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Chapter 314 The sense of security of being dependent on each other

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    Xia La said nonchalantly.

    I understand the general process of Xia La¡¯s dislike of Kang Yun. It can be said that although her mother hates Xia La¡¯s father, she still loves Xia La a little bit.  When Xia La grew up, because her mother was not with Xia La all year round, she naturally could not regularly supervise Shala's grades and other things. Shala's grades, life, etc. would not be very good.  Whenever Xia La's mother came back and saw Xia La's poor grades, she would compare them with Xia La's cousin Kang Yun. Whether it was academic performance, appearance, clothing, or even talking and doing things, she despised her daughter Kang Yun in everything.  Yun Chai, you always scold your father for not being able to hold up a wall. He didn't even get a job in such a good company and ran away with a wild woman. You just inherited her and that's why you are not as good as one-tenth of your cousin.

    As time goes by, Shara has nothing on the surface. She has learned to be tolerant. In front of her mother, all the back talk and resistance are useless except for being scolded and disliked.

    She is not as simple as I thought.

    She learned to be tolerant just because she wanted to get benefits from her cousin. She started to be nice to her cousin, please her cousin, and say nice things to her cousin, and then in exchange for financial help from her cousin, including living expenses, study fees, and even funds to start a business.

    ¡°If she hadn¡¯t been drunk, I dare say that Shala would never have told me these things that she kept deep in her heart.

    After she finished speaking, she started to cry again, saying that she felt very uncomfortable and that her mother was in another province and was ill. She wanted to see her mother, but once she thought of her mother always being sarcastic to her, she didn't want to go.  Including the New Year and the holidays, she really wanted to be like other families and be able to go home and spend the holidays happily as a family.  But her mother would never let her feel better, and even scolded her that her grandfather died so early because of her.

    I asked why you said that.

    Xia La told me that her grandfather was a person who didn't talk much. He could be said to be a person who didn't know much about the world and was even indifferent. But she was still kind to Xia La. After all, the grandfather and grandson depended on each other.  When Shala was sick, it was her grandfather who took her to see a doctor. In daily life, her grandfather also took care of her. He did all the cooking and washing. Later, when Shala was in junior high school, her grandfather came back from grocery shopping one day and washed her clothes.  She took Xia La's clothes and took them upstairs to dry. She collapsed at the stairs and suffered a cerebral hemorrhage.

    It wasn¡¯t until Shara came back from her weekend vacation that she discovered that her grandfather was dead.

    As he said this, Xia La cried loudly.

    When people's psychological emotions are suppressed too much, as mentioned before, the flood breaks out and rises, and the human psychology builds a dam as a line of defense. If the floodgates are not opened to divert the water, they may face collapse. Shala watched on weekdays.  It¡¯s nothing. It turns out that I have been carrying such heavy and depressing things in my heart. Plus, after drinking tonight and meeting me, I thought of all the grievances I have suffered over the years and burst out.

    But what I didn¡¯t expect was that Xia La also said: ¡°You look a lot like my grandpa sometimes.¡±

    I shivered all over: "Don't be kidding me! I don't look like your grandpa."

    Xia La obediently reached out and hugged me, and said, "The way you are cold to me is just like the way my grandpa treats people. His tone of indifference to everyone is very similar."

    I can rely on this.

    I asked: "Isn't he making enemies on all sides?"

    Xia La said: "He has a bad relationship with his neighbors. He lives alone and is only nice to me, so I think he is very good."

    I sighed and said, "Okay."

    Xia La said: "My grandpa sometimes touches my head when I cry or feel uncomfortable. You are like him."

    Like a fart.

    To be honest, I just want to touch her thigh.

    Xia La was about to fall asleep, and said in a daze: "I'm so afraid that you will leave me, don't leave me. I kept calling tonight, afraid that you won't look for me anymore."

    She fell asleep while murmuring.

    When we arrived at the gate of the community, she was already asleep and couldn't wake up no matter how hard I shook her. I paid the taxi fare and then carried her upstairs.

    After entering Kang Yun¡¯s house, I put her on the bed in her room and shook her a few times, but she couldn¡¯t wake up.

    I took off Xia La¡¯s shoes and clothes, and covered her with the quilt.

    I suddenly wanted to see Kang Yun¡¯s room, but I was afraid that Kang Yun was in the room.

    I knocked on the door a few times, but there was no one there. I turned the door lock hard, but it didn¡¯t work. It was locked from the inside.

    Kang Yun always locks his room when he goes in and out. He is so alert. It seems that there really is something important in it. Maybe that kind of thing is what I want.

    I went out to the balcony to see what was going onAlthough she could climb through the window, the window in her room was also locked.

    I had no choice but to give up.

    After taking a shower, I lay next to Shaila, thinking about what happened today.

    The most important thing is Xia La. I didn¡¯t expect that Xia La actually hated her cousin. She was completely using her cousin. I don¡¯t know if she would still remember what she said when she wakes up tomorrow. It¡¯s just that every time Xia La gets drunk,  I don¡¯t seem to remember what happened last night, which is good. For me, it¡¯s good.

    The next morning, when I got up, Shala was still asleep.

    I called a few times, but she made no sound.

    Ignore her, I wash up and go back to the prison to work.

    When the time comes, I will wait for Liu Zhihui to appear.

    When Liu Zhizhi appeared in the sun on time, I went over immediately.

    The two female guards were still sensible.

    Liu Zhihui stretched his waist as usual and said, "You asked about something, right?"

    I smiled and said, "You can see it now."

    Liu Zhihui said: "Your curious expression and fast pace told me."

    I said: "I really can't hide anything in front of you."

    Liu Zhihui looked at the sky. The sky was dark and the sun was shining. It might rain soon. She said, "Speak quickly."

    I told the contents of the conversation between Shaila and I last night.

    And after I finished speaking, the first question I asked was: "How can you tell that the relationship between their cousins ??is not close?"

    Liu Zhihui said: "Didn't you say that this girl has started two companies by herself? Everything people do has a purpose. She does it for money, but what kind of wishes do she use the money to realize? Buy cosmetics? Buy clothes?  Buy a car? Buy a house? From your description, it seems like neither. She is so ambitious, maybe just to compare with someone. Many people say that only through comparison can progress be achieved. The so-called comparison is caused by jealousy and comparison.  . What you said confirms my guess. She just wants to surpass her cousin and overcome this biggest psychological shadow. In order to achieve her own inner liberation, if she cannot surpass it, she may not be able to escape in her whole life. "

    I said: "People's hearts are really complicated."

    I lit a cigarette, damn, this Shala is so inhuman.

    Liu Zhihui said: "This girl has an Electra complex. She unscrupulously hurts the person she loves, and then acts coquettishly and cries bitterly afterwards, trying every means to save her. In their eyes, her boyfriend, like her father, will never hold grudges. She is very supportive.  Selfish. However, people can be selfish, but she is very selfish."

    I asked strangely: "How do you know that she has an Electra complex? But it was her grandfather who accompanied her since she was a child, not her father."

    Liu Zhihui said: "Children begin to vaguely realize that men and women are different from the age of three. Let me put it simply. You won't understand if it's too complicated."

    I scratched my head and smiled awkwardly: "Yeah, I'm still thinking about it. You told me so much yesterday, but actually I don't even know what it is. Just like I never understand how an induction cooker can heat up a pot.  , my classmate who is an electrician explained it to me for a long time, but I didn¡¯t understand it at all.¡±

    Liu Zhihui also laughed and said, "I don't understand the induction cooker either."

    I laughed out loud: "It seems that although you understand people's hearts, you don't understand the hearts of induction cookers."

    Liu Zhihui looked at the sky that was about to rain and said: "For a child, the person of the opposite sex who is always by her side becomes her sexual object, whether it is her father, grandpa, or grandpa. If she reaches the age of six or seven,  , she gets care from people of the same sex, such as her mother, or grandma, grandma, she will go through this period of sexual and psychological development smoothly, and she will not have an Electra complex. However, she does not, her mother rarely comes back  , there was no love for her when she came back, except for beating and scolding her. Therefore, she will always have a complex with her grandfather, which will even affect her choice of partners throughout her life. She will find a man who is very similar to her grandfather. If  It would be hard for her to like this man if he didn't have many things in common with her grandfather. You have what she thinks is her grandfather's personality, and you also comfort her by stroking her head. Her subconscious  In the fantasy, she already thinks of you as her grandfather."

    I felt very uncomfortable: "This is the second time that a woman loves me as if I were dead."

    Liu Zhizhi said: "With you, although your attitude and personality towards her are not good, she feels that you are very much like grandpa, and even fantasizes that you are him and he is you. She gets along with you, even though she will  Angry, but what she feels more is the sense of security that her grandpa brings to her to depend on each other." (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com
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