When I returned to the karaoke room, Pang Bin had already left there, which made me feel a little strange. Why are so many people playing missing today? I've been staying at the door the whole time, but I've never seen him, so it's hard for him to escape? At the end of the show, I called him and asked if he would return with us, but he told me that there were still some things to do and we would go back tomorrow. I thought to myself: "You have something to do with that cousin who is not a cousin! Or, there are more shady things to do For example, drugs or something like that."
On the way back, I kept thinking about what happened just now, Miss Huo who fell, those fans in the next room, Gan Donger who sent me away, Pang Bin who disappeared innocently, this series of things had to make me compare them with Xue The wolves joined together. Sometimes I even wonder, could these two sisters be the ones to replace Nie Xiaohong? Or is Pang Bin the real black hand behind this scene? If this is the case, then my situation is too dangerous! But thinking about it, it's unlikely. After the big incident last time, they should have taken precautions. Then why did they let me participate in this party? Isn't this about Miss Huo's business? But it's not right, aren't those in the next room her friends? Hey, I'm getting more and more confused.
I don't know why, I suddenly feel extremely tired, not because I played too late, but because there are too many things I can't understand. Maybe, all of this is my unfounded worry, that's why I put so much pressure on myself. In fact, I once thought about never interfering in this case again, but God just refused to let me go, and today I ran into it again. If I intervene, I am afraid of causing trouble to myself; if I ignore it, I am sorry for my conscience. Sometimes it is like this, some things always carry pros and cons, making it difficult for you to choose. Hey, the most depressing thing is the current situation. It's different from the past. I'm no longer alone. If I don't handle it well, Siyu's safety will be compromised every minute. How can I be so selfish.
Looking at Siyu's silhouette through the passenger seat window, I felt an inexplicable impulse in my heart. Suddenly, I really wanted to hug her tightly. I don't know why, but I just wanted to do that. Perhaps, this is human nature! That's what happens when you feel insecure. Even if you don't say or do anything, just hugging her like that is better than fighting alone.
I don't know how long it took, Siyu suddenly turned around, just in time to see me staring at her. Immediately afterwards, without waiting for me to speak, she asked first: "What are you thinking? Do you have something on your mind?"
"I'm thinking of you! What? Can't sleep?" I avoided the topic.
"kindness."
"Are you sleepy or not?"
"A little bit. What about you?"
"I want to watch the road, what should I do if I overdrive later?"
"If you are sleepy, just sleep for a while, and I will lead the way."
"Can't sleep."
"Close your eyes and rest your mind! Just close your eyes for a while."
"Hehe, no, I'll sleep when I get back."
"Well, whatever you want."
"Still talking about me, didn't you sleep too?"
"Who said, didn't I take a nap just now, it's just"
"Just what?"
"Just can't sleep."
"Me too, I tried it, but I couldn't sleep." As I said that, I grabbed a little hair of hers and circled it with my fingers. Sometimes it's like this, when I'm bored, or when I'm happy, I always like to play tricks, fiddle with her hair, fiddle with her collar. Maybe, this will make me feel better. Staring at her innocent look, it always makes me feel that the world still has a warm side.
Just at this time, she held my hand, and I don't know if she didn't want me to mess with her hair, or if she had seen through my thoughts and came to the door. I lifted her little hand, kissed it lightly between the fingers, and then put it on her forehead, closed my eyes, with a strong longing in my heart, and I didn't want to be separated from her for a moment.
Although Siyu saw through my thoughts, what she saw was only the surface of the matter, and she didn't understand the real meaning. However, from the lover's point of view, in the lover's love, she doesn't need to think too much at all, she just needs to welcome this love. So she didn't stop it, let alone take her hand away. On the contrary, she was still enjoying it. All of a sudden, I felt an unprecedented warmth tightly enveloping my whole body. This is a feeling of happiness. This feeling occupies most of my rationality in my mind and leads me to another selfishness. The area where I can't extricate myself.
From that moment on, I decided one thing, which is to protect this love. Maybe leave Tang Xiaoya's matter to me.?The shadow is too big, so I don't want Siyu to be involved in this kind of thing. So I made a choice, a selfish choice, I want to be an ordinary person, I don't want to be involved in drug cases again. Because only in this way can I ensure Siyu's safety.
When I returned to the supermarket, it was already past two o'clock in the morning. I called Lu Guojian and asked him to come out and open the door. Unexpectedly, Yang Jian and Wu Zhu took advantage of this spare time to kiss. Only then did I realize that Gan Dong'er hadn't lied to me, but why did she run away? Is it so simple to avoid me? Afraid of being blamed by me? Forget it, I've made up my mind anyway, I don't care about these troublesome things, anyway, there are so many things that I can't figure out, do people in the world still have to dig into the corner every day to study whether there are aliens in the universe?
Back in the dormitory, everyone started to go about their business, or take a bath, or brush their teeth. As for Siyu, she doesn't have daily necessities here, so of course she uses mine. It just didn't occur to me that she would wear my t-shirt as pajamas. Looking back now, it really feels a little bit like that, just think about it, she has already regarded your things as her own, doesn't that show that she has truly regarded you as her other half. To be honest, before this, we had never dated, let alone kissed, and even holding hands only started to be practiced this night. So it inevitably makes me feel a little skeptical. There is no way, this is the first time I have a girlfriend when I grow up so big, I feel a little unbelievable about many things. Looking back, not long ago, I was still a child in the mouth of my parents, but now I started to fall in love with Siyu. After this time, I am even more sure that what she said to me that night was not just words, it was indeed serious. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com