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Chapter 40 The Gay Bar

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    Wang Dong had a splitting headache and his throat was so dry that it smoked. He struggled to stand up and leaned against the head of the bed.  The street lamp outside the window casts faint light through the curtains, and the furniture in the room casts vague shadows in the darkness.  He looked around and found that he had already returned home, and beside him lay his sleeping wife, frowning together, looking very uncomfortable.  He staggered into the living room and took out a bottle of mineral water and collapsed on the sofa. The water didn't quench his thirst, but made him feel nauseated.

    He tried hard to recall what happened at night. He lied to his wife that he had dinner with his colleagues, but he was actually with Fang Xuan.  He knew that his wife didn't like to socialize with his colleagues, so she usually wouldn't come out. Even if his wife did come out to meet the appointment, he would prepare an excuse. At worst, he would say that a colleague suddenly had something to change the plan.  Sure enough, his wife did not come out as he predicted before, and then he went on a date with Fang Xuan with confidence.

    They went to gay bars.  Wang Dong wasn't very used to such a place, as if he was naked|naked|naked in front of everyone's eyes.

    But Fang Xuan likes it. He said that it is very private, and only true homosexuals know it. He said that there is no need to be jealous of anyone's eyes, and he can show himself as he wants.  He wandered around every corner and greeted people familiarly, and it was obvious that he often visited this place.

    Wang Dong was surprised to find that there are two groups here, men and men kissing passionately, women and women leaning on each other, they are frankly indulgent, and they express their love without reservation.  This is a paradise for the forgotten, where everyone is just being themselves.  He felt more relaxed than ever, without fear or anxiety.

    Fang Xuan pointed to a few people sitting alone on the elevated swivel chair and said: "Those are people who just do not love, don't ask their names, open a room, leave in the morning, and never contact again." He pointed to the seat again  The crowd whispering in the corner, "Those who might be new to a relationship or, like us, need a space to relax."

    Wang Dong's heart tightened when he heard this, "You are very familiar with this place, do you come here often?"

    Fang Xuan rested his chin, shined the transparent glass in his hand on the neon light, and then squinted at him and said slowly: "You can't always accompany me, and I can't find a place to relax?"

    "But I"

    "I know, don't worry, I didn't mess around with other people, I just came here to have fun." Fang Xuan lied to Wang Dong. During the time of Wang Dong's wedding, he was very depressed. He knew this through friends in the circle.  In other places, he also had sex with a few men who "only do not love".

    "No! If you want to play in the future, I will accompany you." There are too many temptations here, and Wang Dong is worried.  He had always thought that he and Fang Xuan were inseparable lovers, but when they each had their own families and Fang Xuan brought him to this bar, he realized that the world was developing too fast, and the gay world would undergo countless changes.  His Fang Xuan is no longer the simple child he was back then, his Fang Xuan no longer belongs to him alone, his Fang Xuan already has too many secrets that he doesn't know.

    Fang Xuan put the glass to his lips, covering the corners of his mouth.  He has known Wang Dong for more than twenty years, and he knows Wang Dong too well.

    Wang Dong is actually a traditional and responsible man in his bones, which is inseparable from his childhood family environment.  His father told him that women would naturally fall in love with a capable man; his mother told him that a responsible man should be responsible for the family, no matter how colorful he looks outside, he cannot leave his wives behind.  The polarities of positive and negative caused Wang Dong's character to mutate. He hated his father's lover and hated all women, but he had to marry a woman under the pressure of society.  After marriage, he wants to stick to his love, but he can't let go of the family's morality. All kinds of conflicts make Wang Dong a complex of contradictions.

    Wang Dong's changes after marriage made Fang Xuan feel threatened by his wife. He talked about his wife more and more frequently. The sense of family responsibility would keep him away from him. This was something Fang Xuan could not accept.

    Don't think that homosexuals are bare|naked|naked intercourse. Except for their sexual orientation, they are no different from heterosexuals emotionally. They also desire to enjoy love and be loved, and they can't bear their lover's empathy.

    Although Fang Xuan had been with a few people who "only do not love", but that kind of relationship without emotion only made people feel blank and boring, and the feeling of love and desire with Wang Dong made him nostalgic.  So he brought Wang Dong to this bar, implying that men's emotional world will be as competitive as women's.  Now, Wang Dong really started to worry as he expected, and the sticky vinegar smell made him secretly happy.

    A few comrades who were looking forward to each other came to meet them. When they saw them, they stopped and greeted Fang Xuan: "Hi, Xuan, come today when you are free."

    Fang Xuan leaned against Wang Dong's embrace, "This is my bf."

    Several people looked Wang Dong up and down, seeing him couldn't help butHolding Fang Xuan's waist tightly, he couldn't help laughing and said, "Brother looks good, do you mind chatting with me?"

    Wang Dong nodded, these people are all friends of Fang Xuan, he has no reason to refuse.  After chatting for a while, his cell phone rang. In the environment of so many people of the same kind, he answered the phone quite naturally by accident, and blurted out lies naturally.  Seeing everyone's strange expressions, he suddenly realized that this is a world that does not need the intervention of the opposite sex. He covered the phone and lip-synced to Fang Xuan apologetically.

    A self-righteous man next to him snatched the phone impatiently, "I'll tell her." The man asked his wife to hang up the phone with one sentence, and complacently imitated his wife's tone, "You've been back for a long time, come back sooner."

    Everyone laughed loudly, Wang Dong's face was a little uneasy, he had a fever, and he drank heavily to cover up his embarrassment.

    Fang Xuan kindly told everyone to stop the joke, "What are you going to do, my bf and I need to be alone."

    Later, it seemed that everyone was drunk. It seemed that Fang Xuan said it was inconvenient for his wife to know that they were together, so he left him downstairs.  I can't remember how he got home

    Wang Dong lay on the sofa not wanting to move, he looked up at the ceiling, it was so dark that he couldn't see anything clearly.  He suddenly felt a burst of fear, as if the ceiling would collapse at any moment, he suddenly opened his eyes wide, everything was so peaceful, the home was still the same, a home made up of a woman and a man, nothing had changed.  He was thinking in a daze, hiding in the corner of the sofa alone, curled up and slowly closed his eyes.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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