. Her right hand also reached its limit, so she hastily withdrew her left hand, grasping the pot handle with both hands. Qiu Sheng watched this scene with great interest. When the girl withdrew her left hand, the position of her arm changed. Although the spout of the pot was still above the flower pot, it moved from the middle to the edge. When the girl lowered the watering pot, the spout was completely out of the pot. Water was poured on the floor tiles. The girl didn't know, she watered it for a while, then reached out to touch a flowerpot, probably because her right hand was too sore, this time she didn't even touch the alignment, she moved the watering pot by feeling and sprinkled it. The water gathered under the flower pot and formed a big puddle. Just when the girl was about to water the last prickly pear, the water overflowed to her feet. The girl was startled, probably because of the cold insects touching her feet, she threw away the watering pot, stood up quickly, and hurriedly backed away. Her feet were already wet, she stepped on the floor tiles in a panic, and slipped to the ground without any accident. Not only did the five pots of plants not drink water, but they were also kicked by the girl. Two pots of succulents fell to the ground, and one pot hit the wall, and the porcelain vase shattered. Qiu Sheng was about to watch how the girl watered the prickly pear, when something like this happened suddenly, he hurried to the girl's side to observe her injury. The girl fell on her buttocks first, and she didn't hit her head or hit anything else. Her feet were covered with mud, and the left sole was cut by a piece of broken porcelain, and the bright red blood was mixed on the gray mud. It doesn't look like a serious problem. Qiu Sheng is relieved, as long as it's okay, if something happens to the girl and she goes to the hospital, he won't be able to enjoy the happiness of a transparent person. If this trip to the hospital wakes up the girl's family and picks up the girl or someone comes to live with the girl, that's even more?The catastrophe of extinction. Be careful with me, you woman! Qiu Sheng couldn't help staring at the girl complaining. It doesn't matter if something happens to you, don't interrupt my fun! The girl clutched her butt in pain, and lay down for ten seconds before sitting up. The pain in her butt subsided, and the pain in the soles of her feet entered her mind. She touched the wound on the sole of her foot, wiped away her tears, stood up with the other foot, and staggered to the living room. Many people always keep some emergency medicines in their homes, and the girl took out the band-aids from the drawer under the TV. Qiu Sheng took the opportunity to step forward and looked at the items in the drawer curiously. He didn't rummage through the things in the house, he was just a transparent person who watched secretly, not some other criminal, and he couldn't rummage around. Although not turning over can not alleviate his crime. In addition to bandages and cold medicine, there are scissors, needles and threads in the drawer, the largest of which is a colorful packaging bag that almost fills the drawer. A white cat was printed on the bag, Qiu Sheng stared at the words on the bag, this is cat food? Qiu Sheng can be sure that there is no cat in the room, maybe it was raised before, and it will not be raised later. A girl can't even take care of herself, let alone a cat. Close the drawer, the girl goes to the mop pool on the balcony, stands with her right foot, lifts her left foot, and puts it under the faucet. You just fell down, how dare you stand on one foot? You haven't got your shoes on yet! Qiu Sheng was worried, and prayed that if the girl fell, she would not be hurt enough to go to the hospital. The windows of the balcony are all floor-to-ceiling windows, the sun shines on the girl's feet through the glass, the clear water washes away the mud, revealing the girl's white soles, traces of light red blood flow out from the wound, flowing down with the golden sunlight . The girl supported the washing machine with her hands and rinsed her feet. After washing, she sat on the stool and gestured on her feet with a bandage. The opening on the sole of the foot is not big, and if it is well pasted, a band-aid can cover it, but a blind girl obviously has no chance to make it well. She can determine the location of the wound by touching it, but the wound hurts when touched, and she doesn't have the perseverance. Randomly pasted two band-aids on her feet, and the girl sat like this for half an hour. The flower pot was behind her, and there was a mess there, the girl "looked" at it, then limped to the sofa. Don't clean up? Qiu Sheng thought the girl was resting on the sofa. He thought, the mud and water on the balcony, as well as broken porcelain pieces, were indeed very troublesome for the girl. It's better to lie down and wait for that aunt to come over and ask her to help. The girl obviously didn't think so. She lay down on the ground, took out the slipper under the coffee table, and started looking for another slipper. If you just put on the slippers, maybe you won't slip, and even if you slip, you won't cut the soles of your feet. Can she find the slippers under the sofa? Qiu Sheng stood behind the girl. The girl did not reach under the sofa. Qiu Sheng was a little surprised, but quickly thought of the key point. Many discerning people are afraid of under the sofa and under the bed, let alone a blind girl. The girl brought the broom and carefully poked it under the sofa, but the broom missed the slippers. Giving up looking, she came to the balcony and tried to clean up the mess with a broom, but the mud and water were mixed together, where a broom could clean it up. The muddy water soaked the girl's feet, dipped into the band-aid, and touched the wound on the girl's feet. The broom fell to the ground, and the girl squatted down, sobbing. As for? Qiu Sheng glanced at the time, and left here while the girl was crying. Volume 8 Chapter 8: The Observer Has Regrets When the third small class was over, Qiu Sheng rushed to the school. The classmates in the class didn't notice him. When he went to college, there were many students who skipped classes, and everyone took it for granted. "This way!" A man with a square face and slightly darkened waved to Qiu Sheng. He is Qiu Sheng's "friend", and has a name that matches his simple appearance - Gu Deyou. Qiu Sheng sat down beside him. "You are getting more and more proficient in cutting classes." Gu Deyou looked at Qiu Sheng suspiciously, "What happened?" "Busy to slip the door and pick the lock." Qiu Sheng didn't want to answer, and joked casually. The girl is his secret, he doesn't want to tell anyone for now, and probably won't say it in the future. "Isn't it?" Gu Deyou was taken aback. He looked around and lowered his voice: "How do you do this kind of thing? What's the difficulty?" Gu Deyou and Qiusheng are neighbors in elementary school, and they have been classmates since middle school. Gu Deyou often said that he and Qiusheng have a good relationship, but Qiusheng didn't think so. He didn't have any friendship with Gu Deyou, he thought, he had probably been a cool person since he was a child. He told Gu Deyou about this, but Gu Deyou didn't care, and still regarded him as his best friend. He felt that it was more convenient to have a "friend", so he summed up a friend's code from the people around him and the Internet, and treated Gu Deyou according to this code, as if he had completed a task. "It's not asking for money, it's about sex." Qiu Sheng said casually. "Isn't this even more serious!" Gu Deyou was dumbfounded. This guy actually believed it? Qiu Sheng reflected that he usually acted in accordance with the "rules of ordinary people" and did not show the attitude of a criminal. Gu Deyou is not a naturally dull person, he should be able to distinguish lies from truth. "Is it acting skills or sincerity?" Qiu Sheng asked Gu Deyou back. "What, don't scare me!" Gu Deyou breathed a sigh of relief, "You guys suddenly made a joke, I can't tell if it's true or not." "I shouldn't have acted like I would do that kind of thing." Qiu Sheng asked. Gu Deyou's eyes were complicated: "I don't understand you at all. I think it's only natural for you to do unexpected things with your indifferent personality. To tell you the truth, in my third year of high school, I had a dream. When you suddenly told me that you killed someone, I was worried for a long time after waking up, afraid that it was not a dream, but I felt that you could really do such a thing." "I remember, you asked me directly that day." Qiu Sheng recalled that scene. He thought again, would he commit the crime of murder as Gu Deyou said? The answer is very likely. When he was a freshman, there was a boy who inexplicably troubled him everywhere, which caused him a lot of trouble. Although he didn't mind much, after being knocked down, he did give birth Thoughts of the other party, although the idea quickly dissipated. By the way, at that time, Gu Deyou rushed up and had a fight with the opponent, but it turned out that he was not the opponent of the opponent. Qiu Sheng obeyed the "friendship rules" and went up to help. The two beat each other severely and were punished. "Didn't the Internet say that there is a kind of criminal like this? They are not interested in ordinary things, but they like death and blood, so they will commit murder." Gu Deyou's eyes were full of worry, he was testing Qiu Sheng. "That kind of criminals often start by torturing and killing small animals. This is what you are most suspicious of. You dragged me to destroy many ant nests." Qiu Sheng countered. "Hahaha, yes, you are not interested in watering ants and roasting ants." Gu Deyou rubbed the back of his head and smiled happily, he was relieved. When the class bell rang, the teacher came in, glanced at Qiu Sheng, and began to lecture. There was another class in the afternoon. After class, Qiu Sheng stood up. "Qiu Sheng." Gu Deyou said. Qiu Sheng turned to look at him. "If you need help, tell me, I owe you." Gu Deyou's expression was serious. "I will." Qiu Sheng waved his hand and left the classroom. When he was in the third grade of elementary school, Qiu Sheng saved Gu Deyou. At that time, he and Gu Deyou were not in the same school, but they were neighbors. Mom thought he always stayed at home, so he went out and followed Gu Deyou and the others. That day, a group of people went to the river, where a boat was tied, and they jumped onto the boat from the bank. Gu Deyou was knocked down the river by a child who jumped into the boat. The rest panicked, and Qiu Sheng rescued him with a bamboo pole from the vegetable field on the bank. From that day on, Gu Deyou was very close to him. But at that time Qiu Sheng didn't think about saving people.??But if Gu Deyou is allowed to drown, he will be in trouble. He knows how to swim, maybe someone will ask him why he didn't go into the river to save people? Will harbor resentment. He didn't want to be branded a bad boy, that would be ostracized. It was autumn and the river was very cold. He didn't want to go down, so he used a bamboo pole. In the third year of high school, Qiu Sheng told Gu Deyou about this, but Gu Deyou's attitude did not change. At night, he dreamed of the river where Gu Deyou fell into the water, but it was not Gu Deyou in the water, but a blind girl. He stood on the bank and watched the girl struggle It hurts so much. The pain from her feet made Xia Youyou unable to sleep. She covered her face with the quilt and couldn't help shedding tears. Before she was blind, her mother used to call her a crybaby. After she was blind, she cried more, but her mother never called her that again. Every time she accidentally hurt herself, her mother would stay with her and buy her favorite snacks, and her father would speak softly and be very kind in those few days. But now she has nothing left. Auntie came over in the evening, she was very careful not to let her aunt notice her injury, and took the ingredients and daily necessities at the door. She thought, why didn't she just hit her head when she fell like in the TV series and die straight away? She is very afraid of pain, if she dies like that, she doesn't have to be afraid. Or if something dirty sticks to the wound, it will die in sleep in a few days. She touched the wound carefully, and there was pain from the wound. If it was a fatal infection, the wound should not feel any pain. There was the sound of a car outside the window, and when she looked over there, she saw darkness. The sound of the car stopped downstairs. She thought that the car might be driven by some murderer, who would come upstairs, use a lockpicking tool to open her door, take a fruit knife from the kitchen, walk gently to her bedside, and cover her Her mouth pierced her heart neatly. But what if the murderer wanted to do something else? Maybe he is some other criminal, money doesn't matter, what if she is attacked? Then bite your tongue and kill yourself. Bite off his tongue, block his airway, and suffocate to death. Just thinking about it, she felt pain, if possible, she wanted to die without pain. The sound of the car has stopped for a long time, and there is no movement outside. It seems that Mr. Criminal will not come. How are we going to tidy up the balcony tomorrow? She closed her eyes regretfully Text Volume Chapter Nine, Transparent People Out of Interests Qiu Sheng forgot to draw the curtains before going to bed, the sun shone into the room and cast on his face, he covered his eyes with his hands, continued to lie down for a while, then sat up. The phone shows 6:50, and there are still ten minutes until the alarm time. Probably because of the heat, his head was a little dizzy, and he thought about the dream last night. In the dream, he stood on the shore, watching the girl whose movements became smaller and smaller. Finally, the girl exhausted her strength and sank into the water. At the end of the dream, he jumped into the river. Why would I jump off? he thinks. It was a dream beyond reality. In the dream, he didn't recognize the blind girl and couldn't remember the reality. Why did he go into the water? Is it too hot in summer? Want to cool off in the water? Opening the window, the heat wave hit the house, Qiu Sheng felt a little sticky on his body. The toilet and bathroom of the rental house are in the same room. Except for Qiu Sheng and a roommate, the other roommates are office workers. They usually wash up and leave at six o'clock. Now there is no one in the shower room. After brushing his teeth while taking a shower, Qiu Sheng put on his clothes and went out. In the girl's house, the living room is the same as usual, but the balcony is still a mess. Following the central line between the living room and the dining room, Qiu Sheng came to the bedroom, and he and the girl met their eyes. Those eyes of spirit made Qiu Sheng's heart tremble, and his first reaction was - I was discovered? This reaction only existed for a second, and Qiu Sheng breathed a sigh of relief. Those eyes were so deceptive, he always forgot what the girl couldn't see. It was also related to the unexpectedness. He thought that the girl must be sleeping with her eyes closed at this time, but he did not expect that she had already woken up and was still lying on her side, with her face facing the door. The girl was wearing headphones, she didn't hear the knock on the door. Qiu Sheng walked into the room and sat on the edge of the bed. He just looked at the girl like this. The girl slept with her head upside down today. Qiu Sheng was sitting facing her feet. There are three band-aids on the slender feet. Obviously only one is needed to stick it well, but I used three, and the sticking is crooked. Fortunately, Qiu Sheng is not obsessive-compulsive. He just looked at the girl like this, and the girl was facing out of the bedroom like this. There was no class this morning, so Qiu Sheng sat like this until eleven o'clock, the girl just turned over a few times and went to the toilet once. Autistic? Because of what happened yesterday? Qiu Sheng thought. It was getting late, he left the room. The next morning, when he came to the girl's house, the girl was still lying there. The same is true for the third and fourth days. On the morning of the fifth day, Qiu Sheng opened the door and came in. The girl lay down in a different place this time, lying on the sofa, probably because she was too lazy to go back to her room after going to the bathroom. Sitting by the TV until eight o'clock, Qiu Sheng frowned seeing that the girl was still unwilling to move. The girl didn't move, and he lost a lot of fun. He felt that he was staring at a corpse, and being a transparent person next to the corpse didn't feel the slightest. The girl must be cheered up. He walked into the sofa, lay down on the ground, and took out the slippers hidden behind the sofa feet. The girl is barefoot up to now. These are the slippers she has been looking for for a long time but could not find. Qiu Sheng thought, it's impossible for the girl to have no other slippers at home, she was just annoyed with herself, all she wanted was this pair of sandals. After taking out the slippers, there is another problem, how to let the girl find the slippers. It is impossible to hand it directly to the girl, and it is very risky to throw it at the girl's feet casually. The girl will feel that the slippers popped out of nowhere, because there were no slippers there before. It should be placed in a certain corner, and let the girl discover it. After thinking for a while, Qiu Sheng waited for the girl to get up, and when she was going to the toilet, she picked the opportunity and put the slippers on the edge of the girl's next step. The girl stepped on the edge of the slippers. She was startled, and hurriedly took two steps back, then stood there, thinking about the touch just now, and judged what it was. A discerning person only needs to take a look, while a girl has to rely on touch and experience to guess. The girl took the blind stick from the door and poked it on the ground to make sure that it hit something. The thing wouldn't move, and it wasn't a bug. She squatted down and touched the slippers. Qiu Sheng sat on the ground and watched the girl's reaction. Picking up the slipper, the girl couldn't believe it. She touched it three times, ran to the coffee table, and took out another slipper from underneath, only to believe that it was the one she had lost. She smiled. Ah, this guy can laugh too. Qiu Sheng thought. The girl put on her slippers, changed her previous slumped small steps, and took big strides towards the toilet.?I hit the wall and knocked my forehead. Rubbing her forehead, the girl kicked the wall and groped to find the toilet door. If I have the energy to blame the wall, I should have recovered. Qiu Sheng thought again, the girl should rely on memory and experience to walk at home, as long as there is a sudden change on the road, or if she stops for some reason in the middle, she will lose her direction and hit the wall like this time. Are other blind people so reckless? Probably only girls can walk at the same speed as a discerning person. The sound of flushing water sounded, and the girl returned to the living room. The smile on her face had disappeared, but Qiu Sheng could tell from her movements that she was refreshed. Turn on the TV, turn up the volume, the girl went into the kitchen, she was hungry. Probably because finding the slippers gave her confidence, she looked for the wooden shovel again, but of course found nothing. Qiu Sheng didn't come to be a nanny, he gave the girl slippers to make the girl move, and now the goal has been achieved. The lack of a wooden shovel made the girl a little depressed. She ate two slices of bread and lay on the sofa listening to TV. Her feet dangling by the sofa. Are you so happy to find slippers? In other words, haven't you been as frustrated as finding slippers before? Qiu Sheng crossed his legs, looked at the girl's feet, and fell into memories. Before and after kindergarten, his family lived with his grandparents. During the day, his parents went to work, and his grandparents took him and his cousin. His parents bought him a lot of toys, but those toys were often taken away by his cousin. At the beginning, he argued several times. His grandparents said that he should let his younger brother, but his cousin was only a day younger than him. Grandpa and grandma said that one minute younger is also a younger brother. He told his parents that his father didn't care about anything and only promised to buy him more, and his mother would only agree with his father and had no opinion. His father compensated him for the toys he bought, and let his cousin play with them first. The adults told him not to care, so he gradually didn't care. After the cousin finished playing with the new toy, he was too lazy to play with it. He was obsessed with grandpa's radio. Soon, the cousin wanted to play with the radio, so he went out to watch the ants. ? When the things you like are gone, put your attention on other things, no need to make noise, no need to care, noise is useless, care will only cause pain. This was probably the first truth he realized. He thought, he didn't change from the third year of high school, he probably was a little abnormal long ago. He stared at the girl's swaying feet. Volume 10: The Observed Person Is Somewhat Happy Xia Youyou was a little happy. She originally thought that the lost slippers would never be found, and was wondering if she would trouble my aunt to buy her a new pair of slippers. Although there are slippers from grandma, father, and mother at home, she doesn't want to touch those. The missing slippers were bought by my mother. They are a bit bigger than her feet. Before, she often accidentally kicked the corner of the wall or the foot of the cabinet. With this pair of big slippers, she will not hurt her toes. In the morning, she lay on the sofa and thought, the slippers her mother gave are gone, and the small wooden shovel my father gave is gone. Not only the parents, but also the things they left behind are slowly disappearing? Unexpectedly, when she was going to the toilet, she actually stepped on that slipper. She happily put on her long-lost slippers and went to find the small wooden shovel. It's a pity that the little wooden shovel still doesn't know where to hide. Maybe one day in the future, a small wooden shovel will pop up out of the blue and startle her, just like a slipper. Where did the small wooden shovel and slippers go when the time disappeared? She wanted to have fantastic ideas, but she knew that the small wooden shovel and slippers were just quietly in a corner she couldn't see. Without the small wooden shovel, she can only use a large pot and a large shovel to cook. She knew it originally, and her parents made her familiar with it. But after grandma came, she had never cooked, and her experience had degraded. People with discerning eyes will turn their faces to the pot when cooking, and they want to see the vegetables in the pot, but blind people will tilt their heads when cooking, and point their ears to the pot, and they want to listen to the vegetables in the pot. Changing the pot and shovel not only changed the feel, but also the sense of hearing, which made her poor cooking skills even worse. After eating unpalatable dishes, her mood sank again. After washing the dishes, she picked up the broom and went to clean the balcony. She took out the intact succulent and prickly pear with her hands, and the prickly prickly pricked her hand. She carefully took out the succulent and intact pots that had fallen on the ground. She couldn't see it, so she could only restore it by hand. In the evening, there was a knock on the door. She walked to the door and asked, "Who is it?" If it was before, she would open the door directly. Half a month ago, she heard a knock on the door at home. She thought it was her aunt who had come, so she opened the door directly. Unexpectedly, there was no movement outside the door. If there was no one, how could the door rang? She put on her outdoor shoes in doubt, and walked into the corridor, wanting to explore. After taking two steps, she thought of a movie she had seen before. In the movie, the murderer knocked on the door, hid behind the door, and waited for the master to come out of the house, holding him hostage. Is some criminal hiding behind the door? She was very flustered, hurried back to the house, and closed the door. Turning on the TV, turning up the volume, and listening to the human voice inside, she felt at ease. Maybe it was some brat who knocked on the door and ran away. she thinks. Since then, she always asks first when she hears a knock on the door. "It's me!" My aunt's voice came from outside the door. She opened the door and a hand grabbed her wrist. It was my aunt's palm, which was very big and rough. "I'm going to the country for a few days. I'm not sure about the exact days. I'll bring you something that can last for a long time." Auntie's voice reached her ears, and two bags were stuffed into her hands. "Thank you, auntie." She said. There was a sudden silence. Her heart twitched, and what she feared most was silence. Her world was a black mist, through which only sound could pass through. Once there was no sound, she would not know what was going on around her. Is Auntie still there? Will he leave suddenly? Half a minute later, my aunt's voice sounded again: "Do you want to go to the countryside with me?" Her heart trembled, and her heart beat faster. She said: "No." My aunt is willing, but my uncle may have objections. On the third day after grandma's death, my aunt talked to her, asking her if she would like to live together, but she didn't agree. After a night, my aunt didn't mention this matter again, probably because my uncle objected. "Just go to the countryside for a few days, just a few days." My aunt persuaded. She shook her head. She didn't want to trouble her aunt, and she was afraid of her cousin. Once three years ago, she went to her aunt's house with her parents. She could still see some at that time, but she couldn't see clearly. Her parents and uncle had gone out, and her aunt was cooking in the kitchen. She fumbled to go to the toilet, and when she walked past the outside sink, she looked back and saw a dark figure. The black shadow receded immediately,?I didn't think much about it at the time, but after going to the toilet, I realized that the black shadow might want to follow her into the toilet. There is only her, aunt and cousin at home, so it doesn't matter who Sombra is. Because she didn't see the truth, she didn't tell her parents about it. The relationship between her family and her aunt's family is not very close. "If you don't go, your cousin said he doesn't really want to go, why don't you let him come and accompany you?" Auntie said again. She shook her head hastily. "You're bored at home alone" Auntie sighed, "If I'm sure I'll be back someday, I'll send you a WeChat message." "Goodbye, Auntie." She stood at the door, listening to the footsteps going down slowly. Putting two bags of ingredients into the refrigerator, she lay down on the sofa. The temperature in mid-June was a bit high, and the top floor was hotter than other floors, and she felt stuffy. She thought of things randomly. After she became blind, touch and hearing became her main ways of perceiving the world. Her favorite thing was to lie on her mother's lap and listen to her father's rambling talk. Thinking about it, tears fell from the corners of her eyes. She rubbed her eyes and turned on the TV In the morning, Qiu Sheng arrived and found that the girl woke up, ate two slices of bread, collapsed on the sofa and did not move. What's wrong with this? Didn't you find the slippers? Wasn't it fun yesterday? Qiu Sheng didn't understand, and he didn't really want to understand. He came to the kitchen and turned the wooden shovel lying on the window sill, half of which was hanging outside. When the girl finds the wooden shovel, she should be happier. Just don't know when the girl will find the wooden shovel. This time is faster than Qiu Sheng imagined. Today was Monday, and he had already skipped the first class in the morning, so he simply stayed until noon. The girl went to the kitchen to make lunch. She took out the rice wrapped in plastic wrap from the refrigerator, put it in the microwave to heat it, then washed the pot and shovel, and took out the ingredients. The sink is a double sink, and she turned the faucet in the right sink to the left, touching the part of the wooden shovel hanging outside the window sill. When the wooden shovel fell into the pool, she backed away in fright, and it took a long time before she dared to step forward. She clapped her hands so that if it was a hearing bug, it would go away on its own. Then she stirred the pool with a shovel, and the wooden shovel hit the wall of the pool, making a sound. This familiar voice surprised the girl. She picked up the wooden shovel and smiled. Qiu Sheng leaned against the refrigerator, staring at the corners of her lips. Volume 11 Chapter 11: Transparent people also have thoughts After class in the afternoon, and having dinner in the cafeteria, Qiu Sheng returned to the rented room, and Gu Deyou followed. "What game was released yesterday. My roommate was playing it whenever he was free, and he didn't wear headphones. It was very noisy." Gu Deyou scanned the room and sat at the desk. "Just beat him up." Qiu Sheng offered a casual move. Gu Deyou stared at him and said, "I thought you were going to say, find a chance and kill him." "I have no interest in crime." Qiu Sheng thought of the blind girl, and the girl was an exception. He didn't observe the girl for the sake of committing a crime, but committed the crime for the sake of observing the girl. "Didn't do anything criminal?" Gu Deyou asked. "No." Qiu Sheng answered quickly, he and Gu Deyou were just superficial brothers, how could he tell him such an important matter. "That's good. Although I feel that you are more dangerous, you have never lied to me." Gu Deyou turned his chair, faced the desk, and observed Qiu Sheng's bookshelf. Qiu Sheng recalled that he had never lied to Gu Deyou before, because he had nothing to hide, but now it is different. "What book have you been reading recently?" Gu Deyou asked, "It would be even better if there are recommended TV series, movies, and games. I will go back and play with that roommate to see who has the highest decibel." Qiu Sheng has been busy observing the blind girl these days, and most of the rest of the time is still remembering the blind girl. How can he have the time to see anything, but fortunately he has seen a lot before, and just a few words are enough to deal with Gu Deyou. Click on a movie with a notebook, and they watch it while chatting with each other. The movie is not very exciting, and the ending is quite satisfactory. Turning off the player, Gu Deyou asked: "How do you say that my roommate is better?" Qiu Sheng thought about it carefully, looked up and down Gu Deyou's strong body: "Beat him." "seriously?" Qiu Sheng nodded. "It wasn't like this when you faced Du Nanji before." Gu Deyou said. Du Nanji was the classmate who somehow picked on Qiu Sheng. "In the end we didn't beat him up, he immediately became honest. If I knew there was such a method, I would have used it." Qiu Sheng said. He looked at his phone, it was half past eight, he thought, when will Gu Deyou leave. "That's because he went too far, my roommate hasn't reached that point yet." Gu Deyou showed regret. "That's right." Gu Deyou suddenly remembered something, "Do you know why that Du Nanji bothered you?" Qiu Sheng shook his head. Gu Deyou didn't answer immediately, wanting to whet Qiu Sheng's appetite, but Qiu Sheng didn't care about this matter. "You are still the same as before." Gu Deyou said helplessly, "Du Nanji and Hao Wumeng confessed their love yesterday." He stared at Qiu Sheng's face, but didn't notice any change in expression. "That's your ex-girlfriend, don't you care about it? If he succeeds, NTR will kill you!" Gu Deyou showed dissatisfaction, and the appetite failed. "I told you a long time ago that I have no feelings for her, and you forced me to agree." Qiu Sheng has no interest in this matter at all. At this moment, he is thinking about what will happen to the girl tomorrow. He felt like he was chasing a series and went upstairs to watch it every morning. Thinking for a moment with a little attention, Qiu Sheng said: "If you say 'if he succeeds', it means that he did not succeed." "That's right, Hao Wumeng rejected him." Gu Deyou said, "I think the reason why he targeted you is because of Hao Wumeng." "Women are really troublesome." Qiu Sheng snorted. Different from the perfunctory words above, he sent this sentence out of emotion. Whether it is Hao Wumeng himself or Du Nanji, they have brought a lot of trouble to Qiu Sheng's status as an ordinary person. "Hao Wumeng may still be waiting for you, why don't you try harder?" "She is the one who wants to break up." "Indeed, she had a very bad temper those days. Are you sure it wasn't you who made her break up?" "I take her as seriously as I take you." "That's weird." Gu Deyou touched his chin. What Qiu Sheng said was serious, not in terms of feelings, but in terms of rules. After Hao Wumeng confessed to him, he agreed under the instigation of Gu Deyou. For this purpose, he specially interviewed ten friends who were interested, five men and five men each, and added information from the Internet to conceive a set of rules for boyfriends. He strictly enforces what to do as a boyfriend. In the first month, Hao Wumeng was very happy, but in the second month, the situation gradually deteriorated, and in the seventh month, Hao Wumeng proposed to break up. "She said you have no heart." Gu Deyou looked at Qiu Sheng. "Very accurate judgment." Qiu Sheng wanted to applaud. Generally speaking, in the face of such a subtle conclusion, it is necessary to exaggerate and marvel. But this conclusion itself is not a glorious thing, and the applause does not seem to be very good. He observed Gu Deyou, Gu Deyou did not show any surprise, it seems that there is no need to applaud. He wondered again, if he wanted to show a guilty expression when talking about Hao Wumeng's matter. From the point of view of ordinary people, it was he who was sorry for Hao Wumeng, who agreed to associate with Hao Wumeng even though he had no feelings for him. If there are other people around, you have to feel guilty, but there is only Gu Deyou in the family, and Gu Deyou knows the internal cause of this matter, so you don't need to pretend. "You don't have any feelings for Hao Wumeng? She was always clinging to you back then, and we all looked so sweet." Gu Deyou pulled a chair and sat opposite Qiu Sheng. Qiu Sheng sat by the bed, he looked straight into Gu Deyou's eyes: "No." 8:56 was displayed on the laptop screen, he thought, what time is the school's access control open? Is Gu Deyou really planning to go back to the dormitory? As usual, there is nothing wrong with Gu Deyou staying here, but Qiu Sheng has to go to the sixth floor to see the blind girl in the morning. Do you want to remind Gu Deyou? According to the buddy rule, it's not a good idea to urge him to leave. "When you faced her, every move was planned in your head? What kind of rules are there?" Gu Deyou asked again. "That's right." "How can it be done like this, not to mention anything else, the impulse in that aspect can also be done according to the rules?" The first half of the sentence was not the first time Gu Deyou asked, but the second half of the sentence was the first time. "There's nothing impulsive about that. I think it's the same for everyone when it comes to acting according to the rules." Qiu Sheng didn't want to defend himself, but just wanted to share his observations: "For example, dress casually by yourself, and be more refined when there are others. Isn't this according to the rules? Giving gifts to girlfriends on Valentine's Day, Is it out of boyfriend rules, or out of sincerity?" "It's complicated to say." Gu Deyou shook his head, and didn't want to continue the discussion. It's better to be confused. The room fell silent, the laptop was left untouched for a long time, and the screen dimmed. "It's getting late." Qiu Sheng said. "I won't go back today, I'll just sleep here." Gu Deyou lay on the bed unceremoniously. Qiu Sheng thought, if Gu Deyou were allowed to stay here, he might not be able to observe the girl tomorrow morning. Although it shows that he can think of a way early, but what if he can't think of it. "I want to sleep alone." Qiu Sheng said. Gu Deyou looked at him in surprise. Text Volume Chapter Twelve, Transparent People Are Not Interested A flying insect flew under the lamp, and Qiu Sheng solved it with an electric mosquito swatter, and the burning smell spread in the room. After the smell disappeared, Qiu Sheng closed the window and turned on the air conditioner. With the sound of a beep, Gu Deyou and Qiu Sheng temporarily stopped discussing and stared at the air conditioner. The cold air from the air conditioner blew out, dispelling the heat in the room. Compared with the topic just now, air conditioning is more important. The room cooled down, Gu Deyou returned to the topic just now. He stared at Qiu Sheng for a minute and said, "Can you say it again? I didn't seem to hear clearly just now." Qiu Sheng replied: "It's too crowded for two people to sleep, so please go back." "Do you think I will believe this sentence?" Gu Deyou looked at Qiu Sheng in surprise. Qiu Sheng rubbed his forehead, Gu Deyou knew him too well, and suddenly noticed the abnormality. This is not the first time Gu Deyou has stayed overnight, he has never mentioned this before. I should have found a better reason just now, was it because it involved a blind girl, was it too impatient? "You must not let me live with you?" Gu Deyou said. "No." Qiu Sheng replied. "May I ask why?" Gu Deyou scratched his hair, a little nervous. He asked: "Isn't it because you feel that the friend rules are troublesome and you want to sever ties with me?" "No, my personal question." Qiu Sheng has no plans to sever ties with Gu Deyou for the time being. Although he does sometimes feel that the friend rules are troublesome, it is even more troublesome for him without the friend rules and not having a friend. "That's good." Gu Deyou was relieved, and he smiled: "This is the first time I've seen you so tough, it's probably a good thing, you have a girlfriend who wants to stay overnight?" "no." "That's your boyfriend? Don't worry, tell me, I don't care." "no." "not human?" "I don't want to try that kind of thing just yet." "I can't guess, I can't guess." Gu Deyou shook his head, got up and said goodbye. After sending him out, Qiu Sheng sat on the bed, reflecting on himself. All along, the rules of friends and the rules of ordinary people are the highest priority. Why did he violate the rules of friends today? Thinking about it carefully, the rules of ordinary people have already been violated half a month ago. When he stepped into the home of the blind girl, his rules of ordinary people had been broken by him. What happened today was also because of the blind girl. Sure enough, that guy has an unusual attraction. After taking a shower, thinking wildly, Qiu Sheng lay on the bed. Go to sleep, whether it is the rules of friends or the rules of ordinary people, it is not important. When he stayed at the girl's house, he was ready to destroy all his previous consciousness. With the lights off, the room seemed to be quieter than before, the air conditioner hummed softly, and Qiu Sheng fell asleep. He did that dream again, but in this dream, he was the one who fell into the water. Waking up in the morning, he tried hard to recall the dream of last night. He only remembered that he fell into the water, and he had no memory of what happened afterwards. Such things as dreams are really strange. Half an hour later, Qiu Sheng saw the girl. The girl was wearing earmuffs, lying on the bed, and the bed was replaced with a mat. Probably it is cooler lying on the stomach. The back of the girl is flat, which dissipates heat well, but the front is different. If this idea is told to Gu Deyou, he must give it a good start. The grass here refers to oral addiction. Sitting in the room for a while, Qiu Sheng felt a little hot, the girl didn't turn on the air conditioner, and the temperature on the top floor was higher than the average floor. Because of the heat, the girl was disheveled, her pajamas were pulled up to her chest, and her waist was clearly visible. Staring at her white side for a while, Qiu Sheng thought, won't he catch a cold if he sleeps like this? If he caught a cold and went to the hospital, wouldn't he be in trouble? He comforted himself, generally speaking, it's not that serious, so don't panic. Qiu Sheng looked around the room, besides the desk calendar and pen, there was also a bag of biscuits on the bedside table, half of the biscuits were missing, and the mouth of the bag was clamped with wooden clips. Next to the pillow, a black hair rope is placed there. Girls sometimes use it to tie their hair, such as when cooking. On the bedside table inside, there is a pink thermos cup. The cup is a little faded, and it seems to have been used for a long time. After observing around, Qiu Sheng looked away, and he frowned, as if something was missing. Walking along the bed to the inside, he found something missing. On the floor inside, a white mobile phone lay there. The girl threw her mobile phone under the bed at night.When the girl wakes up, it will definitely take a lot of effort to find her phone. Qiu Sheng sat down by the window sill and observed the girl from a different angle. The girl's face was buried in the pillow, and she couldn't see clearly. She could only see her ears protruding from her hair, and her hands, feet and stomach protruding from her pajamas. good body. Qiu Sheng commented. His aesthetics are the same as those of the general public, and he has not reached the point of blindness where he thinks beauty and ugliness are the same. However, he is not interested in the girl's body for the time being. He is not the kind of dead house who only likes paper figures, but he is not interested. At this time, the girl turned over, from lying on her stomach to lying down. Her belly was exposed to Qiu Sheng's sight. If you told Gu Deyou that you came to see such a girl in the morning, Gu Deyou would definitely be very excited. Qiu Sheng thought. So when he came to the girl, was it affected by the girl's appearance and figure? Probably not, because his body has no feeling. Thinking of Gu Deyou, Qiu Sheng realized one thing. When facing Gu Deyou and other people, his thinking will be occupied by various rules. He will think, is it okay to do this, does it comply with the rules, and what will others think? But with the girl, he didn't have to worry about these issues at all. After all, he is a transparent person in front of the girl. The girl who was observed by the transparent person woke up. She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling, motionless. Qiu Sheng suddenly thought, since blind people can't see, can they sleep with their eyes open, there is no difference between open and closed anyway. Is it because closing the eyes is a habit, or does keeping the eyes open makes the eyeballs sore? Before he could come to a conclusion, the girl got up, she stood on the bed, and turned her head. This is another indistinguishable distinction between east, west and north. Ten seconds later, the girl faced the balcony and got out of bed. She walked around the bed barefoot, looking for slippers. Qiu Sheng was a little hesitant, there were no slippers beside the bed, but there was another thing - a mobile phone. According to the girl's course of action, she is about to step on the phone. Will the phone break? Qiu Sheng didn't know, he hadn't tried it, but he wanted a mobile phone, at least the screen of the mobile phone couldn't bear the weight of an adult. What will happen to the girl after the phone is broken? First shed tears silently, and then lay motionless on the bed for several days? Before the girl stepped on the phone, Qiu Sheng picked up the phone. The girl walked sideways from the bed to the outside. She stepped on her slippers, determined the position of the bedroom door, and walked out safely. Volume 13 Chapter 13: Transparent people are at stake There was the sound of water in the bathroom, and the girl was taking a bath. The bathroom is diagonally opposite the master bedroom, and from Qiu Sheng's position, the bathroom door can be seen. The door is not closed. At this time Qiu Sheng couldn't go out, he looked down at the girl's phone. The mobile phone is a circle smaller than Qiu Sheng's palm, which is a suitable size for one-handed operation. As a blind person, a large screen is not only useless, but also troublesome in certain situations. For example, when going out, holding a blind stick in one hand, Operate the phone with only one hand. However, the girl stays at home every day and never goes out. Probably due to the consideration of going out and budget considerations, the big screen is more expensive. The mobile phone case is an unpretentious black silicone soft case. In addition to being drop-resistant, buying a mobile phone case is for good looks, which is not for girls. First press the volume down to zero, Qiu Sheng presses the power button, the screen lights up, the screen saver is a raccoon cat, the phone has face lock and password lock, Qiu Sheng neither matches the face nor knows the password. He looked at the cat on the screen. It was a white and brown kitten with a patch of grass in the background. Based on Qiu Sheng's superficial knowledge of cats, it was an ordinary Chinese garden cat, or civet cat for short. The cat in the photo is not cute, baring its teeth at the camera, and the way of taking pictures is also unprofessional, only knowing that the cat is placed in the center, without any commendable composition. Was it taken by the girl or her parents? Did the cat food I saw in the living room feed this cat? Qiu Sheng thought. The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, the girl got dressed and came out. I don't know how to close the door until I know how to get dressed. Qiu Sheng stood up, thinking about where to put his phone. Put it in another place, the girl might notice it, so let's put it next to the original place. Turning back the volume of the phone, Qiu Sheng was about to put the phone down, when the girl's footsteps going to the kitchen suddenly stopped, and she turned to the bedroom, and after a while, she arrived at the door. Qiu Sheng held the mobile phone and remained motionless, watching the girl climb onto the bed and roll from the head to the end of the bed. What is this for? Maliciously acting cute? Getting down from the end of the bed, the girl touched the outside bedside table. Qiu Sheng's attention was occupied by the girl's tumbling, and it was too late when he thought of the girl's reason for doing so. The girl opened her mouth and said, "Hey, Siri." At this moment, Qiu Sheng's body trembled, he looked at the mobile phone in his hand, and the mobile phone made a voice: "I'm here." Identifying the direction of the voice, the girl walked quickly towards Qiu Sheng. The room is not big, the bed and the TV cabinet are in the middle, the girl is in the middle of the two pieces of furniture, Qiu Sheng can't pass through there. There will be creaking noises when the bed is pressed against people, and it is impossible to pass. Seeing the girl getting closer, Qiu Sheng's heart beat faster, and he went to the balcony. To be precise, it was either the balcony or the bay window. Anyway, avoid girls first. But the girl went straight to touch the bay window, Qiu Sheng had no choice but to come down, he wanted to pass behind the girl, but the girl had already touched the window, and went inward, groping in his direction. The space is small, Qiu Sheng is blocked here by the girl, as long as the girl stretches her arms, she can touch him! Qiu Sheng looked at the bed, as if the only way was to turn over from the bed. But in a hurry, there must be a sound, will the girl notice it? After she found out, what would she do if she changed the door lock? What Qiu Sheng was worried about immediately was not that he would be questioned, but that he would not be able to come in to observe the girl in the future. Because of this concern, Qiu Sheng did not evacuate immediately, the girl had already cornered him. Stretching out her hand, the girl touched the bedside table. She was only more than ten centimeters away from Qiu Sheng, and Qiu Sheng smelled a faint fragrance, which was the smell of a girl's shampoo. After touching the bedside table inside, the girl scratched her head, probably wondering where the phone went. Qiu Sheng's heart was beating violently. He was glad that he was a clean person. He could smell the girl's scent, and the girl must also be able to smell him. If he had a scent, the girl had already discovered him by this time. He stared at the girl's eyes, those eyes rolled, as if scanning the surroundings, his eyes caressed Qiu Sheng's body. The girl knelt down and groped the floor with her hands. She realized that the phone might have fallen on the ground. "Hey, Siri." The girl said again. "Here." The phone replied. Seeing the opportunity, Qiu Sheng put his phone on the ground, apologized from the perspective of an ordinary person, and stepped over the girl's head. The girl picked up the phone, and Qiu Sheng walked out the door quickly. Standing at the door, his heartbeat gradually calmed down. actually almost fell into the languageon the audio assistant. Qiu Sheng thinks this is an excellent joke, but it's a pity that this joke cannot be told to others. "Nine twelve in the morning." In the room, the voice of the narration function sounded, and the girl was operating the phone. With this function, Qiu Sheng knows what the girl is doing without looking at it. The girl didn't seem to notice him. She just opened WeChat, heard the news, put her phone in her pocket, and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Qiu Sheng followed her, fear and introspection can be done after class, this is the time to enjoy girls. Speaking of which, what is the girl's name? Qiu Sheng recalled the few times he had met with the girl and the girl's parents. The girl's parents seemed to call her "you you", was it Yoyo, Yoyo, or something else? What is the last name? Want to investigate? You can look for the girl's previous textbook, there must be a signature on it, or just look at the girl's ID card. There is no rush for this, I will look for it when the girl is not moving, now is a rare time for a girl to be active. During Qiu Sheng's observation, apart from washing and going to the toilet, and eating and cooking, the girl was either lying on the bed or on the sofa. The girls in the class must be very envious of such a life without gaining weight. The girl didn't take out the bread today, but took out a noodle cake, and the noodle packaging bag said finger cake. Pour oil into the pan, the girl brushed it with a brush, fried the ham and meat, added eggs, fried them with the dough, and rolled them up. There is no lettuce, only green vegetables and cabbage in the girl's refrigerator. ? Qiu Sheng followed the girl to the dining table again. Compared with the noodles that were not tasty at first glance, the finger cakes made by the girl looked burnt on the outside and tender on the inside. Qiu Sheng only ate a piece of bread in the morning, and he couldn't help but feel a little greedy. He thought about the possibility of taking a bite himself and keeping the girl from discovering it. One bite is too obvious and the shape is wrong. If you take two bites, make the finger cake shorter, and then modify the corners. If the girl is not careful, it will be difficult to find out. First of all, the girl must be distracted, and some movement can be made outside the window. Even though he thinks so, Qiu Sheng has no intention of taking action at all, he is not obsessed with his appetite, there is no need to take the risk of never being able to observe the girl for a hand pancake that cannot be delicious. He sat opposite the girl and watched her eat. Volume 14 Chapter 14: Transparent People Are Impulsive After washing the dishes, chopsticks and spatulas, Xia Youyou wiped her hands with tissue paper and came to the living room. The sofa is soft, wrapping her, and she rests her hand on the pillow. The aunts downstairs stopped nagging, and there was silence all around, and she seemed to be able to hear the sound of blood flowing from her wrist. That is the proof that she is still alive. She often wondered if she had died, fallen into the world of the dead, and just didn't notice it because she couldn't see it. How wonderful it would be if that was the case. There was a horn sound outside the window, the gate of the community is in front of the building in front, and cars often pass by, she hated this before, but now it doesn't matter. Sometimes, when there is the sound of people or cars downstairs, she will stop what she is doing, listen carefully, and then use her past experience to imagine the scene where the sound was made. She suddenly heard the words of the psychiatrist, telling her to try not to think about the past, so she always wears headphones, listens to some music, or listens to some novels. The earphones are on the coffee table, but the mobile phone is in the room, she doesn't want to get up. Grandma bought her the earphones. Dad bought her wired earphones two years ago. Grandma saw that a college student on the third floor was wearing the unwired earphones. It was very convenient, so she bought her a new bluetooth earphone. The earphones that Dad bought are placed in the bedside table, and she occasionally takes them out to listen to them. I was thinking about the previous things again. Xia Youyou tried to divert her attention, she was thinking about the strange things that happened in the morning. When she squatted down to pick up her phone, she felt a gust of wind blowing over her head. The sudden, weak gust of wind didn't seem like it was blowing from the window, but rather like the wind blowing from someone's body when they passed by. She thought, if what she felt was real, did someone step over her head while she was squatting? How could such a thing happen is probably her illusion. Is it really an illusion? She hesitated. Recently, she felt that there was an extra person in the family. Occasionally she would hear the sound of the floor, walls and furniture. It was the sound of feet stepping on the floor and clothes rubbing against the walls and furniture. The sound was faint, but she could hear it clearly. Those voices all appeared in the morning. At first, she didn't pay attention to these, it was her intuition that told her that something was wrong at home. Perhaps her subconscious sensed the rising temperature due to the presence of another person in the room, or the wind generated by that person's actions. However, if there is really one more person in the family, why does that person stay here? If it is a thief, there should be something missing in the house, if it is a pervert, you should do something to her. But there was nothing missing at home, and no one did anything to her. Apart from these two, what reason is there for others to sneak into her home? Is it the ghost of Dad, Mom, and Grandma? It really is an illusion. The floor, walls, and furniture made noises due to their age and thermal expansion and contraction. There was such an inexplicable abnormal noise before, but she couldn't see it three years ago. She was shocked. Mom and Dad thought it was Bug, after a long investigation, I came to this conclusion. Withdrawing her hands from under her head, she hugged her knees and curled up in the corner of the sofa. She misses her grandma a little bit. Grandma suddenly became ill more than three months ago and returned to the countryside. She has not heard from her for more than 40 days. When she heard from her grandma again, it was her aunt who called her to attend her grandma's funeral. The news was too sudden. My aunt took her back to the countryside and stepped into her hometown. She didn't have any real feeling yet. She couldn't see her grandma's body, she couldn't see the mourning hall and coffin, she could only hear the low voice of monks chanting scriptures, and the chatter of relatives who were not sad at all. Is grandma really dead? The aunt who sent grandma for the last journey, as well as grandma and grandpa's sisters, talked about grandma's appearance before she died. She tried her best to imagine, but only grandma's sleeping state appeared in her mind. Can't remember which relative it was, but to see grandma's body, several people opened the coffin. She leaned in front of the coffin and looked in the direction she thought the coffin was. The aunt laughed at her, saying that she was looking in the wrong direction, and pressed her shoulders to make her stand in the correct position. However, she couldn't see anything, and there was a black mist in front of her eyes. "Can I fuck?" she asked. The aunt and the relatives around were silent. They closed the coffin without letting her stretch out her hand. To this day, thinking of this scene, she couldn't stop crying. They watched and discussed grandma's body wantonly, but they didn't let her touch grandma. Hearing the sound of the coffin closing, she cried aggrievedly, and her aunt pulled her into the room,Tell her grandma has been thinking about her for more than a month. The aunt asked her if she would like to adopt her. The aunt and uncle would support her, but her parents' house had to be sold. She rejected her aunt and lost her temper. Her aunt would not let her touch her grandma, and she wanted to sell her parents' house. At that time, she felt that her aunt was the worst person in the world. She came back here and started to live alone. Mom and Dad trained her to live alone, but the invisible life is full of obstacles. Fortunately, such days will not be too long. She put on her slippers and went to the bedroom, kicking the bedside table with her foot. Crouching down, she touched the desk calendar. Picking up the pen next to the desk calendar, she touched the date grid of June 15th and drew a slash on it. Putting down her pen, she found her phone, returned to the living room, and put on her headphones Qiu Sheng returned to the bedroom, and he looked at the desk calendar on the bedside table. The girl actually crossed out today's date as soon as it was noon. Although he had never done such a thing, when he was a child, when he tore up the calendar, he usually tore up yesterday in the morning. Noon was neither the end of the day nor the beginning of the day. Walking out of the bedroom door, he looked at the girl on the sofa and thought, what kind of music is the girl listening to? She just shed tears, why? Let's go find the girl's name. The TV cabinet in the living room has four large drawers, and there are no such things as the girl's ID card and the receipt with the name written on it. There are two bedside cabinets and a small TV cabinet in the master bedroom, and there are no such things there. He accidentally discovered the girl's family portrait. The girl in the photo is still young, about twelve or thirteen years old. She is wearing a white dress, with her mother in her left arm and her father in her right hand. She leans forward and looks at the camera with a big smile on her face. That bright smile seems to be happiness. overflowed with happiness. Qiu Sheng thought of the smile of the girl he saw a few days ago. Compared with the smile in the photo, that smile looked a bit sad. He took out his mobile phone, took this photo, walked quickly to the door, walked up to the girl, and took a picture of the girl's current appearance. Looking at the photo of the girl curled up on the sofa, Qiu Sheng was startled, what is he doing? Why did he take pictures of the girl? He left the girl's house Volume 15: The Transparent Man Opens the Album There was a class in the afternoon, from 3:20 to 5:00, and Qiu Sheng arrived at school at 3:00. In this ordinary undergraduate college, there are not many students who love to learn. The students in the class basically come to the classroom a few minutes early, or even pinch the time. At this moment, there are only three people in the classroom except Qiu Sheng. Qiu Sheng sat down in the corner of the back row, and this position allowed him to desert with peace of mind. The classmates gradually came over, and the classroom became lively. The three classmates sat next to Qiu Sheng and chatted with him about games. Qiu Sheng imitated the reaction of ordinary students who love games in his mind. He is inconspicuous in the class, but he is not withdrawn, at least on the surface. He has three or four friends of his own, superficial friends who sit together fishing in class, and go to the cafeteria to eat together at mealtimes. In the third year of high school, because he felt that everything was meaningless, he fell into a situation of walking alone, which further contributed to the feeling of emptiness in his heart. When he arrived at the university, he tried to change it, so he spent some effort to get three or four game friends. It's a pity that, just like all kinds of nutritional supplements when people reach middle age, it is difficult to recuperate the body that was damaged when young. "Halan Juggernaut 3 will be released in a few days, are you ready to play?" Classmate A asked. "Wait until it breaks." Classmate B said. "You bought it for me to prostitute." Classmate C said. The students said witty words, Qiu Sheng thought that his character design likes to start the game at the first time, so he replied: "Then I will test the water for you first." "Rich people." Classmates A, B, and C were superficially envious. "Because I'm not like you guys who play krypton gold mobile games, give flowers to girlfriends, or take out crazy monsters." Qiu Sheng is not interested in the pleasure of consumption and the pleasure of drawing cards. After Hao Wumeng, he feels that girlfriends are too troublesome and have no desire for food. exacting. After the ordinary chat, the class bell rang, and the teacher stepped into the classroom on time. In class, one of the three superficial friends played mobile games, the other chatted with his girlfriend, and the other started to choose takeaway food. Qiu Sheng opened an e-book, looked at it, and thought about the photo of the girl in the phone album. It's not just them, most of the students in the class are fishing. The teacher who taught this class has just graduated a few years ago. He sighed repeatedly on the podium, suppressing his anger, and felt that he hated iron and steel. Qiu Sheng thought, is he angry at the students for wasting time, or angry at the students for ignoring him? Or maybe the school counts performance based on the student's grades, and he is angry at his own performance? Performance is probably impossible. The final grade is marked by the teacher in the class. If you want to get a performance grade, you can fill in 100. It is also impossible to be angry about the future of the students. I have never seen him care about the students, and it is unlikely that he will suddenly care about the students in class. Well, there's only anger at being ignored. Qiu Sheng paid some attention to the teacher, in case the teacher wanted to catch a certain student to vent his anger, and happened to catch him. After the last class, the teacher closed the lesson plan heavily and strode out of the classroom. ? Qiu Sheng bid farewell to three superficial friends. They were going to go out to eat and visit the supermarket at 6:30, but Qiu Sheng was not going to participate. In the cafeteria near the playground, Qiu Sheng and Gu Deyou sat diagonally across from a dining table. After hesitating for a while, he finally opened the photo album. On the screen, the girl's figure appeared. Why did he take such a photo? he thought. For memory? He had no penchant for collecting crime memorabilia. To show off? He didn't want to show the photo to others. For lust? Then he should take more seductive photos. The way he was thinking seriously made Gu Deyou curious. Gu Deyou stood up, wanting to check his cell phone. "What are you looking at?" Gu Deyou asked. Qiu Sheng pressed the phone on the table, blocking the screen. "The picture of the girl you have a crush on?" Gu Deyou sat back in his chair, his eyes full of gossip. Without waiting for Qiu Sheng to answer, he himself denied the guess: "No, it's impossible. Can you have someone you like? Ha ha." He laughed at himself twice, and guessed again: "Is it a color map? No, you haven't hidden a color map before. It's even more excessive. A color map that ordinary people don't like? Furry?" Qiu Sheng didn't answer. "Could it be something related to crime?" Gu Deyou's face became serious, and he stared into Qiu Sheng's eyes. "No." Qiu Sheng picked up the phone, but the screen was turned off. "It feels like you've been mysterious recently." Gu Deyou murmured. "Just treat it as a furry." Qiu Sheng stood up, and he finished eating. "Wait for me!" Gu Deyou quickly finished eating and followed Qiu Sheng. The two poured the leftovers into the??Close the bucket and throw the tableware into the basket. The school has two canteen buildings and six canteens, one of which is a teacher's canteen. Among the remaining five cafeterias, one is restaurant-style, which is expensive and unpalatable. There is no business all the year round, and only when you can¡¯t go out for a drink late at night, can the student union gather there. In the student canteen, the one with the best taste overall is the canteen where Qiu Sheng is now, collectively called the second floor of Siyuanxuan. There are two stairs from the second floor to the first floor, one inside and one outside, and the two walked the outside stairs. "Look." Gu Deyou poked Qiu Sheng's waist with his elbow, and nodded his chin forward. Following his gaze, Qiu Sheng saw a girl with a ponytail. They are in the middle of the stairs, and the girl is just finishing the stairs. When the girl heard Gu Deyou's words, she turned around and asked angrily, "What are you looking at!" He said he was looking at Gu Deyou, but the girl stared at Qiu Sheng. Gu Deyou didn't dare to speak, Qiu Sheng turned his head to look at the greenery next to him, looking away is a normal reaction to embarrassment. Qiu Sheng didn't feel embarrassed, but he should, because the girl in front was Hao Wumeng, his ex-girlfriend. Seeing that neither of them responded, Hao Wumeng turned around and turned to the dormitory with her roommate. Gu Deyou breathed a sigh of relief: "Tuigui, she is too fierce. When I was with you, she was so gentle and soft-spoken. Sure enough, a woman's cuteness is all pretending." Qiu Sheng didn't want to discuss this issue, so he parted with Gu Deyou. There is a wide road in front of the school gate, so wide that if you don't pass quickly, the green light time is not enough to cross the road, so you can only stand on the safety island in the middle and wait for the next green light. Across the road is a newly built community, all of which are small high-rise buildings. Bypassing this small high-rise building is the location where Qiu Sheng rents a house. Stepping into the community, at the small turntable, he saw two security guards, one old and one young, running past. Looking in front of them, a yellow dog was running desperately, and the security guard was chasing the dog. The young security guard held a net bag in his hand. Qiu Sheng thought, is this going to deal with the wild dogs in the community? When he got to the downstairs of the rental house, he heard three aunts discussing there. "A child went to play with a dog and was bitten. His grandma made a fuss, and the security guards caught the dog for a whole day." "Good catch, my grandson also likes to play with dogs, and the dog will be bitten sooner or later when he is still alive!" "The meowing of the cat at night is also annoying." That's it. Qiu Sheng didn't have any feelings about the existence of wild dogs, he went upstairs. Volume 16 Chapter 16: Transparent People Casually In the morning, Qiu Sheng came to the girl's house, and there were two pillows on the sofa lying on the ground. Needless to say, it was the girl who lost her temper yesterday afternoon or night. What happened? Qiu Sheng saw that a drawer of the TV cabinet was open, and looked inside, it was the drawer where the Band-Aids were placed. Injured again? He quickened his pace and entered the girl's bedroom. It is half past seven, and the girl is lying on the bed with gray earmuffs covering her ears. Her head was near the end of the bed, where a fan whirred. Qiu Sheng stretched out his hand to test the wind, the wind was very strong, but all the wind blowing was hot. There is an air conditioner hanging on the wall in the corner of the bedroom. It looks quite new. It is a Gree brand and should work. Why don't girls use it? Qiu Sheng was puzzled. Is it to save electricity bills? He sat on the ground beside the bed and looked at the girl on the bed. The quilt fell on the floor beside the bed, and the girl stretched her limbs in a large font, probably to increase the contact area with the mat as much as possible. Does this really prevent you from catching a cold? Qiu Sheng was a little worried. Without covering the quilt and facing the fan, it is completely an attitude of welcoming colds as guests. He thought, is there a feasible plan to turn off the fan without exposing the girl and bring the girl back? Probably the only way to turn the girl over with the medicine first, but unfortunately he has no medicine. The girl was wearing a blue nightdress today. Because of the heat, she pulled the skirt up to her legs, almost revealing what she shouldn't have. Taking out his phone, Qiu Sheng took a photo of the girl. He didn't know why he did this, since he broke into the girl's house, he lost his previous reason. Putting the camera in front of the girl's face, Qiu Sheng looked at the girl through the screen. On the screen, the girl's face became smaller. The mobile phone covered half of the girl's face, but exposed most of it. This half of her face was superimposed with the complete girl's face on the screen, which was a bit dreamy. Qiu Sheng's vision gradually blurred, he looked at his past through the girl's face. It was when he was five or six, or later, earlier, he couldn't remember his own age. If he has his appearance in his memory, then he can deduce his age, but unless he looks in the mirror, no one can see his own appearance in his memory. The reason why Qiu Sheng knew it was when he was a child was because he remembered his mother asking him if he wanted an Ultraman toy or a Pinball Superman toy. He couldn't remember what he chose at the beginning, but he only remembered that his mother was very dissatisfied. He changed another one, but it still didn't satisfy his mother, so he didn't buy anything in the end. Thinking about it now, maybe the answer my mother wanted was "I don't want toys anymore". Back then, Qiu Sheng had no ability to do psychological analysis for adults, so he could only swallow his grievances in shock. For a long time, when faced with a choice, Qiu Sheng must have thought, is this a trap? What is the answer the other party wants? Am I really going to say what I want? He learned to push the problem to others, and "whatever" and "anything is fine" are the safest and most convenient answers. On the contrary, he expects the other party to give the answer he wants, but most of the time he can't wait. Whenever the other party gives him a choice he doesn't want, he will be sad and lost. Abandoning a choice would hurt him more than not having a choice. So many times, he lowered his expectations without a teacher, as long as he treats all options equally, as long as it doesn't matter, "casual" will become really casual, and will not turn into a knife, poking his own heart. Qiu Sheng thought, was he really "casual" about skipping classes? He doesn't know, but he knows that observing a girl is not a casual thing, and he wants to stay here, although he can't think of any reason for this behavior for the time being, and he can't figure out the meaning of this behavior. Just think that he was attracted by the girl's beauty. He looked at the phone screen and was startled. The girl's eyes, which were closed at first, opened at some point. Those sad eyes seemed to be looking at Qiu Sheng through the lens. Putting away the phone, Qiu Sheng was a little scared, the phone was right in front of the girl, and the girl would touch it when she turned over, but luckily she didn't move. Without the cover of the mobile phone, the girl's eyes turned to the ceiling. On the ceiling was a square lamp with patterns and swallows painted on it. Qiu Sheng stared at the lamp for a while, the lamp was quite elegant. But this elegance is beyond the girl's perception. There should be a fog in front of her eyes. What did she see in that fog? Can you imagine the appearance of a lamp through the fog? Five minutes later, the girl got up. She took off her earmuffs, sat up, then dropped her feet by the bed, and stood on the floor. The skirt at the hem of her legs fell to her knees, and the fan blew warm wind , the skirt swayed.  Under the hem of the skirt are the girl's slender legs. Looking at those legs, Qiu Sheng thought of the moonlight shining on him from the window last night. He wondered if the girl's legs were so white in the first place, or because she hadn't gone out for a long time, and got bored in the room. The girl walked from the foot of the bed to the middle of the bed, and stepped on a slipper. She used her left foot wearing the shoe to stand alone, and her right foot to test nearby. Qiu Sheng glanced around on the ground and found that the slipper on the girl's right foot was by the door. Girls always like to throw things around. Unable to reach the shoes, the girl walks around the bed, and if the shoes are in her path of action, she can step on them. There was nothing on the ground beside the bed, she increased the search range, gradually became impatient, and her cautious steps became reckless. Qiu Sheng watched her walk towards the TV cabinet, before she could think of a way to stop her, she kicked the cabinet leg. The girl didn't make a sound, she squatted down and covered her feet. Qiu Sheng took two steps forward, looked over the girl's back, and looked at the soles of her feet. No broken skin, okay. He looked at the girl's face again, but there was still no expression there. If he hadn't seen the girl kick on the foot of the cabinet with his own eyes, he would never have imagined what happened. He has no expression when he kicks his foot, but tears keep flowing when his foot is scratched. He is really a contradictory person. No, kicking your feet without expression is not strong. Qiu Sheng thought, facial expressions are something for others to see, a play for acting. There are no spectators when you are alone, so naturally you don't need to perform hard. He thought again, since there is no element of acting skills, then the tears shed by the girl are pure sadness, why is she sad? The scene of the girl crying several times flashed in Qiu Sheng's mind. The girl gradually recovered from the pain, she got up and continued to step on her slippers. She obviously forgot her position because of the pain. In front of her feet was the foot of the bed. If he kicked her feet twice in a row, Qiu Sheng could imagine the girl's panic. He picked up the slippers by the door and put them under the girl's feet. Stepping on a foreign object, the girl stepped on two more feet to confirm, put on the slippers, she continued to move forward, and kicked at the foot of the bed, because of the protection of the big slippers, she was not injured. It turns out that wearing big slippers is for this purpose. Qiu Sheng suddenly realized. Touching the corner of the bed, the girl confirmed her position and left the bedroom. Qiu Sheng followed behind her. The girl went to the bathroom, grabbed the skirt and lifted it up. After the hot weather, she took a shower every morning. Qiu Sheng took two quick steps, walked past the bathroom door, sat next to the TV and waited for the girl. Volume 17 Chapter 17: The Girl Makes a Wish There was a conversation between the little boy and his mother outside the window. I don't know what they talked about. The little boy said loudly, "I don't want it." Xia Youyou turned off the TV and listened carefully. His mother scolded a few words, but the little boy remained silent. It's noon again. she thinks. ?Getting up from the sofa, she stretched herself. She lay down for a long time, and her body seemed to have become dull. If her father or mother were around, she would definitely talk about herself. After thinking about the floor plan of the house and her location in her mind, she walked towards the kitchen. I kicked something hard on my foot, and touched it with my hand, it was a dining table and chair. She usually sits at the top of the rectangular dining table, near the kitchen. The chairs on the side near the aisle are tucked under the table all the year round. Last night, she suddenly wanted to sit next to her, so she pulled out a chair and forgot to push it back. The chair was bought when her parents bought a house, and it was a set with the dining table. She didn't know what material it was made of, but she knew it was a bit heavy. She had to use both hands and be prepared to move the chair. Boom. The back of the chair hit the edge of the table and it was tucked in. Letting go, she entered the kitchen, first put on an apron, and then washed the pots and dishes, as well as her beloved small wooden shovel. For meat dishes, eat shredded pork fried with green peppers. The shredded pork is cut by my aunt, and the vegetables are fried shredded potatoes, which are also cut by my aunt. It's not that she can't cut vegetables, but she has to cut slowly. Usually, she loses patience when cutting halfway through, and there is a high probability of cutting her fingers. Therefore, if she was asked to cut it herself, she would rather choose not to eat it. The shredded meat fell down and made a sizzling sound with the bottom of the pot. She restrained her divergent thoughts and had to be more serious about cooking, otherwise, once she forgot the time, she would not be able to grasp the heat at all. When Mom and Dad taught her to cook, they asked her to set a time with her mobile phone, so that she would not forget the heat, but she was too lazy to do it. There is actually no difference between a better heat and a worse heat, it¡¯s just that it¡¯s a little less tasty. Stir-fry the meat, then fry the shredded potatoes. She prefers potato chips to shredded potatoes, but that's too much for her. When grandma was around, she would occasionally buy French fries from Wallace at the door for her to eat. The quality control of that store was very poor, and the French fries were bad six or seven times out of ten. She prefers M's, and the colonel's is also fine. Both of these stores are a bit far away, and ordering takeaways is a bit expensive. She hasn't ordered takeaway for a long time, not since her grandma passed away. Sometimes, lying in bed at night and unable to sleep, she would think wildly. She wondered if some bad guy would pretend to be a delivery person, trick her into opening the door, and then tie her up. As for what to do when tied up, maybe it is to practice anatomical techniques, maybe it is used to make dolls, maybe it is cut up to fry and eat, and what is even more perverted is to peel off the skin for storage. When it comes to collecting, only beautiful things can be collected. Is her skin considered beautiful? What she can be sure of is that she was very cute in elementary school and junior high school, and she could see and distinguish it by herself, and the people around her praised it that way, but after that, she didn't know what she looked like at all. In TV dramas, people who experience a serious illness will become ugly, is she the same? When grandma blows her hair, she always says that she is as cute as before, but grandma's words are not taken seriously. Grandma often says that the little ghost in the neighbor's house in the country is skinny, obviously the little ghost is already a little fat. No, why am I distracted! She stopped her mechanically stirring arms and tried hard to remember. When did I start frying potatoes? What seasoning did you miss? Feeling the chopsticks beside her, she picked up the potato shreds and tasted it, and was relieved that the taste was just right. Serve the dishes, put them on the dining table, and she heats them up in the microwave. She always makes a rice cooker full of rice, then divides it into meal portions, puts it in a fresh-keeping bag in the refrigerator, and heats it up in the microwave when needed. Playing an audio story on her mobile phone, she began to eat alone. The story is random, like an online novel, but it starts with the names of foreigners, and the details are numerous and complicated. She was confused and stopped listening, thinking about the past. It is one of her pleasures to turn dark memories and past experiences into bright and colorful scenes. She thought of last night, when she had sat for a long time in the pulled out chair, listening to TV, while waiting for her damp hair to dry. In front of the blind eyes, she has always had long hair, because long hair is troublesome to take care of, and it is too difficult for her who cannot see, so she cut it short and shoulder length. She prefers long hair. When the hair is dry, she will go to the bedroom to sleep, and will not go to bed.She bumped her leg, thinking it was the slipper's fault, and threw the slipper on her right foot to the door. She suddenly shivered. That's right, she threw the slippers over to the door, and she heard the sound of the slippers hitting the door with her own ears. However, she was looking for slippers this morning, why did the slippers appear next to the bed? Did he hit the door and bounce off the bed? She mentally simulates the movement of the slipper, which seems possible and impossible. If it wasn't for the slippers bouncing off the bed, what's the explanation? She thought of a few days ago, that she couldn't find her phone, and called Siri to confirm the location of the phone. When she went to pick up the phone, she felt the wind blowing over her back due to the movement of people. what is this? There was one more person in her family, seeing that she couldn't find her slippers, she put them by the bed? That's not a person, but an elf in a fairy tale who secretly does housework for the master's house! "Bring me some of M's French fries!" She said as she closed her hands. The room was quiet and there was no response. She laughed. After eating lunch and washing the dishes, she went back to lie down on the sofa. The passionate sound of the violin came from the earphones, and she dared not listen to the soothing pure music. In the dark, the soothing music reminded her of a monster approaching quietly. In her playlist, there are music that she has listened to and screened over the years, and she hardly listens to new music. After the violin, there was the sound of the erhu. She closed her eyes, feeling a little sleepy. The sun shone in from the balcony, and a small piece of light climbed onto her arm hanging on the edge of the sofa, warm and itchy. I don't know how long she slept, but when she woke up, the warmth on her arms had disappeared. She pressed the phone's power button. "Five forty-three in the afternoon." The synthetic voice spoke very fast. It's almost night already? It's time to put away the clothes on the balcony. Going to the balcony, she touched her succulent by the way. Four pots were succulent, and one pot was broken, so she squeezed two plants into a bigger pot. The succulent is still fleshy, and there is no sign of withering. After washing her hands, she opened the window, touched the clothes rail, and collected the clothes one by one. After receiving the last hanger, she felt a little light in her hand. I touched under the hanger, but there was nothing, and the clothes fell downstairs. Volume 18 Chapter 18: The Purpose of the Transparent Man's Thinking At 3:30 in the afternoon, Qiu Sheng came back from school and passed by the gate of the community. Two security guards walked towards him, one behind the other. The security guard behind him held a net bag in his hand. Inside the net bag was a white long-haired dog of unknown breed. This time it seems that they are serious about driving away "wild animals". Qiu Sheng stopped at the side of the road and let the security guard pass first. The dog in the net bag struggled violently and howled. Qiu Sheng can't say that he likes dogs, nor can he say he hates dogs. From a rational point of view, it is a good thing that the wild dogs in the community are gone. These dogs in the community are all familiar faces, they are more relatives, and generally there will be no incidents of biting, but children are not serious, they may offend the dogs, human rights are always greater than the rights of dogs. The child who was bitten by a dog and single-handedly triggered the dog-catching incident did not know what happened at the beginning. Seeing Qiu Sheng's gaze, the middle-aged security guard in front mistakenly thought that he was concerned about the follow-up treatment of the dogs, and said, "They will all be sent to the rescue center." Although this is not Qiu Sheng's problem, Qiu Sheng still nodded, so as not to embarrass the security guard. ?Turn left from the turntable, and turn left again at the first intersection, which is the house that Qiu Sheng rents. He is in the third unit. A row of trees stands at the entrance of the unit, with ginkgo on the left and ginkgo on the right. On the ginkgo tree on the left of Qiu Sheng, the green leaves were mixed with a touch of blue. When he looked carefully, it was a blue nightdress hanging on it, and the hem of the skirt fluttered in the wind. This nightdress looked familiar, Qiu Cheng thought, he looked up, and there was indeed a clothes hanger on the clothes rail on the sixth floor that was empty. Really careless, this kind of clothes that are easy to be blown away should be clamped with a small clip. Going upstairs to get the clothes fork, Qiu Sheng forked off the nightgown, some dust stuck to the skirt, and it fell off after a little shaking. Holding the nightgown, Qiu Sheng fell into thought. Now the question is, how will he return the nightgown to the girl? Just come to the door and say that your nightgown fell off? No, this is inappropriate. He is a criminal now, and as a criminal, he cannot use his real body to dangle in front of the victim. In the future, the girl finds out that there is someone at home, and based on the information she has contacted with him, she deduces that he is finished. Ask others to return it to the girl? Qiu Sheng looked around, the sun was very strong, and there was no one downstairs. Leave it to security? Thinking of the two security guards touching the girl's close-fitting nightgown with their hands, Qiu Sheng thought it was better to forget it, and the security guards would definitely let him return it by himself. When you go to the girl's house tomorrow, will you put down your clothes by the way? This would expose his sneaking into the girl's house. Forget it, put it away first. Simply folded the nightdress, put it in the schoolbag, and Qiu Sheng went upstairs. In order to prevent the girl from looking for it, he wrote a note, "I found a nightgown, the owner please contact 158679". He taped the note to the ginkgo tree. The girl couldn't see the note, but the girl couldn't see the clothes either. If she wanted to find it, she would definitely ask someone to look for it, and that person would see it. After tying, he looked up and saw that the girl's clothes were still hanging outside, and he probably didn't notice that there were fewer clothes. Back in the room, he took out a book from the bookshelf to read. He didn't close the door, paying attention to the movement in the corridor. The aunt on the fifth floor is reliable. If you hear her passing by, you can ask her to return the nightgown to the girl. But the aunt who usually goes up and down more than ten times a day, I don¡¯t know why she hasn¡¯t passed by for a long time today. It was getting dark, at eight o'clock, Qiu Sheng went to the gate of the community to eat a bowl of noodles, and then came back to continue reading. The title of the book is "A Bellflower Flower", which is a collection of short stories by Liancheng Mikihiko. He read "The Iris Boat". In the story, the male protagonist is a singer, and his master is skilled. He does not need real feelings to write songs, but only relies on skills. The male protagonist's style is the same as his master's. In order to reverse the status quo, he used his imagination to create a series of Waka about martyrdom. If he published it like this, he would still be said to be superficial and emotionless, so he found a woman, fell in love with her, and tried to die together. This waka was published, pretending that the waka was really written with feelings of sacrifice, and it was a great success. Later, he repeated it a second time. The second waka anthology also had a strong response, but he made some mistakes. The woman who died in love with him really died, and he committed suicide at the end. Closing the book, Qiu Sheng thought, the man of that song was an indifferent person, he had no feelings for the three women involved in the song, they were just tools he used to falsify his experience, to make his song great. What about me? A girl's image flashed through Qiu Sheng's mind.So, when he approached the girl, did he have the same intentions as that singer? The girl is just a tool to achieve a certain purpose? He can't tell the difference for the time being, because he hasn't found his target yet. He hasn't figured out why he took so long and took such a big risk to sneak into the girl's room to observe the girl. If it's for freshness, for the extraordinary feeling of a transparent person, then after so many days, he should be tired of it, after all, the girl hasn't changed at all. But in fact, observing the girl attracted him more and more, and he spent more time on it. He thought of Gu Deyou and Hao Wumeng. These two people were undoubtedly his tools, the tools he used to pretend to be a normal person and to fit in with the group. The girl must be the same, but he hasn't figured out what the goal is. Just like the singer in the story, in the process of acting, he may not be able to say too deeply, and forgot his original purpose for a short time. For such things as feelings, who knows whether they have deceived themselves or whether they really exist. When the time came to ten o'clock, the several noises coming from the corridor were not from the aunt on the fifth floor. Qiu Sheng closed the door. It seemed that he would not be able to return the nightgown to the girl today. He turned around and looked at the nightgown on the bed, which was lying beside the bed in a thin blue nightgown. Is the girl lying on the sofa like this now? Is she watching TV, or listening to music? Or some action I haven't seen yet? Qiu Sheng has never seen the girl at night. When he came to the bay window and opened the window, he glanced up. The clothes drying pole on the sixth floor was empty. The girl had already put away her clothes. She must have found that her nightgown was gone. How will she react? Will you cry? Or kick your slippers to vent your anger? The summer night insects did not miss this great opportunity, and some flew in. Qiu Cheng closed the window, pressed the electric mosquito swatter, and electrocuted the flying insects that entered the country illegally. He opened the door and released scorched mosquitoes that roasted flying insects. He closed the door and turned on the air conditioner. He thought of the girl again, why didn't the girl turn on the air conditioner? He lay down on the bed, with his hands hanging on one side, touching the girl's nightdress, which was soft and smooth. He folded the nightgown, put it in a ziplock bag, and stuffed it in the closet. Volume 19 Chapter 19: The Transparent Man Exits the Room In the middle of the night, the wind suddenly became violent and hit the window, making a constant rattling sound. The rain followed, slapping the glass with great force. ? Qiu Sheng slept until seven and woke up, the sky was still cloudy, he opened the window, facing a gust of wet wind, the weather cooled down. ?Turn off the air conditioner, open half of the windows to ventilate, Qiu Sheng went to the bathroom to wash up, but unfortunately the door was locked and a neighbor was using it. Among the four neighbors, Qiu Sheng has only seen three, and there is another one who works the night shift elusively, Qiu Sheng has not seen him once, and this is probably the one in the bathroom. Read a book in the room for a while, waited for the bathroom door to open, Qiu Sheng washed his face and brushed his teeth, and bought steamed rice and fried dough sticks for breakfast at the gate of the community. The ground was full of muddy puddles, Qiu Sheng carefully avoided it, but his shoes still got dirty. The muddy water on the soles of the shoes was thrown onto the toes of the shoes due to the movement of walking. What worried him was not the dirty shoes, but that the aunts who were supposed to gather downstairs to chat did not show up today. what to do? He was sitting at the desk, eating steamed rice and worrying. Will teenage girls wear earmuffs without those loud moms? If the girl hadn't put on the earmuffs and was a light sleeper, the sound of him opening the door would have been heard. Considering purely rationally, not going to the girl's house today is the best choice, and not going for a day is not a big deal. Qiu Sheng continued to read "A Bellflower", but his thoughts either drifted upstairs or into the cabinet. He closed the book and looked down through the window. Only a few office workers hurried past downstairs. Sitting back at the desk, his eyes fell on the earphone stand, on which besides the earphones, there was also a string of bodhi beads. It was given to him by Hao Wumeng, who said it was a bunch of bodhi fruits grown from the bodhi tree grown in the temple at home. Qiu Sheng doesn't believe in Buddhism, this string of bodhi beads is just hanging here as a habit. Except for moving the earphone stand, he had never touched the bodhi beads, and he almost forgot that there was such a thing. Gu Deyou and Hao Wumeng asked for the beads, and Hao Wumeng agreed, but she broke up with Qiu Sheng before she went home to get them. Gu Deyou said that the ones in the temple are always more effective than the ones outside. Does it work? Qiu Sheng took the beads, the bodhi fruit was not a regular circle, and felt a little irritating to the touch, he squeezed the beads in the palm of his hand, thinking, tell the aunts to go out quickly, let's chat downstairs. He suddenly realized that maybe it wasn't that he didn't believe in Buddhism, but that he didn't want something that even the illusory hope of gods and Buddhas could count on. It was raining lightly outside, and the aunts showed no signs of going out, but the sound of electric drills sounded. It was a family on the fifth floor who was renovating. Qiu Sheng went upstairs quickly, and entered the girl's house under the cover of the sound of an electric drill. After closing the door, he breathed a sigh of relief. Taking off his shoes and putting them in his satchel, he looked around. The drawer that was opened yesterday was closed, there was an extra pile of melon seed shells on the coffee table, and the curtains on the balcony were closed. In addition, there is something pressed under the small wooden bench on the balcony, which is a blue clothes hanger. Qiu Sheng was a little funny, did the girl blame the clothes hanger for the nightgown falling down? Sentenced to the punishment of being crushed by a wooden stool? It is not known how long the sentence will be. The sound of the electric drill continued, Qiu Sheng walked forward, the door of the master bedroom was open as usual, he stepped in, and backed out after two seconds. The girl was lying on the mat with only the most basic one on her body. Because the nightdress fell down, so I didn't wear it right away? After hesitating for a moment, he glanced into the room twice, and Qiu Sheng walked in again. The girl wore earmuffs on her head. I don't know if it was because of the sound of the electric drill, the sound of the rain, or the custom. Her sleeping position today is quite standard, with a vertical electric fan blowing across her body from her feet. Qiu Sheng walked around the electric fan, thought for a while, and stretched out his hand. The plug of the electric fan was half inserted into the socket and was about to fall off, so he pressed the plug in. A half-inserted plug is too dangerous for the girl to see. If he touches it and accidentally touches the electricity, he will be in trouble. He didn't want to challenge the security of the hospital, and he didn't want to play sneak with the grave guard. After thinking about it, he pulled out the plug again. Just think that the plug is not inserted well, and it will fall off by itself. It's cold, and it's easy to catch a cold when blowing on an electric fan. He turned to go back, his eyes swept over the bed, and he was startled. The girl tilted her head and stared at him, or at the electric fan behind him. After a while, she lay back on her stomach again, without the thought of getting up to look. Qiu Sheng thought, the girl probably knew that the plug was not plugged in properly, maybe she moved the position of the electric fan last night and felt the wire being pulled by her.Down. He walked out of the room slowly and stood in the living room waiting for the girl. The girl is already awake, will she get up right away? Facts have proved that the girl, like Qiu Sheng, will not wake up even if she wakes up early. Qiu Sheng was idle and bored, he lay on the sofa where the girl often sat, and buried himself in the sofa. The sofa is a bit old, and the skin on the edge has peeled off a lot, but the overall shape is not stretched, it seems that it is not a cheap product. The air-conditioning seeped into the balcony, and Qiu Sheng covered his body with pillows. He thought, what is the girl thinking when she lies here every day? Thinking about the past, or looking to the future? Or do you think nothing and just lie down? It is difficult to think about anything, Qiu Sheng tried to look forward to the future. The gray-haired grandfather sits next to the TV and observes the grandmother lying on the sofa. What a wonderful future. He thought that the future of an ordinary person should be more ordinary. After graduating, find a job that you don't like, marry a woman who is pleasing to the eye, run around for oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, give birth to a child who is not obedient, raise the child in a noisy environment, and then die. He has no interest in this future. Instead of looking to the future, he chooses to reminisce about the past. In the memory, he is not him, but a bystander who chooses a piece of life and watches it without emotion. That was probably a thing in elementary school. When evaluating a friend, whether it is an ordinary friend or a boyfriend and girlfriend, a sense of humor is often an important item, and he has no sense of humor since he was a child. On that day, probably some day in summer or spring, he only wore a coat in his memory. He went out to play and came home, lying on the sofa and didn't know what he was doing, and his mother and aunt were on the balcony next to him, and he didn't know what he was doing. Father came back, and he asked who Qiu Sheng went to play with. It was probably Qiu Sheng, who was in the third grade of elementary school, who replied that he went to play with the people on Earth. Father asked again, and Qiu Sheng replied that he went out to play with people from the solar system. These are the rare and earliest witticisms in Qiu Sheng's memory. He failed to be humorous. Later in the memory, my mother proposed to go out to buy something together, but my father refused unhappily. He said that Qiu Sheng couldn't remember what his mother said, but he remembered that he complained that when he asked Qiu Sheng who he was going to play with, Qiu Sheng didn't tell him. Apparently, the one-liners failed miserably. Except for this memory, there is no scene of joking with his parents in Qiu Sheng's memory. Witty words are a kind of offense, so you should speak formally, with a sense of proportion, and with a little distance. This is probably the feeling that Xiaosan got from that incident. Volume 2 Chapter 20: The girl notices something At nine o'clock, there was movement from the master bedroom, and the little pervert who didn't wear a nightgown woke up. Qiu Sheng got off the sofa and sat by the TV. He bent his right foot, straightened his left foot, put his right elbow on his knee, and looked into the bathroom. The bathroom door was not closed. From Qiu Sheng's perspective, only the open outer door could be seen, and the sound of water was clear. After about five minutes, the sound of the water stopped, and two minutes later, a girl in a light blue dress came out. Qiu Sheng's eyes followed the girl's figure, the girl passed in front of him, touched the coffee table, picked up the water glass, and walked to the kitchen. Staring at the girl's back, Qiu Sheng straightened his legs and leaned against the wall. The girl wore the dress upside down, and the bow that should have been on the front was on the back. Pressing the shutter, Qiu Sheng kept this scene in his phone. He followed to the outside of the kitchen door and sat on a chair at the end of the dining table, looking at the girl who was making breakfast. The girl felt something was wrong, and she pulled the collar from time to time, but she didn't change her clothes, she just wore them like this. Are you fighting against yourself? The clothes I wear, even if they are uncomfortable, I have to wear them until late at night? Qiu Sheng guessed what the girl was thinking. The girl's breakfast was still the same. When she came out, Qiu Sheng left her exclusive seat and sat on the stool opposite. The rectangular dining table is against the wall, near the short side of the kitchen, and on the only long side, there are chairs that match the table. The long side chairs are tucked under the table, and only the short side chairs are kept open. A plastic stool was placed on the remaining short side. Qiu Sheng was sitting on the plastic stool. The girl spread ketchup on the slice of bread, put the fried egg and fried ham in it, and covered it with another slice of bread. Her fingers were first covered with oil from fried eggs and ham, and then with red tomato sauce. The scallion-white fingers seemed to be drenched in oil and delicious with tomato sauce. The girl ate happily, which made Qiu Sheng feel greedy. He stared at the girl's fingers, and then moved to the girl's lips for a moment. The cherry-colored lips were also covered with oil and sauce. After eating, the girl took out a carton of milk from the refrigerator, she carefully poured the milk into a glass, took it up and drank it down. "Um¡ª¡ª" The girl stretched her waist. This was the first time Qiu Sheng heard a girl speak except for the first meeting and the time he called siri. The girl even sheds tears quietly. I don't know if it's because the girl is wearing the dress backwards, or if this dress is just so slim, with conspicuous curves on the fabric. The girl's movement was a bit big, the retracted elbow hit the glass, the glass fell down and rolled out of the dining table. Be careful. Qiu Sheng stopped the glass on the edge of the dining table. The girl was startled, and hurriedly reached out to touch the cup that was parked on the edge of the dining table. Relieved, she put the tableware in the sink, soaked it in water, and washed it at noon. She lay on the sofa and put on her headphones. Qiu Sheng glanced at the time, he had class this morning and left the girl's house early. Back home, he took out the ziplock bag that contained the nightgown from the closet. It is necessary to return this nightdress to the girl, otherwise, the girl will be naked like today, which will affect his observation. In other words, why did I give up observing because of this trivial matter? As a criminal, isn't it normal to look at something? Qiu Sheng thought, maybe he still abides by some rules of ordinary people. Or, he was making excuses for himself after the Dong Chuang incident. If he behaved like this, he might be able to ask the girl to forgive him, and let him continue to observe by the way. From the perspective of ordinary people, he is wishful thinking, but there are not only ordinary people in the world. Take himself as an example, if someone said that to him, maybe he would agree to the other party because it seemed interesting. Walking to the fifth floor, Qiu Sheng knocked on the door of the reliable aunt's house. It's a little strange to ask my aunt to deliver clothes, but for the sake of the next observation, I can only do so. The girl wears two pajamas in rotation, and will wear another set of short-sleeved shorts tonight. From the time point of view, it seems that he can return the clothes tomorrow, but the nightgown has fallen down after all, so it needs to be washed. Counting the cleaning time, it must be returned today. The door opened, Qiu Sheng explained the purpose of his visit, and asked her to hand over the nightgown, the aunt readily agreed, she thought Qiu Sheng was ashamed. Having settled the matter, Qiu Sheng went to school for class Xia Youyou stared in the direction of the door. She just put the earphones on her head and turned on the music app, there was no music playing yet, so she could clearly hear the door closing. Is it the opposite door? No, the opposite door should not be heard so clearly. She shrank her feet, a little scared. Who just picked the lock and entered her house? Seeing only one blind person at home, who closed the door? Where is that person? Thinking of a person standing beside her, looking at her with cold eyes, she shuddered and clenched her phone tightly. What should I do? Call the police? Call someone? She decided not to move. No matter whether she called the police or called someone, she could not solve the problem immediately and would only annoy the other party. In her mind, she has thought about such a scene more than once. If the other party only wants property, she has no valuables at home, so she won't lose too much. If the other party wants something else, she will bite her tongue and kill herself. Putting her tongue against her teeth, she got ready and listened carefully through the earphones. The earphones cannot be taken off, and taking them off will make the other party vigilant. After a long time, there was no movement in the room, and her stiff body slowly relaxed. Am I mistaken? she thinks. At this time, there was a knock on the door. She walked to the door and asked, "Who is it?" "It's me." A familiar voice came from outside the door. She remembered that it was the voice of the aunt downstairs. She opened the door, and a gust of wind blew in. There was darkness in front of her, and no one could be seen. The aunt downstairs did not speak. In Xia Youyou's feelings, the aunt disappeared suddenly, which made her a little scared. "Your clothes fell off." Auntie's voice sounded again, and she appeared. A rough hand grabbed her wrist, and the smooth bag was stuffed into her hand. "You child, you lost it yesterday and didn't let me look for it for you. The college student downstairs picked it up." The aunt nagged. Xia Youyou hadn't heard such nagging for a long time, it reminded her of her grandma and mother, she held back her tears. "Thank you." She tried her best to respond indifferently. The aunt downstairs said some more words and asked her if there was anything she could do to help. She hesitated for a while, then said: "It seems that a bird has entered the room, may I ask you to take a look?" The aunt downstairs looked at the house carefully, but she didn't see any birds, and naturally there was no one. After closing the door, Xia Youyou was completely relieved, no one was at her house, the sound of closing the door must be her hallucination. Main Volume Chapter 21: The Girl Is Really Blind After her mood calmed down, Xia Youyou thought about clothes. She was too worried about whether someone had entered the house, and forgot where to put the ziplock bag, so she could only touch the places where things might be put. On the bed, on the bedside table, on the sofa, on the coffee table When her patience was about to disappear, she touched the bag from the dining table. Opening the bag, she touched the material of the clothes inside, and spread out gestures on her body, and then she was basically sure that it was her nightdress. After the nightgown fell off, she was already ready to not wear pajamas for a few days, and when my aunt came back from the countryside, she was ready to ask her to buy it for her again, but she didn't expect the nightgown to come back. She recalled what her aunt said, was it picked up by the college students downstairs? Her memory of her neighbors was still two years ago. In that memory, there was indeed a college student who was a student from the school next door. Three years ago, when she was just blind and before she could see completely, she saw that man. He was a tall, thin and handsome boy. Once, under the guidance of her father, she put on sunglasses and practiced walking with a cane downstairs. When she took out her mobile phone, she accidentally hooked the keys in her pocket and dropped them on the ground. The boy helped her pick up the key. The other party seemed to think that she was a blind person. He didn't know that she could still see things under bright light at that time. She saw his appearance clearly and hid behind her parents. Is he the one who helped me pick up my clothes? Xia Youyou walked to the balcony, threw the nightgown into the washing machine, and released the hanger under the stool. However, instead of putting the hanger back in the basket, she shut it in the closet. Poor clothes hanger, deprived of the right to dry clothes for life When Qiu Sheng came to the school, the bell for the end of get out of class just rang, and the third class was over. "It's really you, come now!" Gu Deyou gave Qiu Sheng a thumbs up. "Roll roll?" Qiu Sheng sat next to him. "Don't sit down in a hurry, let me go out, I'll go to the bathroom." Gu Deyou pushed Qiu Sheng away, and hurried outside. Qiu Sheng sat down again, took out his professional English textbook, and glanced at Gu Deyou's desk, which turned out to be advanced mathematics. Take math books and take English class, you might as well just follow me and not come. Qiu Sheng shook his head, took out his phone to pass the time. There is an audio game and two national online games on his mobile phone. When he is alone, he always plays that audio game. The form of expression of the sound game is relatively novel, not ordinary percussion notes, but monsters in the sky and on the ground. Usually, he can play for an hour or two without feeling bored, but today he only played for half a minute, and his mind went elsewhere. He thought, did the girl get her nightgown? Thinking of the girl, he thought of the previous observation scene. He thought of the girl cooking in the bear apron, hugging the pillow on the sofa, lying on the bed with earmuffs, kicking her toes to tears, and feeling angry when she couldn't find her shoes ¡­ The game screen stopped, he was out of control for too long, and the character was killed by a monster. After exiting the game, his thumb slid left and right on the screen, and the icons on the desktop changed accordingly. He clicked on a folder from time to time to look at the software inside. On the surface, he was bored looking for software to pass the time, but in fact, he already had the answer in his heart as to what software to open. He clicked on the photo album and looked at the photos taken this morning. Wearing the clothes backwards, plugging in the electric fan halfway, bumping into the cup while stretching What a reckless little pervert. He was suddenly a little worried. When he was away, the girl would not encounter any accidents, right? ? For example, clothes fell out of the air, slipped and hit their heads, and burned themselves when cooking. He was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't notice the approaching figure. "Who is this?" Hao Wumeng stood beside him, staring at the photos on his phone. Qiu Sheng's body froze. "New girlfriend?" Hao Wumeng turned to look into Qiu Sheng's eyes. "It's just an online map." Qiu Sheng calmly swiped his finger at the bottom of the screen and returned to the game interface. "That's right, which girl is blind and is with you." Hao Wumeng turned around and strode out of the classroom. Qiu Sheng opened the game level, and when Hao Wumeng said the word "blind", his heart trembled, but his reason told him that Hao Wumeng was just mocking him. "What online picture?" Gu Deyou came back from the outside, "I seem to have heard Hao Wumeng talking about a girlfriend? Are you going to get back together?" "Hao Wumeng said that I have a new girlfriend." Qiu Sheng explainedrelease. "How is that possible? How could I not know that you have a girlfriend." Gu Deyou first denied it, and then thought about it, feeling that he couldn't be so absolute. He continued: "But maybe, if the other party is not suitable for telling me, you will definitely not tell me." He had a very clear understanding of Qiu Sheng's character. "Could it be someone who I can't find out?" Gu Deyou showed an exaggerated expression, "Is it my sister? Or my brother-in-law?" "Why not you?" Qiu Sheng countered. Gu Deyou put his hands between his thighs, twisted his body, squeezed his throat and said, "You hate it!" Qiu Sheng shivered. "I'm not kidding," Gu Deyou was also disgusted by himself, "You guy, you won't find a girlfriend just because of your heart, right? If you have a girlfriend, it must be because of other reasons." Thinking of the girl, Qiu Sheng initially stayed at the girl's house because of his desire for voyeurism and the experience of a transparent person, exactly as Gu Deyou said. "Compared to this, I want to know what you have been doing skipping these days." Gu Deyou was testing Qiu Sheng, but Qiu Sheng didn't answer. After a day's class, Qiu Sheng rejected the proposal of his classmates to go out to play together on weekends, and walked home. Entering the community and passing by the flower bed downstairs, he suddenly thought of something. He picked up the key to the girl's house under the flower bed, so why did the key appear under the flower bed? Could it be that the key was not left by the girl, but by the girl's aunt? This can explain why the girl can go home after losing the key. Is it really? Will the girl give the key to the aunt who was using it three years ago, with the bear pendant on it? Qiu Sheng didn't use something for a long time, he just inferred it based on the experience he gained from novels and movies. Those are false after all, and it is probably normal to give something that has been used for a long time to others in reality. He climbed the stairs and entered the room. Today is Friday, and the next two days are holidays, he thought, maybe he can spend the night at the girl's house. He hadn't seen girly nightlife yet. Every time he leaves during the day, it is because the girl always wears headphones to listen to music during the day, and the music can cover up the sound of closing the door. He is afraid that the girl will not wear headphones at night, and he will lose the chance to go out. If you can stay overnight, you don't have to worry about how to leave at night. Tomorrow Volume 2 Chapter 22: The Transparent Man Rides At 7:30 in the morning, the voices of aunts came from downstairs. Qiu Sheng turned off the air conditioner, opened the windows to ventilate, quickly dressed and washed, and ate a piece of bread. Taking the satchel he prepared last night, he walked upstairs. Entering the girl's house, he put the slippers into the satchel, and took a look at the changes in the room as usual. The execution ground on the balcony disappeared, the stool was put back by the sink, and the clothes hanger was put away. There was unfinished water on the coffee table, and the drawer that was closed yesterday was opened again today. Qiu Sheng walked to the TV cabinet and looked in the drawer. This was the drawer where the girl used the Band-Aid. The injury on her foot has completely healed, why open this drawer? Qiu Sheng didn't think much, he entered the master bedroom, the girl was lying on the bed, the fan was whistling, she still didn't turn on the air conditioner. Is the air conditioner broken? Qiu Sheng stared at the air conditioner in the corner, but he couldn't see it. The girl moved her feet, and moved away the hand that was originally on her stomach. It seems that she is not afraid of heat. Qiu Sheng took a close-up of the girl's sleeping posture in large characters. He sat next to the bedside table, looking at the sleeping girl. No memories came to mind today, so he just watched. At half past eight, the girl bent her feet, kicked hard, and turned her body around forty degrees. Qiu Sheng thought about it for a while, and then he understood. This is the hot part of the mat that has been lying on for a long time, and change to a cooler part. With this turn, she almost returned to her normal position. Qiu Sheng wondered if the girl's abnormal sleeping position was caused by changing positions like this frequently. After another ten minutes, the girl was probably fully awake. She lay on the bed, kicked her feet, and moved herself to the end of the bed, the position closest to the fan. Qiu Sheng glanced at the air conditioner again. At 9:10, the girl took off her earmuffs and got up. With the positioning of the fan, she did not miss the direction, found the bedroom door accurately, and walked out. The fans are not turned off. Qiu Sheng walked to the bed and put his hand on the mat. Cool, but not completely cool. He pressed the place where the girl had just slept. It's very hot. From the perspective of not turning off the fan, the possibility of the girl not turning on the air conditioner in order to save money can be ruled out. Maybe the air conditioner is really broken? No, maybe the fan was just left off. Qiu Sheng has nothing to do, and he acts as a guest detective to explore the reason why the girl doesn't turn on the air conditioner. He thought, when the girl is listening to music on the sofa, he can try it with the remote control. The remote control is placed on the TV cabinet, next to the TV. Not long after, the girl came out of the bathroom, she seemed to have just remembered about the fan, and walked to the fan. Qiu Sheng stood in the corner in front of her right. The girl is wearing a white dress today, she always wears a dress. Qiu Sheng thought, probably because the dress was stable. When changing to top and bottom clothing, girls can't see the color and style of the clothes, and can't grasp the matching, but the dress doesn't have to worry about matching at all. The girl didn't turn off the fan, she reached out to touch the window sill, stepped on the bed, and turned the fan head upwards. Under Qiu Sheng's astonished gaze, she lifted the hem of her skirt towards the fan. The wind blew up the dress, the girl narrowed her eyes, and Qiu Sheng could feel her comfort. Although this action is really indecent. Want to take a photo? During Qiu Sheng's hesitation, the timing was missed, the girl put down her skirt and turned off the fan. She squatted down first, sat on the edge of the bed, then straightened her feet, stepped on slippers around her, and walked to the kitchen with a patter to prepare breakfast. Qiu Sheng followed behind her. Today's breakfast is still bread, eggs and ham, but today's eggs are made a little differently. After heating up the pot, the girl turned off the fire, dripped in oil, and reached for the seasoning bottle. The seasoning bottle is a cube made of glass. The glass is heavy and the square shape is not easy to fall, which is very suitable for girls. The glass bottle has three colors, namely red, green and yellow. Qiu Sheng deduced the type by watching the girl cooking. From left to right are salt, sugar, and monosodium glutamate. The girl distinguishes the seasoning by its position. When she is not sure, she will touch from the left. Today, when she was growing up, she reached out to a bottle and took a spoonful. It was sugar. Qiu Sheng thought, no matter how you eat it, putting sugar in the oil is too much, the girl probably wants to add salt to make a candy-filled fried egg. Seeing that she was about to sprinkle sugar into the pot, Qiu Sheng stretched out his hand from behind her, caught the spoonful of sugar, and quickly added half a spoonful of salt for the girl. The girl turned her head in doubt, and listened to the sound of the pot with her ears. She felt that after the salt was sprinkled, the sound sounded a little slowly. Qiu Sheng's heart ached, he had just subconsciously helped the girl make up for it, without thinking carefully.  Fortunately, girls don't often do this, so she didn't care and broke in the eggs. Qiu Sheng heaved a sigh of relief, exited the kitchen, and sat at the dining table. Today's temperature has climbed to a new height. Even if he is sitting still, Qiu Sheng feels hot. He wants to fan himself, but he is afraid of making too much movement and making noise. After the meal, the girl lay down on the sofa, which was also covered with a mat. The sofa is made up of two parts, one part is in the shape of a bench and placed directly opposite the TV, where the girl usually huddles, and the other part is in the shape of a bed, placed on the side near the balcony, where the girl is lying today. She lay on the small pillow on the sofa and reached for the remote control. The remote control is on her right side, sandwiched between her waist and the armrest of the sofa. She didn't expect the remote control to be by her side. After touching it for a while, she couldn't find it. She turned over and knelt on the sofa, and touched another part of the sofa. Feeling from one side of the sofa to the other, the girl found nothing. She touched the coffee table again, but still found nothing. She sat on the edge of the sofa, resting her chin with her small fist, lost in thought. Little idiot. Qiu Sheng couldn't stand it anymore, and when the girl was testing with her feet on the ground, he put the remote control in front of her feet. The girl clamped the remote control with her feet, handed it to her hand, and smiled. Qiu Sheng thought that the girl might have thought she was playing hide-and-seek with the remote control, and now that she had won, she was actually helping her cheat. Remote control, miserable. Lying back on the sofa by the balcony, the girl turned on the TV, and she tuned to a pet show. The sun shines in from the window, across the balcony, and shines on the edge of the sofa. Interesting clips of pets were playing on the TV, and the sound of cats and dogs sounded from time to time. The girl liked this very much, her feet were shaking. The sun was shining on her feet, and her white toes went back and forth between the light and the dark. For a moment, his feet stopped in the sun. The bright light illuminated the girl's feet transparently, her five toes were crystal clear and bright red, and the pure white insteps showed clearly visible blue blood vessels. Several blood vessels became mischievous, and a few segments swelled up on the feet. Qiu Sheng wanted to point them with his fingers and press them down. The sun was hot, and the girl quickly retracted her feet and closed the curtains. This still couldn't stop the heat, so she went to the bedroom, touched the wall behind the TV, and unplugged the fan. Qiu Sheng understood what the girl was going to do, and he suddenly became nervous. Volume 23 Chapter 23, The Girl Falls into the Ground Sure enough, under Qiu Sheng's gaze, the girl grabbed the support of the fan and lifted it up. Do you know what you are doing! You forgot your identity? Qiu Sheng was anxious, but he couldn't do anything, he had to obediently make way for the girl. As expected, the girl carrying the fan completely lost the ability to judge the distance, and hit the door frame. Fortunately, the fan was in front, and it was the fan who was hit. The girl put down the fan, reached out to touch the door frame, picked up the fan and continued walking. Qiu Sheng followed her closely. The fan was placed on the ground. If it was fully opened, it would be as tall as a girl, so it goes without saying that it weighs too much. The girl walked staggeringly, Qiu Sheng stretched out his hand, stared at the fan, ready to covert support at any time. Fortunately, there was no danger, and the girl arrived in the living room safely. Thinking of the girl having to take the fan back when going to bed at night, Qiu Sheng had a headache. The girl touched the socket on the wall and tried to insert it with the plug. The socket was narrow, and the girl tried for more than ten seconds before plugging it in. She turned on the fan switch, moved the fan to the front of the sofa, and climbed onto the sofa to debug the fan. After tossing for a while, she finally blew on the hot air. She calmed down, and Qiu Sheng sat behind the fan, letting go of his heart. He thought, if it were him, he would never be too lazy to move the fan, just go to the room and blow it. Why does the girl have to take out the fan? Is it to listen to TV? Or is it just a whim, and because of stubbornness, even if you understand the difficulty of the matter, you still have to do it? He moved to the side and switched to the cool floor tiles Lying on the sofa, Xia Youyou felt the wind blowing from her feet. Although the wind was strong, the effect was weak. On a hot day, the wind was also hot. She thought, the air conditioner should be turned on no matter what tonight. It's not that she doesn't like the air conditioner, or is not used to the air in it, she just doesn't like the sound of the air conditioner. I don't know how many times, when she was in a drowsy sleep, the air conditioner suddenly made a hollow sound of water flow or blowing. Whenever this happened, she would wake up suddenly, unable to fall asleep in panic. The sound was too weird and scary, even if she told herself it was the sound of the air conditioner, she couldn't feel at ease. Compared with it, this acceptable heat is nothing. By the way, the clothes washed last night have not been taken out to dry. She walked to the washing machine, took out the messed up clothes, separated them carefully, put them on hangers, and hung them outside the window. There are two clothes rails on the balcony, which are only used when it rains. She likes the smell of sun-dried clothes. She can feel the clothes rail outside the balcony, and she can hang the clothes accurately, but she can't touch the clothes rail above the balcony at all, and often thinks that the clothes are hung up, but the clothes fall off. The last piece of clothing was a nightgown. She walked to the opposite cabinet, found a plastic clip, and put the nightgown on the hanger, so that the clothes would not fall off. Hanging up her nightgown, she thought about what happened yesterday. Is the college student that the aunt downstairs mentioned is the boy I have seen? She was very impressed with that boy. When she and her parents practiced using the blind cane, she often met him, and her father even chatted with him a few times. She could also recall the man's voice. Pulling the curtains, she returned to the sofa, the mat became cold because she left for a while, she hoped that the mat would stay cool like this. There was an advertisement for pet food on the TV, she pulled up her skirt to let the wind blow up from below. She thought about what happened three years ago. Three years ago, when her eyesight began to deteriorate dramatically, her father suspended her from school. At the beginning, the teachers and classmates in the school often came to the house. As time went by, the teacher came less often, and the classmates stopped coming except Lili and Shasha. When she was close to total blindness, the teacher never came again, only Lili and Sasha said that they would always be with her. She was so moved that even when they were on the computer in the second bedroom, playing games that she couldn't hear or see clearly, she tried to fit in. She asked two friends to describe the game to her so she could "see". The two friends described it very crudely, and she tried her best to use her imagination to restore it. Once, twice She tried her best to blend in, but whether it was games or other aspects, it was difficult for her to pick up the topic. She couldn't see the beautiful dresses they were talking about, she hadn't experienced the snack bar they were talking about, and she couldn't talk about school matters at all. Lili and ?Lisa also seemed to feel embarrassed, and didn't chat much, just playing games and talking about games. Later, they came less frequently and became more silent. One day, they said: "I bought a computer at home, but I haven't got broadband yet. Come play at my house next week." "That's great." "What are we going to do tomorrow?" "Let's go for a ride." They fell silent, and Xia Youyou's intuition told herself that they were looking at her. She guessed the result from the two people's words, and she didn't know what kind of expression to show. There was only the sound of mouse clicks around, and after a while, they spoke again: "Will you come back after that?" "I won't come." There was another quiet click of the mouse, and then the sound of the chair being pulled, and they left the computer. "Youyou, let's go." They said. "Yes." Xia Youyou nodded. "We are going to a cram school, so we may come less often in the future." "Yes." Xia Youyou nodded. She heard the two say goodbye to their mother, the sound of the door closing followed by the sound of the door opening. She sat on the bed, thinking, why did Lili and Sasha say such things in the end? When they were chatting, they said that they bought a computer and would not come to their home to play with the computer in the future. Why did they have to tell themselves again later, and they changed the cram school as an excuse? She covered her face, tears flowed from her fingers, she just couldn't see it, it wasn't that she couldn't hear it. She felt that she had disappeared. Yes, she used to think that there was a black mist around her, and it was because others had left her. But is it possible that she was actually the one who left? There was a hole in the ground, and she fell into it, into the lightless underground, and her body on the ground disappeared. She was terrified for many days. Every night, she took her mother to sleep with her. Even when her mother got up to go to the bathroom, she would follow her. She didn't want to disappear and fall into the ground. One night, she had a nightmare. Mom and Dad sat in front of the computer and chatted, saying that they had a new daughter and were leaving the city. Then they were silent for a while, and called her name, saying that they would not come because of a job transfer. . She woke up suddenly, covered in sweat, and her eyes were black, like a dark underground. Volume 2 Chapter 24: The Transparent Man Stays Overnight Qiu Sheng kept looking at the girl. The girl was lying flat on the sofa. The sofa was not long enough. Her legs were hanging over the edge of the sofa, and her hands were placed under her chest. She closed her eyes, not sure if she was sleeping or thinking about something. Qiu Sheng looked back at the TV, was the girl thinking about the pets on the TV? He stood up carefully, walked to the sofa, and looked down at the girl's face. Look carefully, this face is so exquisite, is it because you never go out and have not been exposed to the sun, wind and rain? It's hard to imagine that such a beautiful girl would have a pair of invisible eyes. If she has a pair of bright eyes, she will definitely live a happy and happy life. As long as she avoids those who plot evil. But now, she was trapped in this 100-square-meter house, alone, and was being followed by a guy who could never be called a good person. The girl's eyelashes moved slightly, and her cheeks were so white that they seemed to leave fingerprints when pinched. Qiu Sheng clenched his fingers, afraid that he couldn't help reaching out and pinching. He slowly squatted down, getting closer to the girl's face, and he could hear the girl's breathing. The girl's breathing was a little short, did she have some nightmare, or thought of something bad? Qiu Sheng took a closer look, the girl suddenly opened her eyes, and sat up abruptly. Qiu Sheng hurriedly avoided, he took a step back, his legs hit the coffee table, the coffee table moved, and the table legs rubbed against the floor tiles, making a slight but harsh sound. Qiu Sheng's heart suddenly rose, his voice was clear, and there was absolutely no possibility that he could not hear it. He regretted his carelessness, and considered whether to escape quickly, or simply escalate the crime, from an intruder to a kidnapper, threatening the girl to keep quiet. If he chooses the latter, he will not be able to leave the girl's side, he must drop out of school, and he must take care of his friends and relatives. The girl is usually alone, but the aunt comes over from time to time, which is a big trouble. In an instant, Qiu Sheng already had a series of plans in his mind. He was not sure what to do, so he could only stare at the girl's reaction first. The girl sat up straight, resting her hands on the edge of the sofa, panting softly. She didn't seem to notice the voice just now. Perhaps her attention was focused on other things. Although her ears heard the sound, her brain didn't think about it at all and ignored it. Qiu Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly retreated to the side of the fan. He thought, what happened to the girl? After a while, the girl calmed down. She tuned a sketch and lay back on the sofa. Qiu Sheng couldn't think of what happened to the girl just now, so he put it aside and reflected on himself. At the moment when he felt discovered by the girl, his first choice was not to run away, but to try to continue this relationship. He knew himself that he was not dreaming just now. He obviously just found it interesting and exciting, so he kept breaking into the girl's house. It stands to reason that after being discovered, he should give up decisively and look for the next prey. Even if he controls the girl, the relationship between the voyeur and the voyeur will definitely not be maintained, and they will become the relationship between the kidnapper and the victim. The previous feeling will definitely change with the change of the relationship, and the feeling will no longer be. Could it be that his purpose is not just to be a transparent person, peeping into someone's life at random? He still can't figure it out. The sun is getting stronger and stronger, the temperature has reached the highest level of the day, the balcony is extremely hot, and Qiu Sheng is sweating profusely. The girl couldn't sit still anymore, she took out a small mat from the room, spread it on the floor tiles in the living room, and lay down on it to enjoy the shade. Qiu Sheng heaved a sigh of relief, and changed from the side of the balcony to the front of the restaurant, it was much cooler here than the balcony. It was too hot, and the girl didn't want to burn herself, so she took out a bag of instant noodles, soaked them in boiling water and ate them. Qiu Sheng was also a little hungry, he took out the prepared bread from his satchel. The hot temperature made his appetite not high, coupled with sweating a lot, his throat was thirsty, he almost forced himself to eat the bread. He had to eat, or his stomach would expose him to the girl. He didn't dare to drink water, but he had to stay all day, girls could go to the toilet without any scruples, but he couldn't. Putting the paper towel wrapped in the bread back into the satchel, Qiu Sheng felt a little regretful, because he had been staying in the air conditioner all the time, and he underestimated the temperature today. After eating the noodles, the girl washed the dishes, cleaned up the stove, and turned off the TV. She went to the master bedroom, and Qiu Sheng followed closely behind her. Usually, the girl would lie on the sofa during the day, and Qiu Sheng thought about what she would do in the master bedroom.   Stepping into the door, the girl turned around, stretched out her hand to touch the right side, and held the door. Before Qiu Sheng could react, the door closed. Qiu Sheng was locked outside the door. He heard a beep from inside the door, which was the familiar sound of the air conditioner turning on. "" Careless. I couldn't see what was going on inside, couldn't open the door by myself, and the sound of the lock was quite loud. He looked outside the gate, and the family who had been renovating had only quarreled for a day, and there was no movement today, so he couldn't help but complain about the speed of the other party's renovation. Sitting on the floor tiles by the door, Qiu Sheng waited while rubbing the air-conditioning blown from the crack of the door. Sure enough, after ten minutes, the girl came out, and while she was going to the bathroom, Qiu Sheng entered the bedroom and sat down in his usual place. The cold air from the air conditioner blew by, and he let out a long breath, feeling comfortable. After a sound of flushing water, the girl came back, and she brought earphones. She closed the door, climbed into bed, lay down on the mat, and put on her earphones. Qiu Sheng took a closer look, the girl was listening to Shan Tianfang's storytelling. He retreated to the side of the bedside table, looked at the air conditioner, and then at the mat. Lying on the mat and blowing on the air conditionerit's not so good. I really don't know how to care about myself at all. Qiu Sheng sighed. He thought about what he could do, and the answer was that he couldn't do anything. He couldn't throw the girl out of the bed, pull off the mat and hug her up. Perhaps it is possible to turn off the electric switch of the girl's house and pretend that there is a power outage? Although it's hot, it won't cause problems due to the heat. It's better than blowing the air conditioner on the mat. However, after he turned off the switch, the girl can no longer use other electrical appliances. Does this little idiot know how to reset the switch? If you don't know, then you're in big trouble. If you know, she can reset it and turn on the air conditioner. Thinking about it this way, this method is meaningless. Qiu Sheng gave up the idea of ??what to do, it's not a big deal, it's just a small cold at most. After staying like this until the evening, the weather cooled down a little. The girl went to the balcony to collect her clothes. Feeling the temperature change, she turned off the air conditioner when she came back. Her dinner today is fried rice with eggs. Qiu Sheng never stayed at night, so he cheered up and observed carefully. However, there was no change at night, the girl was still lying on the sofa listening to TV and music. The change happened at twelve o'clock in the morning. Volume 25 Chapter 25: The girl puts on the raincoat At night, the girl completely closed the half-drawn curtains, she did not turn on the light, and lay on the sofa. The living room was almost completely dark, only the kitchen window and the gaps in the curtains where moonlight penetrated, barely illuminating the outlines of objects. Qiu Sheng sat by the TV, not daring to move, he could hardly see. And at night, the surroundings became quiet, and a little movement was obvious against the silence. The girl turned over from time to time, ate snacks, and went to the kitchen to pour water to drink. She couldn't see at all, and the darkness had no effect on her. At this moment, Qiu Sheng felt that he had become blind, and the girl was the one who could see. He leaned his back against the wall and became more careful. As time passed by, the bustle downstairs gradually subsided, and the sound of talking and footsteps disappeared. At around ten o'clock, the students who had studied in the evening came back, and the downstairs was bustling for a while, and then completely quieted down. Qiu Sheng looked at the sofa, he tried hard to distinguish the outline of the sofa from the girl, the girl scratched her legs, and she wore earphones on her head. Are you still asleep? Qiu Sheng thought, should he go out now, his bladder couldn't take it anymore. It is impossible for a girl to wear headphones when she falls asleep, and now is probably the last chance. After hesitating, he did not choose to leave. He thought, the girl is still lying on the sofa so late, does she have something to do? Otherwise, why not go to bed? He heard a slight sigh, the voice came from the girl, and the girl yawned. Yawning is highly contagious, Qiu Sheng restrained himself from yawning silently, and he was also a little sleepy. At 11:04, the girl went to the toilet and sat at the tea table to eat biscuits. At eleven twenty-three, the girl lay back on the sofa. At twelve o'clock, the girl's cell phone suddenly lit up. The lying girl sat up and tapped the phone screen. Is it an alarm clock? Qiu Sheng guessed. An alarm clock for sleeping? No, you don't need an alarm clock to sleep. In the darkness, Qiu Sheng saw the figure of the girl walking towards him. He stared at the outline of the girl, moved slowly to the side, and hid on the balcony. The girl took four steps, raised her foot and kicked lightly in front of the TV cabinet. After judging the distance of the TV cabinet, the girl took a small step forward, squatted down, touched the far left side of the TV cabinet, and then began to count the drawers. When she reached the third drawer, she opened it. Qiu Sheng recognized that it was the drawer where the girl used to take the Band-Aids. The girl was not injured, so it was impossible to get a Band-Aid. Besides the Band-Aid, what else was in the cabinet? Qiu Sheng tried hard to recall, he heard the sound of the packaging bag, and he remembered that there was still unsealed cat food inside. The girl took out the cat food. Why take this? Qiu Sheng was startled, and a bad premonition flashed in his heart. Taking off the clip, the girl took a plastic bag and filled it with some cat food, then clipped the bag of cat food and put it back in the drawer. Wait, what do you want to do! Qiu Sheng feels that if the girl is not abnormal enough to eat cat food, then there is only one possibility, it is for cats. Where is the cat? Where is the cat? The girl stood up, and she went straight to the door and opened the shoe cabinet. There are four pairs of shoes in the shoe cabinet, two pairs of sneakers, a pair of cotton slippers, a pair of boots, and some sundries. The girl took out a certain square plastic packet on the first layer, unzipped it, and inside was a red raincoat. She put on the raincoat, put on the magic mirror on the shoe cabinet, put on the mask, put the key in the front pocket of the raincoat, picked up the blind stick, and opened the door. Qiu Sheng understood one thing that bothered him before. It turned out that the bunch of bear keys in his hand were left by the girl. The girl went out at twelve o'clock in the evening to feed the stray cats in the community. She didn't know whether she was going there or on the way back. She lost her key. Putting on the boots, the girl walked out the door, Qiu Sheng didn't move, watching her close the door. There was a sound of pattering footsteps in the corridor, and the girl went down. Qiu Sheng came to the window, opened a corner of the curtain, and saw the girl coming out of the corridor, and after walking under the street light, he quickly opened the door, put on slippers, and followed. The sound of slippers walking was very noisy. In order not to let the girl notice, Qiu Sheng suppressed the sound of footsteps, which greatly slowed down his speed. Although it feels like the girl won't be able to go very far in this little time, Qiu Sheng is still very anxious because she can't see the girl in the corridor. If he is wearing sneakers, he can get to theGo down. He changed into slippers for easy storage to make room for the bread. He even wanted to walk down barefoot without wearing shoes. Fortunately, the stairs were not long, and he reached the first floor. Walking out of the unit, he hurriedly looked in the direction the girl was walking. Dim street lights lined up, shining circles of white light on the asphalt ground, and there were no figures in all the circles of light. Qiu Sheng walked quickly to the intersection in front of him, looked left and right, and he saw a black figure on the left. The slippers really couldn't make no sound at all. He took off his shoes and stepped on the road with bare feet. The small stones on the road hurt his feet and helped him dispel a little drowsiness, although he is now very energetic. He took a step forward, his heels first touched the ground, then the soles of his feet, and approached the figure quietly. The figure came into a circle of light, and the figure wearing a red raincoat and leaning on a blind cane was undoubtedly Qiu Sheng's girl. Qiu Sheng slowed down and followed behind the girl. The girl's blind stick lit alternately on the asphalt road and the dirt, Qiu Cheng thought, the girl was relying on this to recognize the way, and she walked along the junction of the asphalt road and the dirt. This road is regarded as the main road of the community, with residential buildings on both sides, and the stone brick road downstairs is connected to this road. At the intersection, the girl stopped and listened for a while, then accelerated to pass. Not long after, they reached the southernmost edge of the community, the asphalt road turned, and the girl followed suit. There were no pedestrians on the road in the middle of the night, but a car came over, behind them, the headlights illuminated their figures, and the engine sounded loudly. Qiu Sheng's heart beat faster, the girl couldn't see him, but the people in the car could see him, if the people in the car told the girl, he would be exposed, if the people in the car remembered his appearance, he might be Difficulty is imminent. He hated how there was no hat on the T-shirt. If there were a hat, he could hide his face. Now I can only hope that the people in the car don't know the girl and don't meddle in their own business. His worries didn't happen, the car didn't approach at all, and stopped not far behind them. In a few moments, the car moved, it turned a corner, turned around and left. Qiu Sheng was surprised for a moment and then understood. According to the common people's concept, if you see a person wearing a red raincoat in the middle of the night when it is clearly not raining, you will of course choose to stay away. So girls wear raincoats, is this the reason? Effectively deter others and reduce their own risks? This girl is actually not that stupid? Qiu Sheng followed behind the girl, and they walked to the lakeside behind the community. Text Volume Chapter 26, Transparent People Don't Want to Share The asphalt road looped around the community and did not lead to the river. The girl stepped on the path of reddish-brown stone bricks and walked in front of the residential buildings facing the river. The road suddenly became steeper, and the terrain by the river was much higher, which was due to the consideration of preventing flooding. Qiu Sheng heard about the flood from the aunts downstairs. It is said that ten years ago, a low-lying place in the city was directly submerged, and the deepest part of the water reached the thighs of adults. The residents built a waterproof wall around the door of their homes, barely able to live, but it was very inconvenient to travel, so the government sent boats to pick up the residents. Qiu Sheng thought, the girl must have experienced that flood. The girl's footsteps slowed down, she stepped up the steep slope carefully, and the blind stick tapped in front of her, making a light clicking sound. There are no street lights by the river, and the moon in the sky casts a dim light. Qiu Sheng took out his phone and turned on the flashlight. He put on his shoes, the road on the river bank was cobbled, and it would be terrible not to wear shoes. The girl turned her ears sideways, trying to hear the sound of the blind stick. The blind stick hit the cobblestone, making a different sound than hitting a red brick. The girl took another step, stepped on the cobblestone road, and turned to the right. Qiu Sheng thought for a while, stepped on the ground next to him, and followed the girl. The sound of wind and water echoed, covering up the movement of him stepping on the grass. Next to the cobblestone road is the river, and the dark river water flickers with light from time to time. Qiu Sheng didn't dare to take his eyes off the girl for a moment. There was no guardrail by the river, and as long as he took two steps on the cobblestone road, he would slide into the river. The girl also knew this, she walked close to the other side, and tapped the stick on the dirt beside the road to judge her position. She has been walking from the south side of the community to the north side of the community. Qiu Cheng thought, why didn't the girl come directly from the north, but instead made a detour to the south? He thought of it, the north side of the building they lived in was the gate of the community, and the traffic there was very dangerous. And if the girl wants to cross that road, there is nothing that can be tapped to determine the direction, and she has to walk a distance of tens of meters by feeling. People close their eyes and walk by feeling, but it is very difficult to walk in a straight line. The northernmost part is the fence of the community, which blocked the road. The girl walked to the fence, tapped the corner of the wall with her blind stick, turned right and stepped on the grass. Qiu Sheng used his mobile phone to take pictures in that direction, and there were only a few landscape trees there. The girl raised her blind stick and swiped it in front of her. The stick hit the tree trunk, and she touched the tree by feeling. Squatting down, she went to touch the grass under the tree again. What's in the grass? Qiu Sheng approached and searched with the light of the mobile phone, but found nothing. The girl also didn't touch anything, probably because she was bored, she took off the mask, and Qiu Sheng noticed the girl was smiling. She took out the cat food and scattered it under the tree. Qiu Sheng understood that this is where the girl was fed. Seeing that the cat food here was gone, the girl knew that the cat had finished eating, so she was happy. Shaking the plastic bag, the girl stood up and waved the cane to the right. Qiu Sheng was standing on her right, backing away hastily. The girl took two steps, and the blind stick hit the stone bench beside the cobblestone road. She sat on the stone bench and put the blind stick beside her. This is waiting for the cat? Qiu Sheng stood behind the girl, his eyes swept over the cat food under the tree. Only now did he have time to think about the significance of the girl's actions. Obviously, this action is not the first time, nor will it be the last time. Thinking of the girl coming over alone every night before, and thinking of the girl coming every day in the future, Qiu Sheng's heart ached. I often walk by the river without getting my shoes wet. A girl walks a lot at night, and she will inevitably encounter accidents. She doesn't have any ability to face accidents. Although she was wearing such a red raincoat, there was always something she was not afraid of, not to mention that there were many drunks late at night. Once someone wandering around late at night found the girl and found out that she was blind, he would definitely follow her home. Qiu Sheng didn't want to share the right to observe the girl with others. No, Qiu Sheng realized that other people are different from him. After discovering the girl, what they want is not to observe, but the girl's body, which is even worse. We have to find a way to prevent the girl from coming out at night. At this time, Qiu Sheng heard movement from behind, he took a picture with his mobile phone and saw a raccoon cat. This is the cat the girl wants to feed. The girl also heard the movement, she got up and looked behind. She couldn't see it, couldn't be sure it was a cat, and she laughed. The raccoon cat stopped in the distance, staring at Qiu Sheng, a stranger.   Qiu Sheng thought, the girl came out at night to feed the cat, then, as long as the girl gave up the idea of ??feeding the cat, the girl would not go out. Just make the cat disappear. Use ham with anesthesia? Or use the net directly? What to do after being caught? Kill it or throw it far away? For a person with weak emotions, there is no difference between cruelty and kindness, only the difference between whether the goal can be achieved. He didn't want the girl to go out alone at night, and the girl shouldn't go out alone at night, it was too dangerous. Cihuamao stared at him for a while, and seemed to think that he was not in danger if he remained motionless, so he continued to walk forward. Qiu Sheng squatted down, picked up a stone, and threw it at the cat. The cat was startled and ran away immediately. The girl heard the sound of the stone falling to the ground and the sound of the cat running away. She didn't know what happened, and looked around in a panic. Qiu Sheng turned to look at the girl, he thought, there is no need to let the cihuamao disappear in the world, as long as the cihuamao disappears around the girl. The girl stood for five minutes without hearing anything else. She came under the tree to touch the cat food, but the cat food did not decrease. She sat back on the stone bench and continued to wait. "One fifteen in the morning." After a long time, the girl clicked on the phone, and a quick chime sounded. She touched the cat food under the tree again, but there was no reduction, and she walked back disappointed. Qiu Sheng didn't move, watched her walk away, and picked up the cat food under the tree. That cihuamao will definitely come back, if the cat food runs out, the girl will know that the cihuamao is still there. He decided to bring cat food, wait for the girl to come over tomorrow, and sprinkle it in the original place, so that the girl would think that the raccoon cat didn't come at all. Repeat for a few days, the girl will think that the raccoon cat is gone, and give up going out at night. Putting the cat food in the satchel, he quickly followed the girl. The cobblestone road has been in disrepair for a long time, and many cobblestones have become loose. The girl's blind stick hit it, and a stone popped out. Qiu Sheng, who was always on guard, immediately picked up the pebble. It is not a trivial matter if a girl steps on a pebble, loses her balance and falls. If you are lucky, the girl will only fall once, lose her direction, and take a wrong path. If she was unlucky, the girl would roll down the river and fall into the dark bottom of the river. There was no one at night, but no one could save her. Look, even a small pebble is so dangerous, the girl must be discouraged from going out. Volume 2 Chapter 27: The Transparent Man Kills Himself When coming over, the girl first walked along the asphalt road, and then walked into the stone brick road at the corner, relying on a steep uphill slope and the cobblestone road by the river to judge whether the direction was correct. But on the way back, it was not so easy. From the red brick road to the asphalt road, walk through the south side of the community, and turn to the east side, which is the direction of the girl's house. How can the girl tell which intersection is the building where her house is located? Qiu Sheng got closer, and he noticed that the girl raised a finger every time she passed an intersection, and she was silently counting the number of intersections she passed. At the sixth intersection, she turned right and made the right choice. Most of the girls will adopt this method in the next unit entrance. Qiu Sheng didn't continue to watch, so there shouldn't be any problems here. He quickly overtook the girl, ran into the stairs, took two or three steps at a time, and quickly ran into the toilet of his home, relaxing his bladder. Having no time to rest, he went out again, ran to the sixth floor in front of the girl, and opened the door to enter her house. He stood on the balcony and looked down. The girl had just entered the stairs. It's okay to let that girl go upstairs alone, right? Qiu Sheng leaned against the door, listening to the footsteps in the corridor. He has to come in before the girl, if he follows the girl, he has no chance to come in. The opening of the door will be heard by the girl inside. The sound of footsteps gradually approached and stopped, the sound of the key being inserted into the lock was low, the door was opened, and the girl walked in. She put down her blind stick, took off her raincoat, folded it, and put it in the shoe cabinet together with her shoes. The temperature at night was not too high, but the girl wore an airtight raincoat and was sweating. She put on her nightgown and walked into the bathroom. Qiu Sheng helped her tidy up the crooked cushions in front of the door, walked through the bathroom, entered the master bedroom, and sat in his old position. The girl took a bath very quickly, and the sound of water stopped after more than ten minutes, followed by the sound of the hair dryer. Qiu Sheng went out to check, and made sure that the girl had plugged the hair dryer properly, and retreated to the bedroom. It took longer to dry her hair than to take a bath, and at 1:56, the girl lay on the bed. Qiu Sheng now understands why the girl doesn't get up until after nine o'clock every day. Nine o'clock is too early. The room fell silent, Qiu Sheng seemed to be able to hear the girl's breathing, he slowed down his breathing to prevent being heard by the girl. The curtains of the bay window were drawn tightly, the room was pitch black, and he could only vaguely see the shadow of the bed. The girl didn't make any movement for a long time, Qiu Sheng became more courageous, he moved from the front of the closet to the side of the bed, and leaned against the bed, he could see the outline of the girl. He thought of the raccoon cat, which was white and brown, with a fat body. Except for the body shape, the design and color seem to be exactly the same as the girl's mobile phone wallpaper. Is that what the cat on the phone looks like when it grows up? That is, how many years has the maiden been feeding that cat? No wonder the cat showed up by the river on time. In the past, I was probably accompanied by my parents or grandma, but I have only started to go there alone in recent months. Having no accidents for several months is already considered good luck. If things continue like this, accidents are inevitable. She must be discouraged from going out to feed the cat. The frequency of the girl turning over and moving her legs decreased. Qiu Sheng turned on the screen of the phone and shone it on the bed. The dim light was reflected on the girl's face, and the surrounding quiet night made the girl's face extraordinarily soft. He went back to the closet, put the phone back in his pocket, and stared at the black shadow of the bed. There was the sound of an engine downstairs, and a certain car passing by at night, and listened with bated breath. On the road not far away, there seemed to be the beep of an ambulance, and Qiu Sheng's heart suddenly twitched. He thought, the girl would not leave suddenly in her sleep. He walked to the bedside and illuminated the girl's body with the bright light of the screen. The girl's chest rose and fell faintly. In order to prevent his misreading, he reached out to check the girl's breath and felt relieved. Sitting on the side of the bed, Qiu Sheng thought of something that happened in elementary school. It was so far away that he couldn't even judge whether it was true or not. This was the first time he thought of it. At school, every time he heard the siren, he would think wildly in his mind. He wondered if the siren sounded like an ambulance or a police car went to his house, or something happened to his father or mother. It was probably because he was young, he had just learned the meaning of death and had fear, so he worried too much about the people he cared about. He glanced at the girl, is the girl already the one he cares about? No, the so-called caring means that you need to use it frequently.?Inseparable easily, thinking about it this way, the word caring doesn't have any special meaning, it's just the experience brought by a greedy girl. If it is counted as another blind person, it is impossible to be so convenient and comfortable. There was no sound of cars downstairs, and it was the quietest moment at night. Then, some voices came, people who came back from the night shift, followed by high school seniors who got up early, middle school students who got up early, elementary school students, office workers, aunts . Qiu Sheng squinted in the corner of the living room for a while, and the angry voices of the aunts woke him up. He walked to the master bedroom, and the girl was also woken up by the voices. Put on the mask and lie down again. Qiu Sheng pressed the stop button, and he took a picture of this scene. Sitting in front of the closet, he replays the scene of the girl kicking her legs, which is very interesting. At half past nine, the girl woke up, Qiu Sheng watched her finish her breakfast, opened the door and left. He went back to catch up on sleep. At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Qiu Sheng sat at the door, paying attention to the movement in the corridor. A few minutes after midnight, footsteps were heard from above, and the girl passed by. Qiu Sheng waited for a while, and after confirming that the girl had walked out of the corridor, he put on a cap and mask, opened the door and went out. He followed the girl all the way and helped her remove a branch on the ground. When he reached the cobblestone road by the river, he took a step ahead and scattered the cat food in his satchel back to the original place. The girl was brisk at first, but after touching the cat food under the tree, she lowered her head. She sat on the stone bench and waited for an hour. When the raccoon cat came over on the way, Qiu Sheng used stones to scare it away as usual. The girl sprinkled the cat food she brought beside the original cat food and walked back. Qiu Sheng put away the two servings of cat food and followed behind her. The plan went well, so that after a few days, the girl would not come to feed the cat. Sleeping from two o'clock to seven o'clock, Qiu Sheng opened his eyes, pressed the alarm clock, turned off the air conditioner, opened the window, and the voice of the aunt downstairs was loud. When he came to the girl's house, the girl was not in good spirits, which was what Qiu Sheng expected. While yawning, he watched the girl finish her breakfast and listen to TV on the sofa. At noon, he left the girl's house, today is Monday, he went to school Volume 28 Chapter 28: The Transparent People Have Realized Classes were full on Monday afternoon. When Qiu Sheng arrived, the first period was already halfway through. He didn't go in to disturb the teacher and classmates. He stood in front of the outer wall of the corridor and flicked his phone for more than ten minutes. When the get out of class bell rang, he walked into the classroom. "You are getting more and more proficient at skipping classes." Gu Deyou closed the advanced mathematics in front of him and said to Qiu Sheng. He sat in the middle of the classroom near the door, which was a good or bad position. Qiu Sheng sat down beside him and took out the textbook of electrical engineering. "Brother Qiu is awesome." The classmate in the back seat gave him a thumbs up. There were quite a few people who skipped class, but Qiu Sheng had been attending class well before, so it was particularly conspicuous now. Qiu Sheng thought about how ordinary students should respond, gestured an OK gesture, and said, "Small." The topic ended here, the students at the back table continued to play games, and Qiu Sheng also took out his mobile phone. His seat was near the aisle, and a classmate passed by him, and a light sound reached his ears. He looked at the ground where the noise was made, and saw that the classmate just kicked out a pen. The pen spun a few times and stopped in the middle of the aisle. Seeing this scene, Qiu Sheng's first reaction was that the floor tiles were smooth, and if someone stepped on the pen unsuspectingly without seeing it, he might fall. But this has nothing to do with him, and his little catwoman is not here. After opening the game and reading the text, Qiu Sheng lowered his body and picked up the pen. Even if you can't slip the girl, slipping other classmates is quite troublesome. Putting the pen on the table, the game was successfully loaded, and he was about to play when he noticed Gu Deyou's astonished gaze next to him. He was not interested in why Gu Deyou was shocked, but out of courtesy, he still asked, "What's wrong?" "I should be asking you what's wrong, what are you doing with this pen? I don't remember you being so nosy!" Gu Deyou put his hand on Qiu Sheng's shoulder. "Isn't it normal to see a pen on the ground and pick it up?" Qiu Sheng asked. "I don't know you yet. One thing is that if you have to do it out of reason and reason, then you will definitely do it. If you can do it but don't do it, then you will definitely not do it. This is not yours or mine. No one wants it." It, why did you pick it up?" Gu Deyou lowered his voice and asked in a volume that others could not hear. "It will be very troublesome if someone slips and falls." Qiu Sheng replied. "It's just a pen, even if you don't see it stepping on it, it probably won't slip and fall, besides, what trouble do you have if someone slips and falls." Gu Deyou sorted out the logic in Qiu Sheng's words. If he puts this earnestness and tact into study, he won't always bring a high-level math book to class. Qiu Sheng remained silent. "There's something wrong with you." Gu Deyou put his arm around Qiu Sheng's neck and stared into his eyes. He may feel that this is very oppressive and helpful for questioning, but Qiu Sheng only thinks he is gay. "In love?" Gu Deyou narrowed his eyes and entered the state of gossip. "You have already asked three times." Qiu Sheng replied. "That's right, you have repeatedly denied it." Gu Deyou let go of his hand, imitating the detectives on TV, and pinched his chin to think for a while. He knows Qiu Sheng, and Qiu Sheng also understands him. His appearance proves that he didn't pay much attention to this matter, but just used this excuse to play around. Sure enough, Gu Deyou went on to say: "If you don't have a loved one, then you have flesh and blood connected by blood!" Qiu Sheng was too lazy to find a witty answer. "However, in terms of age, this is unlikely. They are not connected by blood?" Gu Deyou nodded, pretending to feel that what he said made sense. Qiu Sheng remained silent, the more he talked to Gu Deyou at this time, the longer he would linger. Under his cold treatment, Gu Deyou quickly lost his interest, he pushed Qiu Sheng's shoulder: "Let me go, I'm going to the toilet." Qiu Sheng stood up and gave way. Gu Deyou was still a little unfinished, he touched his chin, wondering if there was any other interesting reason, class was about to start, he walked very fast, and he reached the back door in a few steps. When he walked out the door, he exclaimed, "What are you doing standing here?" "Shut up!" Hao Wumeng's voice came from outside the wall, and she came in through the back door with a cold face. Qiu Sheng glanced at it, then looked away. He recalled what Gu Deyou said in his mind, was his behavior just now strange, was it something he wouldn't do before? The answer is yes. He thought, he probably got used to it at the girl's house, so when he saw this "dangerous" pen, he picked it up reflexively. Compared to this?The civet cat at night should be considered more. I don't know how many times the raccoon cat had to be chased away before the girl gave up on feeding the cat. He thought of the girl's listless appearance in the morning, just a stray cat, is it necessary to be so disappointed? A figure suddenly broke into his sight, it was a figure who was neither fat nor thin, standing in front of his desk. Raising his head, Qiu Sheng saw the appearance of the other party, she was Hao Wumeng. Hao Wumeng's face was expressionless, and her eyes were even sharp, as if she was here to catch up, but to find fault. "Is it the woman in the photo?" Hao Wumeng uttered an endless sentence. What picture? Qiu Sheng thought for a moment before realizing that Hao Wumeng had seen the photo of the girl before she said it. Without waiting for Qiu Sheng's answer, she suddenly turned around and left as if she had arrived suddenly. Just as Qiu Sheng was wondering, he noticed a boy in the front row glaring at him. It was Du Nanji, the one who always picked on Qiu Sheng before, and was beaten up by Qiu Sheng and Gu Deyou together. Qiu Sheng shook his fist at him, and he stared for another two seconds out of face, then pretended not to be afraid, but saw something interesting, and looked away. Qiu Sheng thought, when Hao Wumeng came over and said something, Du Nanji glared at him, and it was exactly as Gu Deyou said, he was looking for trouble out of jealousy. He suddenly became enlightened, and some unexplainable things in his memory had answers. When I was in junior high school, there were two boys who were inexplicably hostile to me. Now that I think about it, it was because I was too close to the girl they liked. Are those little devils so mature that junior high school will be jealous because of girls and take action? Qiu Sheng couldn't understand that he didn't have a favorite girl. After school at five o'clock, Qiu Sheng had dinner at school and returned home. I have to follow the girl at night, and I have to observe the girl in the morning. Qiu Sheng has been very busy recently. He only slept for more than four hours last night. He was already very sleepy when he was in class. He set himself an alarm clock for eleven o'clock in the evening and went to bed to catch up on sleep. At ten o'clock, he was woken up by the students who were doing evening study downstairs. He washed his face, opened the outermost door a crack, moved a stool, and sat by the door to wait for the girl. The girl was a little earlier this time, and footsteps were heard in the corridor at twelve o'clock. This meant that she was not like before, waiting for the twelve o'clock alarm clock to ring before starting to clean up, but she had already packed it up, and went downstairs immediately after the twelve o'clock alarm clock sounded. Do you like that cat so much? When she went down, Qiu Sheng also went downstairs. Everything went well, he rushed to sprinkle cat food in front of the girl, and the girl touched two piles of cat food and sat on the stone bench. Qiu Sheng leaned against the tree trunk behind her. Text Volume Chapter 29: Transparent People Cannot Be Transparent At 0:53, the civet cat came over, it stopped not far down the slope, its two glowing eyes stared at Qiu Sheng, Qiu Sheng bent down, the cat received the cue, turned and left. The girl waited until two o'clock, got up, touched the cat food that was not missing, and left. Qiu Sheng followed behind her. In this old community, there were many cars that were parked casually. The girl had carefully bypassed them before, but this time she almost ran into one. Arriving in the corridor, Qiu Sheng stopped on the third floor and watched the girl go upstairs. After the girl's back disappeared around the corner and the sound of the door closing upstairs, he returned to his room. Apply toilet water to the mosquito bites on his body, take a simple bath, and lie on the bed. At seven o'clock, the alarm clock rang, he opened the curtains, the sky was covered by clouds, and the sun could not be seen. Picking up the phone, Qiu Sheng clicked on the weather forecast, it was showers. If it rains, will the girl still go out? After washing up and soaking a bucket of noodles to eat, he waited by the window for more than ten minutes. Today's aunts' chat was delayed for some reason. After waiting for the chatting sound, Qiu Sheng waited for more than ten minutes, feeling that the girl had already put on earmuffs due to the noise, Qiu Sheng went upstairs. Pushing open the door, Qiu Sheng saw the appearance of the shoe cabinet first. The shoe cabinet was wide open, and the boots were dumped inside, no longer as neat as before, the raincoat was crumpled into one piece, the keys fell on the ground, and the blind stick fell to the side. It seems that the girl is very unhappy. Qiu Sheng waited until twelve o'clock, but she didn't wait for the girl to get up, so she just lay on the bed. Qiu Sheng thought she had overslept at first, but when he looked closer, he found that her eyes were open. A strange question flashed through Qiu Sheng's mind. Since the girl's eyes are invisible, can the girl sleep with her eyes open? He couldn't ask the girl, and he didn't have much interest in this question, so he quickly forgot about it. The girl didn't move, Qiu Sheng thought he would be bored, he took out his mobile phone to check the sand sculpture news, but found that he was looking at the mobile phone, but his mind was absent. Putting away the phone, he stared at the girl. Although the weather is gloomy, the temperature is still relatively high, and the fan is whistling. The girl is wearing a blue nightgown, with her hands on her abdomen, her eyes staring at the direction of the ceiling, not knowing what she is thinking. The wind blew up her skirt, revealing a large spring. As early as when he saw the situation of the shoe cabinet, Qiu Sheng had a hunch. He thought he would have a headache. The headache was caused by the girl not moving, which made him miss the kitchen observation, living room observation and other items. But in fact, just seeing the girl lying down like this satisfied his interest. Has the girl's own appreciation increased? No, the girl is still the same, unchanged. So my interests have changed? Qiu Sheng couldn't find the answer for now. Compared with the reason, he is more worried about the girl's health now. It's already noon, and I haven't eaten yet. At one o'clock, the girl made some movement, but she just took off the earmuffs and went to the living room to change the earphones. It's just that the cat doesn't eat cat food. Is there any need to be so depressed? In the afternoon, it rained for a while, Qiu Sheng thought about the girl and forgot to take an umbrella, on the way back from school, his body was completely wet. Hastily took a shower, Qiu Sheng took a nap and waited at the door. At twelve o'clock, there was no movement outside the door. Qiu Sheng looked out the window and saw that the rain had stopped. Succeeded? Has the teenage girl given up on going out to feed the cat? Qiu Sheng frowned, it's only been three days, that little catwoman is stubborn, she probably hasn't given up yet. At half past twelve, the girl's hurried footsteps passed by, Qiu Sheng felt relieved, it seemed that the girl accidentally missed the time. He followed the girl, took a step ahead of the girl by the river, and scattered three piles of cat food. This time, Cihuamao looked at him for a while, then left directly. Disappointed, the girl scattered the fourth pile of cat food and walked back. When she reached the corner, the girl stopped suddenly. She lowered her head, raised her palms, and twisted her fingers together. There was no expression on her face, Qiu Sheng couldn't tell what was wrong with her, so he could only guess as best he could. The girl turned around and went in the direction of the cat food again. Only then did Qiu Sheng remember that he forgot an important thing! He hurried to the front of the girl, it was raining today, but the cat food he put in was dry! Fortunately, there was a river next to it, and the steps by the river were a bit slippery. He fell and the corner of the steps hit his waist. He gritted his teeth tightly and did not make a big movement. When he came to the river, he had no water container, so he took off his T-shirt, soaked it in water, rushed ahead of the girl, put down four piles of cat food, and got wetThree of them. Putting on his wet T-shirt, he breathed a sigh of relief. The girl returned to the pile of cat food, reached out to touch it, and her hands were wet. She stared at the palm, seemingly confused, why did it feel different twice? Was it an illusion before? If the vision is still there, the sense of touch and touch can prove each other, but the girl cannot see, and the witness only has the sense of touch. The girl walked away. Before dawn, Qiu Sheng had a dream, he dreamed that the girl could suddenly see, she stared at him with a frightened face, and ran back in a hurry. Sitting up suddenly, Qiu Sheng was sweating all over, he looked at the air conditioner, the display screen was gray, and the air conditioner was not turned on. Opening the curtains, the sky was dimly lit, Qiu Sheng didn't want to sleep anymore, he leaned against the bay window, looking at the girl's photo on his phone. The dream was a variant of the shock last night, and it was also a warning from his reason. He couldn't hide forever, and he would be discovered one day. At that time, what should he do? He looked at the closet. In the closet, there was a girl's blue nightgown. He thought, it would be nice if the nightgown was kept. No, why do I have such ordinary people's thoughts. He was taken aback by himself. At six o'clock, the students who were far away from the school left for the school. Among the aunts, there was a young grandmother who came to take care of her daughter. Qiu Sheng heard her talking to others downstairs, and the old man's voice was loud. After a while, the other two aunts also came out. Qiu Sheng went upstairs, the girl was the same as yesterday, it seemed that last night was safe and sound. I hope the final danger comes later. There were only two classes on Wednesday, and Qiu Sheng was skipped. He stayed at the girl's house for the whole day, and the girl only drank some water and ate a piece of bread. In the evening, after a little sleep, Qiu Sheng went out with the girl. It was sunny during the day, but it was windy at night. While the girl was waiting, it started to rain again. This time Qiu Sheng brought an umbrella. In order to prevent the girl from hearing the sound of rain hitting the umbrella, Qiu Sheng opened a distance, and he looked at the girl worriedly. The girl was wearing a raincoat, but she was sitting on a stone bench, and the rainwater flowed down the stone bench and into her clothes. Probably because of the rain, the cat didn't come. This time it was only one o'clock, and the girl got up and went back and forth. The road was slippery in rainy days, and Qiu Sheng stared nervously the whole time. Every time the girl walked close to the edge of the road, the obstacles there were cleared away by Qiu Sheng, but this time the girl deviated from the route and walked in the middle of the road for some reason. On the downhill road, there was a tree branch in the middle, the rain and darkness blocked the view, and Qiu Sheng only discovered it when he got closer. He dropped the umbrella, trying to get rid of it before the girl stepped on it. The girl's blind stick hit the branch, and the branch rolled twice. Qiu Sheng stopped, the girl would definitely notice such a change in tactile sensation, and going to get the branch now would only increase the girl's suspicion. According to Qiu Sheng's understanding of the girl, the girl will stop, put her foot on the ground and move, and she will not move until she has determined the position of the branch. But under Qiu Sheng's gaze, the girl didn't stop at all. She took two steps forward, stepped on a branch, and fell heavily to the ground. Together with the blind stick, the branch slid to the bottom of the slope. Volume 30 Chapter 30: The Transparent Person Ignores Something Qiu Sheng hurriedly walked to the girl's side, his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air. As a transparent person, he can only watch from one side. At this moment, he suddenly discovered that the identity of a transparent person would also bring troubles. The girl sat on the ground, covering the back of her head with her hands. She fell backwards, first sat down on the ground, and then fell back and knocked her head. She curled up with her face buried in her knees, Qiu Sheng thought she would cry, but she was only silent for a minute before raising her face. She rubbed her eyes, put her hands on the ground, and stood up. etc! Qiu Sheng wanted to stop her, but before he could think of an indirect way to stop her, the girl fell to the ground again. She stepped on the hem of the raincoat, and because she got up too quickly, the raincoat severely ripped off her neck and pulled her to the ground. The girl supported the ground with her hands in time. She tore off the raincoat from under her feet, touched the hem once, and stood up carefully after making sure it was safe. Qiu Sheng walked around behind the girl to see where she was injured. The red raincoat blocked his view, and he was worried about whether the girl was seriously injured. The girl took two steps and stretched out her feet to find the blind stick. Qiu Sheng noticed that her steps were a little staggering. ?Is the butt hurt from a fall, does it hurt when I walk? Qiu Sheng thought. He picked up the downhill blind stick and placed it in front of the girl. There is a hand strap on the cane, and it would not fall off if it fell, but the girl didn't fasten the hand strap. The girl quickly kicked the cane. She bent down, touched both sides of the cane, and found the handle. She stood up, but still did not tie the hand rope. This careless girl! Qiu Sheng thought in his heart. This is him by the side, otherwise, it would have taken the girl at least ten minutes to find the blind stick under the slope. If the girl lost her way while groping, she might never find it. Without a blind cane, the girl can only use her feet to find the way. She probably has no experience in using her feet to find the way, and there is little hope of returning home smoothly. Now I know I can't come out to feed the cats! The girl took two steps forward and stopped. She squatted down slowly and touched her left foot in pain. She sprained her ankle. The girl tried again and walked five steps. Unable to bear the pain in her feet, she walked slowly to the side of the road and sat on the grass. Qiu Sheng sprained his foot. Although this kind of injury is very painful, it is not serious. As long as it slows down for a while, the girl can walk back slowly enduring the pain. However, the rain in the sky was getting heavier and heavier, and the girl was sitting on the wet grass. If she kept going like this, she would definitely catch a cold. And with such heavy rain, can the injured girl really return home safely? The girl stood up again, and she limped towards the river. Is it the wrong direction? Qiu Sheng watched the girl go up the slope, it seems that she did not go in the wrong direction, otherwise the girl would return if she felt the slope. Are you going to the booth next to it? On the girl's left, there is a wooden pavilion, which cannot shelter from the wind, but can shelter from the rain. The girl's pace was very slow, and she walked for two minutes for a quick walk of more than ten seconds. After entering the pavilion, the onslaught of rain disappeared. The girl took off her raincoat hat, took off her wet mask, touched her sunglasses, and sat on a bench beside her. She leaned her blind cane against a nearby post, straightened her legs, lifted her raincoat and touched the dress underneath, which was soaked through. With the cold raincoat on her lap, she leaned against the post. Not only because of the pain, but also because of the freezing rain, the girl's complexion was very pale. Qiu Sheng stood in the center of the pavilion, and he turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone to shine on the girl in front of him. Under the light, the girl's face seemed to be shining brightly. Behind her was the dark night sky. The rain hit the ground, trees, pavilions, and rivers, making chaotic sounds. After listening for a long time, the noisy It seems to have become a melody, a piece of music, together with the background board of the night, it sets off the beauty of the girl. Just as Qiu Sheng was intoxicated in this dreamlike scene, there was a sound of falling water. What fell into the water was the girl's blind stick. The round pillars slid very much. The girl touched the blind stick, and the blind stick slid to the edge, turned over the back of the low chair, and rolled along the river bank into the river. The girl fumbled to the side in a panic. After confirming that the blind stick disappeared, her complexion turned pale. She looked around anxiously. Without the blind stick, she was trapped in this pavilion. Qiu Sheng walked to the river, and it was pitch black below, and the blind stick was nowhere to be found. He complained to himself that he shouldn't just focus on looking at the girl and ignore the hidden dangers of placing the blind stick. Now, how can he make the girl safe?home? He looked at the girl. The girl took out her phone and put it back. It seemed that for some reason she couldn't ask the people in the address book for help. There was no other way, Qiu Sheng hesitated for a minute before making a decision. Returning to the downhill position, he picked up the umbrella he had dropped and walked towards the pavilion. The sound of rain hitting different objects is different, and the umbrella is undoubtedly different from the soil, ground, and bushes. When she heard the strange sound approaching, the girl hurriedly put on her hood and mask. Qiu Sheng could feel the girl's panic. This was an emotion he had never seen before, and his heart suddenly twitched. What he wanted to see was that calm little wayward girl who kicked the wall angrily because the wall hit her. He stepped into the pavilion, and the girl became even more uneasy when she heard the strange voice disappear. She turned her face and tried to listen with her ears. Qiu Sheng stepped up his steps. The girl was startled, and touched the pillar next to her. She was touching the stick, but the stick had already fallen into the water. Qiu Sheng was finally ready, he said, "Hello." Because of nervousness, his voice was hoarse, and he hoped that the hoarse voice wouldn't scare the girl even more. The girl's body leaned back, behind it was the back of the chair, and behind it was the river. After more than ten seconds, she replied: "You, hello." The voice is small and nervous, this kind of girl is completely different from the ones Qiu Sheng usually sees. He thought, maybe this is the real appearance of the girl, an invisible person, living alone in this dark world, how could there be no fear. "You are covered in mud, did you slip and sprain your ankle?" Qiu Sheng's voice returned to normal, and he tried to speak in a gentle tone. The girl froze for a moment, then lowered her head: "Yes." She didn't seem to be nervous anymore, Qiu Cheng thought, it was because her voice was too hoarse just now. "Wait here for a while, I'll find a bicycle or electric car to take you back." After speaking, Qiu Sheng hurried out of the pavilion without waiting for the girl to answer. He was afraid that the girl would reject him. More than ten meters away from the pavilion, he threw away his umbrella and ran to the nearest carport. He has no bicycle or electric car, so he can only "borrow" one. After looking for the carports of the two buildings, Qiu Sheng successfully found a free car with the car key inserted. This is a pink electric scooter. Qiu Sheng rode on it, turned his right handle to the bottom, and drove towards the pavilion. The girl was still in the pavilion, she heard the sound of the electric car, and looked at Qiu Sheng's position. "I'm back," Qiu Sheng walked into the pavilion, "Get on the electric car, I'll take you back." The girl didn't answer immediately, Qiu Sheng waited for her. "Thank you." The girl thought about it for half a minute, then stood up while holding onto the pillar. "Here." Qiu Sheng said, letting the girl know where she was. The girl walked out of the pavilion, the rain hit her, she took a step back, paused for a second, and took another step. She got on the electric car, Qiu Sheng turned the handle, and drove towards the girl's house. "Where is your home?" He planned to pretend to be an enthusiastic passer-by. "Building No. 13, Unit 3." The girl was a little at a loss, she sat up straight and remained motionless. Soon, Qiu Sheng arrived downstairs. The girl got out of the car carefully, he didn't reach out to help, the physical touch would only scare the girl. The girl thanked again, and Qiu Sheng turned around, ready to leave. "What's your name?" the girl asked, her voice was louder than the previous conversation. "Xia Richeng." Qiu Sheng casually gave himself a pseudonym. This identity will not be used again, he is just a transparent person. It was too dark, Qiu Sheng couldn't see the girl's expression, only saw the girl suddenly lowered her head and entered the corridor. He returned the electric car to Volume 31 Chapter 31: The girl has noticed Why is he lying? Xia Youyou stood under the shower, cool water pouring down from the top of her head. She moved the faucet slightly to the left, and the slightly cool turned into slightly hot, and she immediately turned the faucet back. I don't know if it's because of the bad temper of the solar energy, or because the faucet is getting old, the water temperature is always difficult to control to the right level. She sneezed, took a quick shower, and walked slowly to the sink. Feet still hurt, but it's acceptable. Behind the sink is a large mirror that takes up almost the entire wall. Long ago, she always looked in the mirror while drying her hair. But now, there is only nothingness in front of her eyes, as if the mirror is covered with fog after taking a long bath. She touched her eyes, and sometimes she wondered if her eyes had rotted and fallen off, leaving only two hollows on her face. Otherwise, why do they all distance themselves from themselves. The plug of the hair dryer was always plugged in, she identified the position of the handle, pressed the button, and the wind with the unique smell of the hair dryer blew on her hair. When she first entered the house, she wondered if she had made a mistake, the boy just now was not him. She opened the door and listened to the movement in the corridor. Three minutes later, there were slight footsteps in the corridor, and the footsteps were getting closer, and she hurriedly closed the door quietly. The footsteps came outside the door, stopped for a while, and then went down again. After a while, she heard the door opening and closing, probably from the third floor. Xia Youyou was sure, the boy just now was the one on the third floor. Did he come upstairs to make sure he got home safely? However, even such a gentle person lied to her without hesitation. Although Xia Youyou has forgotten what his name is, it is certain that his name is two characters, and his surname is not Xia. Except for the sleeping time in the morning, Xia Youyou liked the voices downstairs very much, it made her feel that she was still in the world and did not fall into the dark underground. Although his voice is rarely heard, he can hear it once or twice a week. Xia Youyou clearly remembers that voice. Why did you lie to me? She thought, the other party must not want to have anything to do with the blind self, just with those classmates, just with Lili and Sasha, just likefather and mother. When she came to her senses, her hair was already hot, she turned off the hairdryer, walked into the bedroom, and lay down on the bed. The coolness from the mat was stronger than before, and she forgot to put on her pajamas Qiu Sheng woke up at six o'clock in the morning, it was dawn, and the rain stopped. He rummaged through the cabinets, found swimming goggles and swimming trunks, and walked out of the house. The early morning sun was sluggish, and there were many pedestrians on the road. I don¡¯t know whether they were going to work or off work. There was a unique smell of soil mixed with green grass in the air after the rain. Walking on the asphalt road, he turned left, stepped across ponds, and came to the slope of the river. He saw the umbrella he had thrown here last night, and the umbrella was blown to the wall of the residential building by the wind. Qiu Sheng didn't come here to pick up umbrellas, he climbed up the slope and came to the pavilion last night. The pavilion has always been here, but Qiu Sheng has never observed it carefully. This scene, which is the same as last night but different, made him in a trance for a moment. He walked to the place where the girl was sitting last night, looked down, and determined the position. Afterwards, he went down from the small pier next to him, stepped onto the dirt embankment, and walked to the place where the girl dropped her blind stick. To his surprise, the water at the edge was not deep, and the blind stick was clearly visible. He took off his shoes, rolled up his pants, and stepped into the water. The feeling of the mud wrapping the feet is uncomfortable. There are hard objects in the mud, but fortunately it is not glass. The water was deeper than what he saw, and half of Qiu Sheng's body was submerged in the water. He successfully fished out the blind stick. The following is the question of how to return the cane to the girl. The girl must be very happy to see the blind cane go home by herself. I hope she can recover from the depression caused by the cat. Under the surprised eyes of the old laundry lady next to him, Qiu Sheng put down his dirty and wet trousers, put on his shoes, and happily walked back. He stopped by the gate to buy soybean milk and fried dough sticks. He went back to his room to take a shower and change clothes. After eating breakfast, he came to the sixth floor after the aunts downstairs began to urge the girls to wear earmuffs. He used the key to open the door, and the door was even messier than yesterday, with the raincoat and boots just thrown on the insole. Stepping over these things carefully, Qiu Sheng grabbed his blind stick and went into the bedroom to see the girl. The next moment, he exited the room, and the girl had nothinghave to wear. This little pervert. Qiu Sheng walked to the balcony, the girl liked to put the freshly washed clothes on the old sewing machine on the balcony. The two sets of pajamas lay there intact, and they did not run away from home. What happened to these two sets of pajamas, deprived of the right to work by the girl? Qiu Sheng glanced at the shoe cabinet, the hanger was locked in because of a mistake, and it seemed that he would never be hired. The pajamas haven't been locked up yet, it should just be a suspension for investigation. At 8:50, the girl woke up. She sat up, took off her earmuffs, rubbed her eyes, and stared blankly ahead. Qiu Sheng was right in front of her, he seemed to feel the girl's gaze, and when he looked directly at her, his heart beat faster. He thought, probably because of the girl's body, he is only different from ordinary people psychologically, and there is no difference physically. As he thought, the girl's state today was as bad as yesterday, and she lay down again, staring blankly at the ceiling. Until the sun climbed into the sky, at the hottest time of the day, the girl turned over, touched her chest and lower abdomen, and finally remembered that she was naked. She took out a set of clothes from the closet and limped into the bathroom. Taking advantage of the cover of the sound of water, Qiu Sheng opened the door of the girl's house, leaned the blind stick on the handrail of the stairs, and positioned it. Then he closed the door and leaned against the wall next to the bathroom door. Five minutes later, the sound of water stopped, and the girl began to put on her clothes. Qiu Sheng came to the door and knocked on it. He didn't intend to return the blind stick in person, the more contact he had with the girl, the more likely he would be exposed, so he could just walk back by himself as if the blind stick had grown legs. Hearing the knock on the door, the girl froze suddenly. She came out of the bathroom and walked slowly towards the door. "Who is it?" The girl stood in front of the door and asked. Mistake! Qiu Sheng covered his forehead, he didn't expect the girl to ask, and he opened the door when he heard the knock on the door half a month ago. He didn't speak. If he did, it would be meaningless for him to let the blind stick come back by itself. The girl couldn't wait for a response, so she turned around and wanted to go back to the bedroom. Qiu Sheng knocked on the door again. Stopped, the girl seemed to be thinking about something, half a minute later, she opened the door a crack. The blind stick was pushed down by the door and fell to the ground with a sound. The girl picked up the cane. success! Qiu Sheng squeezed his palm tightly. Then it's time to check the results! However, something went wrong in the last link. The girl who got the blind stick showed no signs of happiness. She leaned the blind stick against the door and lay on the sofa. Volume 32 Chapter Thirty-two, The Transparent People's Unexpected Qiu Sheng sat by the sofa and thought for a long time, but couldn't come up with an answer. He could only guess that the loss of the cat was a great blow to the girl, and even the return of the blind cane would not improve the girl's mood. At two o'clock, the girl's stomach was unbearably tortured, and she begged for food. She finally got up and went to the kitchen to prepare a meal that she didn't know whether it should be called breakfast or lunch. She ordered a bowl of quick-frozen dumplings. When putting the dumplings, she directly carried the bag and poured them into the pot. Some water in the pot splashed out, scaring Qiu Sheng quite a bit. This is boiling water! Feeling almost ready, the girl picked up a dumpling, took a bite to make sure, and poured it into a bowl. She sat down at the dining table. Stupid girl, the gas stove is not turned off! Qiu Sheng looked at the blue flame, then at the girl. Do you want to help the girl close it? Wait, maybe the girl will remember it by herself. Fortunately, the girl just forgot it temporarily. After eating the dumplings, she remembered the gas stove and turned the button on. Qiu Sheng felt relieved, and followed the girl to the room, where he sat by the bed. He thought, although the girl was sloppy before, but she was not so careless, is it really because of that cat? Thinking about last night again, if the girl hadn't violated her past habits, she wouldn't have stepped on a branch and fallen. If the girl had been careful when putting down her blind stick, she wouldn't have let her blind stick fall into the river. His cell phone vibrated, and it was Gu Deyou who sent him a message, asking him to go out for dinner at night and get together by the way. Qiu Sheng barely slept last night and was very sleepy. He typed the word "No" in the chat box, hovered his finger over the send button, and finally landed on the delete button. "Okay, but I have to go back before ten o'clock." Qiu Sheng replied. Gu Deyou replied OK. At five o'clock, Qiu Sheng left the girl's house and walked to school. Gu Deyou stood in front of the school gate and waved to him. "You are famous now, and two teachers already know your title of skipping class king." Gu Deyou patted Qiu Sheng's shoulder hard, with a gloating smile on his face. In the final exam of Qiusheng School, the written test marks 70% and the ordinary marks account for 30%. Most students pass the exam by taking full ordinary marks. The usual score will be given by the teacher according to the usual performance. "I'm sure I'll pass the exam at the end of the semester, how about you?" Qiu Sheng countered. He lacks interest in everything, so reviewing is similar to activities such as watching movies and playing games. It is not difficult to persist. Before each final exam, he will review carefully. "Huh? Are you kidding? Today is the 24th!" Gu Deyou looked at Qiu Sheng in surprise. Qiu Sheng glanced at the phone calendar, it was indeed the 24th. The 27th is the exam day, even if he starts to review now, it will be too late. These days he is so absorbed in girlish things that he forgets the time. "The make-up exam is a little easier than the final exam." Putting the phone back in his pocket, Qiu Sheng didn't panic. He had almost forgotten the feeling of panic until he met the girl. "You actually forget the date? What happened recently? Aren't you the most accurate person?" Gu Deyou stopped an electric tricycle. This kind of tricycle is called the little red car by the students because they all have a red shell. After the rise of online car-hailing, the business of Xiaohongche plummeted, and only some students who were too lazy to wait for the car would take it. ? Compared with online car-hailing drivers, the driving quality of the little red car drivers is low, which is very dangerous. But Qiu Sheng and Gu Deyou don't want to go far, just drive along the road for five minutes. Arriving at Gu Deyou's favorite braised chicken and rice restaurant, Qiu Sheng ordered a braised pork rib, and Gu Deyou ordered a braised chicken. Sitting on the table and chairs, Qiu Sheng and Gu Deyou took the chopsticks first. Gu Deyou continued the topic just now: "Why does your robot forget the date?" "Forgetting things is not a common thing." Qiu Sheng didn't want to talk about this topic, he walked to the freezer, pushed aside the Pepsi in front, and took two bottles of Coca-Cola. He has never actually compared the difference between Pepsi and Coke, but people around him, especially Gu Deyou, like to play tricks on the two kinds of Coke, so he takes Coca-Cola every time. Opening the bottle cap, the sound of bubbles appeared, and the body conditioned to cool down a bit, and then drank the ice-cold soda, the dryness and heat on Qiu Sheng's body dropped. The air conditioner in the store is on, but I don't know whether it is too high or not effective. Although the temperature is not hot, it is not cool. Gu Deyou took the Coke, took a glass and poured it into it to drink. According to him, it feels more like this. "It is normal for ordinary people to forget the time, but you are different.?" Gu Deyou didn't let go of this topic, he took a sip of his coke, heaved a sigh of relief, and put down his glass heavily, people who didn't know thought he was drinking white wine. Qiu Sheng turned his head and looked at the back kitchen of the restaurant: "Isn't it alright?" As soon as he finished speaking, the waiter came over with a tray. Qiu Sheng and Gu Deyou each took their share. Qiu Sheng lowered his head to eat, waving his chopsticks very fast. Gu Deyou wanted to interrupt, but seeing Qiu Sheng eating well, he couldn't open his mouth. He was a little annoyed: "You guy, you are really tight-lipped." Seeing that he gave up on asking, Qiu Sheng slowed down the speed of his chopsticks, and the two ate in silence. Qiu Sheng picked up a piece of Gu Deyou's chicken and said, "Do you like cats?" Gu Deyou stopped his chopsticks, stared at Qiu Sheng for a while, and picked up two of his ribs. "It's stupid, I wonder why you have been so busy recently, why you agreed to come out to eat with me, so you need to find me for something." Gu Deyou picked up two more ribs, Qiu Sheng put down his chopsticks, pushed the rib bowl to his side, and he pushed it back. "You just finish talking, I can't analyze it for you without the beginning and the end." Gu Deyou bit the ribs, "Next time I will order the ribs." Qiu Sheng sorted out his language, and said: "I read a person in the book, because the cat he fed every night disappeared, and he didn't think about tea or food, and he was in a trance." "There is a person in the book." Gu Deyou nodded and repeated this sentence. He touched his chin: "Then, what do you want to ask? Is it a question of human nature?" When he was in middle school, Qiu Sheng, who tried hard to pretend to be a normal person, often asked Gu Deyou for advice on human nature, and even took a whole notebook. "So is it better for the cat to appear next, or not to appear?" Qiu Sheng asked. In the afternoon, he wondered if the reason why the girl always made mistakes and got into danger was because he drove the cat away, and whether he should continue. "Of course the cat appeared!" Gu Deyou said without thinking. "Cats will bring danger." Qiu Sheng added. "Then it's hard to say, the person in the book likes cats very much." Gu Deyou bit the words "the person in the book" heavily. Qiu Sheng nodded. "How should I say it? If I couldn't explain it before, it's convenient now. Let me give you an example." Gu Deyou looked into Qiu Sheng's eyes, "I'll let you go to class, okay?" "I see." Qiu Sheng sighed. He had figured out what Gu Deyou said a long time ago, and he only came to ask in case there was something he didn't understand. "I'm leaving, see you tomorrow." Qiu Sheng stood up, and he had to go out with the girl at night, so he went back early to catch up on sleep. "No, you are tearing down bridges!" Gu Deyou protested loudly. The sky is gloomy, and it has been rainy for the past few days. Thanks to the rain, the temperature is also a little lower. Just turn on a fan when you sleep. Qiu Sheng took three hours of sleep. At twelve o'clock, he followed the girl to the riverside. He thought, let the cat come here, at worst, he will follow the girl every night from now on. The cat did not appear Volume 33 Chapter 33: The transparent person has never heard the name of the cat Following the girl back, Qiu Sheng thought, why didn't that cat come? Are you late? Or did they get fed from other places, and they stopped coming when they were full? Put the cat food where it is, come over tomorrow to see if there is any shortage of cat food, and you will understand. In the early morning of another day, he and the girl came to the riverside. The cat food was put in the same place, but the cat did not come. The girl waited until two o'clock this time, and her will was even more depressed. Qiu Sheng suddenly remembered something, he covered his forehead, maybe In the morning, he came to the security room at the gate. In the room, two security guards were yawning, one of them was drinking tea with a thermos cup, and the other was watching videos with his mobile phone. "Hello, may I ask if you have caught a tabby cat? It's about this size, and it's variegated, white and brown." Qiu Sheng gestured at the size of the tabby cat. "We are not the ones catching stray animals." The older security guard said nervously, "We have asked other owners, and we only catch those without owners." "I didn't raise it. I was going to take it back to raise it, but I couldn't find it in the past two days." Qiu Sheng said. The security guard felt relieved, contacted his colleagues, and told Qiu Sheng that the cat had been sent to the stray animal rescue station. After asking the address of the rescue station, Qiu Sheng called Gu Deyou. There must be a lot of cats and dogs in the rescue station. It is difficult for him to find it by himself. He needs help. "What, the cat is gone? Didn't you say that was the story in the book, where the cat ran out?" Gu Deyou did not forget to tease Qiu Sheng. Qiu Sheng ignored his joke: "You said before that you can come to me when you encounter problems." "How can I help you if the cat ran away? You might as well go to Hao Wumeng. Several relatives of her family are in the Public Security Bureau." "I already know that it has been sent to the rescue station, go there and look for it." "It's just a raccoon cat. You have saved a lot of money, so you can buy her an American short-haired British short-haired cat." "no the same." " There really is her. It's amazing to say that cats are different from cats from your mouth. Tell me, what's the difference?" Qiu Sheng doesn't know what's different. In terms of appearance, there are many similar cats, but just like the analogy Gu Deyou used before, Qiu Sheng doesn't want to change to another blind girl to observe, so the girl doesn't want to change to another cat. "See you in an hour." Qiu Sheng hung up the phone and took a taxi. The rescue station was smaller than Qiu Sheng imagined. Qiu Sheng and Gu Deyou quickly found all the white and brown raccoon cats, and spent most of their time distinguishing those similar cihua cats. In Qiu Sheng's photo album, there is a photo of a girl using her mobile phone. From that photo, you can see the color of the raccoon cat when she was a child on the phone wallpaper. According to the color, they finally found the cat. After bathing and vaccinating the cat, I bought cat toys and cat utensils and went home. It was getting late. Qiu Sheng opened the cat bag and let out the raccoon cat. The cat immediately ran to the bookshelf and looked at him warily. "Thank you very much." Qiu Sheng said to Gu Deyou. "Where's that person?" Gu Deyou looked around curiously, trying to find feminine products from the room. "It doesn't exist." Qiu Sheng replied, even though Gu Deyou was almost sure, he still didn't want to talk about the girl, and he couldn't. "It's mysterious." Gu Deyou muttered. Went to the entrance of the community to have a meal, Gu Deyou went back to school, and Qiu Sheng went back to the bedroom. Cihuamao was lying on the bed, saw Qiusheng coming in and put it on the bookshelf again, it arched its back, staring at Qiusheng with both eyes. It seems that it still remembers Qiu Sheng driving it away with stones. Qiu Sheng opened a can and unpacked a bag of cat strips to tempt the raccoon cat. Cihuamao's will was not strong, and he soon surrendered to Qiu Sheng's men. If only humans were as easy to handle as cats. Qiu Sheng recalled his thick rules and thought to himself. In the early morning, Qiu Sheng hugged the cat and followed the girl. This raccoon cat doesn't like to bark, which makes it easier for Qiu Sheng to hide. The girl came to the river and sprinkled the cat food, Qiu Sheng also put down the cat, he pushed the raccoon cat to let it go to the girl. The raccoon cat went to the cat food and sniffed it, then returned to Qiu Sheng's feet and yawned. I fed it too full just now, Qiu Sheng thought. The girl sat down on the stone bench. She hung her head and put her hands on the bench, almost becoming one with the surrounding darkness. Suddenly, she felt that there was something beside her feet, she suddenly raised her head, and slowly touched her feet, she hugged the raccoon cat.  Qiu Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, and put away the cat strips, in order for the raccoon cat to rub against the girl's feet, he wasted a lot of effort. The girl put the cat on her lap and caressed it carefully. Her face was too tightly covered, so Qiu Sheng couldn't see her expression, but from her gently stroking movements, one could feel the girl's joy. He sat beside the girl and smiled as he watched the girl petting the cat. After one o'clock, the girl reluctantly put down the cat. Qiu Sheng put the cat back into the cat bag and followed the girl. When I got home, the cat was already very sleepy, and it lay down on the ground. Qiu Sheng hugged it into the nest, and stroked its back that had been caressed by the girl. He thought, although the nightgown was gone, he got the girl's pussy. It's getting late, let's embrace the Buddha's feet. Tomorrow is the day of the exam. Qiu Sheng took the question bank and started to recite the questions. It must be too late to read the textbook, I hope the teacher will come up with questions from the question bank. The exam will take a total of three days, two days of written tests and one day of practical exercises. Every night, Qiu Sheng would feed the cat to the girl. The girl's mood got better and better, and his tiredness got deeper and deeper. On the afternoon of the 29th, Qiu Sheng lay on the bed as soon as he got home. He slept until six o'clock when he was woken up by a cat. The cat stood by the pillow and let out a soft meow that it was time for dinner. Fill it up, Qiu Sheng thought, should I buy an automatic feeding machine. The landlord didn't know whether to allow cats, and it was inconvenient to keep cats in a small room, so he had to move elsewhere. Summer vacation is coming, the tenant downstairs of the girl's house should not renew the lease, he may be able to move there, but it is a whole rental, the rent is much more expensive. If it doesn't work, call home and say that you have a girlfriend, and ask your parents who are always urging you to get married to sponsor some. There will be basically no classes in the next semester, and I have to think about work. Is there any work that is not busy? It's good that I don't disturb myself to observe the girl. This is undoubtedly a dream, so I can only consider freelance work. Write novels, make music, make videos There is still some time, you can think about it slowly. The sound of footsteps coming down the stairs came from the door, Qiu Sheng looked out from the cat's eyes, and it was the girl's aunt who came down. I haven't seen her for several days. Did you go away? That's why the girl didn't call her aunt when she was in the pavilion. Back in the room, Qiu Sheng checked the alarm clock of his mobile phone, and then checked the power of the mobile phone. After making sure that the mobile phone could wake him up at eleven o'clock, he lay down on the bed. Volume 34 Chapter 34: The girl is full of doubts It was not easy for Xia Youyou to put the ingredients sent by her aunt into the refrigerator. Usually, she fumbles in the bag with her left hand to determine what ingredients she is getting, and then touches the grid of the refrigerator with her right hand. Vegetables that don¡¯t roll around are placed in the upper interlayer, and vegetables that will roll around are placed in the left drawer below. Inside, as for the cut meat, put it in the right drawer. It often happens that she has already started to put the things below, and suddenly remembered that one or two things in the front seem to have been misplaced. If there are few things, it will be confirmed after a while. If there are too many things, it is a bad news. . At this time, either spend a lot of time to confirm whether it has been misplaced, or be ruthless and let this doubt stay in your heart awkwardly, usually for a few hours, and even relapse the next day. Today's luck was good, there were no annoying accidents, and finally put the instant food to be frozen in the freezer, and she closed the refrigerator. She walked to the table, the hard tabletop felt cold to the touch, very comfortable in this season. There was a rustling sound, and she touched the plastic bag. After distinguishing the handle of the plastic bag, she carried the bag and came to the sofa. This is a snack bag, which contains potato chips, biscuits, chocolate and other things, all of which my aunt watched and bought. Taking a deep breath, she reached into the bag and touched a pack of snacks by feeling. The snack bag was as big as her palm, and she didn't know what it was. Yes, she didn't know what snack she got. The dishes can be distinguished by touching with hands, but the packaging bags of snacks are bulging, and there is no sense of touch at all. Every time she eats snacks, it is a test of her heart. She thought, this is probably what buying a lottery ticket feels like. Opening the bag, she cautiously stretched her hand in. She touched a right-angled edge. She pinched it carefully to distinguish it. It was concave inward, about a square object about the size of a knuckle. Pressing the edge with her index finger and thumb, she squeezed it hard, and it was crisp. The sound came. It's shrimp crackers. She breathed a sigh of relief, sometimes my aunt would put in some weird snacks, and she couldn't even tell what they were. These days when my aunt went to the countryside, she had already eaten up the snacks. She quickly finished a bag and stretched out her hand into the bag. She inserted her hand into many snacks, thinking of the lottery box in the supermarket when she was a child, she reached out and stirred it, looking for the one that best suited her hand. She frowned. She touched a square cardboard box, took out the cardboard box, she touched it carefully, the five sides of the box were flat, and the sixth side was raised. According to the feeling just now, there is more than one thing. Soon, she dug out five more from the bag, and the six cartons were lined up in a row. She tried her best to find something with the same touch from her memory. She felt familiar, but couldn't remember it for a while, just like when peeling jelly, she had already pinched the plastic paper cover, but she didn't have enough strength to tear it off. She went to touch the carton again. There was a ribbon wrapped around the carton. She untied the ribbon and opened the carton. Inside were more than a dozen small packaging bags. When she squeezed the bags with her hands, she felt like glass beads. She remembered, my aunt said that she attended a wedding in the countryside, this is wedding candy, right? Put the sugar in your mouth, and a sweet milky smell spreads out. This is milk sugar. Are you married? Lying on the couch, she thought. The power supply was cut off suddenly, the speaker that played the happy music in her head stopped working, and she fell silent. There was also silence outside the window, no birdsong, no human voice, and no sound of cars. Click on the phone screen, and the time chime sounds: "Seven eleven in the afternoon." She remembered something, something she had forgotten for three days. Walking into the bedroom, she touched the bedside table, picked up the pen on the cabinet, and the calendar on the cabinet. Holding the pen in her hand, she touched the surface of the calendar. Twenty-seven, twenty-eight, twenty-nine. According to the touch, the three days were crossed out. In case she forgot the day before, she also crossed out on the 26th. Fifteen days left. Putting down the calendar and pen, she lay down on the bed. Is it because of the kitten? You forgot such an important thing. she thinks. Kitten is the name of the raccoon cat she feeds every night. She discovered the cat three years ago with her parents as a kitten, and she took pictures of the cat with her phone. The kitten was not afraid of life at all, and meowed at her. Mom said she could take it home, but she refused. Mom is afraid of cats and dogs. She and mom and dad go out to feed every dayA kitten, when she was completely blind, she was afraid of the sound, and was unwilling to go out during the noisy day, and the time to feed the cat was changed to late at night. After Mom and Dad left, it was Grandma who went out with her every night. The kitten has probably developed a habit, and basically appears every morning. In the past two years, it may be that something happened outside. The kitten just eats cat food from a distance, and will stay away when people get too close. She feels the presence of the kitten through the reduction of cat food, and occasionally hears the kitten's sound. A few days ago, there was no shortage of cat food. She thought the cat had left or died. Unexpectedly, the kitten appeared again these days and became clingy, always rubbing against her legs. The bangs were scattered on her forehead, and it was a little hot. She trimmed her hair and turned on the electric fan. She fell asleep. At midnight, the alarm clock woke her up, she got up in a hurry, the phone was not with her, and the ringtone came from the living room. Where is the direction of the door? In a hurry, she hit the wall. Not this side. Walking out of the room, she picked up the mobile phone on the sofa and turned it off. She took the cat food she had prepared, put on a raincoat, sunglasses and a mask, grabbed her blind cane, and hurried downstairs. She has walked this road many times, because the time dragged on for a long time, she quickened her pace. In the past, she often encountered things that blocked the road, and she had to carefully confirm and avoid them every time. Recently, perhaps a new cleaning lady was added, and the road was much cleaner. Otherwise, she would never dare to use such a speed. After successfully reaching the river, she groped to the tree and scattered the cat food under the tree. Sitting on the stone bench, after a short while, the furry things rubbed against the feet, and the cat came. Picking up the cat, she gently stroked its back, took out a small handful of cat food from the raincoat pocket, and spread it in the palm of her hand. The furry feeling came from her hand, and the rough, wet, soft object slid across her hand. After eating the cat food, the kitten lay on her lap to make it easier for her to smooth its fur. The cat's fur was soft and fluffy, so comfortable to touch, she even wanted to bury her face in it. But no, Dad said, the body of the wild cat is not very clean, you can only touch it with your hands. Her palm stopped suddenly. Will the fur of wild cats be so fluffy and soft? This doubt opened a hole, and more doubts spewed out. Text Volume Chapter 35: The Girl Understands Everything Is it because kittens love to be clean and never go to messy places? Or has it been combing its fur with ulterior motives? She lowered her head and put her face on the cat's body. There was no peculiar smell, and there was a scent of milk. Her actions seemed to make the kitten a little confused. It let out a cry, stood up from her lap, and went to the left. Why do you go to the left every time you leave? A second doubt arose in her heart. Even when she was holding the cat, the cat's head was always facing to the left¡ªas if someone was on the left. Thinking about it again, the movement of the cat rubbing against her leg is also different from two years ago. It doesn't seem like it came here on a special trip to rub it, but it seems like it's too lazy to avoid it or can't avoid it when passing by. Also, although this time point has been a practice she has used for more than two years, the kitten would never be so punctual before. After all, it is just a cat and cannot read watches. The kitten came to her feet again. She picked it up and deliberately turned the cat's body to the right. She touched the top of the cat's head and found that the cat still turned its head to the left. Is there anything it is interested in on the left? By the next day, this question was still circling in the girl's mind. She thought, if it wasn't her delusion, there was a person who adopted a kitten and brought the cat out every morning to lure the cat to approach her and let her touch it. It should not be possible. She suddenly felt a sense of familiarity. The phrase "There should be no such possibility" is very familiar. She also thought about it a few days ago, when she couldn't find her mobile phone and called with her smart voice. She felt that there was another person in the room. She thought again of the day after the nightgown fell off. She was lying on the sofa and seemed to hear the door closing. The aunt she asked to deliver the nightgown looked around the room, but she couldn't find another person. She thought she had an illusion. Thinking about it now, what if the sound of closing the door did not mean that person came in, but that person went out? He went out, but of course my aunt couldn't find him. Will it be so? Is there someone who has been quietly by her side? Are there people who just sit around and do nothing else? Is the person who adopted the kitten the same person as the person in the room? Unknowingly, her body tensed up. Am I scaring myself? She thought of a method that might be useful to determine, she put on the earphones, and pressed her finger on the phone. The prompt sound of the narration function came to her ears: "camera." "Zero characters." "Photograph." "Button." "Available operations." She pays attention to the second sentence. This is the reminder function of the camera. The effect is just like the voice said, and it can tell whether there is anyone in the picture. She slowly raised the phone. "A face near the left edge." For a moment, her breathing stopped, the phone fell from her hand and hit her leg, and the pain spread to her brain. She thought, don't panic now, but her palms trembled uncontrollably, her brain went blank, and she couldn't give effective instructions. Although she thought that someone would break into the house, but when this scene happened, her previous plans and psychological preparations disappeared. That person must have discovered his strangeness, what would he do? She went to touch the water glass on the coffee table, trying to hide her abnormality by drinking water. She was too nervous, she swept the glass with her hand, and the glass fell on the table with a thump, her hand felt the splash of water, and the sound of the glass rolling followed. The coffee table is very small, and the glass will fall to the ground after a while and break into pieces. She raised her heart, waiting for the clear voice. The sound did not come, and the rolling sound of the glass stopped suddenly. She touched in the direction of the last sound, and the glass stopped on the edge of the coffee table. She thought, the cup will not stop for no reason, she just heard the sound, the speed of the cup rolling is still very fast. Did that person help? She picked up the cup, put it in a clean place, wiped the water dry with a paper towel, and threw it into the trash can. I have to take out the trash at night. she thinks. She suddenly relaxed, which surprised herself. She thought that a few days ago, she knocked down the glass in the same way, and the glass stopped on the edge of the table just like today. Not just the glass, but the slippers that I couldn¡¯t find suddenly appeared at my feet, and I felt that the dish with the wrong seasoning was actually the right taste, and I didn¡¯t touch any shelter on the way to the river Everything is summed up by herFortunately, there is a new answer. But why? She couldn't understand why there was such a person quietly staying by her side to help her deal with various problems, just like the elves in fairy tales. Whether that person is a man or a woman, what do you want from yourself? She didn't know, but she knew that the other party didn't hurt her, and even helped her. Do you want to call the police? She picked up the mobile phone on the sofa. According to the prompt from the camera just now, that person should be sitting next to the TV. As long as she stands up the mobile phone, she will not be noticed by the other party. The SMS alarm number is 12110. She is wearing a headset, and the other party cannot hear the prompt sound of typing on the keyboard. She put down her phone. Although the other party broke into her house illegally, for the sake of his help these days, let him go. As long as you pretend to find something unusual, you can drive him away, right? Or go out the door and say that he wants to ask the aunt downstairs to come up, and he will leave by himself in order not to be discovered. The latter method is more convenient. Although she made a decision, she didn't act immediately. She thought, let's take a few minutes, let's take a few minutes, and half an hour passed like this. She realized that she didn't want the other person to leave. In her subconscious, she actually felt that there was such a person who was always by her side. The cries of sparrows came from outside the window, one after another, and the cry of a child appeared. It was a boy calling a girl's name. She clenched her palms, not yet vulnerable enough to seek solace from an intruding stranger. No matter what the reason is, she shouldn't let the other party stay. When she was about to move, a voice sounded, it was a small sound of unzipping the zipper, and the sound came from the other side of the door. Later, the door opened. Is he leaving? She stroked her face with her hand, inserted her fingers under the earphone cover, and the sound entered through the gap and became clearer. The other party closed the door and went downstairs. She got off the sofa and didn't have time to put on her shoes. The floor tiles felt cold to the touch. She pressed her ears to the door, and the sound of her footsteps became smaller and smaller. She opened the door and heard the sound of the door opening and closing on the third floor. After closing the door, she leaned against the wall, with her hand on her left chest, her heart pounding violently against her palm. It turned out to be him. she thinks. No wonder he happened to appear in the pavilion that day, even though it was so late and it was still raining. He didn't hide from himself on purpose, but he was afraid that if he had too much contact with himself, he would be discovered by him. Volume 36 Chapter 36, Role Reversal Since he will leave, he will definitely come. At what time and by what method does he come in every day? She thought of the key she had lost a month ago. One night a month ago, when she came back from the river, she accidentally tripped over a flower bed and fell to the ground. She got up and walked to the door of the house, only to find that the keys in her pocket were gone. Back downstairs, she wanted to find it next to the flower bed. A human voice came, a man was calling on the phone by the flower bed, she dared not go out, the other party called for a long time, and did not hear the footsteps of leaving after the call, only heard sighs. Come back tomorrow night. She entered the corridor and turned right at the landing. On the right is the garage that can only be used to store battery cars and bicycles. She hasn't been here since she couldn't see it. The temperature on this side of the garage, the smell on this side, and the touch of the ground on this side are all strange to her. "Cough." She was so startled that she nearly slammed into the wall. The voice came from a little farther away, it was the voice of a person renting in the garage, and the voice was distorted through the iron door of the garage. She quickened her pace, and the cane tapped against the innermost wall. She reached out to touch the wall, and the wooden pole her father had put was still there. The wooden pole fell in a corner, covered with cobwebs, and the sticky web was wrapped around her hands, but there were no spiders. She suppressed the discomfort and picked up the wooden pole. Dad put the spare key behind the garage door. The garage door is not tight, and there is a short gap under it. As long as you reach into the wooden pole, you can pull the key out. She opened the door with the spare key, and went to look for the key next to the flower bed the next night, but couldn't find it. There was a little bear hanging on the key. She thought it was picked up by some child. The person who picked it up could not know the door corresponding to the key, so she didn't care. Is that the person who picked up the key? She thought of what happened three years ago, when she was practicing walking with a blind stick with her parents, she dropped the key, and he picked it up for herself. The little bear pendant had already been hung on the key back then. Therefore, he can recognize the key. She also thought of the knock on the door a month ago, the day after she lost the key, she thought it was her aunt who came, and opened the door without hesitation, but there was no sound outside the door. At that time, she thought she had heard wrong, or some naughty child knocked on the door and ran away. Thinking about it now, he must have been the one knocking on the door. Why did he knock on the door, and why didn't he say a word after knocking? Are you going to return the key to yourself, but after seeing yourself, did you change your mind? She sat at the dining table with her ten fingers tightly intertwined. She thought again, what does he want when he stays by her side? What is there in himself that he longs for? Putting this question aside for a while, she began to think about when he entered her home every day. The sound of opening and closing the door is not loud, but it is not small, except for sleeping time, she can definitely hear it under normal circumstances. The only thing I can't hear is when I wear headphones to listen to music and wear earmuffs. Every morning, when she was wearing earmuffs because of the voices of the aunts downstairs? He comes in around seven or eight every morning, and leaves until noon or afternoon when he puts on his headphones and listens to music. Maybe sometimes later, otherwise he wouldn't find out that he went out late at night. What was he doing during all that time in and out? She already had the answer in her heart. Most of the troubles she encountered were emergencies. He was able to deal with those emergencies in time. Does it matter what he is doing? She thought of her aunt's son, the boy who wanted to follow her into the toilet. Is he like him? She walked to the living room, walked to the TV cabinet, and reached out to touch the floor tiles. In the cold touch, there was a piece of warmth, which was where he was sitting just now, and the warmth slowly dissipated. She sat there, looking at the invisible sofa. The evening sun shone in, not as warm as in the afternoon, and a little listless. She knew she shouldn't do this, but she still decided to be willful for once. She thought, if this was his wish, then she would satisfy him with the little life she had left. She lay down on the sofa Qiu Sheng was lying on the bed. A few days ago, he would be very sleepy at this time, but today he may be used to it, and he is still awake. He thought of the girl's expression just now, he was sure that heI was not mistaken. The girl was lying on the sofa, first in a daze, she didn't turn on the TV, she didn't put on the earphones, and there was no sound downstairs, she just stared at the front blankly, thinking about something. In the evening, the girl suddenly remembered something. She put on her earphones, took out her mobile phone, and held it in front of her eyes. Just as Qiu Sheng was thinking about going around to the back to have a look, he saw the phone fall down. The corner of the mobile phone hit the girl's thigh. The force must have been severe. In the past, the girl would immediately hit the sofa to vent her anger, but today the girl didn't move. Her hands trembled. Is it too painful? She went to get the water glass, knocked it down again, Qiu Sheng stopped the glass that was about to fall. The girl raised the cup and seemed to have returned to normal. Has she really returned to normal? What did she hear from the phone? Qiu Sheng regretted that he didn't go around to look quickly. Activities in the middle of the night were as usual, Qiu Sheng didn't feel anything unusual about the girl. The next morning, he woke up before the aunts downstairs. He took the sleeping civet cat out of its nest and petted it like a girl. The slender, soft hairs brushed against his palm, a little itchy, but also a little comfortable. The cat's body was very warm, and the temperature of the air conditioner was a little low. The cat was placed on his lap like a warm blanket. Qiu Sheng thought, do girls like this kind of feeling? seems to be good. "Meow!" The cihuamao was woken up by him, let out an unhappy cry, and got up to leave. Qiu Sheng held down its waist and made it lie down again. A mere cat still wants to disobey him. If the cat can't see it, maybe we can discuss it, but now there is no way. After touching it roughly twice, Qiu Sheng put it back into the cat litter. He picked up his mobile phone, and his mother sent a message last night asking him when he would be back. He was sleeping at the time, and went out with the girl after waking up, and fell asleep immediately after returning. Although he saw the message in the middle, he forgot to reply. "I won't go back." He typed a reply and put down his phone. What he didn't expect was that his mother's answer immediately popped up below. It was a voice: "Are you playing there? Don't go to work, tell me if you don't have enough money." "Hmm" Qiu Sheng pressed the voice button. Usually, his answer like this is the end. Although his parents don't know as much as Gu Deyou, they are also aware of it. But now he suddenly realized that answering like this was not a bit indifferent. He added without thinking: "You also pay attention to your body." The mother also replied, but the words were a little flustered. Putting down the phone, Qiu Sheng began to wash up, and the voice of the aunt downstairs appeared. Volume 37 Chapter 37: The Girl Is Observing Stepping into the door, Qiu Sheng's footsteps stopped. The girl was sitting at the dining table in front of him, she was facing the door, her face was expressionless, and her eyes were fixed on him. Even though he had been with the girl for a month, Qiu Sheng still raised his heart. He told himself that the girl couldn't see, and calmed down his heartbeat. No, now it's not a question of whether you can see it or not, it's a question of whether the girl heard the door open! Qiu Sheng looked at the headphones on the girl's head, is there music playing in the headphones? The girl was still sitting like this, her movements and expressions didn't change, Qiu Sheng heaved a sigh of relief, the girl probably didn't hear it. Was he woken up by the sound downstairs, went to the bathroom by the way, sat here and listened to a song for a while? Qiu Sheng walked up to the girl and sat down. After more than ten minutes, the girl stood up and went back to the room. In July, the weather got hotter. The girl turned on the air conditioner, and Qiu Sheng followed her closely. He thought it would be difficult for him to follow in. He had to wait outside until the girl woke up. Unexpectedly, the girl forgot to close the door and walked to the bed Just remembered. Taking advantage of this opportunity, he entered the bedroom. The gap between the bedside table and the wardrobe seemed to have gotten used to his presence, and as he sat there, he felt a sense of peace of mind. It's not that he hasn't noticed the changes in himself, even if he is deliberately slow, and Gu Deyou always says, always reminds him that he is different from before. He didn't know whether this change was good or bad, and he didn't want to think about it. He just wanted to stay by the girl's side, and he hoped that such days could last forever. But he knew that this must be impossible. Maybe when the girl's grandmother, or the girl's parents will come back, he will never have the chance to get close to the girl again. And the longer he stays by the girl's side, the higher the possibility of mistakes, the girl will notice his existence one day. Thinking of this, his heart ached. He thought, when that time comes, he will beg the girl's family, beg the girl, no matter what he is asked to do, please let him continue to stay here and by the girl's side. Will the girl's family and the girl agree that a despicable voyeur, a selfish interloper, is by her side? Even if he successfully stays, will he, who has lost his identity as a transparent person, still have such happiness and peace of mind? What kind of emotion is he using to observe the girl? He looked at the girl, looked at her fair skin, the curtains were drawn tightly, the light was weakened by the window and the two layers of curtains, leaving only a dim light, and this light sprinkled on the girl's skin became faint but radiant. Ying light. The wind from the air conditioner blows the curtains, the light flickers, and Qiu Sheng's heart beats accordingly. By the time he realized it, he was already sitting by the girl's bed, and his hand was about to touch the girl's face. He put away his hands, not knowing what was wrong with him, and retreated to the wardrobe, his legs hit the bedside table, making a harsh sound. The girl sat up abruptly Xia Youyou lay on the bed, unable to sleep for a long time, she thought, did he come in? In order to confirm whether he came at the time when he was wearing earmuffs in the morning, Xia Youyou wore headphones and sat at the dining table in front of the door. There was no music in her earphones, and she heard the door opening clearly. He came in, Xia Youyou was sure. It took a while for the door to close. Did you startle yourself? Xia Youyou sat for a while longer, concealing her real purpose, she walked to the bedroom, pretending to forget to close the door, to give Qiu Sheng time to follow in. Thinking of him sitting by the bed, looking at herself on the bed, Xia Youyou couldn't fall asleep. She restrained her hands and feet from moving, and tried her best to pretend to be asleep. Through the earphones, she heard the sound of bare feet walking on the floor. The sound was very soft and slow, but it was getting closer. The sound of the floor stopped, the bed moved, and he sat on the edge of the bed. Xia Youyou seemed to be able to hear his breathing. She didn't panic, because she had already prepared in her heart. She thought, at least this kind of thing can't be done, but now, her heart was filled with a deep sorrow, and she didn't have the energy to think about other things. She thought, did he do all that just for this moment in the end? In that sadness, there was another sense of peace of mind, peace of mind, he really just wanted this. This peace of mind was something she had worked hard to fabricate. The bed moved again, and it was he who left. Before Xia Youyou could let go of her nervous heart, she heard a short but piercing sound of friction between the bedside table and the floor.You have to sit up. Qiu Sheng's body froze, he didn't have time to blame himself, he stared at the girl's face, and prayed in his heart that she didn't hear, he recited all the names of gods he knew in his mind. I didn't know I could remember so many names. The girl took off her earphones, stretched her waist, her face remained normal. She put on her slippers, turned off the air conditioner, and went to the bathroom. Qiu Sheng clutched his chest and held down his beating heart, he thought, luckily that earphone has a good noise reduction effect. He walked out of the bedroom, sat in front of the sofa in the living room, leaned against the wall, and tried his best to relax. Volume 38 Chapter 38: The Transparent Man Expresses Envy (ps: Xia Youyou's vision has not changed, the change is in the second half of Qiusheng's perspective, after "") The water dripped on Xia Youyou's body, and it was a little cold. The weather was hot, and she stood under the shower before the hot water came out. The water flowed down her neck, taking away the heat from her body, but her heart became tense, the air seemed to be mixed with strange things, and the skin on her back was a little tingling. She turned off the shower and listened with her ears. There was silence and no sound, but the tingling in her back became more intense, and her heart beat violently. Moving her steps, she turned back. Where there should have been nothingness, a pair of blood-red eyes were set there. For a moment, like raindrops falling into the lake, more eyeballs popped up. The front, rear, left and right, top of the head, and feet were all scarlet eyes, and those eyeballs stared at her naked body. She fell to the ground. Sitting up abruptly, Xia Youyou waved her arms and felt a soft spot. She leaned against the soft thing and looked around in panic. No, why are there soft things in the bathroom? She came back to her senses and touched her body carefully. She was lying on the sofa, and the low piano sound came from the earphones. Taking off the earphones, she touched her chest, with a dress of unknown color on her body, she had already showered, had breakfast, and was lying on the sofa, it was just a dream. Lying on the sofa and taking a while, she touched beside her, and the touch of the mobile phone came. She disconnected the earphones, turned on the music, and listened to the name of the playlist just played - the piano song in the movie. This is not her playlist, she was thinking about him before lying down, and unconsciously clicked on a playlist. The piano piece just now is enough to be used in suspense or horror movies, which is probably the reason why she had that dream. Looking back on the scene in my dream now, I am not afraid at all. Xia Youyou thought, is he just sitting at the back of the bathroom like that, looking at himself? She thought of Lili and Sasha, who kept coming over to her house to play computer games, and she thought they were friends. She adjusted her mentality, let herself breathe a sigh of relief, and made herself feel grateful, just like when she was performing on stage when she was a child, she told herself that she was not nervous at all. Putting on the headphones again, it was ten forty-two, and she slept on the sofa for two hours. The new music hadn't been adjusted yet, so she took her mobile phone, put on her slippers, and walked to the toilet. Passing by the door, she hesitated for a moment, and did not close the door as usual. The curtains on the balcony are half drawn, and the toilet cannot be seen from the outside. The window of the toilet is closed all year round, and she will check it from time to time. Except for the one time two years ago, she never seriously thought that someone would peek at her. Is he in front of you now? Xia Youyou clenched her hands tightly, pressing her fingers against the edge of the phone, feeling pain. Only then did she realize that she was carrying a mobile phone, and the earphones were also on her head. After hesitating for two seconds, she clicked on the earphones, pretended to tune the music, turned on the camera, and pointed it forward. "Zero characters." Relying on her hand feel, she used the camera to turn around, but there was no sound of a person entering the camera. There's none? She breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time panicked, why not? She turned the phone over, facing herself. "A face near the bottom edge." There is no problem with the function, he is really not here. Is he really here for that kind of thing? Xia Youyou walked to the balcony, took the nightgown from the sewing machine, closed all the curtains, and walked into the bathroom. She wanted to take another shower. The earphones were still on her head, she put the folded nightgown on the washstand, the mobile phone was leaning against the nightgown, and the camera was facing the bathroom door. There is no movement in the earphones, and there is no one at the door. She walked into the bathroom and dawdled for a while, but there was still no sound in the earphones. Pretending to have just discovered the earphones, she put them on the nightdress. Turning on the shower, she avoided her hair, rinsed her body casually, and walked to the washbasin outside. She ignored her wet body, wiped her head indiscriminately, put on her earphones, and held up her mobile phone. The camera turned around in a circle, still "zero people". She walked out of the bathroom quickly, and her calf hit the coffee table. She avoided it and continued forward. When she reached the place where she was lying just now, she turned around and swept across the TV with the mobile phone in her hand. "A face is centered." He has been staying here   Qiu Sheng looked at the girl suspiciously. The girl was wearing earphones, walked in front of him, and went to get underwear from the sewing machine on the balcony. He looked at the curtains, which were tightly drawn, revealing only a small slit that only allowed sunlight to pass through. The dressed girl came back soon, and she changed into a nightgown. The weather is hot, and wearing a nightdress is much cooler, Qiu Sheng thought. The girl's body is lying on a mat on the sofa, with her head resting on the back of a higher sofa. The mat is made of large processed bamboo blocks, and some hair is pinched. The girl seemed to have a nightmare just now, just like ordinary people who are afraid of singing loudly when walking at night. The girl felt frightened, so she kept wearing headphones to listen to music. Is it really? Qiu Sheng is not sure, the girl's anomaly can be explained by another reason, that is, the girl has discovered him. Usually when taking a bath, the girl will not bring her mobile phone and earphones. Did she call the police while taking a shower? However, the girl just came out to get the clothes, and it didn't look like she had discovered him. How could she know that there was an intruder in the house, and she came out to get the clothes carelessly on the way to take a bath. There were water stains on the floor tiles the girl walked on, Qiu Sheng wiped them off with the mop cloth from the balcony. The light that penetrated through the gaps in the curtains slowly moved eastward, climbed from the floor tiles to the wall, and gradually dimmed. Back in his bedroom, Qiu Sheng was still thinking about that matter, he stayed until evening, nothing happened. Did he worry too much? Lying on the bed, he couldn't fall asleep for a long time, and he fell asleep drowsily at nine o'clock. At half past eleven, the alarm clock rang, and he opened his eyes, seeing the familiar ceiling in front of him, and he was the only one in the room. Grabbing the cihuamao that was catching mosquitoes, Qiu Sheng put the cat bag on his back, got ready, and sat at the door with the cihuamao in his arms and waited. The cihuamao had a little temper, so Qiu Sheng took some cat food to lure it. At zero o'clock, the girl's footsteps sounded upstairs. He waited for the girl to pass by, put the cat in the cat bag, and followed. Usually, when he was downstairs, he could just see the girl at the intersection, but when he went down today, he found that the girl had turned onto the asphalt road, and her pace was much faster than before. He stabilized the cat bag, trotted to catch up, and used the light of his mobile phone to illuminate the road ahead without obstacles. Arriving at the lake, the girl waited under the tree instead of sitting on the stone bench after spreading the cat food. Opening the cat bag, Qiu Sheng released the raccoon cat. This time, he didn't use the cat strips to lure him. The cihua cat, who hadn't eaten for more than ten minutes, walked to the side of the cat food by himself. When the girl heard the movement, she stretched out her right hand to touch it. The civet cat raised its left front foot and pushed away the girl's palm, which disturbed it from eating. Qiu Sheng clenched his fist, this cat is so bold. Volume 39 Chapter 39: Transparent People Seem to Be Waiting Watching the girl go upstairs, Qiu Sheng returned to the room after hearing the sound of the door closing. He released the cihua cat from the cat bag and put it on his lap. The fleshy cat was very comfortable to touch. By the way, is this raccoon cat getting fatter? Qiu Sheng picked up the cat and put it in front of his eyes. He can see this cat every day, and he can't feel the change of this cat. Putting the cat in the cat litter, he took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom. Throw the changed dirty clothes into the clothes basket first, and wash them tomorrow night. The washing machine in the bathroom was making too much noise and it was early morning. The weather got hotter again, and the cihuamao jumped onto the bay window, and stretched out its paws to push the window, trying to open it. Qiu Sheng locked the window and turned on the air conditioner. The cat quickly calmed down. It first lay down on the position where the air conditioner was blowing out. After the temperature dropped, it got into Qiu Sheng's bed again. Qiu Sheng pushed it down with his foot, lay down on the bed, and Gu Deyou sent him a message. "I can't take it anymore, I'm coming to you!" The message was sent at zero o'clock. Qiu Sheng was with the girl at that time and didn't look at his phone. Gu Deyou waited for five minutes at that time. Seeing that Qiu Sheng didn't reply, he didn't want to keep it secret anymore. He said: "I've only been home for two days! It's only been two days! My mother thought I was playing with my mobile phone, computer, and reading idle books. When I was at home, she drove me out and forced me to play with the girls downstairs. I couldn't take it anymore. I Back to school!" "Okay, I've talked to the counselor, and when the day comes, I'll write a note and live in the school dormitory." "Do you think I want to work? It seems that some students stay here to work. Let me ask." "Their factory is no longer hiring. I'll find a factory myself." "I'm really an entry-level expert. I found it. I'll arrive in the morning and check it out in the afternoon." "Come out tonight and talk." After reading the news, Qiu Sheng wanted to refuse, but thought of one thing. He turned on the computer and found the file he had written for Gu Deyou. Gu Deyou: In his free time, he often lies on the bed, watching martial arts ghost movies on his mobile phone; he likes mature women with oval faces and good figures, and has the habit of buying physical photobooks; the common password is 1991**21, which is suspected to be the birthday of the big sister next door in elementary school I remember very loosely. At the beginning, Qiu Sheng wanted to try to choose an accurate and error-free communication method by analyzing the intelligence of a certain person. Later, he found that he couldn't analyze anything at all, so he gave up, leaving only a few files of people around him. Qiu Sheng skipped the front part, looked directly down, and found Gu Deyou's ID number. 3212807057. That's right, Gu Deyou's birthday is July 5th, the day after tomorrow. When we first became friends with Gu Deyou, Qiu Sheng still imitated others in giving gifts. Later, Gu Deyou found out about his situation and realized that his gifts were just formulaic politeness, and after spending a long time every year on what to give, he decided to Tell Qiu Sheng directly that their relationship does not need such things as gifts. Qiu Sheng asked again and again, and Gu Deyou gave a positive answer, so Qiu Sheng never sent a gift again. Choosing a gift is a troublesome thing, and Qiu Sheng is similar to ordinary people in that he hates trouble. "See you tonight." Qiu Sheng typed back. Gu Deyou didn't reply, probably fell asleep in the car. Turn off the light, and Qiu Sheng lay down. At seven o'clock, the alarm clock woke him up. He opened the curtains, the morning sun was still mild, and the voices of the aunts downstairs could be heard. Because of the hot weather, the chatting time of the aunts has been brought forward. Qiu Sheng thought, when it's the hottest day, the aunts won't be able to chat. What should we do then? In those days, the girl will definitely turn on the air conditioner, through the bedroom door, as long as you are careful, the girl will probably not hear it. He took a quick shower, bit a piece of bread, and picked up the water glass, which was only half full of water. After drinking water, my throat, which was not very thirsty, became dry instead. Qiu Sheng resisted the desire to drink water, he was going to stay with the girl for nearly a day. He put a small bottle of water in his satchel and took a sip when he was really thirsty. Walking upstairs, the bedroom door was open, the girl was lying on the bed, and the fan at the end of the bed was whistling. Just after going up to the third floor, a thin layer of sweat broke out on Qiu Sheng's head, and the voices of the aunts downstairs were not as loud as before, and they were also stifled by the temperature. He didn't dare to touch the fan and sat down in the corner. The girl is not wearing earmuffs today, but headphones. Are the earmuffs too hot?  Qiu Sheng has never tried earmuffs, but seeing that they are twice as thick as earphones, he knows that wearing them will not be comfortable. He looked at the bedside table, where the earmuffs were placed, next to the desk calendar. He tried to think of something else, to divert his attention, but in the hot temperature, his efforts were in vain. He rolled up the sleeves of his short sleeves to cool his shoulders a bit, but this little change did not help his entire body. When he was thinking about whether he could take off his short sleeves, the girl suddenly sat up. Her sleeping position today is very standard, two steps down from the right is the bay window, she closes the window, climbs over the bed, closes the door, turns on the air conditioner and turns off the fan with the remote control on the TV cabinet. The wind blew out from the air conditioner, Qiu Sheng quietly walked inside and sat under the air conditioner, just like a raccoon cat. The cold wind blows over his body, making him feel comfortable. After cooling down a bit, he left from the wind and returned to his position. He thought, if the girl's air conditioner was turned on earlier, he would be shut out of the bedroom; if it was turned on later, he would be roasted. This coincidental timing seemed to be¡ª¡ªwaiting for him. Is it an illusion? Qiu Sheng looked at the girl. The girl took off her earphones and lay on her side on the bed. Her eyes were fixed on Qiu Sheng's left side. After the windows were closed, the voices of the aunts could hardly be heard, and the only bit was covered by the wind from the air conditioner. The girl closed her eyes and quickly fell asleep. Qiu Sheng looked at the girl for a while, then turned his head to look at the desk calendar on the bedside table. There was a black line drawn with a pen on grid No. 1. When he reached out and touched it, he could feel the depression. The girl used a lot of strength. Perhaps she was using force on purpose, otherwise she would have no way of knowing that the grid has been crossed. On the grid of No. 15, the hole is still there. Only one curtain was drawn, and the light penetrated into the room. If it was an ordinary person, it would definitely feel bright, and it would be difficult to fall asleep, but the girl could not see it. The girl woke up more than an hour later than usual. She was sitting by the bed, drawing circles on the ground with her toes, and was looking for the position of the slippers. She looked very carelessly, as if she was drawing circles with her feet boredly, and the circles gradually became larger. Qiu Sheng brought the slippers one meter away from the girl and put them outside the circle. Soon, the circle expanded to where the slippers were. The girl put on her shoes, opened the door to go out, and closed the door again. She didn't turn off the air conditioner, Qiu Sheng was waiting for her in the room. Not long after the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, the girl returned to the bedroom with a carton of milk and a bag of biscuits in her hand. This is her breakfast today. Volume 40 Chapter 40: Transparent People Don't Want to Introduce After the hottest period at noon, the girl turned off the air conditioner, opened the doors and windows to ventilate, and lay on the sofa listening to music. Qiu Sheng took this opportunity and left the girl's house. "Meow." Seeing him coming home, the raccoon cat stepped over and rubbed against his leg. Qiu Sheng picked up the raccoon cat, stroked it perfunctorily, and put it on the bed. When at the girl's house, the phone vibrated, because it was in the girl's bedroom, Qiu Sheng immediately turned off the vibration. He didn't check who sent him what message, and the time with the girl was not to be disturbed. He sat by the bed and took out his mobile phone to watch. Lihuamao climbed onto his lap, raised its left front paw, and placed it on his hand holding the phone. Qiu Sheng pushed its claws away, and it stretched out again. Putting down his phone, he picked up the remote control of the air conditioner, pressed the switch, and the cihuamao left his legs, ran under the air conditioner, and lay down there to blow the air. This cat really got the idea. Qiu Sheng thought. He closed the window and leaned against the bay window. The orange-red round wheel was half hidden behind the opposite building. There were no pedestrians downstairs, and it looked very peaceful. The temperature in the bedroom dropped completely, and a black figure leaped into his field of vision, and it was the raccoon cat that jumped up. It walked up to Qiu Sheng, looked down curiously, leaned down against Qiu Sheng, and Qiu Sheng stared at it for a while. The civet cat was sticking to his leg, it was a little hot, he smoothed the civet cat's fur with the technique he learned from the girl, and put his right hand on the cat. Swiping the phone with his left hand, he looked at the news, there was a private chat on QQ, and there was also one on WeChat. Qiu Sheng first looked at a message on WeChat, which was sent by the landlord. Qiu Sheng asked him yesterday if he could have a cat, but he didn't reply until now. "Yes, but no complaints." In short, it does not affect the landlord's collection of rent. The news on QQ was sent by Gu Deyou, and the earliest one was at three o'clock in the afternoon. "Come out at night." "Shall we go to KFC?" "Are you there? Send me a message." "I have it." "At least get back to me!" The last message was five o'clock, and then there was no movement. Qiu Sheng replied: "Yes, see you at McDonald's." "I'm talking about KFC!" Gu Deyou quickly replied. For Qiu Sheng, there is no difference between the two, but McDonald's is closer. He took a taxi at the door, and when he arrived at the fast food restaurant, Gu Deyou was already sitting inside, and he waved to Qiu Sheng. "Why are you ignoring me this afternoon? Are you doing something related to the future of mankind?" Gu Deyou had already ordered a fried chicken bucket set meal. Qiu Sheng sat down in front of Gu Deyou, thinking about what is related to the future of mankind, combined with Gu Deyou's giggle, he understood. "I just don't want to reply to the message." Qiu Sheng took the hamburger, opened the paper cover of the fried chicken bucket to see what was inside. "What!" Gu Deyou leaned back, "You bastard, the first thing you did after having a girlfriend was to kick my friend?" "Not that kind of relationship." "What's the relationship? You have admitted that you have a woman." Gu Deyou suddenly thought of something, and he tapped his head with his hand on the table. He asked: "May I ask, how old is that woman?" Hearing Gu Deyou kept asking about the girl, Qiu Sheng unconsciously clenched his palms, the hamburger was deformed by him, and the packaging bag made a clicking sound. "I don't want to talk about her." Qiu Sheng looked into Gu Deyou's eyes and said. "You still engage in mystery? Could it be an old woman?" Gu Deyou's voice was very low in the second half of the sentence, as if he was talking to himself, but his eyes were fixed on Qiu Sheng. "No." Qiu Sheng unwrapped the hamburger bag, it was a grilled chicken burger. "Little girl?" Gu Deyou asked again. "No." Qiu Sheng replied. "Then there's no problem. If there's anything you can't tell me." Gu Deyou was puzzled. Qiu Sheng reflected on why he didn't want to tell Gu Deyou about the girl. The reason why he didn't say it at first was because he was committing a crime. If he told Gu Deyou, Gu Deyou might stop him. Although he felt that the possibility was very small, he didn't have any special reason to tell Gu Deyou. Gu Deyou couldn't help. This is entirely based on rational considerations. But now, his feeling is different from before. He understood very well that Gu Deyou was just gossip, so he just had to deal with it perfunctorily. ?But he did not perfunctory, to Gu DeyouHe had a strange feeling about the question. He thought about it for a while. It was the feeling when he was a child when his favorite toy was taken away. He didn't want others to know about the girl. This is based on inner impulse. "It will end one day, and I can tell you after that, but I may not need to talk about it at that time." Qiu Sheng touched the bear key in his pocket. The girl will find him one day, he will be arrested, and the key will return to the girl. Has the girl really not discovered him yet? This question flashed through Qiu Sheng's mind. "Will it end one day?" Gu Deyou scratched his hair. He hadn't had a haircut for a month, and his hair could already cover his eyes. He hesitated to speak, he had some thoughts in his mind, but Qiu Sheng clearly didn't want to talk about them. "Tell me about your work." Qiu Sheng changed the subject, "You said you would go and see in the afternoon, how is it going?" Gu Deyou smiled: "I resigned." Qiu Sheng nodded. "Hey, with the reaction of an ordinary person, you should look at me in astonishment at this time, complaining about me leaving the job at the speed of light!" Gu Deyou said, Qiu Sheng's reaction made him feel very unfulfilled. "You can be more sincere when you say you want to be with you." Qiu Sheng replied. He was not at all interested in Gu Deyou's part-time job or resignation. Looking at Gu Deyou's appearance, it didn't mean that he had encountered any major incidents. "You have changed, but not completely." Gu Deyou put the paper straw aside, opened the lid of the Coke, took a sip, and bit the ice. "Why did you run away?" Thinking that it would be July 5th in three days, Qiu Sheng decided to cooperate with him. "It's too boring, and it's all tiring work, and the salary is not high." Gu Deyou replied, "I don't think it's worth wasting my precious life on it." "Then what are you going to do next, let's talk about it first, I'm not free." Qiu Sheng continued to ask cooperatively. "Hearing this made me feel complicated. On the one hand, you actually rejected me, and on the other hand, you actually rejected me." Gu Deyou hadn't figured out what to do next, he picked up the French fries, thinking while eating. After five minutes, he finally thought of something he could do. He raised his head and said excitedly: "I had a dream of being a writer when I was in elementary school, and I decided to pursue it this summer vacation!" Qiu Sheng nodded. He thought of a sentence that he didn't know where to read, "Young people without jobs always like to call themselves writers." "Come on." He didn't say this. "I have several ideas, and I think it is feasible." Gu Deyou pulled Qiu Sheng and kept telling his stories. Qiu Sheng listened perfunctorily, nodding from time to time. At eight o'clock, the sky outside the glass wall became pitch black, and the signboards of the shopping mall opposite were lit up with colorful lights. Gu Deyou finally emptied his brain and stopped. Qiu Sheng finally found an opportunity, he said: "On the 5th, call your classmates to have a dinner together?" Gu Deyou thought for a while in doubt, his hands trembled, and the third cup of Coke was spilled on the table. Main Volume Chapter 41: The Girl's Hands Are Empty When Qiu Sheng returned home, it was past nine o'clock. He and Gu Deyou took a walk in the nearby park. Gu Deyou seemed to be his dream when he made up his mind to try elementary school. Qiu Sheng recalled how surprised Gu Deyou was when he mentioned Gu Deyou's birthday. After Gu Deyou rejected the gift, Qiu Sheng never took the initiative to mention this day again. Even now, Qiu Sheng doesn't feel that birthday is an important thing, but he feels a little indifferent towards Gu Deyou on weekdays, and wants to make up for it a little. Gu Deyou was not satisfied with Qiu Sheng's answer. He said that birthday is an excuse for two people to get together, have fun, and be happy with friends is the real meaning. Qiu Sheng thought, if he wanted to be happy, he had to put the birthday party at the girl's house. During the walk, Gu Deyou talked about the students who stayed in school. There were three students in total, two were working in the factory, and one simply didn't want to go home. In addition, Hao Wumeng also stays in this city. She has relatives here, and now she works part-time in a cram school. Qiu Sheng, who was sweating all over, took a shower first thing when he got home. It's not that he has a cleanliness, but that he still has to go out with girls at midnight. After taking a shower, I went to the store at the door to buy a bottle of Magic Claw to refresh my mind. Qiu Sheng didn't sleep, flipped through the books on the bookshelf, and waited for the girl. At zero o'clock, the girl's footsteps sounded on time. She is wearing short boots today, and every time she goes down a step, the heel will make a heavy sound. Qiu Sheng leaned against the door, listening to the voice coming in a regular slow rhythm. Probably because he didn't sleep well, he closed his eyes and thought of the black and white piano keys, and the girl walked over the keys. The sound of the piano is getting closer and further away. When the girl's footsteps disappeared from the corridor, Qiu Sheng quickly went downstairs and caught up with the girl on the asphalt road. The girl is still dressed in the same way, she is wearing a red raincoat, and a white cane sticks out from under the raincoat, knocking on the ground from time to time, like a character in a fairy tale. The light from the street lamp shone on the girl, casting a long shadow. The shadow became shorter as the girl moved forward, and then slowly lengthened again. The night is relatively thick, and the surrounding residential buildings are hidden in the night, and the lights are reflected in a few windows, like stars in the sky. I don't know which troublemaker broke off a big branch from the tree and threw it on the road. Qiu Sheng stepped forward and moved away the branches with lush leaves. Due to lack of energy, he noticed that the branch was a little late and made a sound one or two meters away from the girl. The girl stopped and listened, probably thinking that the wind was blowing the leaves, so she continued walking. Arriving at the riverside, Qiu Sheng let go of the attention he raised, and rubbed his eyes. The magic claw recommended by Gu Deyou didn't play its due role, and he was very sleepy. With a strong effort, he opened the cat bag and took out the cihuamao. The cihuamao slept during the day and was still active. It stared at the girl, waiting for supper. The girl squatted under the tree, her right hand was put into the big pocket in front of the raincoat, and she didn't make a move for a long time. what happened? Qiu Sheng was puzzled. The girl withdrew her hand, but there was no cat food bag in her hand. Qiu Sheng understood, this careless girl forgot to bring out the cat food. He pinched his hand to cheer himself up, and he wanted to follow the girl back to get the cat food. But to his surprise, the girl had no intention of going back at all, and she didn't even get up. Under Qiu Sheng's gaze, the girl held the blind stick in her left hand and stretched out her right hand. This is her habitual posture to test where the cihuamao is. She didn't plan to go back to get cat food, but made up her mind to touch the bully cat. Qiu Sheng put the raccoon cat down, patted its body, and let it go to the girl. The raccoon cat circled around the girl, its eyes carefully scanned the surrounding grass, it stopped, looked at the girl, and then at Qiu Sheng. "Meow?" When the girl heard the sound, she reached out to touch it, but the raccoon cat avoided her hand and walked towards Qiu Sheng. Qiu Sheng took apart the cat strip and bribed the raccoon cat, and the girl successfully held it in her arms. These two days were sunny and the grass was dry. The girl sat on the grass and petted the cat. Cihuamao was reluctant and wanted to leave twice, but was caught by the girl. It raised its head and barked at the girl, its voice very aggrieved. The girl took off her mask, and lifted the raccoon cat to place it on a cushion. "Fat," she said. It really wasn't my illusion. Qiu Sheng thought. Because the cat didn't cooperate, the girl let go of the cat after touching it for more than ten minutes. The civet cat ran to Qiu Sheng's feet and barked at him, Qiu Sheng hurriedly blocked him with a cat strip.shut its mouth. Put the cat back into the cat bag, and Qiu Sheng escorted the girl back all the way. As the night deepened, Qiu Sheng took a shower again. He was lying on the bed, and the cihuamao was eating supper under the bed. A question appeared in his mind. Is that the so-called bonds and emotions between people and animals that are mentioned in stories and online? he thinks. He analyzed rationally that the relationship between the girl and the cat is the relationship between the feeder and the eater. Today, the girl forgot to bring cat food, and the relationship between her and the cihuamao has been destroyed. Why didn't the girl come back to get the cat food, but squatted there and waited? She thinks that the cihuamao will definitely go, even if there is no relationship between feeder and eater? He looks at the cihuamao, and the cihuamao eats deliciously. Although Lihuamao was a little emotional today, he did not refuse the girl's touch. Does the relationship disappear without any impact? Qiu Sheng thought about his relationship with the girl. A baby's cry came from the opposite building, and the raccoon cat meowed. There is another possibility. Qiu Sheng thought, maybe the girl didn't believe that the raccoon cat would come, but believed that someone would let the raccoon cat come. He turned off the lights and ignored the question. The curtains were not drawn, and outside the window was a foggy night sky. The crying of the baby stopped, and the residential building opposite was pitch black. A black shadow passed by in front of him, and the cihua cat lay down in the cat's litter after eating its supper. After six o'clock, Qiu Sheng was awakened by the morning sun. He closed the curtains, continued to lie down, and refreshed himself while half asleep and half awake. At seven o'clock, the alarm clock rang, but the chatter downstairs never appeared. Qiu Sheng waited until eight o'clock, but still did not hear the sound. The weather was too hot, and the three aunts didn't go out to chat anymore. He washed his face with cold water and let out a long breath. When he reached the sixth floor, he knocked lightly on the door of the girl's house, but there was no response. He went in and saw that the bedroom door was closed. Just as he thought, the girl turned on the air conditioner, closed the door, and could no longer hear the door. He sat in front of the bedroom door, waiting quietly. At 9:13, the bedroom door opened and the girl entered the bathroom. Qiu Sheng took the opportunity to enter the bedroom. When the girl came back, Qiu Sheng had already cooled his parched body. The girl put the instant noodle bowl in her hand on the bay window, and touched the bedside table in front of Qiu Sheng. She touched it over and over again. Qiu Sheng didn't know what the girl was touching, he looked at the bedside table, there were desk calendars and water glasses on it. "Where's the pen?" The girl's voice was very soft, as if she was talking to herself. Qiu Sheng confirmed one thing, the girl has already found him. Text Volume Chapter 42, The Girl's Room The bedside table has two layers, the lower layer is made of wood, which is also the upper partition of the drawer, and the upper layer is made of glass. The pen fell from the glass and got caught between the floor below and the wall. The girl stretched out her hand to touch the lower layer, and her fingers passed over the pen. When she was looking around on the ground, Qiu Sheng took out the pen, and he put the pen in front of the girl's hand. Picking up the pen, the girl pinched both ends of the pen with both hands, and the cap on the right hand side. Turning the pen upside down, the girl uncapped the pen and touched the desk calendar with her left hand. She drew a lot of strokes on the grid of July 3rd. Putting down her pen, she crawled across the bed and went to the bay window to eat instant noodles. The countertop of the bay window is made of slate of unknown material, the girl might feel a little cold, so she finished eating quickly, returned to the bed, and covered herself with a quilt. Her expression was natural, without revealing the slightest abnormality, but her actions had already revealed the truth. Qiu Sheng thought, the girl probably couldn't find the pen before he came, or last night. Otherwise, why did she just touch the bedside table and start talking to herself? She was talking to herself, and she wanted to help herself, so she handed her the pen. She must have touched the surrounding ground a long time ago. A pen suddenly appeared on the ground, but she pretended not to know it. Maybe it's not pretending, but everything is in her expectation, so don't be surprised. Qiu Sheng thought of the girl looking for slippers perfunctorily yesterday morning, it was the same behavior as today. The girl didn't look for it carefully because she knew that the slippers would appear soon. All the previous doubts can be answered today. When did it start? Qiu Sheng sat on the floor and began to think back. He thought of the timing when the girl turned on the air conditioner yesterday, the girl sitting at the door the day before yesterday, and the girl's a little abnormality the day before yesterday. Was it exposed on the 30th? Qiu Sheng took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Being discovered was something he had prepared for a long time, but the girl's lack of reaction was something he hadn't expected. The girl tacitly allowed him to stay here. The abnormality of the day before yesterday is not clear, but what happened the day before yesterday and yesterday was a hint from the girl. The girl is hinting at him, she already knows. The things that had been worrying all along disappeared, Qiu Sheng only felt a touch of peace of mind, and the ecstasy that should have been in the story did not appear. This emotional fluctuation was not even as strong as when he accidentally made a sound. Maybe it was because the girl was too calm, which infected him. He looked at the girl, who put on her earphones. She sat on the head of the bed, her slender legs stretched along the edge of the bed, her right leg folded on top of her left. The back of her head was leaning against the bed board, her face facing forward. In front is the TV wall, and below the TV are family photos. The girl couldn't see the scenery in front of her, her gaze fell on an unknown place through the TV wall, through what Qiu Sheng could see. Qiu Sheng suddenly felt a sense of melancholy. At first he thought it was a feeling of boredom, but then he found that it was different. It was a feeling that was powerless and unnerving. It was sadness. Sadness came from the girl. Qiu Sheng realized that the girl was actually the same person as him. A normal person would never do nothing after discovering an intruder. The air conditioner made a low hum, and Qiu Sheng touched his exposed arm, feeling a little cold. The girl opened the two layers of curtains, the sunlight illuminated the bay window, and he and the girl sat outside the bay window. Neither of them had any intention of talking. Qiu Sheng thought of the seesaw he played with when he was a child. Occasionally, the two sides would form a balance, and the seesaw would hang quietly in the air, shaking slightly, but not falling to the ground. Isn't the hanging seesaw the relationship between him and the girl now? As long as either side makes an overreaching move, the balance will be disrupted, and one side of the seesaw will fall to the ground. The girl took off the earphones, and the sound of music came from the phone. It was a crisp, music box sound. Qiu Sheng leaned against the wall, listening to the music with the girl. At noon, the girl turned off the music, and she was going to prepare lunch. When her feet were hanging to the edge of the bed, Qiu Sheng put the slippers under her feet. This is his response to the girl's hint. The girl's body stopped, she put on her shoes, opened the door and went out. She didn't close the door, Qiu Sheng followed behind her and closed the door. Qiu Sheng originally thought that he knew the girl well enough, but now he realizes that what he understands is only superficial. After understanding each other and forming a tacit understanding, the girl seems to be close, but also seems to be far away. In the evening, Qiu Sheng returned home.   Fragments of the mug were scattered on the ground, and Lihuamao smashed his water glass. He cleaned up the debris, and the raccoon cat jumped on his lap. Touching the cat, Qiu Sheng thought, as long as this is the case. He didn't understand the girl, and the girl didn't understand him either. They just happened to meet each other at the playground, sitting on the seesaw, obsessed with the feeling of being suspended in the air. He wondered what would happen if one end of the seesaw fell. It was getting dark. The girl walked downstairs and looked back. Qiu Sheng shook the cat bag, and the cihuamao let out a soft cry to indicate his presence. The girl continued to move forward. When she reached the riverside, she didn't go under the tree, but sat on the stone bench directly. Qiu Sheng lured the raccoon cat to her feet, she picked up the cat, put it on her lap, and took out the cat food from the raincoat pocket. The cihuamao lowered its head and ate in her hand. The girl sat on the right edge of the stone bench, Qiu Sheng approached slowly and sat on the left edge of the stone bench. There is only the moon in the sky, and the river is pitch black, only the sound of the wind and the sound of the raccoon cat eating. At one o'clock, Qiu Sheng put away the cat, and the two walked back. Everything remains the same as before. The next morning, when Qiu Sheng came in, the girl was sitting at the door. She was wearing earphones, the scene was exactly the same as a few days ago, the difference was that this time Qiu Sheng was sure that there was no music in the girl's earphones. The girl waited for two minutes before entering the bedroom. She opened the drawer under the bedside table and groped inside. Qiu Sheng thought that the girl wanted him to help find something, but the girl touched all the drawers in the room without saying the name of the object she was looking for. She rummaged through the drawers in the living room again, and Qiu Sheng followed behind her. The girl who finished looking for the two drawers stopped for a while, and walked to the door of the second bedroom opposite the door of the master bedroom. The door of the second bedroom was always closed, and Qiu Sheng had never seen what it looked like inside. The girl put her hand on the doorknob, barked, and the door opened. Qiu Sheng entered behind the girl. The second bedroom is a circle smaller than the master bedroom, and the walls are painted with blue paint. A white bed is placed in the middle, and a light blue desk and cabinet are placed inside. The bed is covered with a blue quilt, and there are two big dolls on each side of the pillow, one in the shape of a princess and the other in the shape of a common bear. There is a computer on the desk and a mirror on the wall. This is the girl's room Text Volume Chapter 43: In the Arms of the Transparent Man The girl first opened the drawer of the bedside table. There were two mobile phones in the drawer, which were old-fashioned mobile phones with a row of buttons underneath. One was an iPhone and the other was a Huawei. The screen of the iPhone was broken. The girl's hand touched the phone, and she paused, as if trying to tell if this was what she was looking for. She touched the corner of the phone and closed the drawer. It seemed that she didn't want a phone. Although the temperature today is a little lower, it is still in the high temperature zone. The girl's skin is covered with sweat, and her hair is scattered on both sides of her neck, revealing her fair nape. She stood up and put her hands on the bed. This bed was higher. The girl miscalculated the distance, and her right leg hit the corner of the bed, but Qiu Sheng didn't come to stop her. A red mark suddenly appeared on the white calf, the girl ignored the mark, she crawled to the other side of the bed and stood in front of the desk as if nothing had happened. She put one hand under the desk, supported the edge of the desk with the other, and walked to the side. She touched the cabinet, and there were three drawers next to the cabinet, and she opened them one by one. One drawer contains stationery, one drawer contains pendants and other small toys, and the last drawer contains sundries, such as balls of yarn, gloves, and unused mice. The girl took out these things one by one and put them back again. She opened the last cabinet. Qiu Sheng looked inside, the cabinet was empty, except for a roll of skipping rope, the rope was translucent and the handle was blue. She took out the skipping rope, touched it in her hand, put it back again, and closed the cabinet. Qiu Sheng thought, does this skipping rope have any special significance if it is left alone? The girl touched the bookshelf above the cabinet. On the top of the bookshelf was a roll of rice paper and a bottle of ink. Holding the ink, the girl walked out of the second bedroom and closed the door. Qiu Sheng thought, what is the girl looking for ink for? Ink was something he had never seen before. Even if the girl named it, he couldn't find it directly, so the girl didn't ask him to help. The girl put the ink on the coffee table and didn't touch it. She turned on the TV, and the wind from the electric fan shook her hair. The voices of aunts chatting came from outside the window, mixed with the chirping of cicadas. Qiu Sheng thought, although he was discovered, everything was no different from before. In the early morning of the fifth. Qiu Sheng first sent a message to Gu Deyou to congratulate him on his birthday, then turned his phone to silent and went downstairs. Qiu Sheng's familiar figure stood in front of the corridor. She didn't wear a raincoat, nor did she wear sunglasses or a mask. When Qiu Sheng came downstairs, she walked towards the river. Qiu Sheng was taken aback for a moment, then followed her. The girl's previous attire was to protect herself, Qiu Sheng thought, the girl thought she no longer needed those. She held the blind stick and the plastic bag of cat food in her hands, and walked faster than ordinary people. Qiu Sheng thought about the fact that he had misjudged the girl's speed two nights ago, and now it seems that it was also a hint from the girl. In the night, the girl is wearing a white dress. She puts her hands behind her back. The blind stick is like a seesaw, with the hand she is holding as the midpoint, swinging from side to side. Qiu Sheng walked one step behind the girl, he looked at her worriedly, it was too unsafe to walk in such a reckless posture. His worries were quickly realized. On the way back, he went out from the cobblestone road. When going downhill, the girl's feet slipped and she fell backwards. Qiu Sheng hurriedly took a step and supported the girl's shoulder. The girl's back hit Qiu Sheng's chest, the impact was weak, her hair brushed across Qiu Sheng's face, and Qiu Sheng smelled the fragrance of shampoo. The touch in her arms was soft, and Qiu Sheng felt that the girl's body was even smaller than what he had seen. The girl didn't seem to have reacted yet, and she reached out to grab Qiu Sheng after Qiu Sheng helped her stabilize. This is the general reaction of a person to fall, to grab something that can stabilize the body. In the end her hand didn't land on Qiu Sheng's body, she held back the reaction. With Qiu Sheng's help, she regained her footing. Qiu Sheng picked up the blind stick from the bottom of the slope and put it behind the girl's feet. The girl picked up her blind cane, and her steps became cautious, but when she reached the flat ground, she put her hands behind her back and quickened her steps. Qiu Sheng lamented that girls don't have long memories. The street lights on this road are not very bright, and the intervals are a bit long, so Qiu Sheng turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone. The light shone on the girl's back, casting a shadow in front of her. Every time the girl took a step, it was as if she was stepping on her own shadow. Keep sending the girl upstairs, watch her go in, Qiu?Go back to the room. When taking a shower, he recalled the feeling of hugging a girl, he picked up the shampoo and smelled it, it didn't smell like a girl. Gu Deyou's birthday party was held in the evening. When Qiu Sheng arrived, there were already five people in the private room of the hotel. Except for Gu Deyou, three were classmates who lived in the school, and one was a classmate from another class. "Sorry for being late." Qiu Sheng said in an ordinary manner. The appointment time was seven o'clock, and now it is six fifty. "It's okay, there's only one person left!" Gu Deyou threw out a 2, and they were playing poker. "You came just in time, we will dismantle the two teams of Doudizhu." A classmate said. "Hao Wumeng is coming soon, let's play after eating." Gu Deyou played the last pair and stood up. "You bastard, you won't come if you win!" The classmate on the left scolded with a smile. Gu Deyou smiled brightly, it seems that he has won many times. "Playing poker is boring. If you had told me earlier, I would have brought my board game." Said the classmate who had lost miserably. "I'll go and let the dishes begin." Gu Deyou walked out the door. Hao Wumeng came back with Gu Deyou, and she greeted her classmates except Qiu Sheng. The six sat down at the table. Qiu Sheng originally wanted to sit next to Gu Deyou, but Gu Deyou pushed him away, pulled a classmate, and said that he wanted to collect materials from his classmates to complete his work. Qiu Sheng could only sit next to Hao Wumeng. Hao Wumeng didn't look his way, with a sullen face. The embarrassment between them spread in the room, and for a while, everyone fell silent. Gu Deyou broke the silence: "Gifts, presents, bring them all! If you don't bring them, automatically fold them up and make a meal!" Everyone prepared gifts, and Gu Deyou accepted them one by one. When he received Qiu Sheng's gift, he pinched the packaging bag and turned pale with shock: "It can't be pornography, right?" "If you want, I can supply it to you." Qiu Sheng stretched out his hand, as if to take back the gift. Gu Deyou moved away, and patted his chest pompously: "It's fine if it's not pornography, I don't need to die a second time." He said this on purpose, and the students became curious, and they asked, "What's going on?" "On my 14th birthday, Qiu Sheng gave me a really big photobook." Gu Deyou put on a wry smile, "I thought it was an ordinary gift, but I tore it apart in front of my parents when I got home, and was My mother has been training for a long time." The students burst into laughter and kept teasing Qiu Sheng. Hao Wumeng took a sip from the water glass, stared at Gu Deyou and said, "That must be because you like this kind of photo album." The students thought that Hao Wumeng was also teasing, and turned the point of ridicule on Gu Deyou. When this topic was over, Gu Deyou said to Hao Wumeng: "You really know Qiu Sheng well." Hao Wumeng was telling the truth. As for the current Qiu Sheng, he must know that even if a friend likes restricted-grade things, he can¡¯t give that kind of thing as a gift, but Qiu Sheng didn¡¯t know this back then, he chose Gu Deyou¡¯s favorite star.