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Chapter 590 It's not a crime for a man to cry

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    ? Back home, Shen Mo developed a high fever and was bedridden with needle-like pain all over his body.  Li Shizhen, who was born on the sidelines, offended Jiajing and was expelled from Beijing. Sanchi and the others panicked without this genius doctor, and hurried to ask the doctor to prescribe medicine and do a good job.

    But no matter what method you use, you can't get rid of the iron law of 'illness comes like a mountain, and goes away like a thread'. Silence's body is extremely weak, lying limply on the bed, unable to move at all.  For those who are busy running around, it is tantamount to the greatest torture.

    It's better during the day, there are always people coming and going around, it's not too hard, but now it's deep winter, the days are short and the nights are long, most of the time, he is lying alone.  The night is long, and everything is silent, but I lie down all day, and I don¡¯t feel sleepy at night. My eyes are very bright, but I can only look forward to a three-foot-square tent, and I am extremely bored.

    But his brain was running fast, thinking of Lu Bing's death, thinking of Jiajing's reaction, thinking of Lu Xiu's decisiveness Countless thoughts were intertwined in his mind, making his heart twitch, and he realized sadly that he was pitiful and hateful  At the same time that Lu Xiu is someone else's marionette, why isn't he a sympathetic fellow?

    He found that in this case, his hands and feet were bound by an invisible silk thread, and the other end of the thread was tied in the hands of Emperor Jiajing. He asked himself to investigate the case, and he had to investigate the case, no matter how difficult it was.  , no matter how many people he offends, he has no hesitation; if he tells himself to stop, he has to stop, no matter where the case is and how many doubts there are, he has to close the case obediently.

    Could this be called revenge for senior brother?  Compared with Lu Xiu's act of revenge, it's just a joke. In the eyes of more powerful people, they are both childish and ridiculous, and equally futile.

    Mo Mo hates this feeling. He comes from a different era, has an extremely strong self-awareness, and is extremely concerned about whether he can control his own destiny.  This made the sense of powerlessness in his heart spread wantonly, and finally washed away that seemingly powerful shell

    The night and the pain made him no longer strong. He missed Ruohan and the children very much. This kind of yearning cannot be lightly dismissed, because it will be out of control and flood like a tide.  When he got to the place where he scratched his heart and lungs, he actually felt his cheeks were icy cold, as if some liquid dripped down his face to the corner of his mouth, it was salty and bitter, and it turned out to be his own tears.

    Although he is not a real man who bleeds, sweats and does not shed tears, he has shed tears several times, but it was all moved, or guilty, or reluctant, or sympathetic, all for others, and shedding tears for himself like this, or  For the first time ever

    Difficult, difficult, difficult!  It is difficult to be a human being, and it is difficult to be a human being!  Everyone knows the difficulty of the farmer facing the loess and his back to the sky, falling eight petals with a drop of sweat; but how many people would think that a high-ranking official like Shen Mo also has unspeakable suffering.  When others see him as a young man, full of vigor and high spirits, as if he has received the favor of heaven, they say that he should not have the slightest worry Even if he did, he would moan without illness, but he would not feel his mental and physical pain at all

    His tears are catharsis - for the ideal in his heart, he completely hides his personal preferences, wearing a smiling mask, bowing to the emperor, desperately trying to please his boss, making friends with colleagues he doesn't like, and even  Those detestable little officials also pay close attention to each other; they repeat this kind of trick every day, and at the same time, they become exhausted and have less and less sincere emotions  My classmates, how many of the so-called friends I have made over the years can tell my heartfelt love and trust each other for life and death?  There will be no more than three.

    His tears are exhaustion. Not long after he entered Beijing, he stepped into one plot after another, plotting against others every day, or guarding against being plotted against by others. No matter how smart he is, he can handle it calmly.  But before the pressure of the last struggle could be abated, this time it came again; this time the pressure was not eliminated, and the next time it came again.  In this way, layers and layers are accumulated, so that his mind is already overwhelmed without realizing it, and it is as thin as paper. If he doesn't stop to rest and nourish his mind, he may completely collapse when the next test comes  ¡­

    Cry, cry, shed tears quickly, cry out all the bitterness and exhaustion, let all the pressure and pain go to hell!

    It's not that a real man can't shed tears, but after wiping away his tears, he can walk on the road with his head held high!

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    When the next day dawned, the tear stains were still there, but people were already as if nothing had happened.

    come to serveIt is very likely that Dongchang has a part in this matter.  It must not be an accidental event, but a well-planned and daring conspiracy.  Murdering the governor of Jinyiwei, such a crazy idea that ordinary people dare not even think about, was actually achieved by the person behind the scenes!  Then, like playing Go, he used meticulous actions step by step to lure himself to a dead end, and completely won this game.

    With such a superb strategy, there will be no clumsy failures¡ªor in other words, any clumsy failures are actually traps that lure you into making mistakes.  For example, Lu Xiuhui's disguise was dismantled by him in Suzhou, and he used it again in Beijing, so he would definitely think of her immediately.  Didn't this make it clear that he identified it as her, so that he could help the real culprit cover it up?

    'Aunt Nine!  ¡¯ Silence thumped the table heavily, and shouted silently!  He already remembered that after he arrested Lu Xiu, it was she who jumped out and confessed the abnormal behavior of the Thirteenth Aunt, and every word she said could prove his inference at that time.  At that time, Shen Mo secretly sighed: "As expected of Lu Bing's woman, everyone is like a detective."  '

    But now there are only two words in his mind-get rid of it!¡ª¡ª

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