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Chapter 354 Tenderness

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    Xu Zhishi looked at the scorching sun outside the door, and said softly, "Yi'er, you should rest here first, I'm going to court."

    I actually forgot, he still has to go to the morning court.

    I smiled lightly, and said softly, "Okay, let's go quickly, don't miss the time."

    He helped me make another pot of tea. I smiled and said helplessly, "It's not like I can't make it myself."

    Xu Zhishi smiled slowly, and said, "I'm afraid you might accidentally get burned."

    My heart felt warm, and the eyes I looked at him softened unconsciously.

    What a blessing to be with him.

    I said softly, "Anan, you should also pay attention to rest, go quickly, don't work too hard."

    "Okay, I'm going."

    Looking at his leaving back, I sat alone in the room, eating pastries and drinking hot tea boredly.

    As soon as he left, I stayed in the room alone and didn't know what to do.

    I want to go out for a walk, but I don't know who to go to.  Mother is still sleeping and hasn't woken up yet, so I can't talk to her.

    You must not have woken up at this time, the white-bearded old man and the others, and if I went to find them, I would definitely not find them.  I don't know if Su Ji has woken up, it's really boring to sit alone in this room, why don't you talk to her.

    I came to Su Ji's door and gently knocked on her door, "Knock, knock."

    A crisp female voice sounded from inside, "Come in."

    Su Ji saw me and said with a smile, "Nian Nian, why are you here? Why did you get up so early? Have you eaten yet?"

    I replied, "I haven't eaten yet. I just ate some pastries and I'm not too hungry."

    Su Ji pulled me over and said, "Why do you want to come and play with me, you are a busy person, it is hard for me to see you."

    I took the hot tea she handed me and asked, "I'm not very busy, but I don't know when I can come to play with you. Isn't this here?"

    Su Ji was filled with righteous indignation, "Nian Nian, how have you been these two days? You are a married woman now. How does it feel to be with him? Has he ever bullied you? If he dares to bully you  , let's go and bully him back together!"

    I hurriedly said, "No, no, he has always been very kind to me, and she is also very gentle and considerate. Anyway, everything is fine, just rest assured, he will not bully me."

    Su Ji glanced at me and said, "Look, I've only been married for a few days, and I've already started to speak for him like this, what should I do from now on."

    I poked her and said, "Su Ji Su Ji! Don't talk about me like that."

    Su Ji drank a cup of tea helplessly, and sighed with regret, "Okay, okay, let's stop talking, Nian Nian, didn't there be a son named Jiang before? What about him, are you going to talk about it?"  What should I do with him? Didn't he always like you very much? How sad he must be when you do this. Last time I saw him there alone, drinking all the time and getting drunk. That young man can be regarded as a very good man.  A very good person treats you so well, but what about you, you make him so sad."

    Of course I know that I am sorry for him But, what can I do?

    I also hope that he can get happiness, but I can't give him that happiness.

    I opened my mouth softly, lowered my eyes and said in a low voice, "Su Ji, you should be able to understand my mood. There are some things I don't know how to do. He is a very good person. I hope he can  Get all the things he wants, I hope he can be happy, I hope he can be happy every day, but I really have no way. What I want to do, I can't always take care of everyone. But  Every time, the last thing I can think about is him."

    Su Ji sighed softly, persuaded me and said, "Nian Nian, forget it, just live well now, since you like this person, you can stay with him well  Alright. You don't have to worry so much about other things, Mr. Jiang likes you so much, he will adjust his emotions, just rest assured, besides, everyone can understand all of this, so rest assured.  "

    I lowered my eyes and said in a low voice, "I hope so, I just hope he can be fine."

    Su Ji asked, "Yi'er, do you really intend to stay in this deep palace forever? Are you really planning to leave? Don't you really want to go to the places you have always wanted to go?  Is it something you have always wanted to do, are you really willing to lock yourself in this deep palace forever and ever???  "

    I sighed and said, "Otherwise? Even if I have so many places I want to go, but now I'm married to him, and I'm already the queen of this place. How can I still have the qualifications to go to so many places?"  Where I want to go, to do what I want to do. Some things, even if I want to do it, I don¡¯t have the qualifications.¡±

    In the past, I imagined that I would do many, many things in the future.

    I think I will go to the mountains in the future to watch the clear springs slowly surge and listen to the joyful sounds of birds.  Looking at the quiet and deep scenery.  It is best to have a guqin there, I can occasionally play the guqin, and let the sound of the piano accompany the singing of the birds, the scene should be extremely beautiful.

    I think I will go to a very remote and remote mountain village in the future, and I will meet many simple people in that small village.  I can live with them, sowing seeds in the morning and harvesting in autumn together.

    I want to experience that simple and unadorned happiness, and I want to experience all the things that I have never experienced before.  But, but now, I have once again locked my whole life in this deep palace, but I am very happy in my heart.

    Even if this is a bottomless palace, even if this palace is like a bottomless abyss.

    But here is a boy I love, I can see him every day.

    As long as I can see him, I will be happy in my heart.

    Fortunately, I still have him in this deep palace. To have him is to have all the beauty in this world.

    Su Ji said anxiously, "Nian Nian, you have always been able to choose what you want to do and who you want to meet. You can leave this deep palace, leave this place, but you didn't, you didn't choose what to do.  What you want to do, but you just want to stay in this place and let yourself suffer so many things. Why are you doing this, can't you treat yourself better and think about yourself more. "

    I said in a deep voice, "Su Ji, my choice now is to stay by his side, I just want to stay in this place and be with him, as for other things, I know I shouldn't think about them.  "

    Su Ji sighed heavily, waved his hands, and said, "Forget it, you idiot, every time you decide something by yourself, no matter what we say, you can't change it. It was like this before, and it's still like this now.  , Forget it, forget it, I won¡¯t tell you anymore.¡±

    I took her hand and said seriously, "Okay, okay, I know you are doing it for my own good." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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