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Chapter Nineteen: Loneliness and Solitude

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    Such a shocking female grimace, washed by tears, became even more horrible. Red, black, and green colors mixed together, just like the imaginative graffiti drawn by Li Shaohui with various watercolor brushes when he was a child.  It's a pity that Li Shaohui is not a genius, no one can appreciate his works, just like he can't appreciate this "beautiful face of art" now.

    Li Shaohui sighed inwardly that it was unlucky. Others are heroes to save the beauty, and then the beautiful woman promised her body to create a beautiful marriage that envied the world. Fortunately, he had finally carried forward the lofty spirit of saving people from the fire and water, but in the end he saved a nondescript  The "female ghost".

    Li Shaohui really didn't want to look at the yellow-haired woman's face again, so he endured the severe pain in his arm and said, "Beauty, I saved you, can you take revenge for your kindness?"

    After hearing this, the woman with yellow hair reacted slowly, let go of her hands and freed Li Shaohui's arm, and Li Shaohui also took the opportunity to stand up.

    But the yellow-haired woman was so frightened that her body was weak, and it didn't take long before she fell to the ground again.  Li Shaohui had no choice but to bend his body to help her up, but when he was helping her, his eyes fell on the yellow-haired woman's flesh-colored vest, because he was looking down from the top, so he saw that  A deep ravine stretches endlessly, attracting people's imagination, and the white skin next to the ravine, pure white like cheese, two looming big white rabbits trembling in the chest, like lotus flowers in bud  .

    Fortunately, Li Shaohui had just finished breakfast at this time, and fortunately, this yellow-haired woman was not his type, and fortunately it was now in broad daylight, so Li Shaohui did not dare to do anything.

    Otherwise, if it is a dark night where you can't see your fingers, it is impossible for Li Shaohui to see her "true face of Lushan Mountain" (it seems that she can't see her real face clearly now), and it is really possible that the color will turn to the gall and borrow  Have a taste of this delicious 'cheese'.  "

    At this time, Li Shaohui can still be so shameless to lust, he is a little ashamed, despises himself, it seems that he is a complete pervert.

    The sound of "rumbling" came again, 12 minutes had passed, and the next train arrived on time.  Li Shaohui looked at the time, he had been delayed for so long, he had to catch this bus, otherwise he would be late for the interview, which would be a big taboo.  So when Li Shaohui was about to leave, he shouted to the beauty with yellow hair: "Hey, beauty, are you all right? I'll leave if it's all right."

    "Hmm" The blond-haired woman had no expression on her face, and only had one simple word. After she finished speaking, she lowered her head again.

    Li Shaohui was very dissatisfied with the behavior of the yellow-haired woman, and secretly cursed in his heart: "Damn, your uncle, brother is also your savior. Although I don't expect you to promise me with my body, I can't be indifferent!"

    After getting on the train, Li Shaohui looked at the yellow-haired woman through the window again. At this time, the woman also raised her head and looked at him, her teary eyes were dim, and there was a wave of affection in Li Shaohui's heart.  This is still a woman who knows how to repay her kindness!  The train went faster and faster, and inadvertently, the woman with yellow hair who was still staring at Li Shaohui on the platform disappeared.

    Li Shaohui sighed inexplicably, turned over to find a seat, and closed his eyes to rest his mind. Although he was a little "hungry" in front of the yellow-haired woman just now, but thinking about it carefully, if today's matter is not for him, if he reacts slower  , if that brat was faster, wouldn't it be the withering of a flowery life?  Would that be another family torn apart?

    Li Shaohui recalled what happened just now, and another question arose in his heart. Nowadays, people have the earnest teachings of their parents, have better and more comprehensive education, and have various advocacy and protection from the society.  But getting darker?

    For example, beggars begging under the guise of poverty, criminals who abduct and traffic children and women, criminals who commit pyramid schemes

    Some people say, no wonder they, in today's age of materialism and money supremacy, all correct values ??have to give way, and everything is for the service of material money, but the reason is this, is there no solution?

    Li Shaohui was puzzled and could only sigh helplessly. He listened to the deafening whistle and felt the turbidity of the air in the car. His mental state also began to become numb and excited, just like the passengers on the subway now.  , a considerable number of people are drowsy, and some people's eyes are numb and empty.

    If this kind of numbness is manifested in one or two people, it is normal, but if it is on a large scale (or young people), it means that there is something wrong with these people, because to paraphrase the words of Grandpa Mao, at this time  Our young people are like the sun at eight or nine o'clock, which is at its most vigorous time.

      Of course, there are still some people in the current subway who are addicted to the illusory world on their mobile phones, and have become out-and-out "head-down people".

    People who bow their heads have become a major trend in society. Needless to say, there are pros and cons. Li Shaohui¡¯s deepest impression was that on New Year¡¯s Eve last year, family and relatives sat together.  In a word, as for the communication, it is also on WeChat, as if doing so can save you a lot of saliva.

    When Li Shaohui got off the subway and rushed to xx company panting, the interviewer of xx company was very unhappy because of the delay of nearly an hour.  Return in defeat.

    In the next few days, Li Shaohui received many interview notification calls, so he once again started a nine-to-five work life like an urban white-collar worker, although this "nine" is a little later, such as 11 o'clock in the morning, "five  "Well, it should be earlier, about three or four o'clock in the afternoon, but this does not affect Li Shaohui's deep understanding of "9 to 5".

    In this way, Li Shaohui interviewed for more than ten days, but the result was unsatisfactory. Although Li Shaohui knew that interviewing for a job was a matter of fate, he might have nowhere to go, and it took no effort to get one.  Li Shaohui was secretly worried about this kind of ambiguous statement. He had already reduced his salary to half of what it used to be. As for other welfare requirements, he had also reduced it to the point of being dispensable, but even so, the interview results were not so clear.  Is it possible that I really want to be like an intern, be a trainee employee, get a salary of 2,000, and let the company "ravage" at will?

    When Li Shaohui got on the bus again for an interview, he looked at the scenery outside the window and the hurrying pedestrians, only then did he deeply appreciate the helplessness and bitterness of life, and he also had a deeper understanding of the numbness of young people like him.  People face the heavy pressure of life for a long time, can't feel the joy of success for a long time, and let their "green" hearts be exposed to the sun for a long time, anyone will become indifferent to the world.

    To say that his only gain these days is that he has a deeper understanding of Nanjing. Nanjing has the Qinhuai River with "the most colorful lights in the Qinhuai River".  Then there are "Qinhuai Bayan" and other beautiful love between idiotic men and women.

    Li Shaohui remembers an obscene poem from the ancients that he himself has forgotten, to the effect that a man who has never been to the Qinhuai River in the world will never experience the real drunken dream and the real beauty of a daughter  .

    For this kind of statement, Li Shaohui deeply disagrees. He has never been to the Qinhuai River, so he doesn't know the beauty of drunkenness, dreams and daughters, but will he know it after he comes?  Qin Huaihe himself has come here 800 times, isn't he still abandoned by women, isn't he still a worthless single dog, isn't he still ignorant of drunkenness, dreams and daughter beauty.

    Aside from these, Li Shaohui's deepest feeling for Nanjing is the desolation and solemnity here. As the city of Jinling in the Ming Dynasty, it has the indomitable integrity of "the emperor guards the gate of the country, and the king dies in the country" in the Ming Dynasty.  When Yan disappeared, the prosperity and lingering here as the city of Jinling also turned into a sad past, buried in the tomb of history, and can only be remembered by future generations.

    In fact, no matter the history or the humanities, what makes a city retain its heart is the people, the ones who make it unforgettable.

    It's just that time is long and ruthless, and the person who can keep Li Shaohui has long since disappeared without a trace.

    So now Li Shaohui is living in a muddle-headed way. Although it has been more than two years, he has been unable to let go, has been thinking about it, and has been waiting.  Looking forward and not looking back, he finally let his mother down.

    In the past two years, Li Shaohui tried his best to forget that person and not to think about her, but every time he was sad, his mind was filled with her gentle smile, and he wanted to talk to her about his thoughts.

    In the past two years, Li Shaohui has spent more than 700 days thinking about her and waiting for her, but she is still missing. Even God seems indifferent to Li Shaohui's infatuation, never giving him a chance to reunite after a long absence.

    Li Shaohui looked at the falling leaves of the phoenix tree in late autumn, and his mood became depressed.

    In the days that followed, Li Shaohui, who still had no job, wandered dimly like a "ghost" in this fashionable, modern, yet classical and simple city.  The night scene of singing and dancing in the city, and seeing the couples in the dimly lit city

    So these days, the lonely Li Shaohui can only taste the taste of loneliness quietly. Some people will ask, isn't loneliness just loneliness?  In fact, these are two completely different concepts, just like the difference between darkness and night. In the past, Li Shaohui, who was lonely, stood under a small tree in the rain, searched through the phone contacts, but could not find anyone who came to deliver an umbrella; but now  , the lonely Li Shaohui, under the cold eaves, in the pouring rain, will quietly wait for the moment when the rain stops.

    An old city, a frustrated person, tasting loneliness and loneliness alone, how much patience can he persist?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Thoughts are like the difference between darkness and night. In the past, the lonely Li Shaohui stood under a small tree in the rain, searched through the cell phone address book, but could not find a person who came to deliver an umbrella; but now, the lonely Li Shaohui, in the cold  Under the eaves, in the pouring rain, I will quietly wait for the moment when the rain stops.

    An old city, a frustrated person, tasting loneliness and loneliness alone, how much patience can he persist?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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