¡¶coldest love¡· Girl group announced You can search "Coldest Love" in Baidu to find the latest chapter! Girls are open to the public: Love Rain Screen Group Number: 260160389 More than a hundred girls are waiting for you to hook up, don't advertise to believe it! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 1 Far from Home ? On the 16th day of the first lunar month in 2010, I boarded the train to Wenzhou at Yongping Station in Jiangxi Province. Along with me are my good brothers Lu Feng and An Zexi. We are fellow villagers and classmates, from elementary school to university, we are all classmates. An Jersey is better than us, and he can go wherever he wants, but he decided to go to Hangzhou without hesitation and join his girlfriend in Hangzhou half a year earlier. He said in a very firm tone: "If you can't be with her, you are gone to heaven (remember this website website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 3 The coldest thing is not winter but summer in Yandang Mountain He failed the men's team's second football training. The reason is strange: he was hit by a football and was sent to the school hospital. When I rushed to the hospital, I saw Li Suqiu sitting next to An Jersey, holding his right arm wrapped in thick white gauze, and blowing it like a hot potato (remember this website: www.hlnovel .com Chapter 4 New Year's Gift ? The car was driven away after passing through the apartment gate and up the stairs. "yes." "Okay, so¡ªI prefer suits." "You mean the suit?" "That's right, now, it's a suit. How about it? Do you have the ability to get it?" "This" She looked embarrassed, "The difficulty seems a little too high." I laughed, "You can call me whatever you want." "Yeah?" He chuckled, "But it doesn't matter, last night I already figured out a way to give you a star I folded myself as a New Year's gift." "oh?" "Just wait." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 5 Saying Goodbye to the Virgin Era ? How will she send me stars? I'm looking forward to it. Time passed quickly, I just got home from get off work, and Lu Feng was answering the phone. As soon as he saw me, he immediately said: "Um, wait, he's back," smiling and handing the receiver to me. It's He Haiyan, she really wants to visit me this Thanksgiving, and she won't leave once she comes - she has already prepared everything, and she will come to us in a while. She asked us to help find a house. She was full of energy, "I am not only changing places this time, but also changing careers, learning leather shoe design. In the future, I will devote myself to the shoe industry." It turned out that He Haiyan had this plan long ago. If she wanted to find a good job, she had to study. Zhou Wen, I think you should also quickly consider changing direction. " "Me? I only know a little about leather shoes. I learned it at my mother's work place several years ago, and now I have forgotten it all." "With me," I could almost hear her slapping her chest on the other end of the phone, "You start with the basic courses first, I can't guarantee how high a level you can reach, it's okay to learn one or two." I quickly helped He Haiyan find a house. One of the two girls downstairs was about to get married and move out, so a room happened to be vacant. Lu Feng said, "This move is powerful, He Haiyan's love is like a tide, and it has already flooded over!" He fell down on the sofa, clutching his stomach and laughing. His schadenfreude annoys me. I quickly pulled out a kitchen knife from the kitchen and waved it in front of him. Lu Feng stretched out his hand to snatch it, "Put it down!" I dodged and dodged, "Hurry up! I've been waiting." "You know all about it, what's the best way to do it?" "So it's true? So fast?" Lu Feng smiled badly, "I was born and raised in Wenzhou." It sounds like people born and raised in Wenzhou are more open-minded. "Hey, did she jump up in fright when she found out that you are still a virgin?" My impression of modern Wenzhou people is that virgins over the age of twenty are regarded as monsters. "Of course not, she was very touched. Don't forget, she is still a man." Lu Feng showed a proud expression, "What I like most about Ouyang Lu is his character." This weekend, we went to the bar to celebrate Lu Feng saying goodbye to his virginity. "Are you happy?" I was curious. "It's more exciting than I imagined, the second time is not as good as the first time." "By the way, you should put that thing away in the future, in case someone else comes to see it, it would be bad." "That's right, if He Haiyan accidentally sees it and misunderstands that these are all yours, I will definitely feel a 'thump' in my heart, and I won't be able to sleep at night." I gave him a white look, "It's none of my business to tell her to 'click'." Two days before Thanksgiving, I received a small paper box from Yandang Mountain. Inside was a delicate glass bottle filled with little stars. The amazing thing is that they are colorful, from top to bottom , red, orange, yellow, green, blue, add up to several kinds, very beautiful. Open it, there is a faint fragrance. There is a small note in the box, "I folded this one by one by myself. I hope you like it. Wu Li." I laughed, and she really gave me a bottle of Stars. Stars symbolize longing, but also symbolize gathering. She gave me a bottle of stars, which also gave me infinite hope. I like. The next evening, He Haiyan came. She drove the car for a day, but she was still in high spirits, and insisted on taking us for a "ride" in that black QQ, chattering along the way, how good the car was, and how cost-effective it was to buy. "By the way, Zhou Wen, when I bought a car, I had two choices. One was this car, and the other was a red qq. The performance and price ratio were similar. Later, you told me that black was better, so I bought this one. Only now I found that black is indeed more resistant to dirt than red, and there are so many things on the roof that I can't see it from a distance. If it is red, it will be too obvious" My "good-looking" ran to her and became "dirty-resistant". In 2010, I celebrated the New Year in Wenzhou for the first time. Of course Lu Feng and Ouyang Lu acted alone, and I took He Haiyan to a friend's party so that she could get to know more people. When I got home, it was almost two o'clock, and the information light on my phone was flashing. One, two, three, three, four, five. My heart was suddenly touched, and I immediately turned on the playback. The first few were all empty, and the last one belonged to Wu Li, "Zhou Wen, I have nothing to do, I just want I just want to wish you a happy new year." Then he just laughed and disappeared. I called right away, but no one answered her phone. I put??Put the phone next to the pillow and make a call every few minutes. At three o'clock, she was still not there. The phone next to the pillow looked at me sadly. I regret it very much, why didn't I think of it earlier? If I had known, I would not have gone to that party. So late, where did she go? After three o'clock, I fell asleep drowsily, woke up in the morning, called Wu Li again, and answered this time. I said, "Thanks for the message. I got back late yesterday." She smiled and asked, "Did you have a good time?" "Fortunately," I paused, and then said, "I went with He Haiyan." "He Haiyan?" "Well, she's here." At this moment, a thought flashed through my mind like Halley's Comet: He Haiyan knew that I went out with He Haiyan last night, would she be jealous? This thought excited me, so I began to tell her about He Haiyan. Wu Li listened quietly without saying anything. I waited until I finished telling the news about He Haiyan before I said, "This is very good." Only then did I remember that I called to wish her a Happy New Year, so I said, "By the way, I wish you a Happy New Year." "Thank you, and happy new year to you too." Her voice came from the phone very gently. "By the way, I called you after I came back yesterday. Where have you been?" "I went out." There was a little hesitation in her voice. We were silent for a while. I wanted to ask her where she went, but I was too embarrassed to ask. When I hung up the phone, I was a little disappointed: I said so much, but she didn't seem to respond, she didn't even ask a question, and she didn't tell me where she went last night. Maybe I shouldn't say so much. I started to regret a little, and sat on the bed blankly, regretting more and more. Am I really in love with her? At the beginning of 2011, we all started busy with our own affairs. When we first set foot on this place, everyone¡¯s hearts were filled with the excitement of ¡°riding the wind and waves, and sailing straight to the sea¡±. Only now do we gradually understand that it is just a warm-up exercise for the ¡°first step of the long march¡±. On weekends, I took He Haiyan's car to go grocery shopping. Walking past the toy department, I accidentally saw a puppy with white fluff, a red ribbon around its neck, and a very cute nose. I watched for a while, and suddenly found that the puppy looked a bit like Wu Li. Look at the price, it's only nineteen nine yuan. I put the puppy in the shopping cart and turned around, but I still couldn't make up my mind to buy it. When paying, He Haiyan asked me why I put it back again, and I said, "It's too expensive." Walking to the parking lot, she said, "Wait for me a moment", and then ran back "thump-thump-thump". When she came back, she held the dog in her arms. "What are you doing?" She handed the puppy to me, "For you." Making you happy is what I want most. "She smiled brightly. I suddenly became angry for no reason, and pushed the puppy back to her, "You keep it, I don't want it." Then I walked forward on my own. On the way home, neither of us spoke. He Haiyan's car does not make any noise, but at this time, I would rather it be a tractor. He Haiyan probably also felt embarrassed. I turned my head and looked out the car window, feeling very depressed. Actually, I don't want to lose my temper with her. When we got downstairs to the apartment, we parted wordlessly, and when we went up the stairs, I knew she was looking at me. Because, someone staring at me from behind, my back will heat up. But I didn't look back. That night, I found out with a bit of sadness that I really fell in love with Wu Li. Because he loves her, he subconsciously scares He Haiyan away. When a man falls in love with a woman, he will voluntarily help him get rid of his rival, whether the woman knows it or not. I couldn't help calling Wu Li again, but she wasn't there. I'm a little sad: I just drove away your love rival for you, but where did you go? Lu Feng is also very unsatisfactory recently, there has been a lot of fighting between him and Ouyang Lu, and now such a thing has come out, it is like making things worse. When I first started with Ouyang Lu, he once said that he admired his strengths the most. But he forgot that since a person can have so many advantages, he can also accumulate defects. It is a human fault to report first. Last Christmas, they planned to buy a bottle of sdo for Ouyang Lu, and Lu Feng accidentally touched her digital camera, which she regarded as a treasure, and she was furious. Then came the woman's "Only the state officials are allowed to set fire, and the common people are not allowed to light the lamps". When I saw Lu Feng talking or walking with a woman on the road, I must "care" about it, but she herself was laughing and laughing with other men at the Christmas ball. After the kiss, she told Lu Feng that it was out of friendship. Several weeks later, Lu Feng came back very late. He climbed onto my bed, he whispered in my ear, "I broke up with her." "Why?" "I told her that I wanted to work in another place, but she immediately objected, saying that we were separated in two places, what kind of relationship was there, and I wondered if I had another girlfriend. It's so funny, I can't stay here any longer. He still thinks so." He smiled, "When we broke up just now, she still said she loved me. In fact, I can tolerate a woman not loving me, but I can't tolerate her loving me and making me feel wronged." (Remember this site website: www.hlnovel.com com)??, but she herself was jokingly making out with other men at the Christmas ball, and after the kiss was over, she told Lu Feng that it was out of friendship. Several weeks later, Lu Feng came back very late. He climbed onto my bed, he whispered in my ear, "I broke up with her." "Why?" "I told her that I wanted to work in another place, but she immediately objected, saying that we were separated in two places, what kind of relationship was there, and I wondered if I had another girlfriend. It's so funny, I can't stay here any longer. He still thinks so." He smiled, "When we broke up just now, she still said she loved me. In fact, I can tolerate a woman not loving me, but I can't tolerate her loving me and making me feel wronged." (Remember this site website: www.hlnovel.com com Chapter 6: A carefully wrapped gift ? After a while, he asked again: "I am no longer a virgin. Zhou Wen, do you think I did something wrong?" I patted him on the shoulder, "What has happened must be right." He smiled, "Hi, brother." After breaking up with Ouyang Lu, Lu Feng learned a lesson, and now he has adjusted his criteria for finding a woman, and decided to take it easy, find a woman who is 100% pure and pure, and have a certain financial background. , we inspected the map of Wenzhou, and invariably fixed our eyes on the urban area. The elites of the high-tech industry gathered there, and women with excellent conditions were everywhere. An Zexi called and he had already arrived at Yandang Mountain. "Wu Li went to pick you up, right?" I asked knowingly. "yes." Lu Feng got excited, "How is Wu Li now?" "Wu Liren is pretty nice. What's the matter?" Lu Feng was a little impatient, "Tell me more details, whether you are fat or thin, black or white, what clothes you are wearing, and whether you look better. Zhou Wen is very concerned." "Zhou Wen is very concerned? " "Of course, and it's not a little bit of concern." Lu Feng looked at me and laughed. I snatched the phone, "Don't listen to his nonsense!" I turned around and shook my fist at Lu Feng, "If you keep talking, I'll fuck you!" Lu Feng was admitted as a designer by a real estate factory company in the urban area, and he didn't have much money when he first entered. He added up all his money, which was just enough for half a month's living expenses. He smiled wryly and said, "Zhou Wen, I've decided to fight with my back." "I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me, maybe you wouldn't" I always feel that I have involved him in this matter. "It's none of your business. The company doesn't think I'm very pleasing to the eye." His tone became cheerful again. "Besides, it's a blessing in disguise. Maybe it's my luck. I found a good woman, in that case, I have to thank her." He is really an optimistic person by nature. Later time flies by likewise. Ever since the toy dog ??incident, we have pretended it never happened. But I knew in my heart that she must still like me, otherwise she wouldn't treat me so well. He Haiyan was very proud, "How is it? Am I right? With me here, I will definitely help you." Jersey called a few times to talk about his life in Yandang Mountain, where he seemed to be adjusting well, and I secretly expected him to mention Wu Li, but he never did. Once, he asked me, "Do you have a girlfriend?" I said: "No." He paused and said, "If you have the right person around you, don't let go of the opportunity." I haven't contacted Wu Li for a long time. Today she emailed some photos of Yandang Mountain. I emailed him back and asked, "Your place is so beautiful". The next day, she wrote back and said, "Whenever I have the opportunity to come to Yandang Mountain, I will take you there." I like this answer. I'm not a greedy person, but I like everything that includes the promise of indulgence. The opportunity came. My heart was suddenly filled with joy. One year, more than three hundred days have passed, Wu Li, how are you? I was finally able to go to her place today, and I got out of the car a few hours later, but I didn't call Wu Li first because I wanted to surprise her. Looking at the address, I found Wu Li's company, and found her office according to her office number. Wu Li is not in the office. Another co-worker there said she had a holiday in the afternoon and had gone home. I gave her a call there. Wu Li was surprised, "Why didn't you say hello in advance?" Her voice was a little hoarse. I said: "I also thought of it temporarily, so I came to see you. What's wrong with you?" "I have a cold. Don't move there, I'll be right there." She said bluntly. I was amused by his phrase "you don't move there", "Okay, I won't move." I walked to Wu Li's desk, and suddenly, my eyes were caught by a thin scarf on the back of the chair, which was woven with ingot needles, and the handwork was very delicate. I have seen this scarf. Before coming to Zhejiang last year, he was planning to give it to Li Suqiu in the box in Jersey. This scarf was bought in An Jersey, I am sure because I have looked carefully. But how did it appear here? My heart was tightened by this question mark, and the portrait was glued to the side of the chair, unable to move a single step. After a while, I asked the other party in a calmer tone.?A few packages fell out, and upon closer inspection, they were all food. "Try it, it's delicious." "An Jersey likes to eat, right?" She nodded. I shook my head - she has already robbed the woman I like, so what's the point of me going to grab her favorite snacks? Over the past year, I have wondered many times what kind of person Wu Li is, and all my questions have been answered in just a few minutes. She is just an ordinary woman. It is very simple for an ordinary woman to fall in love with a man, and then buy her favorite snacks. ? All the expectations and speculations in the past year were all self-indulgent. What a frustrating conclusion. I thought she was giving me a bottle of stars, but to her it was just a bottle of beautiful stars. She didn't do anything wrong, if she was wrong, her only fault was that she didn't love me. However, when it comes to the track of love, what is right or wrong? Wu Li took me to see Yandang Mountain. Before getting out of the car, she took out a very thin dress for me, "I found this dress in the office, put it on, it's very windy here." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Seven ? Wu Li pointed out to me the majestic landscape of Yandang Mountain. I was not interested. At this time, any miracle is meaningless. I know where she's taking me, but I don't care anymore. After dozens of minutes, we stood without the sun, "I said that if you come to Yandang Mountain, you can ask for as much as you want. Have you forgotten?" She suddenly looked at me so sincerely and softly. I nodded silently, feeling sad for a while: No matter what she does for me now, or how thoughtful she is to me, she does not belong to me. I just borrowed someone else's girlfriend to come and dream. Who doesn't care that the person he loves has someone else in his heart? Really love, who can not care whether the ending is happy or sad? The car was driving forward, Wu Li suddenly asked: "How is He Haiyan?" "She - very good." I don't really want to mention He Haiyan. However, Wu Li seems to have a good relationship with her, "She was the most popular when we were in college" I was distracted from this sentence, anyway, she listed many benefits of He Haiyan, and finally turned her head and said softly : "People like Haiyan are not easy to find." I felt angry and sad: No matter how hard it is to find someone like He Haiyan, what does it matter to me? Why does everyone think she is good, even Wu Li thinks she is good? I shut my mouth and stopped talking. When I got off the car, I suddenly remembered the gift in the bag, took it out and handed it to Wu Li. "I gave it to you." "Give it to me?" "Yes, it's for you. It's just that I came in a hurry, so I bought it casually." I hurriedly said goodbye to her, then turned and left. My back felt a little hot, and I knew it was from her gaze. But I didn't look back, not because I didn't want to, but because I didn't dare. On the way back to the car, I concentrated on studying my face. I can be sure that these pimples developed in Yandang Mountain these days. Perhaps, the feelings for Wu Li are just like pimples, which will disappear without a trace one day. He Haiyan picked me up at the station to go home. She just went to buy groceries and asked me to sit down for a while while she went to cook. I stayed for a while and took a few newspapers to pass the time. We had dinner together, and He Haiyan kept staring at me. I tried my best to avoid her eyes, and became more and more upset. After eating and watching several TV episodes, He Haiyan still lingered. I finally couldn't help it, and drove her away with a sullen face. She went downstairs a little discouraged. After a while, a call came, "Are you okay?" "It doesn't matter to me." I was silent for a while and said, "I'm sorry, I treated you badly just now." "It's okay." She seemed to have something to say, but she didn't say it, she just said "good night". That night, I scrambled to Lu Feng's bed. He turned his head and said lazily, "Stay away from me, I'm dying of heat." "Damn, you think I'm hot?" "It's not that I think you're hot, it's that I'm afraid that you're hot, big brother. I just worked as a light bulb all night and it hasn't cooled down yet." "Bastard." I pushed him. Neither of us spoke. Finally I asked her: "Do you think I'm weird today?" "Yes, I am also waiting for you to tell me. Tell me, what did Wu Li do to you?" I was silent for a while, and finally said: "She already has a boyfriend, An Jersey, that is to say, she is in love with Jersey." Lu Feng didn't speak for a long time, and finally couldn't help laughing, "Why do you and Jersey take junk as treasure?" "She's not a rag." "Anyway, since it's already like this, forget it, let him go." "It's not a thing, it's not allowed." I was very unhappy when I heard this, "I don't understand, she Why do you like Jersey. "Having known each other for so long, the only advantage of Jersey that has convinced me is that he is a little taller. However, based on the current standard height of 1.75 meters, we are all unqualified. What's so surprising? Lu Feng turned over and said, "Jersey is more sincere than you. This is very important for women." "You say I'm insincere? Where am I insincere?" I shook him unconvinced. "Let go," he turned back, "are you sincere, so sincere that you put on such a face for He Haiyan to see?" "She helped you so much?" I know that He Haiyan has always flattered Lu Feng very well. "No matter how many He Haiyan gangs are, they can't compare to helping you personally. He is 'Sima Zhao's heart, everyone knows', it's a pityYes, it's not nice to meet people! "Lu Feng seemed to feel that it was not strong enough to combine these two idioms that were completely different from each other, so he added, "You heartless person. " I got angry and turned around. After a while, he pushed me, "Actually, He Haiyan is really pretty good." I ignore her. She was a little angry, "Then tell me, what are you doing on her this afternoon? You start messing around and end up giving up." Damn, I couldn't believe those four words came out of Lu Feng's mouth. I laughed so hard, "I didn't rush, she came to hug me first" "Anyway, the result is the same. Then let me ask you, did you have any special feeling in your heart when she came to hug you?" I can't answer. At that moment, I understood that the hug in the afternoon was not out of love, so I regretted it and got angry with He Haiyan. I know she is kind to me, but I have no way to repay her, so I can only drive her away. I fell silent. Lu Feng is indeed right, I am a heartless person. I can only blame He Haiyan for being unlucky. "I want to make it clear to her that it is impossible for me and her." I made up my mind. "Huh, it's beautiful to think about it. There are some things between men and women, once they start, they can't be reversed." Lu Feng opened his crow's mouth without losing the opportunity. No matter what, I must bring this matter back, otherwise, how will I face her in the future? The next day, when I met He Haiyan at the door, she hesitated and wanted to come and pull me. I step aside and put both hands firmly in my trouser pockets. We went back together speechlessly. I took a few steps ahead, then turned sharply so that I could look down at her. At this time, on the steps two steps above him, I said: "I have something to tell you." I finished what I had thought in advance in one breath. It was basically nothing more than a misunderstanding that happened yesterday, and I hope she doesn't take it to heart. However, in the middle of speaking, for some reason, I stuttered a little, and I completely forgot the lines I originally designed, and started to speak in a mess. He Haiyan's face became serious, she stared at me intently for a while, then pursed her lips, looked at me, put her bag on her shoulder, turned and left. I'm in a hurry - I've talked so much, but she didn't say a word, what kind of attitude is this? Later, when He Haiyan and I met, we ignored each other. It was okay for the first few days, but then I felt an indescribable awkwardness. Until one day, I just came back from get off work. He Haiyan would "coincidentally" meet me and go home together. After we had a falling out, she never "dropped in" again. However, I really miss those "coincidences" tonight, because it has been raining since April, and it hasn't decreased at all until I get off work. I sat in front of the office and looked outside from time to time, thinking about how much I would get drenched if I ran back like this. Suddenly, I found someone standing behind me, and when I looked back, it was He Haiyan. She put her hands behind her back and clenched her hands into fists, grinning at me, but her eyes were fixed on the fluorescent light, "I happened to pass by, and by the way, I would like to ask if you want a ride." She immediately added a statement, "Forget it, anyway, I It's on the way." In retrospect, I should have liked He Haiyan a little bit from that moment on? Because, at that time, she was really cute. When I took her car home that day, she asked me: "Do you really only think of me as an ordinary friend?" I said: "Yeah." She nodded, "Understood." After a while, she suddenly said, "I'll wait for you." "Don't wait." "Whether you want it or not is your business, and whether I wait or not is my business." I turned to look at her and she was looking at me too. She is waiting for me; me, what am I waiting for? In September, I received a message from Jersey. It talks about some experiences of going home, and the last line is: "Also, I have always wanted to tell you that Wu Li and I are in love." Day, how unreasonable! I can guarantee that he knew from Wu Li that I had been to Yandang Mountain, so he insisted on telling me. He even used "I've always wanted to tell you" with me! Without even thinking about it, I immediately called him, "Are you finally willing to tell me?" He was silent for a while, and said, "I wanted to tell you earlier." "Then why didn't you tell me earlier?" After another half-day of silence, he finally said, "I'm sorry." The phrase "sorry" drove me into a hurry. At that moment, there was only one question left in my mind: Jersey did not shy away from "taking people's love", but did he "love" or not? "Tell me, why did you give Wu Li the scarf you gave to Li Suqiu before?" He didn't answer. I asked again. Still no answer from Jersey, he hung up. However, half a minute later, he called again and only said one sentence: "Zhou Wen, I'm sorry." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)Avoiding himself from "taking people's love", but, does he "love" or not? "Tell me, why did you give Wu Li the scarf you gave to Li Suqiu before?" He didn't answer. I asked again. Still no answer from Jersey, he hung up. However, half a minute later, he called again and said only one sentence: "Zhou Wen, I'm sorry." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 8 The Mood Ring ? I hugged the microphone sadly, feeling indescribably tired. Why should I not give up on the facts that have already been formed? Still want to make fun of yourself? I tried to hurt Jersey, only to hurt myself more; he had Wu officials to treat him well, and I had nothing. Should let go. Tonight, He Haiyan and I came back from a friend's party and sat on the roof to watch the stars. The colored lights of the street lamps in the distance are brilliant and dazzling in the cold night. At that time, Lu Feng was already working elsewhere, and He Haiyan became my closest person here. "The stars here are very bright." I said. "Probably because of the high terrain and less air pollution." "They look so close, but they are actually terribly far away," I was a little sentimental, "Let's sing." I made a head start, and we sang "One Person's Loneliness, Two People's Fault" together: ? Let's go together ? The wind and rain will never turn back I love you and I am willing to wait Even in a few years Struggling for love,,,,,,. After a song was sung, she put her hand on mine, and I wanted to take it out, but she pressed it tightly. "Zhou Wen, I really like you," she stared at me solemnly, "What should I do?" At that moment, I was moved by her. She leaned her head gently on my shoulder: I don't seem to have any reason not to like her. She turned to kiss me. One night in 2010, He Haiyan and I started dating. I think, she is a good person, I have to work hard to love her. Later, I realized that to truly love someone does not require "effort". At the moment of giving love, it is already "overwhelming." The first day of 2011 started quite happily. The gift Lu Feng sent from Qingtian¡ªa long time ago, I told him that I would buy a bos purse if I had money, but I didn¡¯t expect him to remember it all the time. I immediately called to ask him if he picked up the wallet or the rich woman. He laughed and told me that he contacted an advertising company to do advertising design, and he could earn nearly 1,800 yuan a month. "I think I'm so rich," Lu Feng would spend the money he hadn't earned boldly, "By the way, our company has a lot of business this year and needs a lot of people. When I went to report yesterday, they asked me if I had any colleagues to recommend , just do it for a month. Do you want to recommend it for you?" "The opportunity is very good." He strongly suggested. I hesitated and said, "I don't want to go to Wenzhou." "Wow, you are promising," Zheng Ying exclaimed, "You are thorough enough." "I just don't like that place." "Whatever you want, whatever you want." Zhou Wen was helpless. For He Haiyan's birthday, I gave her a wine red bag with dark lines. That's what I saw in the window of a luxury store, and the model was wearing a bag, it was impeccable. She was as happy as a child. During the holiday, we went to Jiangxin Island to play. In one store I bought her a "mood ring". That afternoon, we went to the tallest building in Wenzhou. "The building is not considered the tallest building now." He was a little disapproving. "The top of the building is known as the 'place closest to heaven'." I took her to go. We took the elevator to the top of the building. The scenery was beautiful and the wind was very strong. We took some photos and just flowed down with the crowd. I was dragged by He Haiyan to take a picture without any preparation, and felt dissatisfied. When I went downstairs, I found that my hair was messed up by the wind, and my expression was unnatural. I said: "It's so ugly." "I think it's good." He Haiyan felt good, "Hey, let's take this photo back?" "What? It costs 20 yuan for such a crappy shoot, don't want it!" I firmly denied it. Just then, through the noisy crowd, I saw a pair of eyes. Those eyes belonged to someone I knew. I thought I had forgotten her, but in fact, I didn't. In this strange city, we met again in this way. I kept looking at Wu Li, and there was something flickering in her eyes. At first, I couldn't tell what it was, but it stung my eyes like lightning, and it hurt unambiguously. my heart. Suddenly, I woke up, and there was a kind of sadness in her eyes. In the blink of an eye, my brain seemed to be hit hard by someone, leaving a clear imprint: I don't knowI don't know where the sadness in her eyes comes from, but somehow feel that it seems to be related to me. How could it be related to me? I finally came back to my senses and looked around anxiously. She should be around here, and I want to find her. I want her to tell me what that bit of sadness is about me. Since it is related to me, then I have the right to know. Will the people in this place be a little more honest? "What are you looking at?" He Haiyan patted my shoulder, "If you don't want to buy it, then go." I turned my head sharply, "We bought it!" "Didn't you just say" He was dumbfounded. "I bought it when I said it!" I said impatiently, "Hurry up!" She may think that I am moody, but the only thought in my heart at that time was not to let Wu Li see the photo of me and He Haiyan, absolutely not. I regret taking this photo. I looked around all the way, but I couldn't find that figure. She seemed to have evaporated from the world. He Haiyan asked me: "What's wrong with you?" I asked several times. I just shake my head. I know I shouldn't do this, but I just don't want to talk to her. The sadness in Wu Li's eyes just now pierced into my heart like two nails, making my heart ache. Where has she gone? I don't want her to be sad. Even if I have known for a long time that she doesn't love me, I don't want her to be sad. We ate at a restaurant. After paying the bill, Du He Haiyan lifted her spirits and said with a smile, "I like this the most." We took the note, which said: "The person you love is watching you not far away." I shivered involuntarily. I already understand that the person mentioned above is Wu Li. Why? Because, I hope she is Wu Li. One's own heart is more convincing than God. She must be somewhere in this city. We may be across the street, we may have passed by, or we may have cast our eyes and left footprints in the same place. In the next few days, no matter where I go, I will involuntarily look for it in the sea of ??people, but I can't find it. Wenzhou, after all, is a very big city. Anyone who falls into it will sink into the sea. Wu Li and I seem to be very close, but also seem to be separated by the ends of the earth. On the car going back, I woke up and found that He Haiyan had fallen asleep leaning on my shoulder, with a simple and calm expression. I'm sad: she trusts me so much, and I'm about to change my mind. However, it cannot be said that I have changed my mind. From the very beginning, the person I love is Wu Li, and my heart has not changed. In any case, I already owe her a lot, and I can't owe it any more, otherwise, I will definitely not be able to pay it back. Although Wu Li does not belong to me, I do not belong to He Haiyan either. When the car arrived, I shook He Haiyan awake and said to her, "Let's break up, I'm sorry." When He Haiyan finally figured out that I was not joking, her face turned pale, "Is there something wrong with me?" "No, you are very good, really good." I have to admit that He Haiyan is impeccable in many aspects, "I am not good." She looked up at the dark sky, and after a while, she asked me again: "Have you fallen in love with someone else?" Her voice was a little trembling. I am speechless. "Who is she?" He Haiyan kept opening and closing her phone. I didn't answer, she asked again, and then said with a wry smile: "Even if you lose, you should let me know who lost." I made up my mind and told her honestly, "Wu Li." "Wu Li?" Her expression was very surprised, "When did you start?" "We didn't start," I said sadly: "She doesn't like me, she likes another person. So, don't make things difficult for her, because she doesn't know." Her tears flowed down. I don't deserve what he did to me. That night, I called Lu Feng and told him that I hoped to work in his company. "Didn't you refuse to come anyway?" She felt very strange. "I figured it out." I said as lightly as possible. "Did you quarrel with He Haiyan?" "I broke up with him." "For Wu Li?" The smartest and scariest thing about Lu Feng is that he always speaks directly and to the point. I do not speak. "Understood." Lu Feng pondered for a while, "Come over tomorrow and let's talk." Lu Feng's company was indeed eager for talents. A day later, the supervisor called me. We talked for an hour and decided to go to their company on the spot. When I hung up the phone, one of them actually cost 5,000 yuan, so I couldn't help but feel flustered. I feel like I have taken the first step towards realizing my dream. I told Lu Feng that I would go to Qingtian to be his companion in a few days, "I can't believe I have the ability to earn so much money." Lu Feng laughed, "There are also women here. Remember to bring some beautiful clothes. There are many beautiful women in our company who are worthy of serious seduction." Lu Feng has been proud recently because he found a new girlfriend, who is from his department. Colleague, currently working as project manager. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)nbsp; Hanging up the phone, one of them actually cost 5,000 yuan, so I couldn't help but feel flustered. I feel like I have taken the first step towards realizing my dream. I told Lu Feng that I would go to Qingtian to be his companion in a few days, "I can't believe I have the ability to earn so much money." Lu Feng laughed, "There are also women here. Remember to bring some beautiful clothes. There are many beautiful women in our company who are worthy of serious seduction." Lu Feng has been proud recently because he found a new girlfriend, who is from his department. Colleague, currently working as project manager. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 9 Old Plastic Sandals ? Lu Feng and I have many different views on women, but there is one thing that is "A real excellent woman is like freshly baked bread. You smell the fragrance and others smell the fragrance. Let's coax them together, and they will die before it cools down." They were all snatched up; put them in the store for you to pick and choose, and you don¡¯t have to ask, it¡¯s all overnight.¡± Based on this logic, I raised reasonable doubts. "Um, Yu Yingying is not married yet," Lu Feng seemed to be waiting for my question, and the triumphant voice in his voice came all the way through the phone. The woman named Yu Yingying once had a boyfriend, and later married someone else for money, which made her discouraged. Instead, she worked hard and realized that her career was more important than a man. However, last year, the family introduced her to a well-matched boy, and the two started dating over the phone. Lu Feng had seen a photo of that man, and he was quite handsome. Lu Feng said: "This is the best, otherwise I will suspect that she has some bad tendencies." "Then isn't she 'stepping on two boats'?" "That's right, but I'm not afraid. That boat lost its way on the Pacific Ocean. He can't see it, and he can't touch it. My boat is actually parked in her harbor," it turned out that she I don't think I belong to the same level as him, "Women are very practical when it comes to dating, they like to be 'visible and tangible', and it's best to have a good taste, so that they won't be separated like some men. Thousands of miles away, Lu Yun and Yue went to like someone, and he might not care about it at all." The last sentence is not so much a comment on a woman, it is better to say that it is turning a corner and scolding me. "Isn't this very unfair to those boys?" Damn, you are also sarcastic, and you are very unconvinced. Lufeng was very straightforward, "Whoever's girlfriend is responsible for it." I think he can become an expert if he continues to practice like this. After breaking up with He Haiyan, I always avoided her deliberately, until one day, the express delivery company left her express letter at my door, and I braved the courage to send it to her. He Haiyan opened the door and was taken aback when she saw it was me. I handed her the letter, "Your, they left it at my door. Seems like something important." She looked at it and smiled at me, "Thank you. It's very important. There are thousands of dollars in it." It turned out that she will work in an investment bank this year. "Congratulations." I know that He Haiyan likes Wenzhou. She once told me that Wenzhou is a "place where people can be fully trained." "Thanks." I said "goodbye" and turned to leave, but she stopped me, "Zhou Wen." When I turned around, she said softly: "Thank you". A few weeks later, I was once again above the building. This place, I thought I would never come again, but I still came. Looking at this strange yet familiar city between the blue sea and the blue sky, I felt a sense of loss: this time, why did I come here? I told myself, but I knew it was more than that. I didn't say this, and He Haiyan and Zhou Wen knew it well, but those who should know didn't know it at all. Maybe she'll never know. On this side of the blue sky, no one is waiting for me. Lu Feng and Yu Yingying came to pick me up. Yu Yingying was beautiful and matched Lu Feng very well. Sure enough, Lu Feng picked a delicious and fresh one. In the evening, Lu Feng and I shared a bed. It's almost the end of June, and the night in Qingtian is still chilly, so I have to cover it tightly with the quilt. There are dots of lights embedded in the blue-gray mountain shadows in the distance, and the street lamps outside the curtains emit light blue light through the leaves, which is chilly. Qingtian is a chilly place. "What do you think of her?" Lu Feng asked me. Rather than asking me, he was inviting me to compliment his girlfriend. "Very good, I can score ninety-five points." "What about the remaining five points?" I scored ninety-five points, but I was still not satisfied. Too greedy. "You say that, do youhave?" I couldn't help asking. "Not yet. She seems to be more conservative. In fact, it's better to be such a woman who knows how to be responsible." I can see that Lu Feng cares about that woman very much. That weekend, Lu Feng did an extremely stupid thing: he probably watched too many TV dramas, so he arranged an "unexpected encounter" for me and Jersey. Based on the plot of the TV series, Lu Feng first told me that he, I, and Yu Yingying went shopping together on Saturday afternoon. I said, "You are shopping with your girlfriend, why should I be a light bulb?" He said, "It's not like you don't know her"; Well, then, he went to Jersey again, same invitation. His perfect plan was that as soon as the three of us met, Jersey and I would make up. I later asked her why?Puffs my heart. Not worth it, really not worth it. A few hours later, I pushed the sleeping Lu Feng hard, "Wake up, wake up, I'm going to exercise, will you go?" "Eh?" He was confused. "I've made up my mind to completely forget about her! Isn't it worth celebrating? So, today I'm going to exercise, then have breakfast, and then go to work." Lu Feng opened one eye, looked at the time and date on the clock, and immediately closed it again, "It's only ten past six, what's wrong with you?" I continued to shake her, "Listen to me, from today onwards, I will start a new life, eat breakfast every day, exercise well, and work hard! Do you support me?" "OkayShuShuGoGo" Lu Feng perfunctory, and immediately went on to dream about Duke Zhou. I don't talk to him anymore, I go by myself, have breakfast, and go to the company. I decided to forget about her. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 10: Love is a fucking bastard ? One night, Lu Feng came back late as usual, and I was already in a daze, so I didn't notice anything. But she was lying on the bed, covering her head with a quilt, and I refused to get up no matter how hard I pulled, saying that he didn't want to eat. I asked him if he was not feeling well, and he said no; I asked him if he was losing weight, and he said no. What's wrong with this carnivore, he is not interested in delicious dishes, something must have happened. I tried to pull his head out of the pillow, only to find his eyes were red and swollen. He broke up with Yu Yingying. "Why?" I clearly remember that not long ago, he told me that Yu Yingying finally broke up with her ex-boyfriend, and was scolded by her family as an "ungrateful thing" for this. At that time, he looked happy, "Actually, I have always been a little guilty, but now I understand that she loves me the most." "Don't ask me!" Lu Feng plunged himself into the pillow again, refusing to speak again. Lu Feng stayed in bed for a full week, and even took sick leave on Monday and didn't go to work. When I came back from get off work, I looked in the refrigerator, and it seemed that he had only had some milk, too. ?I tried hard and soft to force Lu Feng to get up for dinner, but he dealt with it with tears in his eyes. After a few mouthfuls, he said he had no appetite, and went back to sleep. No, he must have been too hungry. If this goes on, his life may be in danger. I am anxious. Sleeping until midnight, in a daze, I heard rustling noises outside, opened my eyes, and found that Lu Feng was no longer on his bed. I went out and saw her standing barefoot on the kitchen floor, looking for something. I coughed, and he turned around, with grievance, embarrassment and embarrassment on his face, "Zhou Wen, why did you really eat all of it?" This person is fine. At that moment, I really wanted to give him two punches. Lu Feng swept away the leftovers, but was not satisfied. He opened another bottle of beer and sighed, "Love is really a fucking bastard." She told me the real reason why I broke up with my boyfriend, "Last week, after we were done, I saw that she seemed a little unhappy, so I gave her a massage, and guess what happened to her? He actually asked me if I had sex with someone else before." Is it the same?" "It's disgusting!" I exclaimed. "The more disgusting thing is yet to come. I asked him what he meant, but she said hesitantly. After thinking about it, she felt that I was not a virgin and she was a virgin. It seemed a bit unfair." "She's not a virgin anymore either!" "So she looked at me like I was taking advantage of her. You said it was not annoying. After she broke up with her boyfriend, the first time we had sex, I told her that I was not a virgin. She said it was okay. , because she loves me, I ended up believing her, and now, she's back on her word!" "What did you say later?" I know that Lu Feng hates calculating women the most. "Then we got into an argument, and I ended up saying to her: 'If it's not fair, I feel the same way, you're a million miles worse than my previous girlfriends,' and she rolled her eyes. Then we were done." It seems that it is indeed completely over. Criticizing a woman's sexual ability is a hundred times more powerful than criticizing her work ability, and it will definitely make her hate it to the bone. I knew that Lu Feng was in a bad mood, but I still couldn't help laughing at his humor, "If you say it like this, maybe her heart will be cast in a shadow from now on, and she won't dare to touch men anymore." "It's none of my business. You know what I hate the most? I hate her for saying she loves me the most, but then she regrets it and makes a fuss about what is fair and unfair. Yes, I know that men are more or less women Complex, to be honest, when I slept with her for the first time, I regretted why I was not a virgin. But, so what? Come to embarrass me? In the past, even if I was wrong, if she really loves me, she must forgive me, she must forgive me Since he refuses to forgive me, I have no choice but to break up with her. I don't have to wait for her to dump me, I really have no other way" Lu Feng said in a breath, "Sometimes I think, men probably think 'I love you' like roses in the supermarket for ten yuan, ninety-nine cents Flowers, so I can give them away casually." Zheng Ying smiled wryly and said leisurely. "Don't be so pessimistic, you just have bad luck." I don't know how to comfort him. "Maybe my expectations are too high, but I always feel that if a woman really loves me, she should know how to be responsible for the three words 'I love you', otherwise, it is better not to say it, and I don't want to listen to it." .¡± In the middle of the night that day, I discovered that this seemingly unrestrained boy actually had such a strong view of love-it is better to be broken than broken. The next day, LuHowever, I don't believe that she will not be sad, so I feel sad together. I don't know if I have forgotten her. However, obviously, she can still easily control my emotions. For Lu Feng's birthday, in order to live up to his "high standards and strict requirements", I went to buy a bos gift. On the way back, I raised my head and met a pair of bright eyes smiling at me. I was surprised that I was fascinated by looking at flowers and plants, and what surprised me even more was that that person was Wu Li. She smiled and said "hello" to me. I immediately squeezed out a smile, replied "Hello", and couldn't think of anything else to say. She looked a little thinner, and her face was a little pale. Apart from that, there was nothing obviously wrong. She was completely different from the lovelorn girl I imagined with bloodshot eyes, fluffy hair, and a yellow-green face looking for bad luck everywhere. Her face was still very calm, her eyes were still crystal clear, and there was a warm smile on her lips. "How are you doing recently?" she asked me. "Well," I nodded, "Why are you here?" "Do you like flowers and plants?" "Me too. My mother gave me ten dollars before, and I wanted to buy flowers. Then you said what I bought." You can't guess, I bought a lip balm. In fact, I really wanted to buy a lipstick at that time, because my mother never allowed me to touch hers, saying that children would learn to be bad when they put on lipstick. I felt guilty again in the store, and I didn't dare to ask people. I bought one at a cheap price, but when I opened it, I found that there was no color. I was sad and felt ripped off by them. " "and after?" "Later, I unscrewed the lip balm out too much and with too much force, and the whole stick broke. Although I felt that I bought a 'defective product', I still felt very distressed and didn't dare to tell others. So I kept Until now, I have been very careful with lip balm." (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Eleven Dusty Memories ? We laughed together. Strange to say, I never told anyone about this dusty and somewhat humiliating memory, but I told her about it, and without embarrassment. "Have you finished your book?" I asked her. "No, I'll come back next weekend." Let's ride in the car together. There were a lot of people in the car, and finally a seat was vacant. I let her sit down, and naturally used my body to block the crowd for her. After a few stops, I looked up at the stop sign, and she smiled at me and said, "There are still two stops". At that moment, I suddenly felt as if I had known her for a long time. That's a good feeling. Arriving at the station, I said "goodbye" to her, got out of the car, and turned back, the car had already rumbled away. I kind of regret it - I forgot to smile at her when I said "goodbye". I know I look better when I smile than when I don't. In the evening, I celebrated Lu Feng's birthday, and many colleagues came. For the first time, I found that he was so popular in the company. Of course she didn't come. Jersey's mystery that we have been thinking about for a few days has been officially solved: he has indeed made a new boyfriend named Huang Huiying. He introduced Huang Huiying to us, and Lu Feng and I couldn't help but secretly exchanged glances, not because of the woman's name and the word Lincoln, which we worshiped so dazedly in the Year of the Monkey, but because she really looks a lot like Li Su Qiu. Looking carefully, there is still a big difference between Huang Huiying's appearance and Li Suqiu's. Let us connect the two together at once, it is her nose. She is the same as Li Suqiu. A few years ago, Zhang Qixin and I were studying in Jersey. The look on her face and the smile in her eyes when she said "thank you" almost stunned him on the spot. After all this time, it doesn't appear that the resistance of the Jersey has grown much. I can be sure that Jersey left Wu Li for this reason. At the party, they were a very eye-catching couple: Huang Huiying took care of Jersey attentively and carefully. After talking to Lu Feng for a while, Jersey sat next to Huang Huiying, with gentle and sweet faces on both of their faces. The birthday present from Jersey turned out to be a fancy dress. He smiled and said to Lu Feng: "I don't know which one to buy. Huang Huiying said this brand is good, so I bought it. I hope you like it." At the end of the farewell, Ze Xi looked at me as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything. He just smiled, and I smiled back. I was a little sad to find out that my friend who was so good in the past has nothing to say now. Probably nothing destroys the friendship between brothers more thoroughly than falling in love with, or having loved, the same woman. Jersey and I fell in love with the same woman twice, and we couldn't pass the fifteenth day after the first day. All my friends were gone, Lu Feng was busy unwrapping birthday presents, and suddenly raised his head and asked me: "Do you think that Huang is a good thing? Or am I biased?" I lifted myself from the pile of dishes in the sink and shook my head, "I don't know." Lu Feng frowned slightly, "I can't tell why, it seems that something is wrong." I laughed at him, "Don't forget that you still have a gift from someone else in your hand. She is very clever, she knows what you want and gives you what you want." "That's what's wrong!" Lu Feng slapped his thigh, "A woman who is too proficient in these aspects will definitely not be a good thing." "That's not necessarily the case. A few colleagues in our company know how to dress up. They use hairspray every day to make their hair shiny, fragrant, and prickly before they come to work. They are loyal to their girlfriends." "No, the key to this question is not whether you like to dress up or not, but who to dress up for. It doesn't matter if you like to dress up, but if a woman is so good at buying men's things, it must be nothing good." Lu Feng said seriously, "I often walk by the river , how can she not get her shoes wet. Also, have you noticed that her eyes are blurry, just like Li Suqiu's." I asked Lu Feng: "Did she tell you why she broke up with Wu Li?" "Say it," Lu Feng rolled his eyes towards the sky, "It's so mysterious, it's similar to the nonsense you said when you dumped He Haiyan. I knew who had no conscience after hearing a few sentences. You men, you You have a heart like a wolf, and you still have to make up such a phone call to deceive your ears and steal your ears, and the description becomes darker and darker." He shook his head, with a heartbroken expression on his face. That week, I hesitated for a long time and went to that house again. After waiting for almost half an afternoon, Wu Li did not show up. When I walked out of the store, I felt like a king size fool, or a king size in the world. When he got home, Lu Feng was also reading. Since he broke up in love, he has learned to pass the time by reading. However, he reads a special kind of book, "Must Read for Men", because he feels thatgo home. She delivered it like this, and within a few weeks there would definitely be a breakthrough. " "Maybe she's just being polite." As I said that, I also hoped that what Lu Feng said was true. "Pretend to be stupid. I've lived in Qingtian for so long, why hasn't she called me to ask me for help? Just do what I tell you, you won't go wrong." "Forget it, you have to wait for the real need to grasp the key points, otherwise it will be too artificial." "Why are you like this?" Lu Feng said viciously, "Be honest, what are you doing in Qingtian? Don't be stubborn, now you finally have an opportunity, if you don't take it well, when the time comes, people will feel cold, and you will regret it. You. " "If she really liked me, she wouldn't be so easily chilled." "Whatever you want, whatever you want," Lu Feng shook his head helplessly, "You two pots of lukewarm water, when you are hot, she is not hot, when she is hotter, you are cold again, mixed together, God knows when it will burn Gotta go." After more than a week, an opportunity finally appeared to catch Wu Li's vitals logically. This is a good opportunity to perform. Therefore, in addition to a series of things that have already been done, one is added to enhance persuasiveness. After work, I called Wu Li to see if she took her home after get off work. I finally had a chance to catch her vitals, but I was not happy at all. Half an hour later, I sat in the car. She asked me, "Why is it so late?" I told her listlessly that it was to prepare a plan. "Is it important?" "Well. Later, the computer suddenly broke down, so I lost it all. It's unlucky." She turned her head, "Can I do it again?" "But it's ok, it just takes a lot of time, I'm too lazy to bother." I looked at the street outside the car window. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 12 Jiangxin Island Bridge ? The scene outside the window stopped moving, I turned my head, Wu Li parked the car on the side of the road, and said solemnly: "Why don't I take you back to the company?" "No. Almost, I don't really want to work here anyway. I'll take you home." "I think you should do what you can." "I can't do well, okay? I told you, go home!" "I guarantee you'll regret it when you go home. Besides, you've done it once, it's only easier to do it again, isn't it?" "You don't learn this, what do you know?!" I got angry. She looked at me seriously, shook her head, and actually had a smile on her face, "I don't understand, I admit it, but you should always know what you are doing, right? If you think it is worthless, why would you spend a few days on it?" Do it? It¡¯s not impossible, just spend more time and yell here, thank you for your kindness.¡± Her tone was almost mischievous. I was speechless by him. She said to herself and opened the car into the garage, "Let's go, I'll take you home when I'm done." The car drove smoothly, Wu Li didn't speak, and I didn't "yell" anymore. Although I think her words make sense, I still feel unwilling to be scolded. I turned my head and gave her a quick glance. She looked ahead, but half-raised her eyebrows, as if saying "what do you do to me". "There should be security guards in your company now, right?" I finally found a chance to avenge myself, "Our company is so big, of course the security guards are on duty 24 hours a day, Nong-village-sister. But thank you for sending me back." She smiled, "Go, I'll wait for you here." "Actually, you can go home first, and I'll call you when I'm done." Finally, I went downstairs and woke her up. She rubbed her eyes and smiled at me, "Okay?" I nodded and handed her a glass of milk, "This is the best food I can offer right now." We sat there drinking milk. I asked her, "Did you dream when you were sleeping just now?" She thought about it and said, "I can't remember. What?" "Ask." I smiled. In such a short time, the child inside her had escaped. We started talking about unimportant things, like milk, like stars, like, flowers. Wu Li said: "The potted flower you gave me is really difficult to take care of. As for watering, it took me a long time to figure out how much to water. If you water less, it will be listless, and if you water it too much, it will be listless." "No way?" "That's probably my problem. To tell you the truth, since I was a child, the only plant I have ever raised is cactus, so I am afraid that this potted flower will also die." "Actually, it doesn't matter if you really die, and it's not expensive." "Why didn't you tell me earlier, it made me worry all the time." "Why?" "Because when you gave me the flowers, it seemed like you were entrusting an orphan on your deathbed." I laughed, "Is it that serious?" "To be honest, I was worried at that time that if I raised that potted flower to death, when I would meet you again, if you asked, you would be disappointed." She looked at me seriously, with a little light in her eyes , I immediately lowered my head, not knowing what to say, but the joy in my heart was like ink falling on rice paper, rippling away bit by bit, turning into a round halo. It turned out that she was also afraid that I would be disappointed. We drank the milk and refreshed ourselves. I said, "I knew I shouldn't drink milk, but now I can't sleep even when I go home." "Let's go and see the Jiangxinyu Bridge." She suggested. "It's not like I haven't seen it before." "You must have never seen the Jiangxinyu Bridge at two o'clock in the morning." The car drove out of the parking lot. The streets are empty, only the traffic lights flashing dutifully at each intersection. Compared with the hustle and bustle of the day, it's like a different world. Tall buildings passed by outside the car window, and the lights in the distance blended with the sound of wheels rustling like leaves, forming an indescribable gentle feeling. Turning around an intersection, the field of vision suddenly widened. With the ups and downs of the mountains, the heights of the distance, a large area of ??lights and the stars in the sky seemed to come from the end of the night, and in an instant they formed a mighty ocean of light. Instead, the bay turned into a quiet and peaceful island in the sea of ??light. And on this quiet island, a dazzling chain of lights traverses from east to west, outlining the slender and beautiful curve of the Jiangxinyu Bridge, which is far and near in the clear night.The lights of the ship complement each other. That is the most beautiful bridge I have ever seen. We stood by the river bay, holding our breath involuntarily, for fear that our breathing would accidentally disturb this dreamlike beauty. After a long time, I sincerely said: "It's so beautiful." "Tired?" She shook her head. "Go to another place," she looked at me with a smile, "it's near here." "Want to watch the sunrise?" "Whether it's right or not, you'll know when you get there." A few minutes later, we were standing on a long and narrow peninsula stretching into Jiangxin Islet Bay. Across the boundless waters, in the distance on the left is the looming Jiangxinyu Bridge, and on the right is San Francisco, which is illuminated by thousands of houses and shines with the stars in the sky. After watching for a long time, lights and stars intersect, as if they may fall into the water at any time and flow into a river of stars. This scene melted into the cold night air, like an exquisite crystal ball, so beautiful that people couldn't bear to talk too much, for fear that it would be broken by stepping on it. The wind was very strong, and the chill hit me. I wrapped my coat around her body. My clothes were so big that they grew a lot on her body. She watched her sleeves swinging like a penguin, and laughed, "This little one." "Where is this place?" I took a deep breath of cool air. Wu Li listened carefully with her ear close, and walked back with confusion, disappointment and embarrassment intertwined on her face, "I'm so sorry, I don't know how this happened." I said: "It's okay, at least we can still watch the sunrise." She smiled at me, "I'll bring you next time." But I could still see the frustration in her expression. After a while, she suddenly remembered something, some people would throw rubbish and the like into it, and if it accumulated too much, it might be blocked. That time we" She stopped suddenly at this point. "us?" "It's me and Jersey. That time, he came to stay with me for one night At that time, we were both in a bad mood, so let's feel sorry for each other" She said lightly, but there was no more words. That was the first time she mentioned Jersey's name in front of me. It turned out that it was Jersey who accompanied her that night when I was absent. Maybe that's how they started talking about love? Jersey is so considerate, if it were me, I would probably be tempted too. My heart is sour, I wish I could go back in time, and immediately go back to that winter night a year ago. If I hadn't gone out to play with He Haiyan that day and answered her call, maybe everything would have been different afterwards. However, I didn't know it at the time. Why didn't she give me another chance? I looked at Wu Li's face, and her eyes became empty in an instant, which made me want to stretch out my finger and ask her "what's this". That name clearly reminded her of something that she was inconvenient and unwilling to share with me. At this moment, those things covered his emotions with a layer of armor, which made me unable to get close. In an instant, our alliance fell apart. Tonight, on a whim, she brought me to this place she loved, but she helped her to recall the memory. Instead of this, it is better not to come. She picked one of the most romantic situations to let me know that she loved someone else, which is too much. I dislike him. ? When the first rays of sunshine came in the morning, I looked at the long shadows on the ground, and sadly found that there was still a long distance between us. When I got home, I took a shower and climbed into bed right away. As soon as Lu Feng came back, he lifted my quilt happily, "Zhao, I didn't come back last night, where did I go to be happy?" Before I had a chance to speak, the phone rang, and Lu Feng went to answer it. After saying a few words, he took the phone in and handed it to me. His eyes lit up with excitement, "Wu Li, Wu Li." Wu Li asked me how I was doing, I said very well, and then we were silent. "Go to bed early, you didn't sleep last night," she said. "Well. Thank you." I hung up the phone, remembering that she hadn't slept all night yesterday, and there should be a "rest early" or similar words of concern. Anyway, saying anything is better than "um. Thank you." I am annoyed again. Lu Feng asked me: "Has Wu Li offended you recently?" I shook my head. "Then why are you so indifferent?" "Why am I indifferent?" "Your tone just now seemed to say, 'My surname is Wu, I hate you, go buy a piece of tofu and kill me, don't bother me again'." "No?" There was so much grievance in my heart, how could it be projected on the tone, but turned into indifference? In this way, she will probably feel that I don't care at all, but in fact, I care a lot. I began to hate myself, obviously thinking one thing in my heart, but saying another thing; I hated her even more, because it was her who made me so inconsistent. "I see, you did 'that' last night, didn't you?" Lu Feng began to pretend to be smart, with an expression of "someone who has been here". Actually, in this case, she should go to comfort you in person, preferably with a bouquet of flowers or something. However, she can get by if she knows to call. You may think that she is not careful enough, but from another perspective, it just shows that she is also very simple and inexperienced. Women, be more careful, but as long as she knows in her heart that she is good to you, other things can be trained slowly, right? "(Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)??I began to hate myself, obviously thinking one thing in my heart, but saying another thing; I hated her even more, because it was her who made me so inconsistent. "I see, you did 'that' last night, didn't you?" Lu Feng began to pretend to be smart, with an expression of "someone who has been here". Actually, in this case, she should go to comfort you in person, preferably with a bouquet of flowers or something. However, she can get by if she knows to call. You may think that she is not careful enough, but from another perspective, it just shows that she is also very simple and inexperienced. Women, be more careful, but as long as she knows in her heart that she is good to you, other things can be trained slowly, right? "(Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Thirteen Bastard, Bastard, Asshole ? "What's the matter?" I couldn't laugh or cry when Lu Feng said that he was riding on the wall, but it was a thousand miles away. I told him about what happened last night. He was actually very disappointed, "Not doing business properly." "What good will it do you if I 'do' the right job?" "Of course there are benefits. In that case, when we discuss women, we can enter a deeper field." Brother Lu said boldly. The next day, after much deliberation, I decided to call Wu Li. When the phone call came through, she seemed to have caught a cold again, and her voice was muffled, maybe it was because of the wind that blew in the middle of the night yesterday. I asked her: "What's wrong with you?" She said: "I have a sore throat, I have already taken medicine." "Are you ok?" "It doesn't matter." "Do you often catch a cold?" I couldn't help asking. "Not counting, almost twice a year. It is said that it is good for the body." Her voice was calm and gentle, but she refused to be thousands of miles away. Set of neither salty nor light courtesy. After hanging up the phone, I opened the window and let the cool night air wrap me in my pajamas. How can someone catch a cold exclusively in autumn? Is it because autumn in Zhejiang is too cool? Why does she seem to become another person when she catches a cold? I can see but not touch her thoughts? I will never call her again. I have my shelf and it fits, but not the bottom. The remaining weeks passed quickly, and I did not call Wu Li again. I thought she would call again, but she didn't. The vague connection between us was like a gossamer, floating in the wind, and in a blink of an eye, it was gone. Perhaps, there was nothing in the first place. When I got home from get off work, I heard Lu Feng yelling when I entered the door, "Bastard, bastard, it's like a fake!" She is that real bastard. Jersey had obviously been here for a while, finished complaining, was eating fruit, pouted, his crescent-like, "eyes were soaked into two thin lines by tears. It turns out that Huang Huiying not only looks like Li Suqiu, but also has a similar personality. Jersey came today because Huang Huiying accompanied him to play badminton last weekend. After she found out, she had a fierce fight with him. Jersey looked very sad, but I really couldn't feel much sympathy, because even though he was sad, he didn't forget to eat fruit, and what I ate was my favorite fruit. If I remember correctly, that was the only fruit in the fridge. You can still buy the fruit after eating. What makes me angry is that he always seems to pick what I like, "what you see is what you get", and he hits every shot. Jersey gave me a sad look, Lu Feng kicked me, and I ran to the kitchen to cook. I don't know how long it took, I heard someone calling me. Looking up, Jersey was standing by the refrigerator, looking at me solemnly, "Zhou Zhang." I looked up at him. "Zhou Wen." I agreed: "Ah." "Zhou Wen, you seem to" Jersey had a pitiful face, and didn't say anything for a long time. "What do I look like?" I shook my head, "Tell me, I'm not Huang Huiying." "You seem to dislike me." I stopped the knife in my hand, "Why do I dislike you? What I said just now is the truth. Huang Huiying can build relationships at a young age, and she will definitely have a bright future in the future." "You still can't understand me." She refused to let me go. The fire in my heart rose up, I put down the kitchen knife, and planned to settle with this person, but what I said was only: "You ate all my things." "I only ate a little." "The one you ate is my favorite, and it's the last one." The smell of chili pierced my eyes, and I rubbed them, but my eyes became more tearful. I'm very annoyed - I don't want to cry in front of him. Seeing my embarrassment, Jersey finally couldn't help it, "When you're cutting peppers, put the knife in the water and it won't be like this." I ignored him. We were silent for a while, and he said to himself, "Actually, haven't I returned Wu Li to you?" I looked at his innocent face and didn't know what to say. He actually felt that "give Wu Li back to me", just because he broke up with Wu Li? absurd. Perhaps, love is like something, if you eat it, you eat it, you can't pay it back, and you can't afford it. I dipped the kitchen knife into the water and said sadly: "You can't return Wu Li to me.??Because she doesn't belong to me. Now, please hurry up and go. "I was finally able to face this reality: Wu Li doesn't belong to anyone, she only belongs to herself. She can like me or someone else. She doesn't like me. "Zhou Wen." Jersey seemed to suddenly realize that someone was more sad than him, and put his hand on my shoulder. I moved his hand away, "I'm going to finish this chili." The next night, Jersey came again, carrying a supermarket bag in his hand, which contained my favorite fruit. "I'll give it back to you." Jersey said solemnly. Is this person finished? I was annoyed and funny at a bag of fruit, "I'm leaving in two days, why are you buying so much?" "That's not easy, eat them all before leaving." The result is that we stand next to the refrigerator and you eat the fruit one by one. Just as wine can make a man speak the truth, fruit can help a man resolve resentment. After all, it's a sweet food, and arguing over fruit is a shame. Jersey broke the dullness, "Do you still like Wu Li?" "She doesn't like me." I stuffed a big fruit into my mouth, and the sweet feeling slowly filled my mouth, like a betrayed love. Jersey stopped, looked at my expression carefully for a while, and suddenly said: "Actually, she liked you." I almost choked on the fruit. "Once she was shopping, a photo accidentally fell out of the wallet. I picked it up and saw that it was you. The photo was cut from the group photo of the five of us at the airport. I didn't I asked her what, she didn't say anything." I was dumbfounded, and it took me a long time to realize, "I never knew!" "When we broke up later, I asked her why she didn't chase you back then, and she said she thought you were 'too nice'." "What is 'great'?" "I don't know either." Jersey sighed softly. "You guys didn't break up because of this, did you?" I couldn't help asking this very selfish question, and, for a moment, I hoped with all my heart that he would say "yes". "That's not true. I proposed to break up," he said with mixed expressions on his face. "Wu Li is a very good person. However, she may not be suitable for me." "Does she love you?" Jersey smiled and said, "I once loved her too." I can't remember what I said later, but what I kept thinking about was Jersey's "She liked you" over and over again. When the half of the fruit was left in my hand, my mind was also confused: Since she likes me, why didn't she tell me? Why did she talk to herself and end it all without even giving me a chance? What right does she have to do that? I stood in front of the window and watched the cars on the street, until the lights they trailed turned into streaks of flowing neon. How could she treat me like this? The last day of that week. The management is very satisfied with my work performance and hopes that I will come back to work in the future. I promise to consider it. At that time, Zhejiang's economy was booming. After get off work, I stayed and cleaned things on the table and in the drawers. The phone rang suddenly, it was Wu Li. "How do you know my office number?" I didn't respond for a while. "Lu Feng told me. He also said that you are leaving tomorrow." "Yes, tomorrow afternoon." What is she calling for? Say goodbye? Okay, go ahead, I'm listening. After a long time, she finally spoke, "I called and asked. It turned out that I really said goodbye. My heart trembled for a while, and the hand that was not holding the microphone began to twist the telephone wire on the table until the telephone wire was wrapped around my index finger, which made my fingers ache. I let go of it, raised my head and looked at the road in the twilight in the distance outside the window, and there were streams of flowing neon in front of my eyes. I said dryly: "It doesn't matter, let's go again when I have a chance." "Has your company agreed to hire you?" She changed the subject. "accepted." "Congratulations." She also sounded happy. "Thank you," I blurted out, "but I don't necessarily accept it because I have two other job offers." "Where?" "One is in Wenzhou, and the other is in Hangzhou. The salary is not as high as in Wenzhou, but the living standard in those places is low, so it's not bad." I said this deliberately, because I really want to hear her reaction. "It's pretty good, but it's a little farther away. Also, the climate may not be as good as here," she smiled. "I'm afraid there are fewer places to play than in Hangzhou." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)??Probably not as good as here," she smiled, "I'm afraid there are fewer places to play than in Hangzhou. "(Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Fourteen Tears ? The disappointment in her tone instantly filled me with courage. I asked her, "Do you think I should come back?" I held my breath listening to her say "should" or "shouldn't". It turned out that she said neither "should" nor "should not". She said softly: "Well, it depends on what is the most suitable place for you to develop." Actually, with such a sentence, he kicked the ball back to me! Every cell in my body was irritated. I couldn't help but yelled at her, "Wu Li, I'm asking you, someone told me that you think I'm 'too nice', can you explain it?" She was silent for a long time, then said, "I'm sorry." "Why?" "At that time, I didn't know if I would let you down." "So you're too lazy to let me know you like me?" She doesn't speak. "say something." She doesn't speak. "Please talk." I started to twist the phone line again, until it was tightly wrapped around my fingers, and it seemed to be tightly wrapped around my heart, which made my heart ache. She still didn't speak. "Have you ever loved me?" I almost begged her. "Yes." This time, she answered quickly. "And then? Then you love someone else? Since you love me, why? Why are you?" I felt the microphone trembling slightly in my hand. "It's not like that," her voice sank, "Actually, I knew you were kind to me at the time, but I was afraid¡ªI was afraid that I wouldn't be able to repay you. Besides, Haiyan has always liked you very much. I think she is better than me. "She smiled dryly, with a bit of embarrassment in her tone, "Also, when I met you that time, I think you are a good match" "What about Jersey, are you not afraid that he will be disappointed? Are you not afraid of nothing in return? Why did you choose him instead of me? What does this have to do with Jersey?" She stopped talking again. The fire in my heart was getting higher and higher, and the tears in my eyes not only failed to extinguish it, but made it burn more and more vigorously. In the tears, I understood an indisputable fact: she loved me, but she loved me not deeply enough - not enough for her to choose me, not enough for her to put down her self-esteem or low self-esteem to compete with He Haiyan, not enough for her to believe in us There will be results in between, not enough for the distance to disappear in her heart, not enough for her to forget in Jersey, and the shadow cast in her heart, not enough for her to say "should" or "should not" to my future. If she loves deeply enough, she will not be afraid of anything. Wu Li loves me, not as much as I love her, and it has been like this from the beginning. Therefore, she fell in love with someone else, even if Jersey did not show up, there might be another person; it is also because of this that even if I fall in love with He Haiyan, I will break up. Love, like people, has layers. Even if we have the same person and are not on the same level, we still cannot meet each other. "Can we come out and meet?" She changed the subject. "No time, I need to organize things." "How are you going to the parking lot tomorrow?" "Lu Feng will take me there. He just bought a new car." "Shall I see you off?" "No, I don't like being seen off." "Let me see you off?" "I've already said that I don't like being seen off." "Why?" "Because I don't like it, I just don't like it, is that okay?" I became impatient. What on earth does she want to do? "Yes," she paused, "I'm just a little surprised. Because I like to be seen off, but no one has ever come to see me off. When I came out, you asked me why I went to the parking lot so late. Actually , I just don¡¯t want to see everyone bustling around, that makes me feel even more sad, now that I think about it, it¡¯s a bit naive.¡± She smiled, ¡°Because I¡¯m like that, so I thought you were the same.¡± Her words hurt me a little. The heartache accumulated from quantitative change to qualitative change, and turned into anger: She is not good to me at all, why am I still heartbroken for her? I wanted to squeeze out a few polite words, but the anger in my heart made me unable to choose what to say, "Wu Li, people are different, that is to say, I am different from you. For example, you Maybe think I'm 'too good' or 'too bad', but I don't think so, I think" At this point, I realize I can't find the right words to describe how I think about her Yes, because, in fact, I didn't think anything of it, and when I fell in love with her, I just thought she was "nice" for no decent reason. "Okay, what I'm thinking is,? "Disgusting," I couldn't help laughing, "But, no matter what, I entrusted you with the precious first time, so don't get cheap and act good." Lu Feng glanced at me, and stepped on the gas pedal, "Anyway, as soon as I heard what she said, I immediately made up my mind that I can go anywhere in the world, but I won't go back to this company." When I arrived at the parking lot, I came out of the bathroom and saw Lu Feng standing at the door of the coffee and waving to me. He hands me a jumbo mint mocha, holding a cappuccino himself. "Here, you like it." "The coffee here is buy one get one free?" "If you are kind enough to go into the water like a pig, I invite you, can't you?" "Please don't use such a big cup?" "Don't worry, it's still early, go to the toilet again after drinking enough time." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 15 Peppermint Mocha Taste ? I pulled him to find a place to sit down, but he shook his head again and again, "No, we'll just stand here," he smirked, "This place is conspicuous, if Wu Liliang finds out that he's coming, he can see it at a glance." See you, and then the two of you will play a very romantic show for me, and that cup of coffee will be treated as my ticket." "She won't come." "how do you know?" "I told her not to come, and I also said that I never wanted to see her again." Peppermint Mocha was hot when I first drank it, but it was refreshing when I tasted it carefully. if. "Maybe a miracle will happen." Lu Feng encouraged me optimistically. The miracle did not happen. Wu Li didn't come to see me off. I told her not to come, but she really didn't come. Lu Feng was very disappointed, "This kind of idiot deserves not to be able to find a husband." When the car started, I no longer thought about whether I should forget her, because I already understood that the so-called "forgetting" was futile. When you want to forget someone, you can't forget her. Forgetting is just another form of reminder. Forgetting in love is all missing in the end. She is a computer virus in my heart. Once I touch it, it will automatically replicate and overwhelm the sky. The only way is to isolate it to a certain corner and not touch it. After returning home, I moved to another apartment so as not to see He Haiyan up and down. One day, I met her by the mailbox. She has lost a little weight and looks refreshed. We exchanged a few pleasantries, and she said, "Wait", then ran to her office to get something out, "For you. I just bought it, and it came out not long ago." I was thinking, if there is only one chance to say "love" in a lifetime, if love is really desperate, I am afraid that my share in this life has been used up, but I have nothing to gain. I probably bet on the wrong place, and the rules of the casino are no regrets. After returning, Wu Li did not contact me. Everything in summer is like a rainbow after a thunderstorm. There was a period of colorfulness but it has disappeared without a trace. I am embarrassed. A few days later, I met He Haiyan, and she told me that the company had already intended to hire her, and the conditions were quite favorable. I smiled, not quite understanding what she wanted to say for a moment. She stopped suddenly and looked down at her toes, "If I go to Hangzhou this time, I will probably stay there in the future. I don't know if you plan to come back here to work in the future. If so, we won't have much chance to meet in the future. Actually, there are several companies that want me, and the climate here is very good I mean, it would be nice if you really want to work there, so I want to ask your opinion," she raised her head, and finally asked the question , "Do you think I should go to Hangzhou?" She stared at me seriously, as if the answer was written on my face. I avoided her gaze, and suddenly remembered that not long ago, I asked Wu Li an almost identical question, and her answer broke my heart. Only now did I realize how heavy the problem was. It's not really asking if someone should go somewhere, it's asking if you'd like to join that person's destiny with your own. Whether you say "should" or "shouldn't", you have to be responsible. If you don't love enough, you can't bear this responsibility. No wonder Wu Li couldn't give me the answer I wanted. I also couldn't give He Haiyan the answer she wanted. I said, "I think it's better for you to decide for yourself." She was a little anxious, "Don't you understand what I mean?" "I understand, that's why I feel that I should let you decide for yourself." I turned and walked towards the elevator. She caught up, "Zhou Wen, can you really not give me another chance?" I stepped into the elevator, pressed the button, "We can't." The elevator door closed slowly, she stretched out her arm to block it, "Do you still like Wu Li?" I do not speak. We were in a stalemate for more than half a minute, and finally He Haiyan retracted her hand, and the elevator door closed. In the evening, she called, her voice sounded depressed and a little drunk. "you've been drinking?" "Beer," she said, "I'm sorry for this afternoon." "There is nothing to be sorry about." She told me that when she was here, she met a boy who was also an intern. He had a cheerful personality and could cook delicious soup. They had a good relationship. She had eaten his soup several times. The boy hoped that she could go to Hangzhou to work. "I think, if I go to Hangzhou, I will probably chase him.Me, let me despair together. "I knocked over the bottle of stars you gave me." I said to her suddenly. She tried to comfort me, and I was distraught. "I'm sorry, I'm going to bed." I was afraid that my eyes would turn into shower heads like the sky now, so I hung up the phone immediately after I calmed down a little. After finishing speaking, I was very depressed. Shed tears for a person, once there is the first time, it is easy to have the next time. The next day, I called to tell her that I was just in a bad mood yesterday, but she wasn't there. On the third morning, when I just woke up, the intercom on the door rang, and I went to answer it. It was a voice that was both far and near. how can that be possible? I ran down wearing slippers, and saw a man in a black coat smiling at me through the iron grille on the gate. It really is her. I blushed and quickly opened the door, but I was embarrassed and didn't know what to say. "What are you doing here?" I asked Wu Li. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter XVI ? She said softly: "I'll let you see the bottom line at a glance." She looked a bit like a child who had done something wrong. "I didn't say I wanted to see you. What's so good about you?" I lowered my head and rubbed my right foot with my left foot, and then rubbed my left foot with my right foot. "I'm already here, so just take a look, okay?" She took a step closer and took my hand. "No." I pulled my hand back, halfway through, and then slowly put it back. Lu Feng said that this would "lower her value", but I didn't care, it was so cold, but her hands were so warm. I let her hold it carefully, and found that I still love her very much. It's true, beyond doubt. "How did you get here?" "Take the car. "So far! How long have you been sitting?" I was surprised. She took out a piece of paper from her coat pocket, which was printed from the top. The driving directions from me to here were densely packed, and the bottom said "estimated time: 8 hours and 2 minutes". "Add an hour, because I took a wrong seat once, and it took me a long time to get back. Of course, I took a nap in the middle." "What the hell are you doing here?" I looked up and stared into her eyes. She looked at me very tenderly, "I want to see you." "Just because I was sad on the phone? Actually, I wasn't" Before I finished speaking, she had already embraced me, "I miss you very much, I always miss you." She hugged me so tightly I couldn't believe it was real. I once thought that if she came to me one day, she would give her a good scolding, at least spit out all the grievances and regrets. Now that she is really here, so close to me, I don't want to scold her at all. I couldn't even speak, I just giggled. Once she came, all the grievances and regrets were gone. It turns out that she has always been in my heart, but she was isolated and not completely deleted. Now that the quarantine is lifted, she filled my whole heart in an instant, making a heart heavy and feeling very thick. Thank goodness I didn't delete her. "Don't you hate me?" I asked her. "I still want to know, do you hate me?" "Of course not, you know," I finally could speak again. "Why?" "The taller you are, the farther your mind is from your heart. What's on your mind takes longer to reflect in your mind." I was serious. "Eighteen fallacies." I hugged her up. I hooked her neck and buried my cheek in the hollow of her neck. "Hey, it's cold." "I don't care. You have such a long neck to keep me warm." At that moment, I hoped that she would never leave me. During dinner, I asked Wu Li: "How do you know my address?" "I'll ask Lu Feng, he told me." No wonder he asked me inexplicably how many years Halley¡¯s Comet returns when talking on the phone before going to bed the day before. Will be back". I didn't take it to heart at the time, it turned out that he already knew. I asked her: "What else did Lu Feng say?" "He scolded me." "What did he scold you for?" "Do you have to say it?" "Well, I must say it." "He scolded me, 'Are you awake, pig? Get over there quickly when you wake up. To tell you the truth, people who like Zhou Wen are all over the place. If you catch them, if you stay in a daze, you will be killed. I got chased away'," she scolded herself again seriously, and then said, "So I just rolled over." I almost complained, "Get out, are you afraid that I will be chased away? If I have already been chased away, will you come and snatch me back?" "In that case," he paused, "see if you want me to snatch you back." "What if I say no?" "Then, probably not." She looked at me a little embarrassed. "No, whether I say yes or no, you should come and snatch me back." "Why?" "Because I may not have said what I meant. I said 'no' with my mouth, but I actually wanted it in my heart. Do you hear me?" "I heard," she nodded, and then laughed out loud, "Hurry up and finish the meal, or it will be cold."  I feel very happy. The next day, I got up very early. When I am happy, I always get up very early. I suddenly remembered that I didn't talk to Lu Feng on the phone last night, so I called him, and he answered it sleepily. When he heard my voice, he immediately became excited, "Is it boiled?" "What to burn?" "I'm asking if your two pots of warm water have boiled." "It's not serious, I haven't blamed you for not reporting it." I couldn't help laughing. "Nonsense, this kind of thing is only romantic if you want to surprise you. If you know what you know, report it. It's too bad. By the way, where did Wu Li sleep yesterday?" "On the sofa in the living room." "Oh, why is this woman so useless, she ran so far and still didn't boil the water." He yelled. "Dirty. Let me ask you, why are you scolding her?" "Don't you think she deserves scolding?" "Come on, why are you saying that there are people who like me all over the place, and you can catch them? Not at all." "That's helping you raise your status. Besides, you are pretty good-looking. It's not too much to say that you can grab it. He Haiyan doesn't sting you like a leech. Sent to the frontier." "In case she believes you and really thinks there are so many people chasing me, then" He was a little impatient, "Oh, I figured it out. That is to say, from today onwards, she will be upgraded and become noble, so she can't scold her anymore, right?" "Not quite right. I can scold her, but others can't." Suddenly there was no voice on the other end of the phone, "Hey, hello, are you listening to me?" After a while, Lu Feng lazily spoke again. "What are you doing?" "I'm sorry, I'm going to vomit for a while. What you said just now is really disgusting. In such a short time, I have become a 'other'? You are a thing that values ??sex and despises friends!" "I'm not" I was embarrassed by what he said. "It doesn't matter, I can tell, from today onwards, I will officially take a back seat in your heart," he said as he became excited, "Hmph, it seems that we should find a woman, man" He said With a heartbroken look, "You look good, I will find a woman too, so that you can't scold me! Also, I know you are not very smart now, so I remind you that it is 7:55 am on Saturday. Please don't do it on Saturday. Call me before eight in the morning!" "Are you angry with me?" I don't know if not having a romantic relationship will cause a person's hormonal imbalance and make him easy to get angry. "Where is that, how dare I be angry with you? Now that you have someone backing you up, I can beat you but you can't beat her," he yawned, "I sincerely hope that you will boil the water quickly and give birth next year The pig came to call me godfather." I now believe that not having a romantic relationship can indeed lead to a hormonal imbalance that makes people easily irritable. In 2011, Wu Li and I "watched the year" together, watching the live broadcast of the New Year celebrations in Wenzhou Times Square on TV. There were lots and lots of people, it was bustling and buzzing, and yet, for me, just one more person around was enough. With one more person, it will no longer be cold. I put my foot on her lap and munched on a bag of beans. She looked at it with interest for a while, and suddenly said, "Your feet are actually quite big." Surprised, I put my feet next to hers, "How can you speak?" "It's not compared to me," she laughed, "remember that potted flower? I put it on the desk in the office. Two days ago, someone came to me, saw it, and said, 'This potted flower should be replaced with a bigger pot. '. I thought it was the same, so I went to the supermarket and found a very special flowerpot there, which looked like a pair of rain boots¡ªthe kind of shoes we used to go to school on rainy days when we were young, but we don¡¯t see them much now. The bottom of the flower pot was light black, and there were two flowers painted on the upper. , it suddenly occurred to me that you might really be able to wear it" "You mean, tell me to wear a flower pot as a shoe?" She scratched her hair a little embarrassedly, "I don't know why I thought that way. However, it looks like your feet are a little smaller than it now, so I probably can't wear them." "and after?" "Then I started to miss you." "and after?" "I'll call you later." "That is to say, if you didn't have that flowerpot, if I hadn't given you that potted flower back then, you wouldn't have missed me?" "Probably still will." She looked at me affectionately, and held my hand tightly in her hand. She got into my arms. Twelve o'clock is approaching, and we watch the clock count down together. Count to zero, "Happy New Year." "I'm really sorry, it's all my fault." She kissed me tenderly. My heart is full of joy: two years, three summers, we just took a detour. Maybe I was sad many times, maybe I suffered more than her, but what does it matter? After all, she came here for me after traveling a thousand miles, and she also said she was sorry. Thinking about it this way, everything is worth it. We're even. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?? " "Probably still will." She looked at me affectionately, and held my hand tightly in her hand. She got into my arms. Twelve o'clock is approaching, and we watch the clock count down together. Count to zero, "Happy New Year." "I'm really sorry, it's all my fault." She kissed me tenderly. My heart is full of joy: two years, three summers, we just took a detour. Maybe I was sad many times, maybe I suffered more than her, but what does it matter? After all, she came here for me after traveling a thousand miles, and she also said she was sorry. Thinking about it this way, everything is worth it. We're even. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Seventeen BOSS Bag ? When I was sleeping, she came to help me turn off the light, and hugged me gently through the quilt, "Good night." Wrapped in the duvet, I asked her, "Why are you so nice to me?" She said: "Because you are good." I thought she would reply "Because I love you", but she didn't say that. I wish she said "I love you" so that I would have the chance to say "I love you too", but she said "Because you're 'good'" and it doesn't necessarily make me say "You're 'good' too" Bar. So I smiled. I thought she would tell me the next day, but she didn't; I thought she would tell me when she was leaving, but she didn't. I thought about the words "good" and "love" repeatedly, and after much deliberation, they are still not synonyms. Love is neither good nor bad. Love, that is to say, even if I am not good, she will love me the same. Love is unconditional. She didn't say anything, and I didn't ask. I think some words should not be forced out. It's meaningless if you force it out. Even so, I am still very happy and determined to go back to Wenzhou. Moreover, I suddenly understood that subconsciously, Wenzhou was used as the starting point. Originally thousands of miles away from home, what distance to talk about? The so-called "too far" means too far away from her. Half a year is approaching, and the original supervisor has called several times to urge me to make a decision quickly. At the end of January, I was about to sign the employment notice, but Cheng Yaojin appeared on the way. Lu Feng has been in the new company for almost half a month, and feels that the new environment is not bad. The only complaint is that "women are too ugly". He cursed, "It seems that someone used a big funnel to fish out the beauties, and then poured all the scum in. No kidding, until now, there are only two women who can still look at it, one is the company secretary, and the other is the chef in the restaurant. The others, when scored, are all below B." "Your vision is too high." Based on Lu Feng's experience with countless beauties, if women also hold a beauty pageant, even if he doesn't get the chance to be the guest of honor, he will definitely be able to be a judge. "That's not true. Ugly is ugly. There's nothing to say. However, it's strange to say that ugly women seem to be more courageous. In the past, there were many beautiful women in the company. If a female colleague liked a boy, she would usually go first. In the restaurant, elevator or corridor, first look at her lewdly for a few days, then look at him with a smile for a few days, and finally go to his colleagues to inquire, and only find an excuse to talk to him when he is basically sure that he has no girlfriend. Now it¡¯s good Yes, this set is free, which woman has taken a fancy to me, directly rushed up to be cannon fodder, and said: 'Do you have a girlfriend?'" I laughed, "This is a good sign. It shows that they are efficient in their work, straight to the point, and when it comes to work, they don't put on airs or engage in bureaucracy." "Hmph, what do you think I am going to work and go through so much hardship for? It is to improve my level. I have finally mixed up to the present, and I can't let it go. If you want to find a real 'boutique' woman, otherwise, I would rather don't want." A woman's ambition often comes from looking for self-worth, but this man's ambition comes from looking for a good woman. After complaining, he got down to business. Due to the large number of job hoppers last year and the lack of acceptance, their company introduced a new policy this year. If an employee recommends someone to the company, they can receive a bonus once the new employee signs a contract. The company hurts people with its own, and hopes to save human resources through this move. Under the heavy reward, there must be a brave man. The clever Lu Feng thought of poaching the corner of his old club. "Come on, come on, your salary should be similar to mine when you come in, and you can get a signing bonus, and the benefits here are better than the previous one. We split the referral bonus, and maybe you can form cliques in the future. Not very okay?" Under Lu Feng's smooth tongue, I went to their company for an interview. When I got out of the car, I waited for a long time before I found my small suitcase from the turntable and took it down. One wheel had disappeared and I couldn't drag it. I handed the box to Wu Li, and complained to her, "I knew it would be like this, so I took it with me, and it will take a little more trouble, so it won't break." She said: "If the old ones don't go, the new ones won't come." "Forget it, the box itself is pretty good, I'm not willing to change it. It's a big deal to keep carrying it in the future." The one-day interview schedule was very full. I had to meet with the supervisor and three project managers, and I was "accompanied" by personnel from the personnel department when I was eating, which was equivalent to meeting six people. The person in charge of the recruiting department is Ma Jiali, a middle-aged woman with beautiful chestnut hair. She is not beautiful but has a very good demeanor. Her eyes are piercing and her thin hands are as strong as a man's. At the end of the day, most people seem to be very satisfied with me. When it was over, Ma Jiali sent me downstairs and held my hand again with a walnut grip.??With a smile all over his face, "Thank you, your interview was very good, I will let you know as soon as I have any news." I told Lu Feng about the interview experience, and he had a complicated expression on his face, "Her?" Then he told me that Ma Jiali was the fastest-rising middle manager in the company. Will punish people, "Last year, an employee had a little conflict with her, and she lost her mind and went to the HR department to file a complaint. As a result, she didn't move at all, and the employee was fired instead. Isn't it amazing? So my husband was so scared. She divorced and left a big house for her to live alone. However, having said that, she has the ability, and it is easier to handle many things through her, so in general, the advantages outweigh the disadvantages." Lu Feng is sensitive to interpersonal relationships He Lingtong amazed me. The next day Ma Jiali called and said that she planned to hire me, and offered me a salary much higher than that of the original company, saying that the official notice from the company's HR department would arrive in a week. "Hey, my starting salary is several thousand more than mine. Ma Jiali is really good, and her starting salary is higher than that of ordinary supervisors. How about it, won't it hurt you if you call me?" I was indeed tempted. It's not all about the salary and stock, nor is it because I feel that "forming a clique" with Lu Feng will make a difference, but because during dinner that day, the personnel from the personnel department told me that this company treats employees very well and has generous holidays. I excitedly told Lu Feng this, and then said: "I have made up my mind, I will go to your company." "Just for this?" He opened his eyes wide, and then laughed, "You don't already plan to have children, do you?" "Of course not. I meanin the future I won't bother you anymore. It would be nice if the company's benefits are better." My face was burning. "Don't be shy," he looked at me with a smile, "What you said just now fully confirmed the theory in the book. Men have an instinct. Once they find someone they like, they will involuntarily want to marry her and have a baby." Children, then almost all decisions in life revolve around this center." "That's not the case." I said this on my lips, but secretly I had to admit that Lu Fengdao had hit my heart. The saying "knowledge is power" makes sense, and now he really has gained knowledge, and spits out a piece of ivory from time to time. Wu Li came to see me, dragging a suitcase in her hand, "Here for you." The suitcase was a little bigger than my previous one, and the style was clumsy and heavy, like a brick. I noticed that on one corner, there was a line painted with paint. what. "Did you draw it?" I asked her. She nodded. "very beautiful." "This is probably the easiest thing to draw," she rubbed her head and laughed, "In this way, in the future, when you pick up your luggage at the station, you will be able to recognize your own at a glance." "Oh, can't you buy something a little more foreign?" Lu Feng asked sourly. Recently, he has been a little jealous of Wu Li, because he feels that "as soon as this woman jumps out, I won't be in your retina." "This brand of boxes is famous in prisons. It is said that someone once used it to block bullets and saved a life." Wu Li explained. "Crow's Mouth," Lu Feng glanced at her, "Do you expect it to save Zhou Wen's life anytime?" "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to say that it is durable and won't break in a few years." Wu Li was a little anxious. "So, you just bought one for Zhou Wen, considering that he won't have to get a new one in the next few years, it's really generous." Lu Feng's mouth is so powerful that it's hard to argue with, I think, when Wu Li sent it to him to scold him , I'm afraid it also summoned up great courage. Wu Li looked at me a little aggrieved, and I smiled at her happily. In the evening, I was busy putting everything into a new box. Lu Feng lay on the sofa watching TV with his legs crossed, and suddenly sighed, "Actually, it's not bad to have a woman who treats me so well." "Don't steal mine." I laughed. "It's strange, what's so great about Wu Li? Finding a stunned young man, and accompanying her to start a family from scratch, is exhausting. If I want to find someone who has a good career and has everything, of course you must love me, love me very much." "He is full of ambition, "I'm not like you, knocking down a suitcase, chasing me, hum, get a boss bag first." I have seen boss bags in fashion magazines, they are very tasteful and expensive. However, preciousness does not necessarily make people happy. For me, happiness is picking up a box she gave me and painted it with her own hands, even if it is not very pretty. The next day, Wu Li sent me to the station. It was still early before boarding time, I went to buy a cup of coffee, and suddenly remembered a boring game that I hadn¡¯t played for many years, called hide and seek. I walked around behind a pillar to see if she would be anxious if she couldn't find me, and if so, how anxious she was. Five minutes later, she started looking around; ten minutes later, she stood up and looked for me; twenty minutes later, the expression on her face made me feel guilty. So I slowly went around behind her and gently tugged at her fingers. She turned around abruptly, with an anxious expression on her face, "Where have you been?" "I'm over there." "What are you doing over there?" "I I'm kidding you." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)If yes, how anxious. Five minutes later, she started looking around; ten minutes later, she stood up and looked for me; twenty minutes later, the expression on her face made me feel guilty. So I slowly went around behind her and gently tugged at her fingers. She turned around abruptly, with an anxious expression on her face, "Where have you been?" "I'm over there." "What are you doing over there?" "I I'm kidding you." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Eighteen Amazing ? "Do you think it's fun?" She straightened her face, "Let me tell you, if I couldn't find you just now, I'm afraid I'd have to go to the service desk to look for someone." "This is the station, not crossing the road, do you think I will get lost?" I opened my mouth fiercely. In the following time, Wu Li seemed really angry. She didn't say a word to me, but held my hand tightly, as if she was really afraid that I would get lost. I didn't speak, but I was moved: she was really anxious. "I can't finish it, please help me drink it." I was about to board the car, and I handed him the coffee in my hand. "You still buy such a big cup if you can't finish it?" "When I bought it, I didn't know I couldn't finish it." I glared at her. She shrugged and took the cup of coffee. I gently tugged at her hand, "I'm sorry, don't be angry, okay?" She looked at me, sighed, and finally smiled helplessly, brushing my hair scattered around my cheeks back, "Why are you so uneasy?" "Who is worried?" "Let me worry. Okay?" "I just want to make you worry." I also smiled, and reached out to mess up the hair on her forehead, "bump." I don't want her to feel at ease. If she doesn't worry, she won't ignore me. As the car started, I suddenly realized that the farewell this time did not feel desolate at all. When someone is waiting for you, you will no longer be afraid of separation. While eating in the car, I remembered how her hair was messed up by me, and smiled again. This silly woman bought me a case strong enough to stop bullets and last me a few years without knowing that I didn't want to use it. I don't want to run around so hard, and I definitely don't go where there's a gunfight¡ªif a bullet goes through the box, I won't see her again, I won't do it. I just want to be with her forever. Don't go to the ends of the earth, just be by your side. After a while, I received an email from He Haiyan. Sent to many people, the content is concise, telling everyone that she is fine, and there is a link to her new personal website. There is a photo album there, click it in, first there are several photos of her and a boy. The photos were all taken in Hangzhou. The boy leaned against her tenderly, and she probably caught up with the boy who likes to cook. I turned to the last one. It was a single photo of He Haiyan. It looked like it was taken in the office, and she looked like a wunderkind. My eyes stayed on her clothes, and then I held my breath. I know the dress, it was the birthday present I gave her last year. She still has it. Just looking at the photo, Lu Feng called, "Did He Haiyan grow up, or did I lose sight of women?" She also received an email, and when she saw He Haiyan in the photo, she was "amazing". I said: "You are an ugly woman, and I see a lot of them. Occasionally, a slightly better one will come, and I will feel very refreshed." "She looks very coquettish in that dress. I don't know where I got it. I want to buy one too." "I gave it to her. It costs more than ten yuan, but I bought it last year. I don't know if this style is still available." As soon as the words came out, I realized, "Who are you buying it for?" "If you don't buy it for anyone, just ask." Lu Feng immediately changed the topic, "Wow, I didn't expect you to spend money on her." I don't believe it. I think she probably has a new boyfriend. I don't know that man sent her off. But why didn't she want to say it? Later, I thought, maybe they were just getting started, and she wanted to tell me after she was sure, so she didn't pursue further. "That man is at least ten points lower than you." "People can cook." "Huh, Haiyan was cooked by his dishes. Seriously, I think she seems to have no more love for you. You look at her with affectionate eyes, like a nympho, and she is still wearing the clothes you sent. Just for you to see, she probably hopes you will regret it." "It's just a coincidence." I said, "By the way, where were you last night? I called you, but there was always no one at home." "Jersey had a quarrel with one of hers, and pulled me over. I was almost exhausted, and I ran with him all night. While walking around, listening to him babbling next to my ear, I really suffered. Every time In this way, if the surnamed Huang is not good, I will be unlucky." "Which man's money did Ouyang Lu spend?" "It's more scary than that. It's an old lover. Yesterday, Ouyang Lu's college classmates had a party here, and Jersey accompanied him to meet his ex-boyfriend. He squinted his eyes and looked at him twice. Okay, the vinegar jar was overturned, and all the vinegar was poured on me, and it was still Zhenjiang vinegar, which had great stamina. She took me to the department storeA car was overturned, fell to the ground, suffered a broken arm, and was taken to hospital by ambulance. The company received the notification from the hospital and immediately called the "emergency contact person" on his file. And the "emergency contact person" on the Jersey file is Wu Li. "Is he okay?" I was taken aback. "It's been checked, and there's nothing wrong with his brain. Fortunately, he fell outside when he was caught by the car, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous," she breathed a sigh of relief, "but his feet will need a cast for a while." "That's good." As I said, I suddenly saw Li Suqiu holding Jersey's right hand hero in the school infirmary many years ago, short of breath and loving, and I felt very uncomfortable, a bit like swallowing a cold Large ice cubes, stuck in the stomach and unable to digest. When Wu Li went to the hospital to see him just now, did she also have a pity? When they meet their eyes, will they feel full of emotion? After going on for a long time, she left me at the station to care about him, and I was foolishly worried that something would happen to her. My worry dissipated, and slowly changed to grievance: Wu Li left me at the station, but went to see him in the hospital. Of course, he is unlucky enough, if I were Wu Li, I would run away immediately when I received a call. But he is still wronged, and more and more wronged: why does he always have reasons to be pitied? Even the girlfriend who broke up? There is always a little clue reminding me that they had a relationship. Between them, what else? In my heart, I told myself not to mind, not to delve into it, but things are not in my hands, some things are pressing all the way in front of me like a three-dimensional movie, and I don¡¯t even leave room for breathing. What makes me even more desperate is that I find that I still care about it, and I will still look into it. Perhaps, the eyes that hide love really can't hold sand. I was angry with her. For the rest of the day, I was not interested in anything she said. "Zhou Wen, can you be reasonable? It's over, what else do you want?" She looked at me helplessly. I glared at her, then turned to look at the scenery outside the window. It's over, what else do I want? What else can I do? Wu Li helped me rent an apartment near the company. It was very small, but the bedroom had a large floor-to-ceiling window, from which I could see the busy traffic outside, and the afternoon sun shone in, making it very warm. "I know you like sunshine," she said. I nodded. She gave me the key, "I changed the lock on the door to a stronger one for you. Don't forget to close the door and window when you sleep." I said: "Thank you." I know she is good to me, but I am afraid that she is also good to others. In that case, no matter how nice she is to me, she is not special. In contrast, I'd rather she treat me worse than others. I want to be the most special person in her heart. I really wanted to tell her all these thoughts, but when facing her, I couldn't say anything, I just kept a straight face, as if I was still very angry. I'm really useless. The next day I went to the company to report and filled out a lot of forms, one of which was about "emergency contact". I filled in Wu Li's address and phone number, suddenly remembered what happened yesterday, and became angry again, trying to erase her name as a joke and write He Haiyan's, thinking, if something happens, the company will call Call He Haiyan and let her have a taste of jealousy. I didn¡¯t do this in the end, because I was afraid that if I was unlucky and fell on the stairs when I went out, the company really made a fuss and informed He Haiyan that Wu Li would be angry with me. On the other hand, I don't want any angry woman to come all the way from Hangzhou to throw a pot of soup on my head. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 19 Do You Have to Get Married to Live Together? ? When I saw Lu Feng in the company, I hardly recognized him. His head curled up, looking as if he was back in college. Most of the men who suddenly change their hairstyles are for women. My intuition told me again that he was in a relationship, and with a pure woman. Lu Feng's face was radiant, and when he saw me, he immediately ran over and greeted me jokingly. "Why did you get your hair like this?" I stroked his hair, which was flat, smooth and supple, and looked very handsome. "Just now I walked in and stepped on cannon fodder, and now I understand why." "If you think about it like this, then fuck it." She winked at me mischievously, "It's like this, one day, my hair told me that it was too hard to be straight all the time, I thought about it, and it made sense , just let them have a holiday." He still refused to tell me. After get off work, we went to see Jersey together. It kind of surprises me that he has moved in with Hwang Hye Young. He also changed his hairstyle, but in the other direction. He cut the hair that had been kept for many years to half length, and then permed it like half-haired instant noodles. "How are you?" I asked. "Does it look good?" He was more concerned about his hair, "It was permed a few days ago." "Well, it's very tasty." We said in unison, although we felt a bit of a pity tacitly, because Jersey hair is of very good quality, and with a little treatment, it won't lose to the "hair as smooth as silk" on TV back then. Rejoice advertising star. Huang Huiying was busy cooking, and they looked affectionate. I looked at Huang Huiying, and suddenly thought that yesterday when Jersey broke her arm, the company didn't call her, but Wu Li. He didn't have any lumps in his heart? Is it because he doesn't know at all, or is it that men are bigger than women and don't mind so much? Before leaving, Jersey took my hand and said softly: "I'm so sorry yesterday. I've changed the file and it won't happen again in the future. Are you not angry?" I shook my head and smiled, "It doesn't matter." It seemed that I had nothing else to say. The incident yesterday, like a cloud, cast a shadow on my heart for no reason, and then disappeared without a trace, which made me feel that my anger came from nowhere. Coming out of Jersey, Lu Feng took me home after ten o'clock. I asked him, "When did they move in together?" "A few months ago." He yawned, merged the car, and prepared to turn. "Why have I never heard from you?" "What's so long-winded, it's natural." "Are they planning to get married?" "Do you have to be married to live together?" "Why do you want to live together if you don't plan to get married?" Lu Feng gave me a sideways look, with a half-smile on the corner of his mouth, "Men and women have different physiological structures, and there is a reason for that. We need each other, and we don't have to be married." "I disagree." Lu Feng got excited, "Brother, this is not a new era, this is China, do you think everyone is like you, old-fashioned like a virgin?" After speaking, he looked at me and corrected it, "No, you should really Still a virgin, right? A virgin should be twenty-three years old, almost, almost, just accept it when you see it, otherwise, you can consider setting up a chastity memorial archway." "New era? China? What does it have to do with virgin men?" I am not convinced. "Hey, you don't want to have a 'virgin complex', do you? Forget it, you have to try it first when you go to the supermarket to buy a set of stereos. Oh, find a man, don't take a good test, and you will find out that you are impotent after you get married. , What should I do? Return the goods? With your shamelessness, I think you will suffer to the end." He honked the horn viciously at a car in front that was still hesitating after the green light, and concluded his statement, "The so-called ****,** , that is to say, love is made. Do you understand?" "I think that in order to 'do', there must be 'love' first. I will only do it with the person I love the most, and he must also love me as much as I love her. Otherwise, I will not feel at ease." Lu Feng snorted, "Wu Li's life is really hard." He mentioned Wu Li, and I suddenly thought of a question: Wu Li and Jersey, have you slept together? Lu Feng's words are not unreasonable, now is a new era, this is Wenzhou, not everyone is as old-fashioned as me. Exquisite houses flew by outside the car window, and under the neon lights, my mood became desolate. "what's on your mind?" "I'm wondering if they've ever had sex¡ªher, with him." I lowered my head and said honestly. I am not the same as Lu Feng on this point, she can always hide things from me, but I, what is in my heartIt's easy to get hooked on her. Lu Feng looked at me, parked the car on the side of the road, and held my hand, "Zhou Wen, I knew you would do this. It's not good for you. Do you understand?" I nodded and smiled at him, "I understand, just think about it." I understand the truth, but I just occasionally think about it. I changed my mind, instead of going home, I went to Wu Li's company to find him. I suddenly missed her so much that I wanted to hold her hand immediately and tell her that I would never be mad at her again. Wu Li was busy, and when she saw me, she was a little surprised, "Why are you here?" After so many summers, this was the first time I went to her company to find him. "I want to see that flower pot." She handed me a key, "It's on my desk. Just wait a moment, I'll be here soon." I walked into her office and saw the potted flowers on the table head-on. Not seen for over a year, it has grown a bit and is doing well. The heavy green foliage sets off the small dark purple flowers, which open unassumingly but firmly and tenderly. The newly replaced pots really looked like a pair of shoes, with two white orchids protruding slightly from the light blue uppers. I stroked it lightly, thinking of Wu Li's way home with such a flower pot, I felt a little funny, and then I became grateful: it was the one who made her make up her mind to drive for several hours to find me. The tenderness and longing at that moment? I wiped the flowerpot carefully and poured some water on it. Wu Li came in. "It's so realistic," I put one foot next to the flower pot, "Look, maybe I can actually use it as a shoe." "I'm afraid it's still a little small." She took off her clothes and hung them up, looking at my feet and said with a smile. I compared it carefully, "Well, it seems to be a little bit worse. However, it is very close, and it is worth rewarding." "How to reward me?" She put her arms around me, feeling a smell on her body. I kiss her cheek. "Come with me to dinner." "Have you had dinner yet?" I looked at the clock on the wall, it was almost ten o'clock. "Just now I wanted to finish this thing in one go, so I didn't bother to eat it. But," she pointed to the table, "I ate a pack of instant noodles." "Then you take me home and I'll do it for you." I began to feel distressed. She sent me home, I cooked the rice and fried some vegetables. She ate with relish, "It's delicious." "It's because you're hungry." I put my chin on my hands and looked at her smiling, feeling a little sore in my heart: I always wanted her to coax me and treat me well, but I never thought that she actually has a lot of things to do herself. to worry. I'm really ignorant. "I'm sorry." I said suddenly. She looked up at me, "Excuse me for what?" "I don't think I'm treating you well." "you treat me well." "Not good enough," I put my hand on hers, "I want to treat you better. How can I treat you better?" She looked at my serious look, thought about it, and laughed, "Then bring me some peppers." I happily handed her the paprika. She told me about things at work with great interest. Although I didn't understand much, I still liked to listen. After dinner, I insisted on helping her wash the dishes. He put an apron around me. The apron was worn on me, almost hanging on my chest, which looked a bit nondescript. "Is this more like a bellyband? I'm in my twenties, so I don't need this." She spread her hands, trying to take off the apron. I didn't allow her to take it off, and said, "Just wear it." It didn't fit well, but it was my imprint. I looked at her with a smile, and suddenly couldn't help but kiss her. "What are you doing?" She looked at me in surprise. I said, "Nothing. I like you." In fact, looking at her like that, I have an inexplicable impulse. After washing the dishes, I put on my coat, "Go to bed early, you have to go to work tomorrow." She sent me outside the door, under the light of the street lamp, she looked tall and beautiful. I put my arms around her neck, "The last time the company asked me to fill in the 'emergency contact', I filled in you. So, if something happens to me in the future, you have to go to the hospital to see me immediately, you understand?" Her face became serious, "Don't say that." "Speak for yourself, it doesn't matter." "I can't say this kind of thing myself." As she said, she found the nearest tree and touched it twice. "It turns out that you are so superstitious, and you still do as the Romans do, just like Wenzhou people's superstition." "It's better to believe in something than nothing." He hugged me tightly, "Anyway, you don't allow anything to happen. Do you hear me?" "What about in case? I mean in case, such as fainting, you don't necessarily have to lose your limbs. You will immediately drop everything and take care of me, right?" I also reached out to touch the tree, " I have also touched the tree, so feel free to speak boldly.¡± She held my face in her hands, "Zhou Wen, I will take care of you no matter what, and you are not allowed to say such things in the future." At some point, she started calling me "Ah Wen". (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Believe it or not. "He hugged me tightly, "Anyway, you don't allow anything to happen. Do you hear me? " "What about in case? I mean in case, such as fainting, you don't necessarily have to lose your limbs. You will immediately drop everything and take care of me, right?" I also reached out to touch the tree, " I have also touched the tree, so feel free to speak boldly.¡± She held my face in her hands, "Zhou Wen, I will take care of you no matter what, and you are not allowed to say such things in the future." At some point, she started calling me "Ah Wen". (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 20 Dark Chocolate ? I stared at her intently, and under the light, I saw myself in her eyes. Then she must be able to see herself in my eyes too. I suddenly understood that the reason why lovers like to stare at each other is because they can see themselves in each other's eyes. The eyes are the windows to the soul, and what could be more blissful than knowing that you live in the heart of the one you love? I feel very happy. She asked me: "Will you treat me well?" "Will do." "Will it be very good?" "Will do." "Will it be better than everyone else?" "Do not worry." "Then why don't you ask if I will treat you well?" "You're staring at me like that, which means you're good to me." She scratched my nose lightly. I smiled at her and hugged his neck tighter until the tip of my nose was on the tip of his. Her nose is smaller than mine, with a round tip, which suddenly adds a bit of childishness to her already lined face. After a while, she looked at her watch, "I really should go. You should go to bed right away, or you won't be able to get up tomorrow." I reached out and tousled her hair, "Be careful on the road." I waved to her and watched her drive the car away. For a moment just now, I was a little afraid, a little hopeful that she would ask to stay tonight. She didn't, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but felt a little bit lost. I calculated the time, and it took her about half an hour to drive home. Now that there are few cars on the road, it shouldn't take that long. Thirty minutes later, I called her, no one. I'll call back in five minutes, and this time she's on the phone, "I just walked in. What's the matter?" "Nothing, just wanted to know if you're home. Now I'm really going to bed. Good night." I'm going to hang up. "Wait," she stopped me, and said softly, "Zhou Wen, I love you." Her voice came clearly from the other end of the phone, like a small electric current, instantly touching every nerve ending in me . "You say it again?" I felt a little unbelievable. "I love you," she said again. She finally said it to me. This time, I happily said: "Little one, I love you too." The days of having love are very sweet. The feeling is hard to describe in words. Generally speaking, it¡¯s like eating chocolate and knowing that there are still a dozen. After eating the one in hand, you can go get it again. In the company, I gradually became familiar with the new environment and interpersonal relationships. There are more than 20 people in our department, divided into four project teams, and I was assigned to temporarily work as an assistant to an employee named Long Hai, in fact, to help him. At first, I was very happy. I felt that there was such a buffer period, and I could get acquainted with all aspects before officially accepting the project. However, as a month passed, I started to feel that something was wrong. Long Hai is a veteran of the department. He often shows his identity by saying "think about when we made the product version". Unfortunately, he has a bad temper and doesn't take anyone seriously. Dare to scold. Tell me to learn from him, saying "Long Hai knows everything". Yes, Long Hai knows everything, but he refuses to teach me anything. He only asks me to help him copy things, find information, read scientific and technological documents, write summaries, etc. Every time I ask to help him make some and source code He pushed back and forth on related matters, and was never willing to answer my questions, letting me know what happened but not why. I complained to Wu Li, she thought about it, and then laughed, "Does your boss think you are arrogant and wants to beat you up?" I said, "How is it possible, I am a standard respecter in the company. "I try to maintain a smiling image every day. Apart from running errands for Long Hai, if other colleagues need help, as long as I have time, I will try my best to agree. I even go across the street to buy for everyone on time at 3:30 every afternoon. coffee. At that time, I tasted all kinds of coffee, and also practiced kung fu. I could carry seven or eight cups of coffee with different flavors in each hand, walk a block, cross the street, go up to the fourth floor within five minutes, and distribute them to different offices. Not a single drop of coffee was spilled, not a cup mishandled, and it was still piping hot. Lu Feng heard that I helped my colleagues to buy coffee for free every afternoon, and his eyes widened, "How dare they?" "I voluntarily." "There's no need to be so polite." "I feel that no matter where I am, people's hearts are always the same. I treat others well, and they know in their hearts that they may teach me more, help me at work, and tell me anything. Long Hai Our department has long been exhausted, and we can't get along with anyone.?It's God's will. However, God has been overloaded with work all year round, and it is inevitable that he will doze off. Lu Feng took a lot of detours to find his other half. Meanwhile, the man waited and waited, probably a little impatiently, talking to himself and marrying another woman first. "She must have said that her husband lacks taste and doesn't understand her. Besides, she doesn't have feelings for that man anymore, does she?" Since the May 4th period, men who are a little bit late can't help but make such sighs, and the purpose is nothing more than Lan Xing came out of the wall, and hoped that someone outside the wall would respond. The difference is that during the May 4th period, women basically obeyed their parents' orders to start a family, and they had a place to shirk their responsibilities, so they were justified; up to now, the wives I greeted in a serious way, still talk about marrying wives that are not good, which is really puzzling. In this sense, men today have thicker skins than men in the past. Yu Sufen fell into this clich¨¦. Lu Feng said: "She said her husband is a good man, and he spent the most difficult days with her, so she has a lot of affection for him." He stuffed a big spoonful of talk into his mouth and said heavily: "But, she Say she loves me, if she can choose again, she will choose me 100%." All the good women in the world are the same, but each has its own way of having no conscience. This one has no conscience, very cleverly put the cards on the table straight to the point, and then "put it to death and survived". "What does this mean?" "It means that she loves me more. Feelings and love are different." "Does she have children?" "No." "Will she divorce her husband?" "I don't want to put too much pressure on her right now," Lu Feng didn't seem to want to talk too much, so he changed the topic to Yu Sufen's kindness to him: Yu Sufen once looked for him a Nestle product called "after eight o'clock" Dark chocolate, Yu Sufen came to see him instead of going to her own home after a business trip, he rubbed her stomach when she had dysmenorrhea, oh, yes, Yu Sufen gave him a boss bag. "How much?" In the face of those dazzling brands, my first reaction is often this very tacky sentence, and I can't change it. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 21 Five Horse Street ? "I bought it on Wuma Street in Wenzhou, how much do you think it is?" "She sent you a fake bag?" "To be precise, it is an 'imitation', but it looks exactly like the real thing." I looked at him, couldn't help it anymore, and laughed, "I see, you really love her." "How to say?" "Otherwise, with your temper, how could you let her play with a fake bag?" Lu Feng was silent for a while, and said, "She has her reasons." As the old saying goes, "Behind every successful woman is a successful man." The man behind Yu Sufen has obviously successfully established a system for managing his wife." Her husband needs to check the accounts regularly, and her theory is that she can spend as much money as she wants, but she needs to know where it is spent. If she spends hundreds of dollars on a bag, her husband will definitely be alert." "Then the Lion roars in the east of the river?" I thought to myself, stinky man, "why" you big-headed ghost. "Not really. She said she didn't want to make her husband feel unnecessarily sad. I think so too. It seems a bit unreasonable to rob someone's wife." Some men will become willful when they fall in love, such as me; while some men will become reasonable when they are in love, such as Lu Feng. I think he either changed suddenly or lost his head. There are indications that he belongs to the latter. "If it were me, I would definitely not want that fake bag." I said. "Wu Li doesn't seem to have even given you a fake one." She was obviously a little angry. "If I want it, sooner or later she will bring the real one." I couldn't help but tit for tat. We stared with big eyes and small eyes, and laughed at the same time with a "puchi". "Okay, okay, I get it, I get it, you can scold anyone, but you can't scold her." Lu Feng shook his head. "When did you start?" "It's March." "Why are you hiding it from me? Are you afraid that I will spread rumors about you?" "I told her that it will not be made public," he looked around and lowered his voice a little. "Many people in this company know her. If others find out, it will be of no benefit to anyone." "Who is it good for? You, or her?" I refused to let him go. He looked at me, then turned his head to look at the lawn outside the window, "Do you think I'm being mean?" "A little bit," I swallowed the last bite of the hamburger, "There are too many men in the world, and unmarried people are everywhere. Do you like to challenge the difficulty? Besides, a woman's heart is thinner than a man's, and her husband will find out sooner or later. Sometimes the husband will come to your door and hold a fruit knife against your wrist to beg your wife, can you bear it?" A somewhat helpless smile appeared on Lu Feng's face. "Hey, what do you like about that donut?" This round of conversation is no less important than the significance of Armstrong's landing on the moon in the history of mankind in my years of friendship with Lu Feng¡ª¡ªI told him the truth for the first time Reason, rather than respectfully listen to his lectures. I suddenly felt that I had aged a lot, so I continued my efforts, "Rich? Good-looking? Status? Know how to make people happy? Is it the l on the back of the car?" I started gesturing to emphasize my tone. He took my arm and said in a low-confidence tone, "Got it. To tell you the truth, I have broken up with her three times, but I haven't broken up. I think I probably really fell in love with her." I was dumbfounded. The numbers are very convincing. In Lu Feng's previous relationships, breaking up once was enough. "Do you love her money or the person who loves her?" "Of course I love her money," she raised her eyes to look at me as if she had done something bad, and lowered her voice, "but I also love her." "Actually, she is a very nice person. She doesn't talk too much, but she is very down-to-earth. You will know it next time you see her. The only shortcoming may be that her heart is too soft She said that her husband has been in poor health, and she is afraid that he will not be able to bear the blow. I really don¡¯t want to be angry with him now, and I want to wait until this period is over before slowly bringing up the divorce with him,¡± and then added inconsistently, ¡°Actually, I¡¯m still young, so it¡¯s fine to just fall in love, you Think, it's not so easy to find an ideal love partner, right?" I have nothing to say. This time, Lu Feng fell into it. He was probably obsessed by reading those books about love and romance. No wonder the ancients said that men should not read such books. It's another week, my work has not improved at all, I still help people with miscellaneous printing, booking conference rooms and buying coffee every day, Long Hai still doesn't give me a good face, I don't know where I offended him. Do people in Wenzhou also believe in the saying of "teaching apprentices and starving masters"? I found an opportunity to tactfully tell my boss about my situation.city. The next Saturday, I ran into Yu Sufen at the company. At that time, I took the elevator upstairs to a meeting with a stack of materials in my hand, and she was standing opposite me. The temporary name tag on her chest caught my attention, and I began to secretly look at this woman. Yu Sufen was wearing light blue and beige trousers, with a laptop tucked between her arms and chest. She was tall, with thin cheeks, slightly wrinkled brows, and tightly pursed lips, as if thinking about something, and looked up at the lights every few floors. I also noticed that she wore a platinum wedding ring on her left ring finger, not at all like a woman who had had an affair with a man ten years her junior. But she did find a man ten years younger than her as a lover; I couldn't help thinking, what does a so-called good woman look like? At this moment, she probably noticed that I was looking at her, and slightly raised the corner of her mouth to me as a greeting. I was startled, and I immediately nodded my respects, and then looked away immediately. Went shopping with Lu Feng on Saturday, he was carrying that imitation boss bag, it was really fake and lifelike. I told Lu Feng that I had met Yu Sufen, and he immediately got excited, "What do you think of her?" "Not bad, it looks good." "Have you spoken to her?" "Of course not, and she doesn't know me, so why not tell her 'I'm Lu Feng's good friend' in front of so many people. How are you doing now?" I asked Lu Feng "how are you doing now", but he told me some bits and pieces about Yu Sufen's husband: he quit his job two years ago and now stays at home every day, so he happens to have a lot of time to manage his wife. Yu Sufen goes to their company's branch in China several times a year. He is probably a little afraid that "the foreign military orders will not be accepted", and I heard that the woman returned to the Congress "the tree wants to be quiet but the wind keeps on", which is very difficult. After a lot of work, I bought eyeliner quietly in China, and every time I went back, I would bring a whole set of things in big bags and small bags to give away. I was very generous, but I didn't expect that the backyard caught fire, and the problem was on my side. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 22 The One Carat Diamond Ring ? "He has to check his wife's credit card bill every month, which is very detailed." Lu Feng sighed, "It's so funny, she raised her hand and gave a whole set of clothes to the ugliest person in the office, Yu Sufen spent a I have to give an explanation for a hundred dollars." What a powerful man. "Isn't he in poor health? How can he manage his wife so vigorously?" "He is full-time, seven days a week, 24 hours a day, can you not cover everything?" "Isn't Yu Sufen very hard?" I couldn't help laughing, "Two men and two companies ran back and forth, no wonder she is always frowning." "I don't care, she will settle her husband sooner or later." Passing by a jewelry store, Lu Feng dragged me to see the ring. The store is full of couples, I asked him: "Two men look at the ring, will they think we are gay?" "What are you afraid of? Others don't care if you are gay or not, only if you have money." "Would you like to buy the ring yourself?" "No, I can see the pattern, right?" Lu Feng took a fancy to a one-carat diamond ring, which was carved pure and flawless, and it shone brightly when worn on his hand. "How is it?" He stretched his fingers and looked at the ring with satisfaction, turning his head to ask me. "It's so pretty," I couldn't help adding, "but before putting it on, someone should take off her wedding ring first." Platinum wedding rings for two. "Why are you spoiling the scenery so much?" Lu Feng rolled his eyes at me, "By the way, when Wu Li asks you for a wedding ring, don't sell yourself at a big sale. You must buy a one-carat one." I looked at the price and stuck out my tongue, "So expensive? I can't afford it." "If you can't afford it, you have to buy it, if you can't afford it, you have to buy it," Lu Feng said simply, "Otherwise, I'll let you wait and marry you when you can afford it. A woman only has such a chance in her life, so she must not be careless .¡± I looked at him and smiled, but couldn't help being distracted. If Wu Li wants me to propose to her, it would be great to get a one-carat diamond ring. If not, I probably wouldn't be willing to say "wait". You don't want to marry me anymore, so what should you do? Walking out of the jewelry store, Lu Feng went shopping. I don't know since when, he no longer likes fruit, but changed to another kind. After buying so much, I opened the bag and was about to get it when suddenly the strap of the bag broke. Apparently, some items sold in Wenzhou are realistic, but not too strong. Lu Feng and I stared blankly at the bag with a broken strap. After a while, he slowly took off the unbroken bag strap from his hand, pulled me out of the store door, walked to the side of the road, and then said softly: "Zhou Wen, your bag is borrowed." I'll use it." We squatted on the ground, and together transferred the odds and ends in Lu Feng's bag to my backpack. He shook the empty bag to the ground a few times, and then threw it into the street without a sound. side trash can. We continued to stroll, and Lu Feng was still talking and laughing, but I could see that no matter whether he was talking or laughing, he was a bit reluctant. The things that shouldn't appear often appear when they shouldn't appear: we accidentally bumped into the boss shop in Wenzhou, of course, the genuine one. Overcoming, aggressive. I was about to pull Lu Feng to go another way. He had already seen the signboard, and the smile on his face disappeared in an instant. He turned around and sat down on a chair in an outdoor cafe, "I'm a little tired, I want to rest for a while .¡± When I came back after buying two cups of mocha, Lu Feng raised his head and blinked pitifully, "It's really useless." He looked like a kitten whose tail was stepped on. "It was because I pulled too hard." "It's none of your business, what's fake is fake." He murmured to the paper cup with coffee. I reached out and stroked his hair, smooth and soft. He straightened his curly hair for Yu Sufen's sake, but he was actually showing her the weakest side of his heart, but she didn't cherish it, or in other words, she was not qualified or able to cherish it. Suddenly, an unknown fire arose in my heart - I was completely irritated by that bastard, no, that soft donut with a layer of chocolate on top and colorful sugar sprinkles: obviously there is a husband, You still have to flirt outside; take a step back, if you really want to flirt, you have to be able to settle it; now you flirt, mess with, and want to speculate, what is it? No matter how smart, powerful, and sharp Lu Feng is, he will always??Only twenty-four years old, compared to a thirty-year-old man who knows when to be cool, when to be cute, and when to coax people with fake bags, he is already a head down. When I recalled the last time I saw Yu Sufen, I was angry: serious and dignified, people thought she was thinking about how to make money for the company when they saw her, but actually, I think she was thinking about how to lie to men next time. After drinking half a cup of hot coffee, my blood boiled even more, and I pulled Lu Feng up, "Follow me." "Where are you going?" "Come with me." I kept pulling him to the door of the boss shop, "Go in and pick one! Isn't it just a nylon bag from the pickle jar? It's not unaffordable." "What did you say?" "I said I want to buy you a boss bag, okay?" I took out my wallet and took out my credit card, "Huh, isn't it just 'sign with a very handsome pose'? I will too, to be honest, really I haven't seen the boss before, so today I just take this opportunity to open my eyes!" Lu Feng stared at me for a long time, and I raised my eyebrows at him, "Come on, it's rare for me to be so generous, this opportunity is never to be missed, and time will never come again." His round eyes slowly narrowed, narrowed, and finally narrowed into two lines, and he laughed, "You want to be taken advantage of?" "Anyway, no one checks my account." He took my hand, "I will fulfill you, but let's change places." Ten minutes later, we sat in the "round table" pizzeria and shared a "luxury" pizza with three layers of cake and a layer of cheese. Lu Feng was like a hungry tiger going down the mountain, taking one piece from the left and one piece from the right, and eating two-thirds of it by himself. He gulped down half a bottle of water, "If I ran in to pick up a bag just now, would you really pay the bill for me?" "meeting." "Don't feel bad?" "Nonsense, of course I feel distressed. Boss's bag is enough for me to earn for a while, and the strap is more expensive than the bag I am wearing." "You are so kind to me." Lu Feng smacked his fingers loudly, very pleased, "However, I won't ask you to buy it." "I know, with your temper, you will definitely pay me back afterwards. In fact, if you really want it, we can buy one together and use it in rotation." "No, I will never spend my own money on this bag." "Why?" "There are some things that men cannot buy by themselves, such as clothes and designer bags." Brand-name bags are about making a profit, and a small one can make a big difference. That's why I didn't let you be taken advantage of just now, understand? " I get it, being taken for a ride is also sexist: I was born a man, and I only deserve to be ripped off for a pizza. "What are you going to do?" I was a little worried. Lu Feng was full of latitude and longitude, but found the wrong partner. His face sank, he ate another piece of pizza without making a sound, and wiped the oil from the corner of his mouth, "Last night I had a dream, dreaming that her husband was sick and died." "What disease?" "Cancer is positive." "You are really poisonous. You curse people not to have children and you curse people to die." "I didn't curse him, it was a dream, what can I do?" "I think about it every day, and I dream about it at night. Can you deny that you have never thought about it like this?" "What's the use of thinking? If you think about it, it will come true. I'll buy the Mark Six lottery right away and win a few million." That's right, if the spell can really come true, I'm afraid I'd have helped Lu Feng cast it together a long time ago. "That man is also considered unlucky, he didn't do anything bad, and I hated him so much," he continued, "So men are nothing, if you work hard to raise her well, she will find a man who is younger and more handsome than you; But the more insignificant a man is, the more likable he is, and there is nothing he can do about it. Now I understand why Huiying upgrades quickly, but Jersey is worried. The big tree invites the wind, blow and blow, and there will be problems one day. Yes Now, do you know why I use this?" "Do you want to look more mature?" "Because her husband uses it, and she doesn't like it herself. Once the clothes get other smells, it's easy to smell it. I also use it, and her husband won't find it easy." "Hmph, if it were me, I would spray another kind of perfume on her clothes desperately. After returning home, my husband will 'see the red with a bayonet' with her. She must have an explanation." Filled with righteous indignation, I said something later. I almost regretted what I said. Lu Feng's eyes lit up suddenly, "Why didn't I think of it? Zhou Wen, lend me yours." "What are you doing?" "Spray it on her clothes, I want her husband to feel my presence." Oh my god. "It doesn't have to be so advanced for this use?" "I just want to be high-end. I want that man to understand that I am also high-end, not just a cat or a dog." Later, my bottle really paid a heavy price for this bad idea. When walking out of the pizzeria, Lu Feng said, "Don't touch my head when you come from now on, it's bad luck." "Nonsense. Which temple did you hear it from?" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)It doesn't have to be that advanced, does it? " "I just want to be high-end. I want that man to understand that I am also high-end, not just a cat or a dog." Later, my bottle really paid a heavy price for this bad idea. When walking out of the pizzeria, Lu Feng said, "Don't touch my head when you come from now on, it's bad luck." "Nonsense. Which temple did you hear it from?" (Remember the URL of this website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 2 Will we meet again? I was thinking that I should have a girlfriend who knew Chen Yi. There was nothing when we were together, and the breakup was pretty uneventful¡ªby college I made up my mind to work. She said "I am the only child in the family"; I said "I am also the only child in the family". She said, "Then we two seem very different", so we agreed that if I didn't go to work outside, we would continue dating; if I went to work outside, we would break up. Later, I still decided (remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 23 Friendship ? "When I was in middle school, my dad said that he did very well at the beginning. Once, he started to lose money. My mother scolded me for several years." "That's your dad's stink." I couldn't laugh or cry. "Actually, I don't really believe it either, but I've been so unlucky recently that I can't stand any more trouble." "Okay, I'll help you get rid of the disaster," I smiled and pulled him to touch a tree on the side of the road, "Wu Li taught me, she said it was very effective." Lu Feng did what he said, sprayed perfume on Yu Sufen's clothes when she was not paying attention, and waited for her husband to attack. As a result, several days passed without any hostility at all. He finally couldn't help asking Yu Sufen if she had said anything recently, and the answer was no. I thought that "the bayonet will see the red", but the other party didn't even show the knife. When this brand first came out, someone once used "a loud slap" to describe how refreshing and unforgettable it is. Now, Lu Feng slapped it loudly, but it hit the cotton firmly without any response. Really frustrating. "Could it be that the spray is not enough?" "What, you haven't smelled it, it's so fragrant." "Or did she change clothes before going home? I heard that some women are very cunning now, and they keep a spare set of clothes in the office." "Probably not, right? He's not that sensitive to women's perfumes, and he still doesn't know that my husband and I use the same brand. I think, if it's not that her wife has a nose problem, it's that her self-cultivation skills are very good." "It must be the latter. It is impossible for a man who wears his own perfume to have a bad nose, right? This kind of quiet person is the most powerful, and there is no excuse for people wanting to turn against him." I suddenly became curious about her husband. I thought he was a "Hedong Lion" who was about to explode, but now it seems that may not be the case. "Let's learn from others. If Wu Li smelled a little perfume one day, you would have hanged yourself long ago." Lu Feng said listlessly. "She only smells of alcohol, not perfume. Lu Feng, forget it, this kind of woman with a family is in a lot of trouble. You have time and energy to fight with her husband and grab women around. If you can pick out a decent one, wait until you pick them out and then slowly pick them up." "No," he raised his head again, "She clearly loves me, and the relationship between her husband and her is only 'love' at best, so why should I give in?" He spoke confidently. In retrospect, in the years of youth, we more or less believed that the so-called "love" could really be "invincible and invincible". "This is an account she opened privately behind her husband's back. She saves a little every month and buys it for me. You see, this one is from March, which means that she started saving money secretly not long after she met me. She said that she had always wanted to buy me a decent gift, and that time she came back with a fake bag, but she had always been very sorry. This time she wanted to buy me a necklace, but when she saw that my bag was broken, she simply helped me. I'll buy a new one." He looked proud. I flipped through those bank statements, they were all deposited hundreds of dollars at a time, which can be called well-intentioned, and I found it ridiculous-a woman with a six-figure annual salary needs to play this kind of trick to help her boyfriend Buy a bag that makes people wonder what to say. Compared with Lu Feng, my love is much calmer. I moved the flowers for Wu Li back to grow. Before going to work during the day, I pulled the shutters to half-closed, because flowers are a kind of plant that needs light, but the light should not be too strong; The windows are open to let it breathe; I water it at regular intervals and fertilize it at regular intervals. After a while, it looks more energetic. I have taken care of this potted flower because I like its character: it is very ordinary, but there are some picky things; it does not need to cost a lot, but it needs to be carefully; moreover, if you really use it Heart, it also knows, will silently repay with more gentle and firm little flowers, you can't help but be moved. I think it's kind of like me. If people also have "plant attributes", I probably belong to flowers. At the age of twenty-three, I feel like I am a little "old". After working for a long time, my eyes hurt, my back is sore, and my skin is dry. I occasionally work overtime until late at night, and I must go home early the next day to catch up on sleep, otherwise I will be listless. I thought these symptoms were unique to me, but when I asked Lu Feng, he gritted his teeth with hatred, "A man can't stop his abs even when he gets old." "You are happier. You have Wu Li to help you pinch your shoulders." Yu Sufen is on a business trip and will not be back until two months later. She is very envious of this. "You can't pinch it at any time. Besides, she will go to Hangzhou in a few months." "Are you willing?" "So what if you don't want to? She said that the conditions there are good and the gold plating makes it easier to find a job in the future., Jersey is satisfied with his choice. We ate up the plate of bread on the dining table, and we had almost finished our conversation, but Yu Sufen still didn't show up. Lu Feng looked at his watch again, his face was obviously becoming impatient, his eyebrows were wrinkled in the middle, and his lips were pursed into a line. At this time, his cell phone rang. Lu Feng looked at the number, and when he picked it up, he said, "What did you do?" It should be Yu Sufen. The other party was talking, and the expression on Lu Feng's face was like the sky in the sky. It changed after a while, and finally calmed down, and said lightly, "Okay, that's it." He put the mobile phone into the bag, zipped it hard with a "snap", let out a sigh of relief, raised his head, reached for the menu, and smiled at us, "She's not coming, let's order by ourselves .¡± "What's wrong?" Jersey and I asked in unison. "She has something to do, she's delayed. It's work." Lu Feng said lightly. We didn't quite believe it, and judging by his appearance, we didn't want to ask more questions. That meal was unforgettable for the rest of our lives. None of us mentioned the absent protagonist. We still talked and laughed happily, but somewhat lost our interest. When the dishes came, we had almost finished talking, so we had to talk about cakes. Lu Feng put his chin in one hand, and smiled at the cake on the small white plate, "The dishes here are average, and the cake is really famous. Sometimes I would come all the way to eat it." I believe he said "I "Actually, it should be "we". (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 24: One's Loneliness, Two's Fault ? I took a bite of the cake and put it in my mouth. It was really sweet and luscious, with a long aftertaste. "It's delicious, but it doesn't seem to have any oily smell." "This means that it is done properly. You can't taste the obvious oily taste, but it feels very fragrant. If there is a little less one day, it will be different immediately." Lu Feng's words made me fascinated: love, isn't it a bit like this kind of cake with oil? The process after process is like guessing, testing and longing; the cumbersome ingredients seem to be the thoughts of thousands of times, and when they are put in, they may not be able to taste them when they eat them; Where is it, the only thing I know clearly in my heart is that without her, it will be different immediately. When it was time to pay the bill, Jersey and I went to pay, but Lu Feng insisted on letting him pay the bill, "Thank you for accompanying me to dinner." After dinner, Jersey called Huang Huiying to pick him up, leaving me and Lu Feng to walk to the parking lot. Passing by a bar, Lu Feng suddenly grabbed me, "Come on, let's have a drink." I couldn't resist him, so I followed him in and ordered a glass of sdo each. Lu Feng took a big sip happily, "This is called wine, what's the use of the little wine in the cake just now?" "Is it because her husband doesn't allow her to come out?" I decided to cut to the chase. He shook his head and took another sip of his wine, "It's so funny. Actually, she had already arrived at the entrance of the restaurant, only to find that a former colleague of his husband was sitting at a table behind us. She said that man likes to spread rumors, so After much deliberation, I still decided not to come in.¡± Women who have an affair probably have the ability to "see all directions and listen to all directions", and they are no less sensitive to the surrounding environment than scouts. It's funny to say that in a man's world, a woman who stands upright in a man's world turns into a clown who runs away after being casually glanced at by some bastard. "What are you afraid of? And us, her husband can say it's a colleague gathering." "She has a guilty conscience," Lu Feng smiled wryly, "it's like this every time. When I go to a place with many people, I'm afraid of being bumped into by acquaintances, and I feel like a thief; when I go to a place with few people, I feel even more like a thief, and I feel very wronged." .¡± He drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, ¡°It¡¯s like this every time.¡± After drinking two glasses of sdo, Lu Feng was still not satisfied. He raised his hand and asked for a bottle. He took it and poured it into the cup. There was no ice or water, and he began to pour down his throat with a "gudong gudong". When the glass was over, he poured another glass . I realized that he was using alcohol to drown his sorrows, and I reached out to grab his cup, "Don't drink it, you will get drunk like this." "Let me drink," he pushed me away, and flipped the hair that was scattered on his face back smartly, "There is wine today, and you are drunk today, haven't you heard of it?" He tilted his face halfway, Ge Ge smirked, a few tears hit the dimples on his cheeks, he reached out to wipe them off, and then blew his nose, "What, it's dead." "Lu Feng, break up with her." Seeing him like this, I feel sad, but I don't know how to comfort him. Zheng Lufeng was already half drunk, his cheeks were flushed, when he heard this sentence, he looked up at me, grinned, and continued to drink. "Lu Feng, think about it, that guy is a coward at all. Why is my husband's ex-colleague so frightened that he really wants to fight her husband? Let me tell you, women are cats who love to steal. Even though there is canned cat food at home, she still likes to sneak into the sewer at the back door of the restaurant to steal fish bones, and then obediently go home to eat canned cat food after gnawing; when a plate of fish bones is in front of her, she will I like the new and dislike the old and want to eat dried shrimps. Also, I heard that divorce is very expensive now, and her husband has no job. Even if she really agrees, she must suffer financially. Will he be willing? Men, in fact, are worse than women in their bones Money is important, and the richer the man, the more important it is, man" I began to plausibly say that men, those articles about women complaining in the tabloids and magazines that I saw in the past have their place, "opening the book is beneficial" This sentence is true. Lu Feng rested his head on the back of his hand, looked drunkenly at the golden whiskey in the glass in front of him, suddenly raised his eyes and asked me: "I I have a question If that Wu Wu Li already has a husband It's not you what do you do? Do you still like her? " "She doesn't have a husband." "Nonsense, I mean if If, there is only such a woman, and you love her, what should I do?" "Do you love her that much?" Lu Feng glared at me, "Don't look down on me." I stared blankly at his pretty and desolate face, which was stained red by the wine, and weighed the question in my heart. I suddenly realized that if Yu Sufen was replaced by Wu Li, if Lu Feng Change to Zhou Wen, IMost of the time, I can't help myself to fight this battle that others think is worthless. So, what else is there to say? The truth is always told to others. Lu Feng was triumphant, "Can't you say it? If you can't say it, don't say it, drink with me!" He took another glass and poured half a glass of wine, and handed it to me, "Drink!" He raised his head and poured himself into the glass first. Drank it dry, "Yesterday, I dreamed that her husband died again, and this time it was a brain tumor. Isn't it very sinister?" "What's wrong with you?" My heart was suddenly filled with an inexplicable sense of chivalry, and I started cursing that man together with Lu Feng, and then proudly picked up the wine glass and poured it into my mouth. I had never drank real spirits before, and I only felt a rush of liquid burn into my throat, and the alcohol "chuckled" up my forehead, and I choked and coughed hard. Lu Feng laughed and patted me on the back, "Oh, youyou really don't look like a fucking man." Half an hour later, Lu Feng lay on the table talking nonsense and singing, and I was at a loss beside me. I wanted to pull him up, but he couldn't. He was stronger than me, and he was even more disobedient when he was drunk. A few tables away, a few men started to look at us, I got scared, took out Lu Feng's mobile phone and called Wu Li to call her. Ten minutes later, Wu Li came, and we took a lot of effort to move Lu Feng to the car. Lu Feng probably regarded Wu Li as the double Chen Shimei, punching and kicking. Wu Li clung to him like an eagle catching a chick, and I was busy taking off Lu Feng's shoes to prevent the heel from stepping on her feet. I don't know if it was because of that struggle, but as soon as Lu Feng sat firmly on the back seat of the car, with a "wow", he killed two birds with one stone and threw up Wu Li and the man beside her. After vomiting, the world was peaceful, and Lu Feng obediently fell on my shoulder. I pinched my nose, trying not to look at the large piece of alcohol-smelling filth on the clothes on my chest, while patting his back lightly, feeling a little "giant" for the first time in my life. We "moved" Lu Feng back to my house and asked him to lie down, and I went to get a washbasin and put it on the bedside to prevent him from vomiting again. He muttered a few words and fell into a deep sleep. I took off the soiled clothes and soaked them in the basin, changed into a T-shirt and pants, and brought Wu Li a can of Coke from the refrigerator, "Thank you for today." "What's wrong with him?" Wu Li sat on the sofa in the living room, took a couple of sips of Coke, and asked me. "girlfriend." "in argument?" "No, his girlfriend has a wife and husband. He was going to invite us to dinner today, but he didn't come. It's really not a thing." Wu Li smiled, "No wonder he treated me like an enemy just now." "He hates all female animals now." I tilted my head and leaned against her, and she frowned when she smelled alcohol on me, "Are you drinking too?" "It's just half a glass of whiskey. I drink it with him. It's so spicy that it doesn't taste good at all." "Don't go to that kind of place at night, it's very dangerous there." She added again, "Also, no drinking." I nodded, "Understood. I'm sorry, I got your clothes dirty." I feel very sorry, because most girls regard clothes as treasures. "It's old anyway." I asked Wu Li to stay with me. We turned on the CD player and listened to He Yihang's song, which was the powerful song "One Person's Loneliness, Two People's Fault". He Yihang sang over and over again: ? Let's go together ? Accompanied by wind and rain, there is no turning back I love you and I am willing to wait Even in a few more autumns I laughed, "He Yihang sings and sings that women fail him. Poor, in fact, men fail women in life. However, it may be because of this that he is so popular. Women always fail him. When he sees a man It feels good to be unlucky.¡± I said to Wu Li: "I want the same thing with you." "What?" "The password of your e-mail," I stared at him and her eyes, "I just open it occasionally, I won't delete your things, and of course I won't go back to the letters that people wrote to you. I just want to see look." Wu Li smiled and looked at me for a few seconds, picked up a ballpoint pen from the coffee table without saying a word, spread my left hand, and wrote "z198818" on the palm. "It's your initials plus your birthday," she smiled at me, "You picked an auspicious day to be born." "My mother said my due date was October 15th, but somehow I delayed it by three full days. When I was born, my hair and fingernails would have grown." I also laughed. She clenched my left hand into a fist, "A human heart is about the size of a fist, so your heart is just that big." "So little?" I was a little surprised, "Isn't it too small?" "That's a heart, not a softball." I told her to make a fist with her hand and put it next to mine, "Your heart is smaller than mine." "I am taller than you." She put my fist to her lips and kissed it, then held it in hers. At that moment, her heart contained my heart; in my heart, there was written the password to open her email; and that password was my name plus my birthday. A small sense of guilt floated in my heart: in the room, my best friend had just been hit by a missile in love, lost his armor and disarmed, and hated all the women in the world; but I was here to love each other, and I felt that love was very sweet. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)big. " "So little?" I was a little surprised, "Isn't it too small?" "That's a heart, not a softball." I told her to make a fist with her hand and put it next to mine, "Your heart is smaller than mine." "I am taller than you." She put my fist to her lips and kissed it, then held it in hers. At that moment, her heart contained my heart; in my heart, there was written the password to open her email; and that password was my name plus my birthday. A small sense of guilt floated in my heart: in the room, my best friend had just been hit by a missile in love, lost his armor and disarmed, and hated all the women in the world; but I was here to love each other, and I felt that love was very sweet. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 25 Cooking Specially ? We chatted endlessly, from songs to pop music, from the research institute in Hangzhou to the little things in our company, from Lu Feng to the QQ opened by Yu Sufen. "What car do you like?" "Toyota. I'll probably buy one when I get a job." "Why?" "Strong and durable, it can be opened anywhere." "Where do you want to drive?" "For example, if you want to go hiking or something, if you want to move, you can put all your things in the car." "I still like cars, like the Toyota Camry." I stretched and buried my head in his neck. We talked about talking for one night, but it didn't take long for me to be in a daze. The last impression in my mind was that Wu Li went to get a blanket to wrap me up, and then I really fell asleep. When I woke up, it was already daylight. Wu Li went with me to get my car back, and then she left. Lu Feng finally sobered up. After drinking a large cup of strong tea, he rubbed his temples and looked at me blankly, frowning, "How did I come back yesterday?" "Wu Li and I brought you back together." "What did I say?" "You mumbling, we didn't hear clearly," I decided not to tell Lu Feng that he was drunk and crazy, "However, you vomited in the back seat of the car, they are probably doing hygiene now." "Oh, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for you to apologize to her on my behalf." Lu Feng suddenly became polite, which made me feel uncomfortable. I asked him, "Are you okay?" He shook his head, turned over and fell asleep. It was almost noon, his cell phone rang non-stop, and the seedless and thick-skinned woman said she wanted to see him, Lu Feng scolded her at first, swayed for a long time, but still told her the address. Then he got up, washed his face, brushed his teeth and combed his hair, covered his swollen eyelids with a cold towel, and lay down on the bed again. Yu Sufen is here. I went out to buy groceries and came back with big bags and small bags, thinking that she should have coaxed Lu Feng well, at least to a good extent, but in the end there was no progress: Lu Feng was still lying on the bed without saying a word, showing no intention of getting up. When I walked into the bathroom, I was startled. Yu Sufen was squatting on the ground, washing the dirty clothes in the basin very hard, wearing my apron, with a solemn expression like visiting a cemetery. She heard my footsteps, looked up, and gave an awkward smile, then recognized me and smiled doubly awkwardly. "My name is Zhou Wen, a friend of Lu Feng's, and I work in the same company as him." I introduced myself dryly. Yu Sufen habitually stretched out her hand, and found that it was full of soap bubbles, so she took it back, "Hello, my name is Yu Sufen." She has a deep voice, which is called "magnetic" in fashionable words, and is thin and soft. Big eyebrows, under the right circumstances, can turn all "female" within a radius of several meters or even several miles into iron nails. "I know you." She widened her smile a little flatteringly, "I remember, I saw you in the company last time." Her appearance reminded me of a drowning man who managed to catch a straw. I guess, Lu Feng probably scolded her enough just now. I went to the room to look at Lu Feng, he covered his head with the quilt, and there was no movement at all. I went back to the bathroom and asked Yu Sufen, "What's wrong with him?" "He's not feeling well. Why don't you buy some vegetables? Leave it alone, and I'll cook later." She reserved herself grandly. I watched her pour laundry detergent on the stained clothes, then turn over and pour a little on the other side, rubbing carefully, and finally couldn't help it, "Don't wash it." She doesn't speak. "Really don't wash it." She may feel that this is an act of atonement, and that the opportunity cannot be missed, and without raising her head, she said in a muffled voice, "It doesn't matter." I thought it was funny, "I said not to wash it, because the clothes are mine, and I prefer to do my own laundry." Only then did she raise her head, "Oh, I'm sorry." She soaked her clothes back and replaced them with a basin of clean water. "The clothes belong to me, but he vomited on them, what do you say?" That feeling is very strange, a bit absurd: in the company, I am not qualified to talk to her; Dirty Laundry questioned her condescendingly. She was silent for a while, then said: "I will give him an explanation." Yu Sufen and I cook together, and the leadership temperament in her body has returned: how thin the shredded meat is, how much ginger to put in, how thick the water and starch are, and when the dishes are cooked, she has the final say, even though the dishes are cooked after they are cooked. , I didn't find it that big of a deal. But when she went to coax Lu Feng to get up for dinner, she seemed like someone who had done something wrong and didn't want to eat.Overwhelmed child. I suddenly understood why Lu Feng was so hard to let go of her: a woman who is decisive and decisive in front of outsiders, but she puts down her figure in front of you and is docile and obedient, which in itself has a huge lethality. A woman is a creature that people love and hate. The next weekend, Yu Sufen invited the three of us to have a meal, which meant "apology". She specializes in cooking, and what is more special is that she made a cake by herself. After she left, Lu Feng put the leftover half in the refrigerator and told me excitedly, "She said she was going to divorce." That was the first time Yu Sufen uttered the word "divorce", not "talk to him", not "solve the problem", nor "think of a solution", but clean and tidy The crisp "divorce", the second "divorce" plus the first "marriage", everyone can understand it at once. After all, she gave an "explanation". "Last week I spent half a day in bed, and it was not in vain." Lu Feng was very happy. He felt that the result of a hangover was worth it. Not only was it worth it, it was a milestone. Before going to bed, I called Wu Li, and she was checking the information for an article to be published. I asked her: "If you already have a husband, will you divorce for me?" "I don't have a husband." "I mean what if." "How did you come up with the idea to ask such a question?" "You answer first." "Do you want to hear the truth or lies?" "Of course it's the truth." "To be honest, I don't know." "What do you mean you don't know?" "You asked a question that doesn't exist in reality, of course I can't know the answer." "What if I must ask you to give me an answer?" She sighed softly, "What do you want me to say?" "I want you to say 'I will.'" "Okay, I will." "real?" "real." We laughed together and I asked her, "Am I stupid?" She said: "It's getting late, go to bed quickly. Be obedient." "Well. Good night. You go to bed early too." I put down the microphone, buried my head in the pillow, and soon fell asleep. After struggling for more than a month in the difficult and tasteless work of expired food, I finally saw a little shadow of food: there was a short-term project, which was to enhance the function of a product component according to several special requirements of a large customer. The project itself is not big, but it is of great significance. The boss attaches great importance to it and plans to send two people to do it. He explained that this project was beyond the current work quota and asked us to sign up voluntarily. Another colleague Zhang Xiaolin and I almost raised our hands together. Zhang Xiaolin joined the company half a year earlier than me, and he looks quite creamy. If you remove the freckles on his face and straighten his back when he walks, he will look like a star, and he will always be meticulously dressed. Orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple never repeat the same color every day. They wear khaki pants with straight seams, and their blond hair is pulled straight with hairspray. He is good at grabbing the microphone and asking one or two serious questions in a meeting of hundreds of people, it seems that there are so many people who are the only ones with his ears pricked up, and one second before the long meeting finally ends, the boss asks "Is there any question?" "When he raised his hand and said "I still have an idea", it seemed that he was the only one in the whole department thinking. Zhang Xiaolin is known for being "proactive" at work. After the task, he immediately called me for a meeting and said that he had some "ideas" to discuss with me. I fell for it, but he didn't have any ideas, it was just to set my ideas. After I confessed my thoughts without knowing the depth, within a few days, he changed his face and took it as his own, and went to wag his tail with the boss first. When I found out, it was too late, and I wanted to care about him, but I seemed stingy and confused. There was nowhere to start the fire. The second thing my career has taught me is: Even if you are a pug, you have to be smart, because there are always more dogs than bones. After get off work that day, I had another two-hour wits meeting with Zhang Xiaolin. I called Wu Li and wanted to go out to dinner with her. She said she had already eaten, I asked her what she was up to, she said she was working. When I got home, I was facing a cold pot and a cold stove, and I didn't have any interest in cooking. I simply ran to Wu Li and asked her to cook a bowl of noodles for me. The noodles cooked by Wu Li are delicious. Downstairs from her, a car was just pulling out, and a deep groove in the tailgate caught my attention. After a few seconds I was sure it was Jersey's car: dark blue, the tailgate had been hit not so long ago, there was nothing wrong with it. What is he doing here? I froze for a moment, then ran upstairs and knocked on the door. Wu Li came to open the door and saw me, her face was full of surprise, "Why are you?" "I want to eat your cooked noodles." I saw two teacups on the coffee table in the living room. The tea in the cups was half drunk and still steaming slightly. I asked her, "Where's your roommate?" "Going to a meeting." "Did anyone come here just now?" "No." (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)bsp;I froze for a moment, then ran upstairs and knocked on the door. Wu Li came to open the door and saw me, her face was full of surprise, "Why are you?" "I want to eat your cooked noodles." I saw two teacups on the coffee table in the living room. The tea in the cups was half drunk and still steaming slightly. I asked her, "Where's your roommate?" "Going to a meeting." "Did anyone come here just now?" "No." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 26 Tea ? "What are you doing?" I tried to control my voice. "Change information." I finally couldn't help it, "Then whose teacup is that? Don't tell me you like to drink two cups of tea by yourself." She looked back, her face was a little pale, she lowered her head, put her hands in her trouser pockets, bit her lips, and said softly: "Jersey was here just now, he had a fight with his girlfriend, and he wanted to talk to someone. " "He wanted to talk to someone, why didn't he talk to me and Lu Feng, but to you?" "He said he wanted to hear a woman's opinion on some things," Wu Li pulled out her hands and clasped them together. "We just chatted, nothing else." "What the hell did you talk about?" "For example, he asked me why women like to meet other people's girlfriends even though they have a boyfriend. I said I don't know, because I basically don't have time and I don't like it too much. That's it, nothing else." She argued anxiously . "I called you just now, and you were 'chatting' with him? Then you told me you were 'changing information'?" I stared into her eyes and asked. She bit her lip again, "Yes." My tears welled up slowly and flowed down my cheeks, "When you lied just now, I didn't catch it at all, I really didn't catch it at all. Wu Li, how did you learn to lie?" She wanted to hold my hand, and I hid aside, "I'm hungry, please cook a bowl of noodles for me, please add more spice, okay?" She immediately went to cook the noodles, halfway through cooking she came to me and asked me: "Do you want the noodles harder or softer?" I said: "The harder the better." In fact, whether it is noodles or heart, it should be a little harder. That bowl of noodles made me cry non-stop: maybe she put a lot of spicy food, maybe, I was very sad. What makes me sad is that it's not all about Jersey coming to Wu Li, but that Wu Li actually lied to me - lying to me in front of him. Moreover, she lied in the same tone as when she said "Awen, I love you". I will never lie to her. I wouldn't lie to her, so I didn't expect her to lie to me. After eating the noodles, I wiped my eyes with a tissue, then my mouth, and handed back the chopsticks and bowl to her, "Thank you, it's delicious, I'm leaving." She pulled me back, "Awen, listen to my explanation. I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you would think wildly if you knew." "I don't think wildly, can I go?" "Awen." She didn't let me go, she looked at me stubbornly, as if she wanted to pin me in place with her eyes, but she didn't say anything. I looked into her eyes, a question suddenly popped up from a corner of my mind, and slipped out of my mouth unexpectedly, "You slept with him, didn't you?" When I asked it, I was scared one jump. She looked at me fixedly, gradually changed a conflicted and painful look, and finally nodded. I have thought about this question many times. When I really got the answer, the reaction was not as intense as I imagined. It was like a war. No matter how thrilling it was at the time, when it was over, there was only the desolation of "all gone". I just firmly grasped her sleeve and moved it left and right, "No wonder you lied to me for him, and you didn't even bat an eyelid." After a while, I shook my head, "Forget it." Then I let her go and ran to the door to turn the lock. This room is so stuffy that I can't breathe, and I want to get out. Halfway through the door, I suddenly realized that if I took this step, I didn't know what the end would be. I was afraid that if I took this step, everything would be over. This thought makes me feel hopeless. I closed the door again with my backhand, squatted down helplessly along the door frame, and buried my head on my knees, "Wu Li, you, how can you make me trust you in the future?" I repeat that sentence over and over again. Suddenly, I was pulled up by her into her arms. Her voice was a little hoarse, "Awen, don't do this, you can trust me, really, yes" I frowned and shook my head, "I don't believe you anymore" Before I finished speaking, my lips were blocked by hers. She kissed me hard, as if she was wronged instead of me. I wanted to push her away, but she held my hand firmly and couldn't move at all. Then, her kiss fell on my forehead, cheek, neck, and finally back to my lips. This time, it was much gentler, as if the autumn wind brushed the golden leaves on the ground, and I hugged her involuntarily. Her neck began to respond. She probably sensed it, and kissed me more passionately. She whispered "Awen, I'm sorry" in my ear, but this sentence made me angry: saying "I'm sorry" means that she has done it.? Physiological responses are not controlled by the brain. However, since it is not controlled by the brain, it seems that it should not be regarded as harassment. Moreover, in this case, the woman should also bear part of the responsibility. Who told her that she was so coquettish that the doctors could have their dreams. Well, next time I will pay attention to see if Lu Xiaoping responds. Zhou Wen, I found that you are indeed mature, and the level of questions you ask is a level higher. " "Nonsense." I was dumbfounded by his compliment. "I invite you to dinner at noon today, you choose the place." "What are you doing?" "Congratulations on growing up." Halfway through lunch, I felt hot on my forehead and itchy all over my body, then Lu Feng called out, "Your face" I looked in the mirror, and I didn't know when my face was covered with large and small red spots and bumps. I rolled up my sleeves, and there were the same spots and bumps on my arms, and they tended to get worse. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Twenty-Seven ? Lu Feng accompanied me to see a doctor immediately, and the conclusion was "severe allergies". The most likely source of allergies was the medicine I took this morning. Lu Feng felt sorry for me, "I knew you were so troublesome, so I wouldn't have given you medicine casually. However, I really didn't have anything wrong with taking that medicine myself." I just looked at my face that was about to swell into half a pig's head with a frowning face, "What should I do now?" The red spots and patches on my face and body had already "encircled the city from the countryside", and it was extremely itchy and horrible. I called the company to ask for leave, took anti-allergic medicine, and lay down on the bed and fell asleep all afternoon. If last night was a prank, now I am being punished for my irresponsibility. ?In the evening, someone rang the doorbell, several times, but I didn't answer the door, because I thought it might be Wu Li, and I didn't want her to see me as I am now. I'm afraid to look at my face, don't tell others. At night, the phone rang over and over again until I finally picked up the receiver. Wu Li asked anxiously on the other end of the phone: "What's wrong with you?" "It's nothing." I tried to make my voice sound calmer, "I'm sleeping." "That's it," her voice calmed down, she paused, and asked again: "Awen, you, do you feel any discomfort?" "No," my face became hot and the itching doubled. Rubbing my face with my palms, I said into the microphone, "I'm fine, really." "I'll come and see you." "No, no, no," I cried, "don't come." "I'll be leaving in a while." "No, II don't want to see you now, I really don't want to, so I beg you not to come!" I was anxious, and my voice raised several degrees. "Are you still mad at me?" "I'm not angry with you anymore, but I don't want to see you either. I'm going to bed now. Let's talk about it later. That's it." I almost begged her. "Awen," her voice was extremely gentle, "I will never lie to you again. Never again." "Well, that's good." Probably due to the effect of anti-allergic drugs, my eyelids were too tight to open, and my head seemed to weigh a thousand catties, "That's how it is." I hung up the phone, and immediately got back into the quilt and fell asleep. When I woke up, it was the next morning, my face and body were no longer so itchy, most of the lumps had flattened, and the red spots were not too obvious. I washed my face and went to work. Under a long red light, the dazed mood of yesterday morning rushed to his mind again: what is Wu Li thinking now? Besides not lying, what promise can she make to me? I don¡¯t know when, and I don¡¯t know who started, everyone said that ¡°sex¡± and ¡°love¡± should be separated, no matter whether it is really chic or not, at least learn to be chic, and I think I am no exception. However, from the bottom of my heart, I still can't help but question: How much weight does "sex" have if there is not enough "love"? I tried to use "sex" to justify "love," and I did, but only one thing: it was frustrating. ? When I saw Wu Li again, I tried my best to pretend to be calm, and she seemed to understand it too. In short, we all never said anything about what happened the day before. When we were alone, I always worried that she would ask again, because then I would have to discuss the awkward topic of "taking measures" with her, but she didn't bring it up again, and she was just more considerate to me. There is a book that says that if a man has a relationship with a woman, a substance will be secreted in his body to make her feel attached to that man. I used to think this kind of statement was sensational, but now it seems reasonable. After that farce-like "first night", I found that I really seemed to be more attached to Wu Li. The same book also said that men tend to lose interest in women who have already had sex with her as their "occupation zone". I hope that author is talking nonsense. For my birthday that year, Wu Li gave me a small, red mobile phone with 500 minutes of talk time per month. She set her mobile number as the first shortcut key on my mobile phone, "In this way , you can come to me anytime.¡± I said, ¡°I may not be free to visit you.¡± But I was very moved. In October this year, Wu Li went to Hangzhou. She stuffed the two boxes into the trunk of the Dodge car, rubbed her hands, and said with a smile, "Awen, take care of yourself." I looked at the sunny smile on her face, and pulled her sleeves, "You Don't leave me alone." "No." She stroked my head. I stretched out my hand and wanted to mess up her hair again, but I didn't think about it. Lu Feng said that it is bad luck to touch someone's head at this time, so he immediately retracted his hand. she seesNot bad, a little sexier than I originally thought. " "Then what?" "Then we went our separate ways. When it was time to eat, there was a restaurant next door. I happened to set up a table with her. I had nothing to say, so I asked her that question by the way. She actually blushed." "Not everyone has thick skin like you. What else did you say?" "It's almost all her talking, this person probably doesn't know how to talk to men after leaving the hospital, how good is the gym, how well-equipped the facilities are, how reasonable the annual fee is, why does she go every week, it's so verbose, No wonder you didn't get married at the age of thirty." "She told you she was thirty years old?" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Twenty-Eight ? "She also told me that she had talked with a boyfriend before for a long time, and then they broke up because of personality incompatibility. I don't think it's because of personality incompatibility, but that she is too boring." "This woman is interested in you! She tells you about the gym because she wants you to know that she is in good health, when she tells you that she is not married, she wants you to know that she is unmarried, and when she tells you about her boyfriend, she wants you to know that she is not gay," I analyzed enthusiastically, "It is very likely that she was already in love when she helped you do the examination." "Then she should know better than anyone else that I have a girlfriend. Otherwise, are the medicines she prescribed to me to kill roundworms?" That's right, Yu Sufen probably doesn't even know which brand of medicine Lu Feng takes. "How is her divorce going?" "It can't be so fast. She said that she wants to figure out how to minimize the loss. I think she is starting to feel bad about money again. I don't care, anyway, I told her that I will take the first woman I love. In a year, It's enough." "What if she can't leave at that time, what will you do?" "I'll talk about it at that time. I have to put some pressure on her now. It's like when we set a work plan, whether it can be completed or not, we must first write it like that." A month later, my cooperation project ended, and he was promoted to a higher level by virtue of his outstanding performance. Long Li generously treated the entire department to a meal, and then asked the manager to switch offices with me, on the grounds that he is now one level above me, and according to his level, he should have a corner office. On that Thursday afternoon, I used the swivel chair in the conference room to push all my belongings to the office which was actually about the same size, but with smaller windows. For the first time, I realized the most realistic meaning of the so-called "strive for the top". A slightly larger window, in a given context, represents many, many. ?In retrospect, although I was stupid when I was working and didn't find the right way, and I didn't know how to deal with being wronged, that period of time is still very memorable. At that time, the company seemed to be very rich, and it was always looking for a name to organize activities: a new project is about to start, to celebrate, find a place to eat seafood; to reach the mileage goal, to celebrate, the whole department goes to the football game; summer is here, to celebrate, go to the beach Barbecue, the company reimburses all expenses plus gasoline; autumn is here, let¡¯s celebrate, go to the wine garden to taste wine, and each person will take a bottle home after tasting; the project is over, and it¡¯s two days ahead of schedule, it¡¯s amazing, each person gets a gift Card; Christmas, nonsense, once a year, what if we don't have a proper reception? Along with material things comes a sense of spiritual superiority, and people are very optimistic. Many mainstays jump from big companies to small companies without hesitation, with the belief that "as long as the company's stock is listed, I can make a lot of money"; Those who stay in big companies, the older ones want to stay until retirement to get benefits, and the younger ones want to "seek development while maintaining stability, get some capital here and then jump out, and get a higher net worth". Buy the stock to see if it is going up again. Everyone looks forward and believes that "tomorrow will be better". If time also has color, then it is a pink, short segment, and it is not an exaggeration to call it "golden years". However, there is no such thing as a hundred-day red flower, and anything, as good as it gets, naturally goes downhill. I don't know when, the air is really "pink", and there is a word called "pink strip" floating in news, newspapers, magazines, and the Internet. In English, giving someone a "pink note" is used figuratively to inform him that he has lost his job. In the first half of the year, on a sunny spring day, For the first time, the "pink bar" floated in the company. The company gave it a fancy term "resource reorganization", which sounds very learned, but it's actually a bunch of shit - rimmed with cheese and tomatoes, sprinkled with pepper and rosemary, and poured with a cream flower, or a Heaps of shit, whoever invented that term should have a bite himself and see if he says "delicious". Although I have heard it many times, when the "pink bar" really floats, everyone still feels like they have experienced a big earthquake in their hearts. The manager called us into a meeting and said with his trademark smile that, unfortunately, from now on, our department will "lose" two employees. better chance. Of course, those two people couldn't hear this beautiful "blessing", because half an hour ago, they had left the company "accompanied" by the staff of the personnel department. For the rest of the day, rumors abounded. Some said it had something to do with the first quarter results, and the layoffs were to boost the stock price; some said that laying off these people was useless, and they immediately stared back, "Do you want more layoffs?" ; Some people say that the layoffs are mainly those who are about to retire; others say that someone who was new to the company in a certain department left with his boss. Everyone panicked after hearing this. I sit at my desk??Don't want me at all? There is a unique wind chime hanging by the window of her room, strung with shells, it can be seen that it is handmade, the wind blows, and the sound is very pleasant. I asked her where it came from, and she said a colleague made it as a birthday present for her. "Is it a male colleague?" "Yes." "Why did he give you a birthday present?" "I helped him move once two months ago. He probably thanked me." "Why did he send you a wind chime made by himself?" "This I don't know." I stared into her eyes for a long time, "You two have a good relationship?" She nodded, "It's just for work. Don't think about it." I became angry, "A good friend at work met a birthday gift, it's not a wind chime!" My voice was very sharp in the small room, like a lead wire that had been torn off in the air, still trembling slightly, pulling the air to tremble along with it. We were both taken aback, she moved her lips but said nothing. We faced each other in an embarrassing silence, and every second seemed extraordinarily long. Finally, I couldn't stand it anymore and blurted out, "I'm sorry, I forgot your birthday, so I didn't prepare a present." After I finished speaking, I stared into her eyes again, wanting to see How did she react. "It's okay, I'm fine if you come to see me." Her eyes were still so calm, and she wasn't disappointed at all. My heart felt like a knife had been slashed: he hung birthday presents from others in front of the window, but he didn't care if I remembered his birthday or not. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 29 Watches ? I thought of the watch in my bag, and wished I could take it out and smash it right away. I stared at the wind chime viciously, "Give it back to the other party." "Isn't that good?" "You still haven't paid it back?" "It's really not good. Ah Wen, listen to me, we really don't have anything, we are just good friends." "I don't believe it." I tore off the wind chime and threw it on the table. "Awen, you have to be reasonable!" Wu Li's voice also raised. "I'm reasonable, but I won't reason with you!" I was very angry. She stopped talking. I got even more angry and shook his arm, but he just didn't speak. My heart was suddenly clenched by a burst of despair. When a woman doesn't talk to you, what else can you do? I suddenly realized a ridiculous but true fact: Ever since I knew Wu Li, there always seemed to be certain people and certain things in her life that were closer to her than I was. No matter how close they are, they will become all kinds of soldiers, and they will eat jealously, no matter whether it is reasonable or not. When I am happy, I feel that I am reasonable, and only when I am sad, will I be unreasonable. She thinks I'm unreasonable, so why should she make me sad? Finally, I lowered my head and pulled her hand, "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood today." She slowly took my hand in her palm and rubbed it, "Then you still lose your temper." My tears flowed out immediately. In the evening, I started to have a stomachache, and I had regular bouts of it. The pain made my head dizzy, and I had to take deep breaths to distract myself. Although there were pajamas in the bag, I still wore Wu Li's old clothes and got under the covers. There is her breath on the clothes, and I like her breath to wrap me. Wu Li tucked the quilt up for me, said "good night", and went to bed too. I can't sleep. At this time, I always hope that I am a woman, so that I can avoid this trouble of nowhere to settle; like Wu Li, although she is lying on the ground, I guarantee that she fell asleep early. After an unknown period of time, the dysmenorrhea intensified, and I began to toss and turn several times in a row. I heard her ask me: "What's wrong?" She was still not asleep. I turned on the light and told her I had a stomachache. She asked me: "Is it very powerful? You look bad." I forced a smile to her, "It's okay," and then rubbed my hands on my stomach, "It's okay, I used to do this often, and it should be fine after a while." I turned off the light, turned over, and started counting sheep while rubbing my belly. When I counted to one hundred and two, I heard Wu Li stand up, gently climb onto the bed, and lie down next to me. She said, "Come on, let me rub it for you." I nodded. She held me in her arms from behind, stretched out one hand, and rubbed me slowly and forcefully, like a hot water bag that would never get cold. She rubbed her chin against my hair and kissed my helix, "Does this feel better?" I half closed my eyes, "Good. Thank you." After a while, I felt much more comfortable. For the same rubbing stomach pain, women's hands are more effective. I said to her: "You are so kind to me." After a while, I felt a little sad again, "You are so kind to everyone. She was silent for a while, and then said: "I'm not like that. That boy and I are really just better colleagues. He never came to my house. I just thought that wind chime was his kindness. I didn't expect you So care. What's the matter, why am I hanging there openly waiting for you to get angry?" I said: "Who knows how close you are to others?" She sighed, "Why don't you believe me?" "Forget it, don't mention it," I said, "I like it when you hug me like this, "Someone said I was a bumpkin." At this time, I heard Wu Li say in my ear: "Awen, I understand." Her breath brushed my cheeks, warm. I smiled, "I'm much better now, you don't have to rub it anymore." Her hand stopped, but moved slowly and gently up to my chest. She paused, and gently unbuttoned a shirt button on my chest. Her hand had already touched my skin, but stopped there. After a while, she buttoned the button again and touched my hair , "Sleep." That night, it was raining slightly in Hangzhou, and the curtains let in a little street light. She just hugged me and fell asleep, it was a warm and thick embrace. I took back the watch and Wu Li's clothes that I didn't send back to Wenzhou. After getting dirty, I have been reluctant to wash it, because now?Lamps slid across the field of vision. My upper and lower eyelids were fighting, and suddenly they closed, my consciousness began to blur, and I seemed to be shaking. After a while, I suddenly remembered that I was on the road, and I was shocked. I opened my eyes immediately, and the car had already driven a long way. I immediately slapped myself twice, rolled down the windows on both sides to let the wind blow in, then went to the nearest gas station to buy a can of Coke, went back to the car, and drank it down. At one forty in the morning, I sat in the car by the side of the road and drank Coke blankly. Just now, I fell asleep at seventy miles an hour, and the car was still going forward. If there had been an accident, I might be dead by now. A pang of deep sadness blows with the midnight wind: life is fragile. We boast that it is strong, but it is very fragile. People may die due to various unexpected reasons, just like I may have died in a foreign country because I fell asleep while driving. If that's the case, wouldn't I be miserable? Not even twenty-four years old, working hard for eighteen hours, with no one around, and never even married. If that's the case, Wu Li will know the news soon, and I believe she will be very sad, but will she regret not marrying me, so that my passport on Huangquan Road still says "single"? Lu Feng pointed at my nose and warned, "It is enough to work hard at work, and there is no need to work hard. To be honest, hard work should be done in moderation. Those people are only looking at the numbers now, and they don't care how much employees invest. This quarter's results come out, isn't it good? It still doesn¡¯t work? Cut it again. There is nothing we can do.¡± (Remember this site¡¯s website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Thirty: The Water Depth Two ? I rested my cheeks and nodded, "However, you know, it's actually quite comfortable to fall asleep in the car. The characters in fairy tales fly in the sky on a Pegasus horse. Maybe it's that feeling." Lu Feng gave me a white look, "Did you tell Wu Li?" "No. Tell her, she will definitely give me a lesson." "She will love you very much." "I'm afraid even when I think about it myself, so there's no need to bring someone together to be afraid." After that lunch, Lu Feng sighed, "Zhou Wen, we are actually wasting our youth." I looked at him, "Us?" "I should hurry up and find a good wife. It doesn't have to be so hard. You should also find a better woman than Wu Li." "She's fine." "It's not that it's good, it's that it's reliable, at least it won't make you so tired that you slap yourself on the highway in the middle of the night." "She doesn't know." "What can she do if she knows?" Lu Feng stared at me mercilessly, and I avoided his gaze. Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows of the restaurant, at the end of the lawn, there is a large blue sky. In my heart, I felt the moment I woke up on the road that day. If I had crashed and died, the sky must still be so blue at this moment, and it would not know how to mourn for me. People who have experienced "the front line of life and death" will probably change their minds. For example, although I don't like Lu Feng's words very much, I have to admit that it makes sense: Wu Li knows, so what can I do? After a while, Lu Feng suddenly laughed, "Actually, it's nothing special. Isn't youth just for wasting? Not wasting what can be wasted is itself a waste." I followed him and smiled. Lu Feng asked, "Do you believe in love?" I hesitated, and said: "I believe." To be honest, I don't know what love is like. When I first saw Wu Li, I didn't feel "shocked", but it didn't match her handsome face. I can¡¯t help but hope that she will smile at me, that she will treat me well, that she will say ¡°Awen, I love you¡± to me one day, that¡¯s all. I say that I believe in love, just because I know that no matter whether I choose to believe it or not, I am still pursuing this kind of incomprehensible thing. Since you are already looking for it, it is better to believe than not to believe. I think I love Wu Li very much, does she love me the same? The original meaning of the name Mark Twain is "the depth of water is two Xun", water is measured by "Xun", but what is love used to measure? How embarrassing it would be if I had already thrown the last card in my hand and she hesitated. Some people say that women make men grow. I don't know what part I played in his upbringing, but women age faster than men, and I worry that by the time she grows up, she'll be a crumpled piece of tissue, good enough to go to the wastebasket. I am afraid that at the end of my youth it will be nothing. That weekend, I went hiking with a male colleague. There are too many men and too few women in high-tech companies. This phenomenon is commonly known as "more wolves but less meat". Our company is no exception. Moreover, the "wolves" in our company are not the most competitive among wolves. , and no matter whether you have a boyfriend or not, there are several suitors, overt or covert: there are always one or two people who know your name without introduction, take the initiative to bring cakes for you at dinner parties, and work overtime on weekends will be "by the way" Come to say hello and tell you not to work too hard. I met that person during a meeting, because both of them were reading the report while turning the ballpoint pen with their left hands, and they both used their ring fingers. She said, "It's the first time I've seen someone spin a ballpoint pen with the ring finger of their left hand." She probably also saw that there was no ring on my finger, so a few days later, she asked me to go hiking. That guy was nice, but, to be honest, we didn't have much in common, other than turning pens with our left ring fingers. After returning home, I told Wu Li on the phone that I went climbing with Lu Feng. Then I felt very sad. I didn't allow her to lie to me, but I lied to her myself. A few days later, that colleague called again and asked me to go to the movies. I refused. I called Wu Li and told her that I did not go hiking with Lufeng last week, but with another woman. I thought she would be angry and asked me why I lied to her, but she didn't say anything. I finally couldn't help it, and asked: "If one day, I meet someone better than you, will you let me go?" She was silent for a while, then asked me: "That person, is she better than me?" "No," I answered honestly, "? Immediately got a head short. After a while, we understood that Mr. Yang did not come to buy maternity clothes as an "empty plan". That is a very beautiful and temperamental man, and Yu Sufen is a natural match, I think they were probably also golden boys and girls in the past. It seems that men feel that "the outside world is wonderful", not necessarily because "the inside world is not wonderful", but they want to have two worlds. Mr. Yang was not fooled by Lu Feng's appearance, and asked him with a smile: "Are you Lu Feng?" Lu Feng was stunned for a while before he came back to his senses, and then nodded as if going all out. "My wife mentioned you to me. She said you are very nice and capable," he said in a low and gentle tone, but it reminded me of "February Spring Breeze Like Scissors", "A smart and handsome boy like you , there must be a lot of people chasing him, right?" Lu Feng didn't answer her question. In fact, he didn't need to answer, because it didn't seem right to say "yes" or "no". He just stared at Mr. Yang. Mr. Yang obviously noticed her eyes, and there was an undisguised pride of the winner in his elegant expression, "We have wanted a child for a long time." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 31: Floating Ten Miles, Floating on the Curtain ? Lu Feng finally raised his head, pursed his lips, and said "Congratulations" dryly. I saw something sparkle in his eyes. It's the first time I've seen him so timid in all the years I've known him. I realized I had entered an arena where two women were quietly fighting to the death next to a pile of maternity clothes, and a fetus became the most powerful weapon. No bloodshed, but just as brutal. I pretended to look at my watch, and then pulled Lu Feng, "It's three o'clock, come with me to get your hair cut." He nodded and forced a smile at Mr. Yang, "Let's go first." Mr. Yang still maintained his elegant smile, "Goodbye. By the way. On the way home, we didn't say a word, because I knew what he was thinking, and I also knew that he would rather be alone in a daze now. So I left him in a daze, and at the same time couldn't help thinking: Humph! I used to think that youth is the most proud capital, but that day, that old man who we don¡¯t know how many generations said lightly and delicately polished my self-confidence like sand. The real meaning is probably "You little boys It's not really suitable." I looked at Lu Feng, he was leaning on the car window staring at the traffic on the road outside. I think he was much more stimulated than I was. After a long time, Lu Feng finally turned down the car sun visor, looked at his face with the small mirror on it, and asked me: "Do you think he is handsome or I am handsome?" I just wanted to say "all handsome", but then I felt that this kind of statement was a fool, so after thinking about it, I changed it to "you are younger than him". He sighed, "Tell me, apart from being young, what else does he lack?" Yes, apart from being "young", I can't tell what Mr. Yang lacks. Perhaps, that's what Yu Sufen was looking for from Lu Feng, and she did find it. However, the "young" thing is "everyone makes the emperor, come to my house this year", everyone will be young and will also grow old, so how to say "beautiful family members like flowers, like the years like water"? Time is everyone's Waterloo. I think, if I were a woman, no matter if I had Mr. Yang or Lu Feng, I would feel satisfied. However, real men feel that one is not enough. No wonder some people say that men and women come from different planets. People on a certain planet evolved somehow, they are naturally more greedy and thick-skinned. Regarding her pregnancy incident, Yu Sufen's explanation to Lu Feng was an "accident", not her original intention. She said she regretted it, but it was impossible to verify whether it was true or not. "Actually, I also know that she must make regular deliveries with her husband, but why is she¡ªnot careful?" Lu Feng bit his lip, with a look of "hate that iron can't be steel", "I knew it, I would have done it first Give her a dozen thirty-six large packages of condoms, one is not enough, use two, really." "What are you going to do?" "She said to wait until the baby is born. Huh, I suspect that she did it on purpose, because I said that I will get it within this year, and she took it seriously." Lu Feng squeezed an empty Coke can with a "snap" , "I don't trust her anymore." I thought Lu Feng would break up with Yu Sufen, but later I found out that they were still together, and Lu Feng was still taking the medicine prescribed by Lu Xiaoping. He once laughed at himself like this, "He looks for me more diligently now than before, and I don't know if it's because she is pregnant and needs to protect the baby. If I had known this, I would have gritted my teeth and forced her to divorce. Do it." Then I was stunned, smiled bitterly, and shook my head, "It's like talking in sleep, if she doesn't get divorced or can't leave, should I be single? Besides, in the current situation, if she is really pregnant, I'm afraid that after giving birth, the company will lay off employees, and it will be so miserable." I found it sad that Lu Feng was forced into an embarrassing situation by her "love". This is Wenzhou. Vows are not only precious, but also expensive. Even being a mistress is extremely difficult. In August, I suddenly received a call from He Haiyan. She came to Wenzhou for training and wanted to ask me to meet. I hesitated for a long time and went anyway. He Haiyan wore a t-shirt with diagonal stripes, and shook hands with me warmly as soon as we met. She hasn't changed much, thinking about it, it's only been over a year, how can she change? We sat under the lights of a coffee shop and watched the scenery on the street. I said, "Your company is good. I'm willing to send you to Wenzhou for training. It's like a vacation." She smiled, paused, and said, "Wenzhou is beautiful." We exchanged some recent information, and finally had nothing to say. I drink my mint mocha and she drinks her cappuccino. She asked me: "How is Wu Li?" I nodded, "Okay." I also asked her, "Where's your boyfriend?" &nbThe name is 'Floating on the Curtain'. Explicit enough? " Lu Feng said: "Hey, it's very sexy. Did they hook up?" I asked him, "Why didn't you tell her?" "Tell her that she denies it faster than anyone else, and she will also say that I am narrow-minded, because they really did nothing but tap the keyboard to flirt." Jersey sighed, "Is there any way, see It is better to see and not touch than to see and touch. In any case, the Internet is still illusory." At this time, Huang Huiying came back with a sunny face, which reminded me of her "Ten Miles Piao". She smiled and asked, "What are you talking about?" Jersey returned to calm and gentle in an instant, "We're talking about Zhou Wen's surgery." Lu Feng and I were dumbfounded. I think he has lived for a few years, and his self-cultivation is definitely comparable to that of Yu Sufen's husband. Huang Huiying immediately and considerately brought tissues for her dishes, completely standardizing the appearance of a good girlfriend. I think she loves Jersey, so why did she go hunting wild food? The "nest edge grass" has been pulled out and you still have to go online to find it? Is it not natural for a woman to love a man wholeheartedly? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 32 I Said I Love You ? Since the beginning of this year, several colleagues have undergone surgery. I also made up my mind to do it, because since wearing contact lenses, my myopia has deepened a lot, and I am afraid that it will deepen further. Surgery is scheduled for August. I told Wu Li that she would come back to accompany me, but a few days before the operation, he suddenly told me that he might not be able to come back because one of her jobs was about to end and time was tight. I asked the doctor if the surgery could be rescheduled, and he said that in that case it would be scheduled after October. So I told Wu Li, "Forget it, I'll ask Haiyan to accompany me." She said, "I'm sorry." "I don't want to hear you say sorry." The operation was in the afternoon, and after it was over, Haiyan sent me home wearing a blindfold, cursing Wu Li "something" all the way. She helped me sit on the sofa and went to the kitchen to make dinner by herself. At this time, Wu Li came suddenly. As soon as Wu Li saw Haiyan, she ran away immediately. I asked her: "Why are you here?" She said: "I rushed the work a few days ago, but it was still too late." Wu Li leaned over to study my eyes all the way, "How do you feel?" "I can see a little bit more clearly than when I didn't wear glasses before. The doctor said that it will gradually become clearer." She stretched out a finger, "How much is this?" "three." He stretched out three fingers again, "What about this one?" "Four." She was anxious, and stretched out two fingers again, "What about this one?" I laughed, "The first time was one, the second time was three, and this time it was two. I was joking with you just now, who told you to come so late." She breathed a sigh of relief, and also laughed. She washed the rice, put the rice cooker on the electric stove, opened the refrigerator and searched, "There seems to be nothing left. What do you want for dinner?" "I want to eat fish with a layer of sesame oil on top." "I like eating fish." "Rain is not good for wounds." "Is that also called a wound?" "Put a little sesame oil on top of the fish." She started frying the fish. "You have already decided, why are you asking me?" She cooked the meal, brought it to the small table, and asked me to eat. I said, "Give me the spoon." She said, "I'll feed you." So we shared a bite with each other, and after a few bites, I asked her, "How much fish did you fry?" "a little." "Then why is it my turn to be full of fish?" She said embarrassedly: "The fish is a bit burnt, and there is less water." "Stupid, there is no need to add water to make fried fish, just add a little more oil." I laughed. At night, we chatted in bed, and I fell asleep in a daze after a while. In a trance, I seem to see the manager knocking on the door of my office and telling me that there are many problems in my project design plan, and he cannot approve it. I asked him to give me some time to modify it. He smiled and said: "No, I have asked someone to modify it." Well, don't worry about it from now on." I yelled "Wow" and sat up, sweating all over, only to realize that the design plan will be handed in next month, and it was just a dream. Wu Li turned on the light, reached out to wipe the sweat from my forehead, and asked if I had a nightmare. I asked her: "Did I just talk in my sleep?" She nodded, "However, I don't know what you said, and it was very fast, as if you were arguing with someone, I didn't hear clearly, it seemed to be about whether something passed or not." I smiled wryly, "That's because I'm working in a dream. Is it a good deal for the company to hire me? What time is it?" "A quarter past twelve." Wu Li poured me a glass of boiling water. I finished drinking the boiled water, thinking of the dream just now, I felt very sad. I asked Wu Li: "Can you please make me happy?" "I'll tell you a joke." "I do not want to hear." "I'll give you a brain teaser." "It's not interesting to do it without those few questions." Wu Li thought for a while, "Then I'll sing for you to make you happy." "You can sing?" I became curious because I had never heard her sing. Every time I ask her to sing with me, she refuses to death. "Listen." She cleared her throat and began singing "I Say I Love You." After two sentences, I understood why she never wanted to open her mouth: she sang seriously out of tune, and after a few sentences, she deviated from the topic for a thousand miles.??It's very fun to touch back to the original tone. I laughed when I heard it. After she sang a song, she asked solemnly, "How is it?" I whistled and clapped my hands, "One more!" "You order." That day, she sang five songs for me until I couldn't stop laughing. I said: "Wu Li, I'm not mad at you, you sing a bit like a cat meowing spring." In the dimness, I saw her staring at me, not angry at all, on the contrary, there was a satisfied smile on her face. A small, warm current ran through my heart, and I put my hand in hers. I said, "I wish I could always be this happy." "You are under too much pressure, and you even think about working in your dreams." I sighed, "I'm stupid, so I have to work hard to make up for it." "You are not stupid." "Stupid. I'm not very bright at first. I became a monk in the middle of my career, and I'm not good at playing tricks. I know it myself." She stroked my palm lightly, and after a long time, said: "Awen, in fact, you have many benefits, which I don't know." "for example?" "For example¡ªfor example, you know how to cook." "What is that?" "I don't understand." "You can make people happy," I couldn't help smiling, and lay back on the pillow, "Sometimes I really want to be rich, a lot of money, so that I don't have to be afraid of losing my job and let them all go to hell." I pulled her hand over and rested my cheek on the back of her hand, just enough to put the blindfold on, "I'm going to sleep." I closed my eyes, opened them again after a while, "I have something to tell you." I vaguely saw her flipping through a book, and remembered that it was the jewelry store ring catalog I brought back last time. I immediately explained, "It was given by a colleague. She is engaged, and the diamond ring on her hand is as big as a mahjong tile. It was put on the table for exhibition during the meeting. Several female colleagues were shocked because the diamond on the ring was smaller than hers. I'm sorry to sit next to her." As I spoke, a thought crossed my mind, if I propose to Wu Li now, even with an ordinary ring, she will probably agree immediately. She closed the catalog and put it back, and asked me, "What are you going to tell me?" "The last time I saw Haiyan, she came to Wenzhou for training. You won't be angry, will you?" She shook her head, "How is she now?" "Very good. Anyway, that kind of high-tech company is more stable. Fortunately, you didn't sell your youth in my industry at that time, and you lay off employees at every turn, and you were not exhausted or scared to death. By the way, when did you start working?" Wu Li I found a job in a leather shoe factory, the salary is not high, but it is relatively stable, and in Wenzhou, with these two points, I am already very satisfied. She said: "Not yet." I said: "When you come back, accompany me to Jiangxin Island to see the sea." "Okay," she stroked my hair with the other hand, "it's getting late, go to sleep." I closed my eyes, put my cheek against the back of her hand, and could vaguely feel her pulse. I slept well and had no more dreams. The next day, when I could see clearly, Wu Li took out a box and said, "Give it to you." My heartbeat suddenly accelerated, "What is it?" "open to take a look." I looked at her and she looked at me and smiled. I lifted the lid of the box, there was a watch inside, I took the watch out, She helped me put the watch on my hand. I looked at it and asked her, "Why did you think of giving me a watch?" She said: "One time I walked past a shop window and I happened to see it. I thought you might like it, so I bought it. Speaking of which, I haven't given you a decent gift yet. Do you like it?" I said: "I like it." I cut out a photo with Wu Li and wanted to put it in the box, but it turned out to be too big. I thought about it and cut out myself in the photo, keeping her, and put it in, just right. A few weeks later, on a Sunday afternoon, at around five o'clock, Lu Feng called, his voice was hoarse, and his tone was wrong, "Zhou Wen, come here right away." I went to his house immediately, and Lu Feng was sitting on the floor in his pajamas, with disheveled hair. He folded his knees and stared at the TV in a daze, wearing the bracelet Yu Sufen gave him. I walked over and yelled several times before Lu Feng raised her head. Her face was pale, and her eyes stared at me blankly, with more white than black eyes. I felt something was wrong, so I knelt down and asked him what was wrong. He shook his head vigorously, without opening his mouth. I patted him on the shoulder hard, "You are talking!" He remained silent. "What's wrong with you?" I began to guess. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com); He remained silent. "What's wrong with you?" I began to guess. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 33 Car Accident ? Only then did Lu Feng bury his head in my arms with a "wow", and yelled hysterically. Lu Feng yelled for a few minutes, then started talking intermittently. I listened to it several times before I understood, but just now Yu Sufen was making love with him, and suddenly received a call from the hospital that her husband had a car accident on the road. Several cars collided in a row, and her car was squeezed in the middle. It is still unknown what happened. "Awen, do you know? I cursed him for getting into a car accident, I cursed him for getting into a car accident!" Lu Feng grabbed my arm, raised his red eyes, frowned, and looked at me helplessly. "So what? He might be killed, but he can't be cursed to death by you. Did you hit him? No." "I know he can't be cursed to death by me, but do you know what it's like for a woman to ask you with a stern face while making love to you, 'How is my wife doing now'?" I'm speechless, I don't know, but I can imagine it was a "toothless" experience. I tried to comb his hair with my fingers, but couldn't get it through. Finally, I said: "Don't blame yourself too much." Lu Feng has calmed down, pulled on his pajamas, and said lightly: "I'm not blaming myself, but I just feel sick. Do you think her husband will die?" "It's hard to say. Car accidents are the most dangerous." "If her husband dies, wouldn't she need to get a divorce?" Lu Feng looked up at the ceiling, with a pale smile on his lips, "However, in that case, maybe every time I have sex with her, I will think of that man. Well, he¡¯s still the best, but,¡± he sighed, ¡°it¡¯s miserable enough that I admire it. Sometimes, when I can¡¯t sleep at night, I just think that if I were that man, how would I survive? And I think he's amazing." It turns out that rivals who are intriguing and life-and-death are often unavoidable to cherish each other. In the evening, Yu Sufen called to say that her husband was not dead, but only slightly injured, "You don't have to worry." The man told the mistress not to worry, the original partner is not dead, it's really funny when you think about it. "Got it," Lu Feng hung up the phone calmly, took a towel to wash his face, "Awen, let's go out to eat." I thought I heard it wrong, and he smiled at me, "I have to eat, just celebrate that her husband is not dead." Let's go eat. Lu Feng's appetite is surprisingly good today, "When you are sad, you should eat more, otherwise you will be even more sad." "Don't say that," I was so sad that I didn't know how to comfort him, and I couldn't help thinking: Maybe, in front of the one we love, we are all just a dish, and under the glamorous appearance, there is a heart that is worried about gains and losses and uneasy. , Humble like the heart of overnight bread, I only hope that God will open his eyes, and the other party will "pick me up", and I am afraid of "pick it up, finish eating, pat my ass and leave". Lu Feng was about to move, and he finally decided to break up with Yu Sufen. On the day of moving, he stared blankly at the small coffee table next to the bed for a long time. He said: "When I bought it, I first picked the one with edges and corners. Later she saw it and said that it might hurt if I walked carelessly like that, so I insisted on changing it for a round one for me to feel at ease." He wiped his eyes, "A woman treats you When it¡¯s good, it¡¯s really like a child, you can¡¯t hate it even if you want to, they don¡¯t know that it¡¯s the most hateful thing.¡± "Why did you decide to break up with her?" I asked. Lu Feng stroked the round edge of the small coffee table, and said lightly: "Last week, she came to me to discuss what to do in the future. We discussed and discussed without any idea, so we simply went to bed. Guess what, she actually No. It was the first time. At that time, we were all surprised. She stared at me, and I stared at her. Looking at her, I had a very strange feeling, as if there was a belt between me and her , just like the colorful ribbons that are thrown out when the ship sails on TV, she pulls one end, I pull the other end, the boat sails, the ribbons get tighter and tighter, and slowly become very thin, spider silk The same thread, I watched her get farther and farther away from me, and finally the thread broke with a 'snap', she took her heart back, and I took mine back. She should have This kind of feeling, then I said, let's break up, I guess if I don't break up with her, she will probably break up with me." "Do you still love her?" "I can't do sex anymore, even if I want to love," he sighed, "I think sex probably has a share too. After it's done, you can't help but be dissatisfied. The body is the most honest." "Is her husband going to divorce now?" "My wife has already turned her prodigal son back, so why leave her? Naturally, eyes are opened and closed, and everyone pretends it's not the case. Do you think women are so upbeat? It's a pity for the lost child. I heard that she can be born again in the future, but say let's go,what? She finally came to her senses and grabbed my shoulder, "Do you want me to go to work in Hangzhou?" "Her brows were twisted into a knot, and her voice was a little surprised, a little puzzled, and even a little angry. I shook off her hand, not knowing how to answer for a while. I looked into her eyes, and many scenes flashed through my mind like a montage: from the first time I saw her, to the first hug in the winter wind, to the walk in Wenzhou Jiangxin Island, it was really a colorful talk in love. We used to be very far away, so far away that I felt like I was going crazy, so far away that she didn't believe there would be a result, and then we finally got closer, until the eyes met under the blue white clouds, so close that I thought I could hold hands for a lifetime distance. However, every time, I was the one who was approaching her, but she wanted to pull herself further and further away, so far away that I couldn't reach her, and she still asked me here: "Is it because I want to go to work in Hangzhou? " "Forfora lot of things," I stammered, feeling the blood rushing to my forehead as I spoke, and I tried to control my voice calmly, "It's not your job, it's youyou let I'm very sad." (Remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 34 Red Wine ? I lowered my head sadly, "I always seem to be sad when I'm with you. When you're in love, you shouldn't get sadder and sadder, right?" I sniffled, "You're amazing, you have all kinds of There are ways to make me sad, I can't bear it, I think I probably need someone who won't make me sad." She put her hands behind her, slowly clenched into two fists, and did not speak for a long time. We fell into an awkward silence. After almost half a century, I finally couldn't stand it anymore. I took off the watch in my hand and handed it to her, "Give it back to you." I held the watch in my hand and waited for her to pick it up, but she didn't move. "I'll give it back to you, I don't want it anymore." I repeated. She still doesn't move. "Didn't you hear?" I forcefully pulled her hand out from behind, opened my fingers, and stuffed the thing in, "That's it." Wu Li stared at her watch for a long time, and finally said, "Zhou Wen, do I really make you sad all the time?" "Yes." "Why?" "You know it yourself." She suddenly became firm, "I don't know." I didn't expect to write a narrative essay before breaking up, "Okay, you don't know, let me tell you. I am very sad that you fell in love with my good friend and slept with him; you broke up with him and met privately. , and lied to me, I'm sad; I tell you, I'm sad to death; learn that you have to go to him and get a girl who delivers clothes, nonsense, of course I'm sad; now it's all right, you probably think In the past, it wasn¡¯t far enough, it wasn¡¯t fun, which ghostly place in Hangzhou, God knows who you will meet there, do you think I¡¯m sad or not?¡± "No wonder you refused to let me see you," she pursed her lips tightly, "Awen, I really didn't mean it. In fact, I thought about it later But at that time, I thought you regretted it and hated it. I'm sorry." "What's the use of being sorry? I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry." "But why do you keep clinging to the past? This time I'm looking for a job, I admit it's my fault, I didn't tell you earlier, but¡ª" "But, there's nothing else to do," I felt like my patience was blown to the top like a balloon that was about to burst. I turned around to run, but was suddenly hugged by her, "Awen, listen to me" "I don't want to listen, you let me go immediately," I wanted to break free from her, but she hugged me tightly and said hurriedly in my ear: "You said that I always make you sad, but, have you Have you ever thought that you are making yourself sad? You always seem to disbelieve me" Unreasonable, she actually put the hat back on my head. I was so angry that I struggled harder and punched and kicked with all my strength, but it was still useless. When a woman refuses to let you, you suddenly find that she is really strong. Finally, in a state of desperation, I lowered my head and slapped him on the hand. When he let go of his hands, I immediately sprinted away at a speed of 100 meters. Wait until I run two blocks out of breath. I stopped and couldn't help turning my head to see if she would come after me. After waiting for a while, she didn't. I stood there blankly. Was she hurt by me just now? Still think I'm cruel? Or, she actually chased after me, but she couldn't see me and thought I had run far away, so she stopped chasing me? That day, I found out that the classic scene of this romance film can be performed beautifully in many cities, causing buckets of tears, but it just doesn¡¯t work in Wenzhou. Because there are very few people here, it is destined to be impossible to pull the man and woman who are about to break up into one shot; it is only a few streets away, because they can't see, they think that the other party has gone far, so it is easy to give up; it is also because they can't see , Thinking that the other party doesn't care, even less courage to turn back. Beware of becoming fragile, a road is a moat. I wandered aimlessly in this high and low city, from the high-rise area, through the bustling streets, and at dusk, I walked along the market street and returned to the trestle next to Pier 1. The trestle bridge was empty, and I sat alone on a bench listening to the sound of the waves in the bay at my feet. A seabird flew over and landed on the railing directly in front of me, staring at me motionless, refusing to fly away. I tilted my head to look at it, and it tilted its head to look at me. I thought it might be hungry, so I rummaged through things and only found a few pieces of leftover bread. I broke the bread into pieces and spread it out in front of it. It was really hungry, so it immediately lowered its head and came over to sniff, hesitated, then turned its head away, finally realized that there was no oil or water here, flapped its wings and flew away. I was a little disappointed, and then felt ridiculous: Bird, how can you like to eat bread? At that moment, I suddenly realizedI realized that Wu Li and I might be like the seabird and the bread to each other. There is nothing wrong with each other, but together, it is wrong. Our heights do not match, no wonder she is because I am only 1.78 meters; We can't sing together, no wonder I'm because she's tone deaf; She treats me very well, but makes me sad, no wonder she can't blame me, because she can't give me what I want. But, what do I want? Frankly, I don't know either. However, if it¡¯s not right, it¡¯s just not right, so don¡¯t think too much about it. The sun was slowly setting to the west, I stood up, turned around and walked back towards the tall buildings in the city center. The trestle bridge is a beautiful thing. It stretches far into the sea, allowing people to appreciate the scenery that cannot be seen on the shore. At the same time, it is also something full of sadness, because no matter how far you go, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, in the end, you always have to look back. I went to Lu Feng and told him that I broke up with Wu Li. Lu Feng yelled, "She dumped you?" There was an expression on his face that he was going to kill the enemy at any time. "I dumped her." Lu Feng was even more surprised, as if he didn't believe that I could still have such a future, "Why?" "We don't deserve it." "Why not worthy?" "Unworthy is unworthy." Lu Feng stared at me for a while, then smiled maliciously, "Is it because she is not doing well in some way? Or is she doing too well? You can't handle it?" I couldn't laugh or cry, "Nonsense. Please don't ask, okay? I'm already in a bad mood, so don't come here to comfort me." Lu Feng shook his head, "I'm not talking about you, it's not too early to get rid of you, you have to work so hard to wait until someone graduates from school and find a job before you get dumped, fuck the little girl to the point of inseparability, and then serve it on a plate to other men, Do you think that you are a general, and you will retire after success?" I was not angry, "I am showing off my might, but I am not ruling the territory of my own country." Lu Feng hooked my shoulders, and posed a very free and easy posture, "If you don't deserve it, you don't deserve it. Breaking up in love is also an indispensable experience in life. Let's go, buy wine!" Let's go buy wine. When I said to buy beer, Lu Feng waved his hand, "Beer is also considered alcohol." He wanted to buy whiskey, but I firmly opposed it, because I was afraid of getting drunk and going crazy like Lu Feng did last time. Finally, we stopped in front of a large bottle of red wine. "Buy this!" Lu Feng held the bottle, "There is a famous allusion to this kind of wine, that is, once the bottle is opened, drink it all at once, otherwise, it will turn into vinegar if you drink it for the second time." I was dubious, "Really?" "Honestly, I don't believe it, but it's romantic." I smiled, "It's a bit like falling in love. It's always good at the beginning, but after a long time, problems arise, and finally it becomes a bottle of vinegar. Smart people know that they should solve it quickly, and fools think about drinking it slowly. Just buy this!" We moved the wine back to Lu Feng's house. There was a note on the door, written by Wu Li, asking Lu Feng to call her back. She also had several messages on the answering machine, asking if she saw me, sounding anxious. The last message was from Jersey, asking if Zhou Wen was missing, because Wu Li also went to look for him. In his words, "I'm as anxious as pinching a fly that turns its head away." Lu Feng was a little puzzled, "Are you guys separated? Or are you scaring her?" "I made it very clear to her. Besides, I won't scare people with such things." "Then why is she still like this?" I snorted through my nose, "Just put on a show, get cheap and act good, let people think it's all my fault. If she calls again, just say you didn't see me." "I don't like lying." "Don't worry, the lies she told before are more serious than this one, if you lie to her once, it won't hurt your strength." We open the wine. Sweet and sweet, slightly sour in the sweet. Lu Feng ate a cup and said, "It's not bad, it's a bit like love, it's sweet and whimsical, it makes people happy." I said: "It's better than love. Love is more sour and less sweet. It's a bastard." As soon as the voice fell, the real bastard called again. Lu Feng answered according to my intention, put down the phone and said: "She is waiting for you at your door, and she sounds like she will see you or leave." "Don't worry about her. If you want to wait, wait and drink. I will sleep with you tonight. I haven't slept with you for a long time." When there was a thin layer of wine left in the bottle, both of us were a little bit flustered, Lu Feng said: "Save these for experimentation, let's see if it will turn into vinegar." I shook my head and poured all the wine into the glass, "Drink it, it's really turned into vinegar, what a pity." I raised my head and drank the last glass of wine, and my heart suddenly seemed to be hooked by something¡ªI still don¡¯t want to let red wine turn into vinegar. I stood up and said to Lu Feng, "I'm going back." "Didn't you say you wanted to sleep with me?" "Forget it, I like to roll the quilt when I sleep, so I won't torture you." "I think you still miss her, don't you?" "No, I just want to make it clear to her so that she won't harass people everywhere." "Can you go back like this?" "I can go back even in my dreams, what am I afraid of." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)What a pity to turn into vinegar. " I raised my head and drank the last glass of wine, and my heart suddenly seemed to be hooked by something¡ªI still don¡¯t want to let red wine turn into vinegar. I stood up and said to Lu Feng, "I'm going back." "Didn't you say you wanted to sleep with me?" "Forget it, I like to roll the quilt when I sleep, so I won't torture you." "I think you still miss her, don't you?" "No, I just want to make it clear to her so that she won't harass people everywhere." "Can you go back like this?" "I can go back even in my dreams, what am I afraid of." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 35: A Faint Smell of Smoke ? I went home and went upstairs, and Wu Li was standing on the wall next to the door, with her head down, her hands behind her back, her lips biting, her face very serious. When she saw me, her eyes lit up, she smiled with relief, and stepped over a few steps, "Where have you been? I've been looking for you all day." "I didn't go anywhere, I just wandered around," I opened the door, "Come in." I asked her to sit down on the sofa, poured her a glass of water, and she took it with both hands. She probably smelled the alcohol on my body, frowned and asked, "Have you been drinking?" "A little bit," I smiled at her, "Red wine, I've never drank it much before, it tastes good. Don't worry, it's not for you." "You came back by yourself?" "I'm not drunk. In fact, it doesn't matter even if I'm drunk. There are no cars on the road at this time. Last time I fell asleep while riding in the car. When I woke up, I slapped myself twice" I found I talk a lot, and I want to say what I don¡¯t want to say at the same time. Drinking red wine is like sugar water, but its stamina cannot be underestimated. "Wu Li, let me teach you. When you get tired and want to sleep, you can slap yourself once left and right twice. , wake up immediately, it works" Her face sank, her eyebrows furrowed and tightened, "Why didn't you tell me?" "Tell you what? Tell you, you will tell me to give me a meal, let me be careful, and then run to your Hangzhou, after" I counted to the map on the wall, "Not many, just a few Cities You come to care about me after a few cities, right?" I reached out to take a sip of the water in her hand, and handed the glass back to her. She put the cup on the table, then walked up to me, raised her head, and put her arms around my shoulders, "Zhou Wen, I'm not going." I was stunned for a moment, and Wu Li continued: "I'm not going to Hangzhou anymore, I'll just stay here, okay?" "why are you not going?" She grabbed my hand, "For you." I stared at her blankly, and she stared at me tenderly. Under the light, her face was full of affection, which made my heart tremble. Now she looked up at me like a child. She has already said that she will stay for me, and I know that as long as I smile, nod, and throw myself into her arms, everything will be over. However, a strange force in my body pulled me tightly, and I remembered the seabird I saw that afternoon that didn't eat bread. When she finally opened her mouth to say what I wanted to hear, I couldn't help but start to wonder, how much did these words mean to me? As for the "wrongness" between us, can it be resolved if she chooses to stay by my side? I shook my head, "Forget it, let's go. Didn't you say that the opportunity is good and it would be a pity to give up?" She squeezed my hand even harder, "I've already thought about it." "You hurt me." She let go of her hand, "I'm sorry." I rubbed each other with both hands without saying a word. She sat next to me, stretched out her arms and put me in her arms, and I leaned obediently on her shoulder. I have a faint smell of smoke on my body. "Are you smoking?" "Smoked a few this afternoon." "How many?" "Two." "Smoking is bad." "I usually don't smoke, and I'm in a bad mood today." "It's still not good." "Then I won't smoke in the future. In fact, I don't have a cigarette addiction." "However, it doesn't smell bad when you smoke." I put my hand on her chest, and her heart was beating firmly and powerfully under my palm - that was the place I always wanted to go but couldn't. She buried her head in my collar, greedily inhaling the faint smell of tobacco on my body. After a long time, I said: "Lili, you should go to Hangzhou. From now on, we will go our own way, and everyone will be free." "Why do you still think that way?" She hugged me tighter. "I've always thought this way. I said break up this morning, do you think I'm scaring you?" "Why?" "I'm tired." She pulled me away a little, looked me in the eyes, "Awen, I already said I'm not going, can't I?" The stamina of the red wine intensified, I smiled at her, "Do you think I'm so unreasonable? To be honest, I'm happy for you if you have such a good chance If you really stay for me, it seems very It's touching, but if you don't like your work in the future, even if you don't say it, you will probably blame me in your heart. How can I bear it. If you go, I don't know what will happen in the future. In fact, I am very useless. ??Because the words have indeed been made clear. One day, two days, three days, a week, she didn't call. Half a month later, she called me suddenly, but said goodbye to me, saying that she was leaving for Hangzhou early the next morning. She is really leaving. My heart suddenly moved, and a burst of courage came out of nowhere, "What I told you last time was mostly out of anger, so don't take it to heart." After I finished speaking, I felt absurd again, and we broke up. Do you still expect people to take it to heart? She was silent for a while, and said, "It doesn't matter. Actually, I think what you said makes sense." Her voice gradually softened, "Awen, I don't know if I should say a few words, but I will tell you when I think of them." Right. I don¡¯t mean to be sexist, but I think boys should find someone better. There are quite a few people with good conditions in this place. You can find someone better than me, don¡¯t mention me, than Haiyan if you spend some time. People with good conditions It doesn¡¯t matter if you have money or not, but the key is people. If you don¡¯t have them, you think it¡¯s important. Chapter 36 Red Wine Turned into Vinegar ? If you have it, you won¡¯t miss it so much anymore Pick someone with a better body and a better temper, or a colleague, in fact, it¡¯s best not to be in the same industry, so that you won¡¯t be hanged from a tree in the future And " As I listened, tears gradually flowed down. When she finally came to an end, I asked, "What if I can't find it?" She said leisurely: "If you don't look for it, how do you know you can't find it?" Her voice returned to its original calm. I then asked: "What if I just can't find it? You also need to be beautiful, good-tempered, and different industries. You are very picky." At this point, I felt my heart pounding . She was silent again. I gripped the receiver tightly, and subconsciously began to twist the phone line with my hands. After a long time, she said, "I believe you can find it." A tear fell on my lips, I stuck out my tongue to lick it, it was very salty. I get it: she has decided to give up on me. In her world, I might get out faster than a car. "You are very realistic." I wiped my eyes, took a deep breath, and kept my sadness from reaching the other end of the phone. "Aren't you also very realistic?" The slight sarcasm in her words irritated me, I raised my head, cleared my throat, and put on a relaxed tone into the microphone, "Of course I can find it, maybe I will find someone to accompany me during the Spring Festival before the end of the year, I can't find it before, I will definitely find someone to spend Valentine's Day with me, you just watch it, no, you don't need to read it as for you, just get along a bit better, when the time comes, why would a woman have no husband, even looking for a husband? You don¡¯t need to look for it, just wait for the rabbits to pounce on them one by one, steam them and braise them as you like. You women are better than men.¡± "Awen," she suddenly raised her voice and called me, and then she didn't continue. She just smiled dryly and said, "That's how it is." "that is it." "Take care of yourself." "Take care of yourself." Then we held the phone and waited for each other to say goodbye. Finally, I said first, "Goodbye." Since it was me who proposed to break up, it seems that I should say goodbye first. "goodbye." Hang up the phone, I know it's over. Red wine turned into vinegar swaying in my heart. It feels like when I was a child, on the night of the 15th day of the first lunar month, I set off the last firecracker in the cold wind and lit it with the mood of saying goodbye. I watched it fly into the sky, explode in the air, make a loud noise, and turn into thousands of pieces to all directions. Because it was the last one, it was very real and desolate. I was bored looking at maps online. I dialed into Hangzhou at the destination, and Wenzhou at the departure point, and the computer told me that she would arrive this afternoon. In order to "celebrate" a broken relationship - Lu Feng's current rhetoric is "as long as you are still alive, everything is worth celebrating". Get Jersey to come along. "Oh my god, Ah Wen, when did you start liking Wu Li?" Lu Feng yelled fussily while applying ointment on his legs coolly. "A few years ago." I said embarrassedly. "That means you will have to heal for almost a year." He stretched out two fingers and said in a serious manner, and then immediately corrected, "No, that's a woman's calculation. It should take a few months to get to a man's place. When it comes to yours, hehe , I think it should be at least another one. Ah Wen, I don¡¯t think you need to fall in love within two years.¡± Jersey disagreed, "I've heard that the best medicine for emotional trauma is to start another relationship," he stopped suddenly and looked at me embarrassedly, "Awen, do you still want to scold me?" "What are you scolding?" "To be honest, at that time, when I went to have a relationship with Wu Li, I felt a bit like this," he turned to look at Lu Feng, "Isn't it a bit despicable?" "It's not a bit despicable, it's very despicable," Lu Feng said decisively, "Occupying the latrine and not shitting." "How much does she like you?" Years later, I finally asked that question. "Hey, how do you ask people to answer you when you ask this kind of question?" Lu Feng hit me dozens of slaps in turn. Jersey looked at me for a moment, then smiled, "Why did you break up with her?" "We are not suitable." "But you still miss her." "Yeah, I'm thinking about how she is so capable. She wasted a few years of my youth, and it took me two years to heal my injuries." "Awen, if you are still jealous, let me tell you, Wu Li cares about you very much." "Nonsense." "That time I quarreled with Ouyang Lu, and I ran to complain to her in a fit of anger. Later, you bumped into me, and you probably scolded her. Anyway, she found a special person later.People often don't remember the person they let down, but just wait for the person in their hearts wholeheartedly. "I hope you are happy" is an extravagant sentence, and it is the last gentle look back of the departing person: Sorry, I can't accompany you, but I hope you are happy. Not everyone is qualified to speak, and those who are lucky enough to hear it are all unlucky. After a long time, Jersey lifted his head from my shoulders and said to himself, "What shall I do?" "Huang Huiying is pretty good." "She is very nice, but I don't know where her heart is." It turns out that Huang Huiying and her "male netizen on the Internet have developed from flirting on the Internet to talking on the phone. A few days ago, Jersey found her in her pocket. It's a dish in a restaurant, and Huang Huiying usually never eats that dish. "The drinks and desserts I ordered are for two people. She said she was going to eat with a colleague. I asked her which colleague, and she thought I was annoying." Jersey looked very sad, "I am always happy in front of you, In fact, most of the time it is pretending I feel that I am a failure, a failure." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Thirty-Seven: Crying Mole ? That night, I spent the night at Lu Feng's place. The moon is round, embedded in the blue sky, with a little star twinkling beside it, like a drop of "crying mole". It was a bright moon in a foreign land, a bright moon in a foreign land, destined to have a mole of crying, and tears would fall at some point. When he woke up, I was still asleep. He asked me: "What are you thinking?" I said, "I was thinking, we're down. Don't you think we're down?" He turned around and sighed, "In fact, everyone is like this. At first, they were very high-minded, but they were still very high when they encountered a setback, until one day they came to their senses and realized that people still have to compromise with reality. Once they compromise, If everything is fine, you won¡¯t feel down and down.¡± I remembered what Jersey told me about Wu Li. When I was with her, I was mostly chirping while she smiled and said nothing. She didn't tell me that she had gone to Jersey to clarify. Every time I made things difficult for her, she would just say "why bring it up", and I was ridiculed a lot in vain. How would I know if she didn't tell me? It's really a bun - a bumpkin. I suddenly had an impulse in my heart: How many things did the country bumpkin not tell me? I pushed Lu Feng, "I seem to regret it a bit. Regret breaking up with Wu Li. I feel like I don't know her yet. "Some people say that people fall in love because they don't understand, and break up because they understand her. I haven't even understood her yet, so why did I break up? "Forget it for me, what did that sentence say, if you splash water on the ground, you can't get it back." Lu Feng turned over. I still can't sleep. I don't know where Wu Li is now, her cell phone number is Suddenly, I discovered a somewhat ridiculous fact: I don't know Wu Li's cell phone number. I had it all set up before and I never had to dial and never remembered her number. Later, the number was changed and I forgot to remember it. Her number seems to have 2, 6, 7, and 4, but what about the others? That night, I tossed and turned, thinking futilely about how to put together a phone number from a few vague numbers. In the end, I gave up and let it go if I couldn't figure it out. When you are in a relationship, you don't even know the person's mobile phone number, so if you break up, let's just break up. When the moon was about to set, I was so dizzy thinking that I finally fell asleep in a daze. The last image that flashed in my mind was when I broke up with Wu Li, and I slapped her hard on the hand. What matched this image was a strange idea: that bumpkin scalded my mouth to blisters, but she must have been bitten painfully, right? When the world financial crisis broke out in 2012, I called Haiyan while watching TV across the aisle in the company. Her company phone couldn't be reached. I found an email from her long ago and dialed the number at home, but no one answered. I was very worried for her and left several messages asking her to call me back if she hears. At around seven o'clock in the evening, Haiyan called and said she was fine, "The car broke down, I walked all the way back, and I walked for a long time." She sounded very tired. A stone fell to the ground in my heart, "It's terrible." "Yeah, it was scary. Thanks for calling." We talked about the day for a while, and finally I said, "You have a good rest." Not long after, the bell rang again, and it was still Haiyan. She said: "I listened to your messages one by one again, Awen, you still care about me, don't you?" I thought about it and said, "I've always regarded you as a good friend, good friend, of course I should care about you." After talking with her on the phone, I turned on the TV. At that time, the whole country was probably watching TV. Every channel was showing images of the financial crisis, advertisements all over the sky, buildings collapsing in an instant, and crowds of screaming and crying people. In Lilu, you can still clearly feel the panic and despair in the air. Public opinion is speculating all over the sky, one of which is that it cannot be ruled out that well-known buildings in other cities will also be the target of the attack, which is very scary. I immediately jumped up and turned on the computer, and found the city website of Hangzhou from the search engine. After looking at it for a long time, I didn¡¯t find any particularly famous buildings, so I finally settled down. Then I felt that such worries were a bit ridiculous, because I live in Hangzhou. In a much more conspicuous city. At this time, the phone rang again. I picked it up absent-mindedly, and just "hey", my heart immediately hung in my throat. Wu Li asked over there: "Is there nothing wrong with Wenzhou?" "No." "That's good. It's said on TV that Wenzhou may also become the next target of the financial crisis. Have you seen it?" "Saw."  Also sang "I Say I Love You" with me perfectly. After arriving in Wenzhou, she bought a Lexus car. When I bought the car, I reminded her, "Is it too extravagant to buy such a car as soon as you come to work?" She spread her palms, "Our colleagues in the department all have cars. I'm going to buy a Toyota or Honda, doesn't it seem too shabby? Besides, the signing bonus that the company gave me is almost enough for half a Lexus." I gave her a white look, "I think your company has spoiled you, be careful of layoffs in the future." She is very confident, "Probably not, most of our company's customers are government departments, and the orders are very stable. Besides, your wife is still very talented, otherwise why would they travel all the way to me in such a superfluous situation?" Dug it from other places? Even if it is really cut off, it will not be my turn. Husband, look good, within two years, I will at least be no worse than Yu Sufen.¡± I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s popular now, or I got it from her ex-boyfriend Based on the lessons learned, she now speaks of "husband" and shuts "wife". When Haiyan regarded Yu Sufen as a milestone to surpass, the milestone itself was a bit disgraced. That day, Huang Huiying suddenly invited me and Lu Feng to dinner. In an American restaurant, she slashed a steak into her mouth, "Women I really don't understand women now!" (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Thirty-Eight That Unsent Birthday Gift ? A few days ago, Jersey suddenly broke up with her, moved out, and started dating another woman. Ouyang Lu chewed the steak viciously, wondering if she imagined it as her love rival. "That person, hmph If he wants to find someone, at least he should find someone who can stand on stage!" Huang Huiying was indignant. "He said that I don't value him. In fact, isn't life itself very ordinary? Does he want me to surround him three times a day and call him my sweetheart?" She looked surprised, as if she had been greatly wronged, "You men Is it all like this?" Her "you man" angered Lu Feng. Regardless of my wink, he turned to "things on the Internet" in a fit of anger and asked Huang Huiying, "Do you women urinate on a telephone pole like this, and then go find the next one?" Shameless, have you thought about being a prostitute again?" Huang Huiying was stunned for a full minute before realizing that her misdeeds were already under Jersey's control, and her tone softened, "That, that, alas, he also took those things seriously?" After stammering for a few minutes, Huang Huiying began to swear like all eloquent women, and the content was nothing more than reining in the brink, reforming, reforming, and re-behaving. "I also admit that I'm a bit flamboyant, but I've always regarded Jersey as my future husband I'm a person with a hippie smile on the surface, but I'm also very serious when I'm serious. Don't believe me" Finally she said Leaning back in the chair, he sighed a long time, "I saw him smiling at that woman that day, and my heart hurtReally, as long as he comes back, he can do whatever he wants with me." broke our hearts. It was a long time after that meal, and we were already on her heels, plotting how to win Jersey's heart back. Huang Huiying did not break her promise. One day at the end of September, she took out the spirit of "Kamikaze Eight Route Death Squad", took a big bag of things, and stood in front of her new home in Jersey after being scolded a few times and threatened to call the police. One night, when Jersey got up in the morning and opened the door, she was found sitting by the door as faithfully and pitifully as a pug dog. Finally, their hearts softened. Later, Jersey told us, "That day I thought, if she is willing to wait one night, forgive her; if she can't wait, she will be pulled down." This sentence reminds me of Wu Li waiting for me at my door that day. If I don't go back, maybe she will wait for one night, right? I was loathe to let her stand all night, but it was stupid to go back and drive her away myself. I think that's probably the worst thing about Jersey about me: he knows when to let it go, and I don't. This is probably why Wu Li is inferior to Ouyang Lu: Ouyang Lu knows when to be shameless, but she doesn't. So we will break up. After falling in love with Haiyan again, life became lively again. She is very kind to me, and remembers to bring me gifts when she is on a business trip. She will arrange programs on Sundays and buy me something for me from time to time. Lu Feng came to my house, looked at the things Haiyan gave me, and nodded, "This is called falling in love." In fact, I was also very good to her: helping her with laundry and cooking. There is a popular saying called "Plainness is the truth", I think Haiyan and I probably found it. Once, Haiyan was staying overnight with me, and accidentally saw the necklace. There was a bit of dust on the necklace. I thought I had a chance to give that unsent birthday present, but I was wrong. "Where did you get this necklace?" she asked. I said: "I bought it on sale and gave it to my mother." After a while, she suddenly asked: "Your mother wears such a fashionable style?" I smiled and said, "Don't underestimate my mother." I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. If Wu Li knew, would she think I was stupid? Their company colleagues like to hold activities very much, and every time they call a large group of people. Ever since a few of her colleagues casually said "Your boyfriend is very handsome", she often dragged me to participate in their activities, probably thinking that I could save face for her. Once, when she came home from an event, she told me about a colleague who had just divorced. That colleague married a good husband, but he found another Gao Zhi soon after, and she threw down a sentence that made people vomit blood The words "In the same environment, you are not good enough for me". She reversed the car and said: "Xiaowen just didn't understand a little bit. A good husband is not 'found' at all, but 'cultivated'." "What is 'cultivation'?" "That is to say, you can't just look at the surface when looking for a husband. Other aspects of quality are also very important, such as whether your brain is good, your temperament, your ability to live, and your development potential. Like Xiaowen, marrying a big man Handsome guy, good-looking is good-looking, too difficult to serve, nothing to doTwo words of praise, "This brand is really good, it's not ostentatious at all, and it can be used anytime." I said: "It's not too public, I can smell it a few meters away. Seriously, why are you making it look like a flower? I hate women who are fragrant." She looked at me in the mirror, her face suddenly sank, "Does she not use perfume?" I didn't react for a moment, "Who?" "You know who I'm talking about." That was the first time I mentioned Wu Li after we fell in love again. "It's none of her business." "Does she use it?" She asked again, with no expression on her face. I took a breath, "No need." She pulled one corner of her mouth and smiled, "I knew it." I was a little angry and glared at her, "I know you still ask me." I was about to turn around when there was a loud noise. Looking down, the perfume bottle was broken into several pieces at my feet. Glass splashed on my feet, staring at me in horror. She was also taken aback, and stared blankly at me without saying a word, as if she couldn't believe that she smashed her favorite perfume bottle with her own hands. After a long time, I trembled slightly and said: "Haiyan, let's be a villain first and then a gentleman. Let me tell you, if this bottle hit me just now, I would definitely call the police. Now, can you tell me where I provoked you?" You?" (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Thirty-Nine: There Are So Many Tricks ? We stood and stared at each other in the chokingly fragrant air. Haiyan calmed down earlier than me, and put on a relaxed look, "You don't like it anyway, why should I keep it?" "I'm just talking casually, do you deserve to be so angry? You also said it, do you want me to take it and smash it together?" Without saying a word, she went to the room to get a thick paper towel, came back and bent down to pick up the broken glass on the ground one by one. When she picked up the last piece, which was the one on my instep, she raised her head, "Awen, don't you think I'm down?" That night, Haiyan and I didn't go to the Christmas party. In short, we stayed at home**¡ªfrom 12 years to 13 years, it can be described as a long time. It feels like the back and forth of love, causing people to float up and down, but they can't make decisions at all. At one o'clock in the morning, Haiyan suddenly turned on the desk lamp, turned sideways and asked me: "Do you love me?" It took a while for my eyes to adjust to the light, and when I could finally see clearly, I was surprised to see her eyes filled with pain. That kind of eyes is like a thin silk that strangles into my heart, and it gets tighter and tighter. I am too familiar with it, because I have used the same painful eyes to stare at a person. She must have been very, very sad to see me like that. I see. She buried her head in my arms, "I love you." "real?" "real." "Awen, you know, I love you very much," she hugged me tightly, with the stubbornness of a child's "all in one heart" in her tone, "I really love you very much." I was a little shocked to find that in Haiyan's heart, I was an out-and-out "prodigal son". I reached under her armpit and scratched gently, "I know, of course I know. If you don't love me, why did you come to cultivate me? It is actually very hard to cultivate a person" The next day, before starting to implement the "New Year's resolution", I did an unplanned thing-I ransacked the box and cabinet to find out all the things related to Wu Li, and burned them all. I don't want to see her again. In 2009, for Haiyan's birthday, I went to buy a bottle of perfume for her, which was to make up for the bottle that was smashed. She took it with a smile, but I didn't see her use it. In fact, I didn't smell any perfume on her afterwards. For months, the smell of that perfume lingered in my room. Until now, no matter what the occasion, if any woman in the crowd wears that kind of perfume, I can immediately tell the difference just by smelling it. Lu Feng once lamented that all the women in the world abandoned him, but the fact is just the opposite: his family transferred him to his colleagues¡ªand they were female colleagues. Not long after, Lu Feng launched a carpet-like pursuit of Yingying, stalking and tendering, which proved that this woman's understanding of men goes far beyond the reproductive system. On Valentine's Day, Lu Feng came to me with a dozen roses in his hand, "Show it to you." "What a beautiful flower!" I exclaimed, "Where did it come from?" "It was given to me by Yingying. It's not easy to put it in my office." Lu Feng's face turned red. In order to reduce the burden on the mailroom, our company expressly stipulates that employees are not allowed to receive flowers from flower shops¡ªa very unromantic rule. Dr. Yingying turned his head and got it. He went to buy dozens of roses and personally Drive to our company. When Lu Feng received a call to meet her in the downstairs hall, the entire hall was occupied by roses, majestic and magnificent, like a small military parade. Yingying stood among the roses, smiling like a Napoleon¡ªof course, she was taller than Napoleon. Yingying's trick is really powerful: Hundreds of roses are overwhelming the environment, which man will not be so moved that his brain will become hot? Earned enough face for Lu Feng in the company: a man has a woman baby, and his value will be different immediately, not to mention that he was the only male employee who received roses on Valentine's Day that year, overwhelming, leaving a deep impression on others , It became a good story within a year; in a disguised form, he won votes for himself: the boys around Lufeng were both envious and jealous, and everyone expected Yingying to be a model and good woman; and eliminated the possible competitors in our company: Hehe, Lengtouqing, you take a pee to take care of yourself, do you have my courage? No, let's cool off. The spring of 2013 is a wedding season: in February, Jersey and Huang Huiying got married; at the end of March, Lu Feng and Yingying got married. Yu Sufen inquired about Lu Feng's marriage from nowhere, and sent a gift to the company, and Lu Feng called me over to open it together. When we opened the outer package, we looked at each other. Lu Feng carefully picked up a gold necklace from the box, and dropped a simple and elegant pendant, two concentric circles, with a few numbers embedded in diamonds, which looked a little bitJianjiang should not be far from here, so he told them to go home first, "I want to take a walk there." The weather that day was very strange. It was sunny from morning to afternoon, but it started to rain lightly after five o'clock. I found a staff member at the entrance of the photo studio and asked him if he knew how to get to Oujiang. He pointed to the opposite side of the road, "Cross the street and walk a little further." I walked across the street and walked along the bay. Slowly, the rain became heavier and heavier, and the wind from the bay blew over. Through my thin open clothes, I began to tremble, and I regretted that I didn't bring any clothes. There were very few people on this road. After walking for a long time, I almost reached the bottom of the Oujiang Bridge, but I still saw nothing. I felt something was wrong, and went around to the side of the parking lot to ask for directions, only to realize that I had made a wrong turn. I had crossed the street earlier and should be facing forward, but I, of course, turned forward. I had no strength to walk back, and my clothes were almost soaked, so I had to take a bus back. The wedding between Lu Feng and Yingying was extremely romantic. I said to Lu Feng, "Your wife has a lot of tricks." Then I found that he was not inferior¡ªnot only did he have a diamond on his ring, but in the future, if he wanted, he could have a diamond at any time. Take the ring back and exchange it for a diamond, as long as the weight is the same, the style is optional. Lu Feng said he planned to change it every two years. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Forty The New Wife ? I laughed at him, "Be careful people think you'll get a new wife every two years." Lu Feng was not ashamed, but rather proud, "This is what I want. Isn't it popular in China now that men get more money and get more expensive? It's good to pretend." This is the most peculiar thing I have ever seen in my life. vanity. At this time, my hand was pulled. I turned my head and met Haiyan's eyes. She looked at me without moving, and I looked at her without moving. Suddenly, there seemed to be a gust of wind blowing from a certain corner of my heart, like the gust of wind with the sound of rolling cars in the dark tunnel of the future. I can feel that there is a question, although no one has spoken yet, but it is getting closer and closer to us. Although I don't know which line the car is from, whether I can get to the destination, it is better to have a car than no car. In August, a project came to an end, and the manager got a sum of money to organize people from several grassroots departments to go drinking together. The activities that are very popular in the corporate sector are actually nothing more than running to see the scenery, engaging in some activities, and drinking a few glasses of local wine. It's not too unusual in itself, but this time everyone flocks to it because they don't know when there will be another chance. It was a Sunday, I overslept a little in the morning, and I borrowed Haiyan¡¯s car and encountered a traffic jam on the road. When I arrived at the venue, the parking lot in front of the terrace was already full of cars. I have been to this place twice, knowing that if there is no parking space here, I have to go around to another parking lot at the back and then walk down, so I walked around twice in a row, hoping to find an open space. Finally, I found an empty parking space at a corner, but another car appeared from nowhere on the opposite side and drove towards it, which was closer than me, and was about to turn into it. I uttered a bad luck bitterly, and was about to turn around, but the car suddenly turned around, and a man wearing sunglasses in the car beckoned me to use that parking space. I was so overjoyed that I thought I would drive over to a handsome female colleague when I met her. Two cars passed by slowly, I smiled at him through the glass, but the smile froze on my face. Because, that person turned out to be Wu Li. She came to Wenzhou to attend a meeting. Her company is one of the organizers, and on the last day of the meeting, some long-term customers were invited to come here for activities. There are two wine tasting halls here, we reserved one and they reserved the other, no wonder the parking lot is so crowded. After socializing absent-mindedly for a while, I went out onto the terrace, where she happened to be standing, alone. I stopped three steps away from her and looked at her, not knowing what expression to put on my face. She smiled at me and said generously, "Hello." Wu Li was wearing a beige shirt with their company logo on the chest, which matched the trousers very well. I haven't seen her for a year, she is a little paler and more energetic. She had her hair cut in a feminine way and styled with gel so that it was so meticulous that it stood almost straight up in front of her forehead. Nowadays, many women wear this kind of hairstyle, which is very pretty, but her "furious hair" made me feel inexplicably sad-it is impossible for Ah Wen to mess up her hair anymore. We started chatting, literally talking about "sky". We chatted from Wenzhou food to Hangzhou food, and then back to Wenzhou food from Hangzhou food. After talking about everything related to food, we finally had to return to "people". "You might as well cut your hair shorter," I said. She smiled and lowered her voice a little, "Is your company okay? I saw on TV a while ago that it seems that there have been layoffs again." "Okay, it's up to the judge, at least I can come here to drink now," I took a sip of the wine, "Why is this wine so sour?" "Wenzhou's red wine is sour," she also took a sip, "wait a minute." When she came back, she was holding the wine with Sprite in her hand, so that the drinking effect would be better. " We opened the Sprite and poured it into the wine, and it was much more delicious. "Will people laugh at us when they see it?" "What are you laughing at, it tastes much better this way. If I were at home, I would add sugar directly to it." "Country bun." I laughed out loud, shook my head, and took another sip of the wine mixed with Sprite. I raised my head and found that she was staring at me, her eyes were very gentle, there was something in it, like wine, which made me feel slightly dizzy, and I forgot everything I wanted to say. We drank silently, and after a while, she suddenly asked me, "Are you married?" I was taken aback and looked up at her. She was staring at the "ring" on my right ring finger. That ring was originally bought by Haiyan last time, and then I returned it to her, and after reconciliation, she returned it to me. I wear it on my right ring finger. I said, "This is a toy." As I spoke, I was dejectedly thinking about how to tell her that I was with Haiyan again. She smiled, "I thought you and Yanzi were married.?? I really want to know if you still worry about me. " "And then you hung up without waiting for the connection, right?" I stared at her and asked "I dialed the number and thought it was ridiculous. Besides, what should I say if I meet Haiyan again?" "I was at home that day, and I was the one who answered the phone, but you hung up by yourself," I said softly, "Also, I will be worried." She doesn't speak. I lowered my head and asked, "Do you think I'm bad?" "There's nothing wrong with it. People always have to look forward. We're all the same." Her calm tone slowly poured into my heart like ice water. I glanced at her resentfully: Why didn't you tell me what you just said earlier, or later, or simply don't tell me? Anyway, you shouldn't tell me now, tell me now, and add the sentence "people always look forward", let me see if I see it, and if I don't see it, I have to see it. She probably figured it out by herself, and didn't care anymore, so she confessed everything, and settled one thing on her mind, regardless of whether others figured it out or not, whether she cared or not. She is so selfish. "The sun is out," I said. The topic of "people" is almost finished, so we have to go back to the weather, which is always easier to talk about. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 41 High-tech elite ? The situation of Wu Li and her company is indeed better than ours. At the end of the event, everyone was given a bottle of wine. She asked me, "Do you want it?" I smiled, "You can take it home and drink it with sugar." We exchanged phone numbers, and Wu Li wrote down her mobile phone number under the company phone number and handed it to me. After saying goodbye, I looked at the yellowed hillside in the distance, recalled what she said earlier, stayed for a while, and then suddenly ran to the parking lot on the hillside. It was a long, uphill run, and I was sweating profusely running in the sun, and by the time I got there, she was pulling out the car. She parked the car in front of me, rolled down the window, "What's the matter?" I blurted out, "Don't go!" This sentence, which should have been said a long time ago but was not said, has always been in my heart. At this moment, it popped out unexpectedly, which made the two of us stunned. She took off her sunglasses, looked at me for a while, and said softly: "I want to go back." "Do you have a boyfriend already?" She shook her head. "Then don't go," I opened my eyes wide, feeling the tears gathering inside like rain clouds, "I won't let you go. Do you hear me?" She cleared her throat, "Get in the car and talk." "No, you come down," I said forcefully, "You come down for me." She opened the car door and came out, standing in front of me. I look at her and she looks at me. She asked, "What do you want?" "You don't want to go, I don't want you to go," I repeated stubbornly, "At that time, I don't want you to go." When I was running uphill just now, I thought of many things in my heart, but somehow, I really didn't want you to go. Face to face with her, but only this one sentence over and over again. Her face became serious, "Then what do you want?" "I want you." She examines my face, and I try not to let the tears fall. She shook her head with a wry smile, "Awen, stop being childish." "I'm not childish, who says I'm childish?" I glared at her angrily, biting my lower lip, "Actually, we shouldn't have broken up at all!" She raised her head and looked over me at the mountains in the distance. It took a long time before she pulled her eyes back, as if she was thinking about something very important. Finally, she asked word by word: "Since you think we shouldn't break up, why don't you give me a little more time?" At this time, I saw a long-simmering, hurt anger in her eyes, It burned my heart like lightning, "Actually as long as just a few months is enough" "How do I know?! I gave you a chance, you called me that day, didn't I say I miss you? You told me to take care of myself, you told me to take care of myself!" "Then why don't you think about it, why should I call you? I was worried all the time that day, and I was absent-minded at work. I was afraid that something would happen to Wenzhou, what would you do? After a whole day of ideological struggle, I still couldn't help it." Call you. Awen, you once said that I am tall, so I am slow to respond, have you forgotten? Since you know, you, you, why don't you wait for me? " A gust of cool wind blew, and suddenly blew a drop of tear, "You make me so sad," I yelled at her, "You still blame me? How dare you?" She grabbed my shoulder, "But do you know how sad you make me? That time I made up my mind to find you, thinking, whatever you want to call me, I will admit it, but I just didn't expect you Already Haiyan also told me that you two are going to get married, so why don't you taste it yourself?" I grabbed her sleeve, "I'm not" but couldn't continue. At this point, it seems that it is impossible to tell who is right and who is wrong. Just like a painting, one color on the left and the other on the right fly up, and the drawing becomes darker and darker, and the background color can no longer be seen. After a long time, she pulled my hand away, "I'm sorry. I can't speak, and I don't like to talk about everything, so I am at a disadvantage, and I have caused you a lot of grievances. I know it. However, there is one thing I have never understood, after I have you, I can't hold other people in my heart, you always don't believe me, doubt this and that, I thought that one day you will understand, but you broke up with me and just How do you make me believe you? Although I am not very smart, I am not a fool, as long as you wait, wait a little" Her tears kept flowing down into her mouth, salty and astringent. I went to the car to get a tissue for her, but she didn't want it, and wiped all my tears on the sleeve of my shirt, wiping the left side wet and the right side. After she almost wiped away her tears, she also calmed down, and said softly: "I said you are childish because I think sometimes, you may not know what you really want.can. When survival becomes a problem, no one cares about the feelings of swinging on the swing. We took out our respective address books and made a list of all the working people we knew, regardless of their closeness or race, and prepared to contact them one by one. The table is extremely detailed, and includes all social relations we can think of. Haiyan even asked: "Didn't Lu Feng have many suitors before?" I thought for a while and said, "Forget it, once this kind of favor is owed, how do you ask him to pay it back?" My fingers flipped through her address book page by page, and when I was almost done, I stopped on a name. I looked at her, she was silent for a while, then nodded. I added Wu Li to the last column of the form. There is a department in her company; and she said that she treats us as friends. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 42: Variety ? On that Sunday, we called for a whole few days and made a variety of forms. However, the answers given by most people were disappointing on the spot. The rest of them also asked for resumes, but added a sentence "Don't place too much hope". It is also understandable that everyone is overwhelmed with self-care, and help is even more powerless. On Sunday night, I finally sent Wu Li a message. An hour later, she called, "Send me a copy of Haiyan's resume immediately, and I will reply to you tomorrow night." I said "thank you", sent her my resume, stood up exhausted, and found that Haiyan was no longer in the room. I opened the door and saw her sitting in the living room drinking. I also took a can of beer, sat next to her, and told her that I sent her resume to Wu Li while drinking. She smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's really disappointing, I need a rival in love to help me with this kind of help." I said: "She is not your rival in love now." She lowered her head, "I'm still not disappointed." I turned my head and was surprised to find that sudden unemployment can change a person so much: the hair is messed up, the eyes are bloodshot, the face is blue, the original high spirits, enthusiasm and cheerfulness disappeared without a trace, and the whole person was decadent. , makes me more and more sad. I took her arm, "Maybe there will be good news tomorrow." She looked at me, "Do you think so?" I avoided her eyes. To be honest, I am not optimistic at all. Generally, companies recruit newcomers at the end of the year. There are very few job opportunities in October, and the competition must be very fierce. "Your company is really nothing. If you don't say hello earlier for such a big event, what should you do?" She sighed, "It's because the matter is too big that you must not say hello, otherwise the world will not be in chaos? Count me unlucky." After a while, she looked at the beer can in her hand and sneered. How many companies do you want? The price is higher than the other," she stretched out a few fingers, "where are all these bastards now?" "Don't do this." I looked at her heartbroken. She stood up suddenly and crushed the beer can viciously, "Why? Why? What do you think is wrong with me? Ah Wen, tell me, why should I suffer such bad luck when everyone is fine? What do you mean?" Her facial features were twisted into a very painful expression. I forcefully pulled her to sit down, "You are not the only one who is unlucky, a lot of people in our company will be unlucky soon, maybe it will be my turn tomorrow. However, no matter how unlucky, there will always be a way, and they will not die!" I shouted hard in her ear, my voice was a bit sad in the night. She held her head in her hands, pressed her thumbs firmly on her temples, and finally calmed down. I gently stroked the back of her head. After a long time, Haiyan leaned her head on my shoulder, "Awen, now I can only feel a little more comfortable with you." "Then stay with me." "I mean stay with you all the time." I turned my head away, and she grabbed my hand tightly, with a kind of innocent sadness on her face, like the little girl in the movie who always likes to hold on to a blanket and gets restless once she lets go, the little girl makes me feel bad. But, I never thought that one day, Haiyan would become a little girl; and I would be treated as that blanket by her. My mind flashed like an electric shock that day when Wu Li looked at me on the hillside and said, "We are not children anymore", and my heart felt desolate. When you grow up, you can no longer be self-willed, and you must know how to be responsible. I nodded and smiled, "Then stay with me all the time." Her hair stabs my neck like it did years ago in the car. The difference is that this time, no one will come to ask "Do you want me to change seats with you?" I suddenly realized that in the past few years, Haiyan and I have experienced so many ups and downs together and shared so many memories. Are these, added together, not enough? A lot of people, don't they just live their lives by friendship? The next day, Wu Li called, but Haiyan was not there, so I answered the call. She told me that there are no vacancies in their company's department, and her voice was apologetic, "I've searched all the people I know, and it really doesn't work. I'm sorry." "It's okay, thank you for your trouble." I said sincerely. In one night, I have received several such calls, and I have already become numb. "I also thought about my position in my department, but Haiyan's background is too far behind. I'm really sorry." Her tone seemed to be that she owed us. "Thank you for your trouble." I said it again. She asked me if there was another opportunity?? want to see you. " "Where are you?" The answer I got surprised me. She was in the coffee shop opposite my company. I ran over, and she was sitting in a seat by the window, smiling at me a few rows away, looking very excited. I sat down in front of her and looked down at the sugar jar on the table, "Why are you here?" "I have a solution. I just figured it out yesterday. I have a relative who owns a small company in Wenzhou. I went to him this morning and he promised to let Haiyan work under him for a while. His company is actually not There is not much need to employ people, so the salary will not be high, but at least you can keep your identity and wait until the end of the year or early next year to find another better job. I just called your home and no one answered, and I don¡¯t know Haiyan¡¯s phone number, that's why I came to you, tell me where she is, and I'll take her there in the afternoon." "Do you have relatives in Wenzhou?" I was a little surprised. I've known her for so long, I've never heard of her. "It's my father's relative," she paused, then turned her head to look out the window, "I've never met him before, but I just know there is such a person. Yesterday Yesterday, I called my family, please They came out to help." "Your family?" I was even more surprised. She nodded. "How did you introduce Haiyan to them?" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter Forty-Three Silence, Silence, Silence ? "I told them that Haiyan was my best friend. When I was in college, it was thanks to her that she lent me money to buy meal tickets." She turned her eyes back and looked at me a little embarrassedly, "Actually, I didn't Completely lying, once I went to buy a meal ticket, I waited in a long queue, and when it was my turn, I realized that I forgot to bring the money, Haiyan happened to be behind me in the queue, so I borrowed a few dollars from him" She smiled, " This is also very good. My family said that she finally had the opportunity to help me, and she seemed quite happy. My family is getting older now, and they are probably very nostalgic" I stared at her watch, the hour hand on it skipped, and after a long time, I asked softly, "Why do you want to do this?" She looked at me silently, her eyes were full of tenderness, "I hope you have a better life." I looked up at her, feeling as if the sugar bowls on the table were overturned together, so salted that they were solid, and I was speechless. After a while, I took a sip of the coffee on the table and said softly: "No need. We have decided to get married tomorrow, and the ring has been bought." silence. silence. silence. I drank half a cup of coffee with my head down. Suddenly, I heard her almost gritted her teeth and asked: "Awen, didn't I tell me to think of a solution? You¡ª¡ªwhy didn't you give me a little more time?! You You" She "you" couldn't go down. I stood up, "I'm so sorry, I made you a waste of time." Wu Li stretched out her hand and pressed me back on the chair, without saying a word, she just stared at me for a long time, then she reached out and took the coffee in front of me and drank it up, then said in a calmer tone: "Give me Haiyan's cell phone number." "What are you going to do?" "What are you doing? Tell her I'll help her figure out a way," she added, "Don't worry, I'll just pretend I didn't know you were getting married." I wrote Haiyan's mobile phone number to her, "But she is not here now." Haiyan went to a company today, and she had a friend there. Although they have made it clear that they only recruit local employees, she still hopes to try her luck through referrals. Wu Li called immediately. The phone was connected, and she talked with Haiyan for a while, her face became more and more ugly, and when she put down the phone, she slapped the table with her palm, "If I knew this, you might as well not tell me!" Attracted several people from the table look at us. "Take it easy," I already guessed that Haiyan rejected her offer, "At that time, we didn't even think about getting married Now we have decided, we won't bother you if we can. Besides, you I have to owe others," I said while lowering my eyes, "thank you anyway, I have waited for this difficulty" "After this difficulty, do you know when this difficulty will be over?" Wu Li interrupted me, "Yes, you can help Haiyan overcome this difficulty, but what about yourself? Do you know how much your company's stock price has fallen? Do you think the situation is good if you still have money to drink and drink? Can you guarantee that there will be no more layoffs before the end of the year? What if you lose your job? Even if you can keep your job, how much will your company do? This time layoffs will be laid off on TV, if I guess correctly, most of the foreign employees will be fired, do you know how long this kind of dreadful days will last?" She asked aggressively. I looked at her, speechless. Everything she said made sense, but Haiyan and I didn't seem to think about it, or we simply didn't have the time and energy to think about it. I followed her words to think about it, and felt very sad, feeling that the future was gloomy. She folded her hands and rested her chin on it, turned her head to look out of the window, and smiled wryly, "To be honest, I think you have traveled too much in good times." I glared at her, "You don't need to worry about it, we will solve it slowly by ourselves." She didn't speak, and I didn't speak either. I took the napkin on the table and tore it. Wu Li watched me tear it silently. When a napkin was almost finished, she said, "Don't marry her, okay?" I stared blankly at her. "If you don't marry her, she has nothing to do, so she will come to me naturally." I shook my head slowly, and after a while, I said: "In this case, she might think that you have made trouble, and if she wants to rob her of her husband, she will hate you." She looked at me with piercing eyes, and reached out to hold my hand. The light in her eyes made my heart pound. I felt like sitting on pins and needles, trying to pull my hand out, but she pressed it very tightly. The expression on my face was a little ugly. At this time, the waiter came to ask us if we wanted to order, so I took the opportunity to pull out my hand, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Then I picked up my bag and ran out. I know I'm verysp; I surrendered, invited her in, poured her a glass of water, and she took it with both hands. The movements seem familiar, and it feels like a lifetime away. I moved a stool and sat in front of her, with my hands on my knees, "Let's talk. I'll listen." She didn't speak for a long time, then slowly took out something from her jacket pocket and handed it to me, "Does it look good?" She held a small watch in her hand, with something on the top, which flickered slightly in the evening sun . I stretched out my hand to take it, and it turned out to be a ring holding a very small diamond, a little smaller than the broken diamond on the ring I gave Haiyan last time. However, it was really a lovely ring, because the diamond was small, and the reflected light was not dazzling, and it was warm and warm, as if smiling at someone. I looked up at her, and she took out another thing, the ring with the same pattern that I gave her back. She opened the box, rubbed the pattern on it for a while, then handed it to me, and said softly: "They are actually a pair. I came to see you after you had myopia correction surgery, and started to prepare for you. I wanted to put it on your hand as soon as your eyes could see clearly. But later, it was taken off again, and I only gave you one." Holding the ring in one hand, I sat firmly on the chair. She looked down at the water in the glass, "This design is very unique. I liked it as soon as I saw it. I think you should like it too You always like those weird things, so I bought it. When I bought it, I was still thinking, in this way, it is both beautiful and practical. For example, you can wear the watch on your hand at ordinary times, and you don¡¯t need to take it off when you wash your hands. com Chapter 44: Roses and Stars ? There are two designs, one is a rose, the other is a star, I picked it and I still think roses are more auspicious" "Then, why didn't you tell me later?" I asked her with a trembling voice. "I saw the manual on your bedside." She paused, drinking saliva, "any diamond in it is one or two carats, and, you tell me, a colleague is engaged, and the diamond ring on his hand looks like a mahjong I was so scared that other people didn¡¯t dare to sit next to him in a big meeting without his ring. I thought I couldn¡¯t get this out, and then I thought, forget it, and I¡¯ll buy a decent one when I earn more money. And , play better, and ask you to take me again." I stared blankly at the ring until the warm light on it blurred, "I didn't say I wanted to I, I didn't say Why do the rings need to be so big? It can't really be used as a card game." Actually, I, I don't care that much" My throat choked. She raised her head, and there was something bright in her eyes, "But I care. I don't want you, and I dare not sit next to them for fear of being laughed at. I think my boyfriend is so poor Maybe others will too If you think about it that way then you will definitely feel very humiliated. I am afraid that you will happily accept it in front of me, but secretly feel wronged in your heart, so you still refuse to tell me. " My tears finally flowed down, "What's the matter with them? What's the matter with my ring? You don't know If you give it away, you can give it away, if you don't give it back, you won't give it away, half of it, what is it?" Tears rolled down my cheeks, but I didn't have any free hands, so she wiped them away for me, "This kind of mentality is a bit ridiculous when I think about it now. I want you to marry me as my wife, and I will be yours. From now on, as long as you work hard, There is always a chance to treat you well, treat you as much as you want, give you as big a ring as you want, right? But at the time, I didn¡¯t know why" "Did you decide to go to that company in Hangzhou because of this?" She nodded. "Then why didn't you tell me?" "I'm not their first choice, I don't have much practical experience, and I don't know what to do, but after much deliberation, I still think that since I have the opportunity, I should try it. If I can secure my seat, there will be a lot of room for development. I know you always I hope I stay in Wenzhou, maybe you will think that I did it on purpose You are a very thoughtful person, easy to think too much. Then I suddenly thought, let's get married, although it seems a bit early for women to get married in their twenties, but that It might make you feel at ease, so I went to buy that ring However, when it was sent out, I realized that it was not on the stage I thought at the time, wait for a while, that is, a year or two, and wait for the future to look a little brighter Let me tell you again," she took another sip of water and pursed her lips, "I even thought, when my side is almost settled, I will let you go with me. At worst, I will raise you in the future. Anyway, the houses there are not as expensive as Wenzhou I didn't expect you to say you want to break up right away, and I agreed as soon as I showed my courage It's also because of this, I later found out that you and Haiyan would be so angry after being together again" She quietly, as if talking about a long past event. She never told me about these thoughts, so I don't know; I thought she didn't have me in her life plan, I was wrong; I thought she didn't have me in her heart, but the fact is the opposite, she hid me so much Deep, like she wrapped mine in her fist that night, so deep I couldn't see it myself. There are some things that we think we have enough time to say, do, and understand, but we don't. Our time was frozen on the ring I gave away. Wu Li's words seeped into every corner of my heart like rain, and I endured the soreness of my nose, "I didn't say I wanted you to raise me. Can you afford me? I'm hard to raise." "I know it may not work now, but I always feel that if I can do my best, at least you don't have to worry about it. You are afraid of not doing your job well, layoffs, and being bullied all day long. You are all worried, and you even speak English in your dreams Your appearance is really distressing. I hope you can have more choices, do what you like, and don't do what you don't like to do" She touched me "Besides, you are thinner now than when you came out. People get fatter outside, but you are getting thinner" "That's called being slim, and many colleagues are envious of it. When eating, they secretly see what I eat to keep me from getting fat." I sniffled. "What's there to envy about all the bones? I want you to be happy and fat, like, like Snoopy." When a woman resolutely asked me to look up to a dog, all the tears in my heart spewed out - when she silently made up her mind to shoulder all the difficulties, I was desperately jealous, jealous, angry, If you get angry with her, she must be very wronged in her heart, and it's really hard to pretend that nothing happened.bsp; "Have a good temper, can endure hardships, are easy to raise, and can fight the world together." "Xiao Ci Lao. I'm going to tell Jersey that's why you found him as your boyfriend. He promises to vomit blood." "Don't laugh at me." "That means you think I have a bad temper, can't bear hardships, can't be raised, and can't fight the world together? I I have a bad temper, but other" She tapped my nose lightly, "I know, I know now. I didn't chase you well at that time, do you hate me very much?" I nodded, "I can't even catch up with men, and I don't have any face." She was silent for a while, and said: "Awen, I used to have three boyfriends, two of whom were in college, and they all broke up not long after the beginning. Because people thought my family conditions were too bad, and then Jersey also broke up. Yes. But you are different from everyone else, you for some reason, you take me seriously" "Seriously?" "That time in Yandang Mountain, when I was sleeping with you in my arms, I thought, since you take me so seriously, I will take you twice as seriously, raise you well, guard you, and prevent you from suffering in the future. , let you always be so proud, the days are getting better, and your temper will naturally improve, and you are not an unreasonable person" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 45: Ou Jiang ? I bit my lips tightly to keep my tears from flowing, "I didn't expect you to be not only a little old, but also a bit feminist." She looked into my eyes, "Awen, give me another scarf, let's start again, okay?" "Isn't the old one bad?" "Okay, it's just a little too short. My neck is longerit seems to be a little thinner. You know it's terribly cold in our place in winter." Can't buy it now "I can buy it for sure," she also became childish. "I don't want to bother you anymore, why are you talking so much now?" She held my face in her hands, looked at it for a long time, and said seriously: "When Haiyan comes back, I will tell her that she can do whatever she wants with me." I shook my head in her palm, "I'm already half married to her. I always don't count what I say to her, this time, I, I can't count" "Awen." She begged me. "No." I also begged her. We stared at each other for a long time, until we saw the pain in each other's eyes thoroughly, and it turned into a kind of desolation back to our hearts. Suddenly, I hugged her and pressed my head tightly to my chest, because I realized the feeling that Lu Feng said that time: We are like a pair of farewell travelers, one is on the boat, the other is on the shore, she is pulling the ribbon This end, I pulled the other end, watching the boat slowly pull out, the strap became tighter and tighter, until it was stretched into a thin thread, and then it broke with a "snap", and the severed end flicked on my finger , At first there was no feeling, and then there was a tingling pain. In the past, maybe there was no need to say goodbye, but the one who bought the boat ticket was always the first to go, and maybe he stayed and begged, but he finally left; at this moment, he really wanted to fight for his life, maybe he could swim by jumping into the water Going back to the shore, but the boat is sailing away and drifting away. How many people would do that? Isn't there always only tears and choking speechless? Lu Feng was right, the most resolute farewell was between the beds, when it was supposed to be the most intimate. This kind of farewell cut off even the back road. I, gave up on her. Wu Li hugged me for a long time, and finally let go slowly. After I got dressed, I took out a cigarette and put it back, "I'll show you something." Half an hour later, I told her to park the car on the side of the road, "I'm not going." "I promised to show you Oujiang." "I don't want to read it." "Okay then," she was silent for a long time, opened the car door a little to let the light come on, and then handed over the rose-patterned ring, "do me a favor, put it on, and let me see, okay?" I put the ring on the ring finger of my left hand. The little diamond smiled under the warm light, and she showed a satisfied expression on her face. The ring was a little too big, and I said, "It's better than too small." I took the ring off and gave it back to her. She put it in the box, looked at it for a moment, rolled down the window, and threw it out of the window. The box drew an arc in the night and quickly disappeared without a trace. I looked at her in astonishment. She turned her head, "That's fine, I won't miss you from now on. I won't¡ªI won't miss you again." She lowered her eyes, but her tone became firm again. There was a pain in my heart, "You, you have to give me a good time." She nodded. We were silent for a while, and she said, "Go, I'll take you back." I told her to stop a block from my house, "I'll walk back by myself." I reached out and stroked her hair lightly, "Xiao Ci Lao, live a good life." My tears flowed silently down my cheeks. After a long time, I choked up and said, "I hope you are happy too." She nodded and smiled at me faintly. Finally had the opportunity to say "I hope you are happy". It's just that, among us, we can no longer tell who is the prodigal son and who is the unlucky one. We have all worked so hard to live up to each other, and we have also waited for each other, but in the end it is like this. I stood on the side of the street and watched Wu Li's car turn on the red light, start slowly, and spit out a puff of white steam, which scattered into the night, like a sigh. When I got home, Haiyan was standing next to the refrigerator drinking a glass of milk. She asked me where I was, and I said go out for a walk. I took off my shoes and walked up to her barefoot, "When did you come back?" "Just came back," she was scooping up a sip of milk, stopped at her mouth, and brought it to me, "Do you want to eat it?" It was my favorite flavor in my favorite brand, and she forgot it when she went grocery shopping last week Yes, when I came back, I remembered to make a special trip again. I nodded, opened my mouth, and she put the milk in my mouth. cool. theAt night, without any stage fright, Haiyan insisted on admitting her mistake by the side. I said before that there is a child in everyone's body, but now the child in my body is hungry or wet, crying non-stop, I can't control it at all. Really, it's not that I want to be sad, I can't control him. Haiyan poured me a glass of water, I drank it, and then remained silent; she poured another glass, I drank it again, and then we didn¡¯t meet again; finally she brought a whole bottle of mineral water, and I poured down half of it, Still keep silent. It seems that there is nothing else to do but be sad that it is forever. Haiyan put a blanket over me and begged me not to be sad. That is a very desolate feeling: if you ask me what is the furthest distance between people, I will say that it is the thickness of a blanket bought in a department store and dozens of pieces. When it was almost dawn, she finally couldn't bear it, put on her clothes and went out. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 46 Divorce ? In July 2014, Haiyan filed for divorce, and I agreed. Our relationship only lasted until the year of paper marriage. We don't have much property, and we live in two different places, and it's like playing a house game. The last time I saw her, she bought a lot of milk and put it in the refrigerator. The upper and lower compartments were full, enough for me to eat for at least a few weeks. Before going out, she turned her head and asked me: "Awen, have you ever loved me?" I looked at her and nodded. "It's not enough to live with me, is it?" I hesitated and shook my head. She was silent for a while, then smiled wryly, "Whywhy don't you try hard?" I bow my head. The woman who was drowned by me closed the door softly. I feel like I've failed too badly to fail. next forever I finally did something that made Lu Feng and Jersey admire, and the price was a whole month. In the novel, there is always "I can't sleep at night, and I wash my face with tears" every day. Let me tell you, it is fake, and you will be enough to try it for one night. Haiyan's father and my mother later found out the real reason for our marriage. Now that they heard that they were going to divorce, they jumped on the phone and scolded her "ungrateful, crossing the river and tearing down the bridge". I have memorized them all. On the first day I was able to speak again, I walked into the manager's office and handed in a preliminary proposal for the newly started "customer service" project in the department. During the layoffs in February, the customer service department was cut to a minimum. The company called on all personnel to improve their "service spirit". Contact with customers and improve response to customer feedback. Several people in the young team of the department were gearing up for it. I was lucky enough to get the project. They were all envious and said that they would definitely upgrade next year if it was done well. I smiled, whether to upgrade or not is second to none, I just want to find more things to do. At the end of that month, Lu Feng gave birth to a girl named Lu Xue by his parents. Mrs. Zheng knew a little bit about numerology, so she calculated the lack of wood in the five elements according to the child's birth time, and named her Lu Xue. After much deliberation, I didn't know what to buy for him. After wandering around the baby products department of the supermarket across the street from the apartment for a long time, I still couldn't make up my mind. Finally, I bought a lot of toys of all kinds¡ªI think they must use them. Got it, and moved home in a mighty way. When I was crossing the street, I suddenly felt a little heat on my back. When I looked back, it was just cars passing by, and no one was there. I shrugged and moved on. I wrapped the toy in gift paper, wrote a card and put it in, and sent it to the hospital. The baby is lovely, and the mother and "man" are beaming. I asked him: "How is it?" He frowned, hissed the corners of his mouth, and put on a "nonsense" expression. Lu Feng laughed beside him, "It went very smoothly, very smoothly, very smoothly, really, very smoothly. There is a video tape, and I will show it to you later." I was thinking about how to decline this kindness, his wife gave him a look, "It's easy to say, you'll have to wait and see!" At this time, the nurse brought the baby and said it was time to breastfeed, and asked me to "avoid". Lu Feng sent me to the door with a smile and closed the door. My first reaction in my heart was "Why should I avoid him?" Then I realized how ridiculous this idea was, but I was still a little bit unconvinced. I stood in front of the window in the corridor of the hospital, and became "depressed": people are far and near, and for Lu Feng, now, the person behind that door is his closest person. What about me? A few months later, Jersey and the others also had a baby. It was a boy who looked almost like Huang Huiying's copy, with squinted eyes and a wide smile, very cute. They named them Anzeya. When Huang Huiying gave birth, she was unexpectedly determined not to allow Jersey to enter the delivery room. She didn't know where she heard it, saying that a man would lose his "mystery" after watching his wife give birth. Lu Feng didn't take it seriously, "I heard her talking nonsense, so, I not only watched, but also helped deliver the baby, wouldn't it be a long time ago?" Anyway, since that day, Louis Koo gave way to Jersey as the strongest male image in my mind. Because in order to maintain his wife's "mystery", he is willing to bear all the worries alone. Later, Lu Feng told me secretly, "Jersey told me that in the future we can marry relatives. I thought to myself, let's forget it. My son is like a mother. It's not like I haven't seen Huang Huiying's flirting. It will be inherited in the future. We Xueer How can you bear it?" I laughed, "My son is like my mother, you were no worse than her when you were suave, and you should be more than enough to handle it: "Didn't you say that in modern times, the more times a man divorces, the higher his worth? I only have one." Jersey is more tactful, "I see you, is your vision too high? Of course it is not a bad thing to have a high vision, but you should also consider lowering it slowly, otherwise" "My vision is not high." "If you say this, it means that your vision is too high and you still don't admit it." They said in unison, and then came to a conclusion that the more I lived, the less sensible I became. I looked at them and shut up, they were always right. These two men who are fathers teach me a lesson every now and then. They don't remember the hysterics on the phone before, huh, the scar is healed and the pain is forgotten. In private, after much deliberation, I still feel that my vision is not high. What kind of woman do I want? I want a woman who is nice to me, not mean to me, not allowed to drink, especially not allowed to drink and drive, will wait for me silently at home when I work overtime, ask me what I like to eat when cooking, and help me Buy a case that is hard enough and strong enough; the one who sings out of tune but keeps singing, makes me happy with her most ridiculous shortcomings; will gently hug me to sleep, let her heart beat in my palm; know that I am a hard-spoken person Soft-hearted, sometimes strong, and more often just bragging; trying to fatten me up. Well, that's all, I think it's ok. Really, my vision is not high. They say I have high vision, nonsense. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 47: The End of the World ? If there is such a woman, I think, I will treat her well. I'm not a fool. How to treat her well? Let me think about it, it¡¯s really nothing special, I will probably give her a lot of things, I will go a long way to see her; I will miss her and help her on sunny or rainy days; I will buy her What she wants; will cook her food, dishes, soup; will tell her stories; will mess her hair and say "bump". It seems, it seems, that's all. ? On the eve of Christmas, the company held an event. There was a program in which various departments formed groups to answer questions of different categories. I had never even heard of most of those questions, but I answered a key geographical question in the final round, and our department won a small Christmas tree in four or two games. This winter, I accidentally found a scarf in a textile store in a corner of a shopping mall. The winter in Hangzhou is relatively cold. ? On New Year¡¯s Eve, after I went downtown to do some shopping, I hitchhiked at Lianhe Square. A tall woman smiled at me from a distance, and then walked towards me through the crowd. That girl, but in an instant, some long-term memories rushed to my face, and I couldn't help but smile back at her. She brushed past me, said "Excuse me" politely, and happily ran towards the money changer on the wall behind me. It turned out that she wasn't smiling at me. I immediately ran back, walked several blocks, and entered the library. I searched all over the bookshelves but couldn't find the book I wanted. It must have been sold. I haven't been able to sell a book for several years. What kind of bookstore is it called? On the night of December 31, 2013, I saw buy one get one free red wine in a supermarket, so I immediately bought two bottles. After taking it home, I drank one bottle, and my head started to feel a little dizzy. For some reason, I opened the other bottle, and suddenly remembered that this kind of wine must be finished after opening the bottle, otherwise it will turn into vinegar. , So I drank it too. Slowly, the wine bottle and glass in front of me danced leisurely. I remember Lu Feng said that our love is a waste of youth. This seems to be the case, but think about it again, if those youths are not wasted, wouldn't they even have no memories? Lu Feng and Jersey asked me to have dinner whenever there was a holiday, "feel a little family warmth". They probably thought they were doing good, but I felt as if I was suffering, because the common language between me and them had become less and less. During the Lunar New Year, a few of us ate at Lu Feng's house, and they were the ones who talked. I have nothing to complain about, and I have nothing to chat about. I happened to be sitting next to the wine bottle, and I just poured a cup of wine. All the red wine that was opened that day was so sour. Suddenly, there was no sound around, and I looked up, and eight eyes were watching me pour sugar into the wine glass with the standard gesture of scientific experiments. I smirked at them, "This way, the wine won't be sour." Those four people stopped chattering, moved the cup away, and began to educate me. After having children, people will probably involuntarily rely on their elders to sell their elders. Lu Feng said "You can't be more active", Jersey said "You should expand your social network appropriately", "There is no grass in the end of the world", "I have a good man under me, why don't we meet sometime", none of them mentioned On point. They probably thought I was using wine to drown my sorrows, but in fact, I really just wanted to sweeten the wine. Rare and more strange, what a long-winded. I didn't get enough of the wine, so when I got home, I ran out and bought another bottle, and drank from the bottle. Drank until I was blissful, daydreaming: If Wu Li and I had a baby, who would it look like? If you have a girl, you should be more like her, that's good, but don't be too short, because if you are too short, you will have less room to choose a marriage partner in the future, and of course you can't be too tall; if you have a boy, you should be like me, otherwise, in the future How can you beat others in a fight? I slept on the table all night, woke up the next morning, saw that there was still a small half bottle of wine left, and drank it immediately. Sometimes I am a little worried, fearing that one day Wu Li really sees it and doesn¡¯t like it, so I want to save her from the brink, but I don¡¯t know how to save her. When I am desperate, I suddenly realize, what else to save, all my shortcomings , faults, mistakes, in fact, she knows all about it! She doesn't love me because of how good I am, she loves me because I "take her seriously", because I am different from others, because of me, because of me. Then, what am I afraid of? I am happy again. Don't change it, don't change it if you kill me, I want her to recognize me at a glance. I'm used to scolding and boasting, and I feel a bit like watching a movie I directed. It's a midnight show, sitting in the last row, replaying those past days, those smart and stupid, those missed fates, watching the audience or Moved, or happy, or sad. Their touches, joys and sorrows are actually not for me, but for the person in their hearts; their touches, joys and sorrows. The movie always ends: "Are you still thinking about her?" "No." "Liar, the person in your heart is her." "I just 'think' of her sometimes, not 'thinking' of her. Don't you occasionally think of people from the past?" On the way home, I looked at the tall tower outside the car window and couldn't help feeling sad. When I first came to Wenzhou and saw the tower, I made a fuss for a long time, but now I am used to seeing it, but I have to leave again. I have been to Hangzhou once, to visit a client, and stayed for three days in a hurry. Soon, I will go there again and stay there for an unknown amount of time, and then maybe I will move to another place, and maybe there will be another one ¡ª who knows? Actually, I didn't tell the truth just now. I didn't like Hangzhou, I didn't know anyone - not even a friend. If you run that far, you will be lonely. By the way, Wu Li was running around alone, did she ever feel lonely? I thought of Jersey's hysteria when he found out that Li Suqiu was married, and couldn't help but gasp. Now, no one is by my side to comfort me. The following days passed quickly, and I was busy saying goodbye to friends in Wenzhou, sorting out things, selling and giving away the few belongings that could be sold, and packing the rest to Hangzhou. At the beginning of October, the lease of the house expired, and Lu Feng happened to go home to visit relatives, so I moved to the guest room of a colleague's house with a small amount of luggage. A few days before leaving Hangzhou for work, I decided to take a closer look at Wenzhou. Now I spend a lot of time wandering the streets every day. I'm not a very imaginative person, so there are only a few places to go around. The sky in Wenzhou is always so blue. I believe that when I go to the ends of the earth in the future, I will also miss such a blue sky. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com Chapter 48: The Happy Ending ? The pier of Jiangxin Islet is quiet, like a retired veteran, sitting there leisurely basking in the sun. The pier is always crowded, I bought a ring there for a few bucks, and I still love rings. Lu Feng once commented that I became more and more "nervous". Some people say that the city of Wenzhou should not stay for a long time, it will make people become sentimental and wear down their will, maybe it is true, here the mountains are too green, the water is too green, the scenery is too beautiful - too many memories. It's good for me to get out of here, I can't be sentimental, I have to be strong-willed. Alas, this stubborn and affectionate city that makes people want to talk, you let me, you let me say what is good about you? With only the last few days left, I carefully packed the last few pieces of luggage into my suitcase. At three o'clock in the afternoon, the car departed from Wenzhou. I opened the window, and the dark glass reflected my bright eyes and the smile on the corner of my mouth. I found that my smile was really impressive, "a row of teeth was exposed when I smiled", and I was very encouraged. I will stand in front of her and ask her "do you still love me", if she says "love", I will jump up and hug her for joy. Amitabha, I hope she has no other man now, I hope she still has me in her heart, and I hope she says "love". A few years ago, I vaguely felt that in a corner of this foreign country, there would be the happiness I wanted. Now, I already know where that corner is. The car is speeding forward on the highway. The weather is so nice, sitting in the car, thinking wildly. I recalled the back-and-forth and back-and-forth between Wu Li and Wu Li, and suddenly thought, maybe it is true, our life paths are destined to be entangled, and we meet again and again involuntarily: disappointing each other and waiting for each other, waiting for each other. Looking forward to betraying each other, hurting each other and forgiving each other. And what decides all of this in the dark is not the so-called fate, but love. It is love that makes us go back to the original point again and again, wasting so much time, I don't know why, now I finally understand, it's very simple, too simple, we are just looking for lost travel companions in the maze of time. Youth is to be wasted - as long as that person is worth it. We have all been wasted in love, but looking back, those wasted time was so uncomplaining and regretless. I don't believe in fate, but I believe in love. Always believed. People are after a storm, a rainbow hangs in the sky, and then slowly dissipates. You know, the rainbow will dissipate, but it will not disappear, never will, because it is not originally the ubiquitous water vapor in the air. It usually permeates every moment of our breathing, and it will appear miraculously with only one rain. It rains everywhere, doesn't it? This is the love I want. The car finally stopped in Hangzhou. I didn't sleep for several hours, but I was very awake. I went to Wu Li's place by car, thinking about how to say "Hello" when I saw her, and my heart beat faster and faster. When I got to her business, I went straight to the front desk and told the receptionist I was looking for an employee, I didn't know her department, extension, or office number, I didn't even know what the hell she was doing here, but I had something very urgent, very important. The receptionist checked the computer for a while, dialed a phone number, but no one answered, she looked at the computer again, dialed again, said a few words, and told me with a regretful expression that Wu Li was not in the company, one of her A co-worker said she was on leave for a week starting yesterday. "Where did you go?" She spread her hands, "I don't know." I begged her to ask again, because I had to find her. She hesitated, and said politely but firmly: "I'm sorry, even if we know, we can't disclose the whereabouts of employees." God and the Buddha have sabotaged together. I walked out of her company dejectedly, not knowing where to go, and I didn't know a single way here. Where would she be for a week? Also, is anyone going with her? I slowly came back to reality: I will report to the branch office in a few days, and it is impossible to stay here and wait for her; What will he do with me? What should I do with her? I'm really afraid of her saying "I'm sorry". In fact, I don't know anything about her situation. In the evening, at the train station in Hangzhou, I found a hotel, stayed in it, and wrapped myself tightly in a quilt at night. It wasn't uncomfortable at all, but I fell asleep right away. After all, I was too tired and had to go to work tomorrow morning. After dawn, I went back to the station, dragging a suitcase, before getting on the train, I was in a routine panic, and I always had to go to the last minute.?I went to look for my ID card in my wallet. At this time, a man brought my suitcase and put it in front of me. I raised my head and smiled at her, but I said "thank you" on my tongue. Because that person is Wu Li. I once thought that when I saw her, I would be desperate and ask her "do you still love me", but when I actually met her, I found that this plan would not work. Instead, my face was hot. She spoke first, "What a coincidence." There was joy in her voice. "Well, it's a coincidence." He still has the same short hair, and his eyes are still as warm and clear as before, but he is wearing a suit of clothes with green mountains and green patterns, like putting a rainbow into a blender and spinning it The last minute and a half was barely put together again, and to be honest, it was ugly. I felt a "thump" in my heart, I had never seen her wearing such a splendid dress before, and those colors rushing towards my face made me a little uneasy, could it be¡ª¡ªshe found a man who likes all kinds of things? She stared at me without blinking, and I smiled at her, feeling very annoyed in my heart. If I had known this, I should have at least applied cold water to my face to make the swollen eyes go away. you're good. I followed suit and laughed. I also think I'm awesome - she almost got snatched by another man. God and Buddha didn't slow down, they just went to have a drink and came back to work harder. "What are your plans for the future?" I stared at her, "I don't know yet." Her voice was a little softer, "Then, have you ever thought about finding someone else?" I took a breath, bit my lip, and finally said: "It's not easy. You need to be in good health, good temper, and best in different industries" silence. silence. silence. ? On the sixth day of the first lunar month in 2014, Zhou Wen and Wu Li finally got married in Jiangxi. Lu Feng and a group of people in Jersey shed tears of joy when they saw Ah Wen as a lover finally getting together. (End of the full text) (Remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com end ? The days of having love are very sweet, the feeling is hard to describe in words, love, is it a bit like this kind of cake with wine? The process after process is like guessing, testing and longing; the cumbersome ingredients seem to be the thoughts of thousands of times, and when they are put in, they may not be able to taste them when they eat them; Where is it, the only thing I know clearly in my heart is that without her, it will be different immediately. If you haven¡¯t been in a relationship without you, you should talk about it right away, because those who have experienced the cruel and hideous moments of love, and those who have seen those wounds that don¡¯t bleed but last for a long time, definitely have enough courage to ¡°face the bleak life, Face up to the dripping blood." With a sick body, I finally finished writing during the Spring Festival. Thank you to all the brothers and sisters who support me. I wish my brothers and sisters good health and family harmony in the Year of the Dragon in 2012. At the same time, I would like to express my gratitude to those lovers who have been ups and downs in the sea of ??love, choked a few saliva, and can still meet again in the end. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com