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Chapter 039: True Thoughts

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    Su Xiaolan looked over and over again at the notes and letters passed between Ji Fan and her.  She thought, should I destroy all these things?  Because seeing things and thinking about others will make it even more difficult for her not to disturb Ji Fan.

    In the end, she was still reluctant.  Because this is the only bit of warmth she has left!  If it is destroyed, she doesn't know how to survive the rest of the sad days.

    She suppressed herself, the more she suppressed, the more she missed her.  She wanted to know how Ji Fan read that letter!  She borrowed a mobile phone from her classmate and sent Ji Fan a text message, asking, "Did you receive that letter? What do you think?"

    She didn't sign it, but Ji Fan guessed it was Su Xiaolan.  Ji Fan said: "There are too many things to talk about, let's talk about it after class." Su Xiaolan waited while holding her classmate's mobile phone.  She was a little scared, but also looking forward to it.

    Ji Fan's call came back a few minutes later, but Su Xiaolan just heard the class bell, and said helplessly to Ji Fan: "We are in class. I will call you again on Saturday." She really didn't want to trouble her classmates,  I also don't want to affect Ji Fan.

    But Ji Fan said: "Tomorrow after twelve o'clock noon! Some things should be said as soon as possible, otherwise it will be bad for everyone. Study hard" In fact, he had already received Su Xiaolan's letter.  But because of the content of the letter, I was a little confused.  He didn't know what Su Xiaolan was thinking!

    Su Xiaolan was extremely embarrassed by what Ji Fan said about the time of the phone call.  She is a boarding student, and she can't leave school until the weekend is off.  And she was too embarrassed to borrow a cell phone from her classmates.

    what to do?  She still doesn't know how to tell Ji Fan, let alone what Ji Fan will say to her.  Pimples are even worse!  If she had known this would happen, she wouldn't have sent that text message!  What on earth should she do?

    All she had on her mind was to call Ji Fan until the next day.  She wanted to go out of school to call Ji Fan, and the last class in the morning happened to be the head teacher's class.

    She wants to ask for leave.  But because she asked for leave too many times, she was afraid that the teacher would not approve it.  Although her stomach hurts a bit, it's not unbearable.  So, she leaned on the table for the whole class, biting her wrist as if her stomach hurt.

    She bit it tightly, just because she was very disturbed.  A large tooth mark was bitten by her on the wrist.  After class, she took the leave slip to the teacher who was still on the podium.  The teacher took the slip while walking out, and approved it without even looking at it.

    She looked at her swollen wrist and wanted to laugh.  Fate always enjoys torturing people so much!  Walking out of school, she happened to meet her deskmate in junior high school.  Seeing her walking alone sullenly, the deskmate was a little worried, so he came over and asked her what she was going to do.

    She was not sure how to talk to Ji Fan, and happened to be at the same table, so she simply told the same table what happened.  The tablemate said generously: "I'll go with you!" Su Xiaolan smiled gratefully.  Such a tablemate, really nice!

    After Ji Fan picked up the phone, the first thing Su Xiaolan could think of was: "Have you eaten yet?" She was actually afraid of disturbing Ji Fan's work and rest time.  She deeply knows how hurtful the stomach is if the eating time is not regular!

    After Ji Fan replied that he had already eaten, Su Xiaolan asked with confidence: "What do you have to say, tell me!" Ji Fan was silent for a long time, and finally asked as if mustering up his courage: "What do you think?"  I don't know what else she can think of at this moment.  She pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's just like what's written in the letter."

    It was precisely because Ji Fan did not understand the meaning of the letter that he decided to communicate in this way, and said to Su Xiaolan: "Just talk about it! I'm afraid I misunderstood." Su Xiaolan's heart beat irregularly, and finally said in a whisper  : "I kind of want to forget"

    Ji Fan said incomprehensibly: "Isn't it good to be brothers and sisters?" Su Xiaolan was silent for a while before saying: "As long as I am sad, I will think" Her voice became lower and lower, and finally she said no at all.  Say the word "you".

    When she is sad, she will miss Ji Fan, but Ji Fan does not belong to her, which will make her sad again.  The whole process was like a curse, an inescapable vortex.  It was difficult for her to breathe, let alone escape.

    Ji Fan heard the sadness in Su Xiaolan's voice, and said to Su Xiaolan: "You have to distinguish these relationships clearly, and focus on studying. If being brother and sister with me will really affect your study, then I respect your choice. Because I hope  Hello, really!"

    After hearing Ji Fan's heartfelt words, Su Xiaolan was moved again.  She also wanted to distinguish these relationships clearly, but from the beginning she regarded him as sunshine, so how could she, who was dependent on sunshine, distinguish clearly?  She also wants to learn to focus, but her own physical problems, the problems of her parents, and the problems about Ji Fan haunt her one by one. How can she focus?

    ?In fact, it wasn't that being a brother and sister with Ji Fan affected her studies.  Although some things about Ji Fan will make her sad for no reason, but it is precisely because she is brother and sister with Ji Fan that she can be strong when the sadness can be regarded as no redemption.

    Her original intention for writing that letter was that she was afraid that her frequent "missing" would disturb Ji Fan, so she said to Ji Fan: "I was afraid that writing to you often would affect you."

    Ji Fan frowned slightly, and after he sighed slightly, he said to Xiao Lan: "Why do you think so? I was very happy to receive your letter, but after reading it I thought you let me  I have a choice between siblings and a relationship! Or nothing."

    Before Ji Fan finished speaking, Su Xiaolan laughed.  This is indeed a problem!  Even if it was handed over to Su Xiaolan, she might not be able to give an answer.  Why didn't she expect the letter of resignation to have such an effect?  After she laughed, her heart was filled with sadness immediately, and she said softly: "No." How could she make things difficult for Ji Fan like that?  She knew who he was thinking about.

    Ji Fan finally relaxed and said: "I just said you are not such a person!" At this moment, Su Xiaolan heard the voice of Ji Fan's school broadcasting from the phone.  There seemed to be something on the radio, and Su Xiaolan was afraid of delaying Ji Fan's affairs, so she hurriedly said, "Are you guys busy? Just hang up if you have something to do."

    Ji Fan heard that Su Xiaolan said that he was going to hang up, and that the school did have something to do, so he said to Su Xiaolan: "I have written a lot in the letter, call me when you are on vacation. Think about it carefully!"

    Did Ji Fan write to her?  What will he say in the letter?  Su Xiaolan couldn't help but keep guessing.  After hanging up the phone, her stomach ached violently.  She was so anxious to call Ji Fan that she didn't care about eating at all.  The "stomach pain unbearable" on the leave slip became a fact in an instant.

    But she still didn't want to eat, she wanted to call Ji Fan!  Because of Ji Fan's last sentence "Think about it carefully".

    Su Xiaolan squatted on the ground with a stomachache and had no energy to stand up, but she knew what she wanted without even thinking about it.  She didn't want Ji Fan to be distracted from his studies from time to time because of one of her "mistakes".  She struggled to get into the phone booth again

    Her deskmate from junior high school was always by her side. Seeing her severe stomach pain, she quickly supported her and said, "Are you okay? Why don't we go eat something first."

    Su Xiaolan suddenly felt that her ears were swollen and her head was a little dizzy. She only saw her deskmate's mouth moving, but she couldn't hear what she was saying clearly.  She knew that it must be another illness.  She shook her head and said to her deskmate: "No need. You can call Ji Fan for me! You tell him that I will continue to be brother and sister with him."

    Seeing Su Xiaolan at the same table was really uncomfortable, so he walked into the phone booth and called Ji Fan without any resistance.  As soon as the phone was connected, she heard Ji Fan's voice on the radio. After she said it again, Ji Fan didn't hear it clearly, but in her opinion, the tone seemed more like disbelief.  It wasn't until she had said it three times that Ji Fan said, "Why didn't she tell me in person?"

    The deskmate didn't know that Su Xiaolan's ears were in trouble, and Ji Fan said to her: "Why didn't she tell me in person." When she shook the receiver to Su Xiaolan, she said, "Come on!"

    Su Xiaolan waved her hands again and again.  If she answered the phone now, she would not be able to hear anything clearly!  She doesn't want to show her helplessness in front of anyone.

    The tablemate saw that Su Xiaolan was unwilling to answer the phone, so she said to Ji Fan: "She has no courage!" Ji Fan had no choice but to say in frustration: "I know." Do you need courage to talk to him?  It takes courage to continue being a brother and sister with him?

    Su Xiaolan really didn't know what to do!  It's sad like this, it's sad like that.  Su Xiaolan went home a few days later.  Even though she only had an hour to stay at home, she couldn't help but text Ji Fan.

    She asked knowingly, "Did Wang Qi tell you that we are still brother and sister?" Ji Fan replied after a while: "Yes, I am so happy, my good sister, stop thinking about it, and tell my brother if you have something. ?¡­  "

    Su Xiaolan didn't understand whether Ji Fan's happiness was real or not, she didn't dare to let herself think too much.  Because she felt that Ji Fan had nothing to be happy about being her brother and sister!  She always took the initiative to bother Ji Fan, always poured out her sorrows to Ji Fan, how could Ji Fan be happy?  I'm afraid it's God's blessing if she doesn't find her troublesome!

    She had written another letter at school and was going to send it to Ji Fan, so she said to Ji Fan: "I have a letter for you, don't reply if you don't have time." She meant not to reply, but Ji Fan  There was no reply to her text message.

    She is conflicted.  It was clear that she really wanted to receive Ji Fan's reply, because she missed him very much.  But she didn't want Ji Fan to waste his study time by replying to her.

    She waited for many days and still hasn't received the letter Ji Fan said before, let alone the reply to the letter she sent out for the second time!  Every day, she suffers from the torment of thinking about Ji Fan and waiting for the letter from Ji Fan's long-delayed disappearance.  She thought, Ji Fan probably won't reply to the letter!

    But she felt it was impossible.  Ji Fan said he wrote it, how could he not post it?  Could it be that he has already replied, but she hasn't received it?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?? Suffering from the torment of missing letters.  She thought, Ji Fan probably won't reply to the letter!

    But she felt it was impossible.  Ji Fan said he wrote it, how could he not post it?  Could it be that he has already replied, but she hasn't received it?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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